Chapter 832: Unt.i.tled
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Was there anyone more miserable than her in this world?
She knew that the person she loved treated her so well because of her sister. She knew that it was to make up for her sister, so she acted as if she did not care.
This was the biggest wound in her heart.
Xu Xing had everything she wanted since young and was always pampered. She had her own pride, but why did people treat her nicely not because of her? She really wanted to laugh…
She always thought that Silver Cloud was different and sincerely liked her. He protected her for so many years because she was Xu Xing and was not a shallow man that coveted her beauty. He was also not a utilitarian man that coveted her wealth. She always treated Silver Cloud as someone important to her and would tell him a lot of things that he might not have told her parents.
She treated him sincerely, but now, he told her that it was because of her sister again that she caught his attention… She closed her eyes and tears fell down.
The room felt so heavy that she could not stay there any longer. She had never been so sad before even though she knew that Ye Ningyuan treated her nicely because of Xu Nuo. She felt that a very inferior and wronged thing was growing in her heart.
Why did everyone treat her like this? What crime had she committed?
Xu Xing suddenly stood up and ran out of the mansion. Her tears dropped on his hand, burning his skin. Silver Cloud sighed and his heart hurt. He gritted his teeth, suddenly stood up, and chased after her.
“Xing Xing, stop! Don’t run!” Silver Cloud shouted behind her. Xu Xing did not care and just kept running. Her eyes were blurred, and she did not know why she was running. She only felt that she should escape from Silver Cloud, escape from everything there.
She wanted to shout that she was Xu Xing and not Xu Nuo. Why did everyone treat her as Xu Nuo? She did not want that. They could not be too overboard. Just because she acted like she did not care, it did not mean that she really did not care.
She had a heart too and it would hurt. But who would be there to heal her pain?
She ran into the field of camellias in a moment of hurry and it was flowers everywhere. She wanted to escape but had no place to escape. Suddenly, there was a tight grip on her waist. She knew that it was Silver Cloud and kept struggling. “Let me go… Let me go! I hate you! I hate my sister! I hate all of you!!”
Tears started to stream down and Xu Xing felt that she wanted to die. Her fists kept punching Silver Cloud and Silver Cloud just let her punch him while he hugged her tightly as he was afraid she might hurt herself.
He kept quiet.
It was a white world of camellias around them. Xu Xing didn’t even know that she had run into the camellia field. The more Silver Cloud hugged her, the more she struggled. Suddenly, she was tripped by the flowers and fell down, but Silver Cloud could not catch her in time. Therefore, he used some force and both of them fell and she landed on his body. A lot of the branches were broken because of their fall, scratching Silver Cloud’s arms and Xu Xing’s hand.
She pushed him away and sat on the flowers to cry. Two of them were sitting on the soft petals in the middle of white camellias. One was crying while one was silent, none of them spoke.
“Xing Xing…”
“Don’t call me.” Xu Xing wiped her tears and hugged her legs. “You guys are bullying me. Why do you have to be like this? Why? I’m Xu Xing! I’m only Xu Xing, but you guys…”
Her tears dripped onto her knees. This was the first time Silver Cloud felt that his heart was so painful as if someone was pinching his heart. He felt that his heart would break anytime from a slightly harder pinch.
“n.o.body said you’re not Xing Xing,” Silver Cloud said. “Xing Xing, stop crying.”
He did not like it when she cried. It made him uncomfortable.
“Nonsense! You got close to me because of my sister, right? I was wondering why you would treat me so well for no rhyme or reason and listened to whatever I said. It is actually all fake.” Xu Xing was so sad that she just said whatever she wanted. “If so, you might as well not know me since the start…”
Then, she would not be so sad.
It was all because of him.
Silver Cloud’s eyes darkened. He wanted to say something but did not. Instead, he just sat there in silence.
“You love my sister too, so…”
“No!” Silver Cloud said. Xu Xing’s eyes were blurry and she regained her rationality. She gritted her teeth and looked at him, but Silver Cloud did not know what else to say. Xu Xing got sad again, and her tears started to stream down.
“Xu Nuo was still young when I knew her, and she didn’t know anything at all. She sacrificed herself to save me and then became the owner of Paradise Island. Although Wolf was the actual owner, as Second Master Mo doted on her a lot, Wolf was afraid of her too. Therefore, she saved me a few times and I owe my life to her. If she was the princess of Paradise Island, then I would be her knight. I promised to protect her, and this had nothing to do with relations.h.i.+p,” Silver Cloud said.
Xu Xing still cried. She knew that Silver Cloud had probably lied. Silver Cloud must like her sister too if Ye Ningyuan liked her so much and could not forget her even after so many years.
“Did you get close to me because I look like my sister?”
Silver Cloud did not know how to reply to this question as she was crying. He knew what Xu Xing cared about, but he did not want to lie to her, so he nodded.
Xu Xing originally had some hope, but now, it was all shattered. She only heard some noise and it stopped. She was so angry that she kicked and punched him like mad, but Silver Cloud just endured it silently.
He only started talking after she was tired of hitting him. “Other than the first few days, I have never treated you as Xu Nuo.”
“You’re lying!” Xu Xing said. “We look so similar. Do you dare say that you didn’t treat me as her?”
“You’re not the same person no matter how similar you look. The two of you are different,” Silver Cloud said. He meant to say that she was herself and Xu Nuo was Xu Nuo and that they were two different people. But, Xu Xing misunderstood him and got angry and pushed him away. “I hate you! You shall stay on this island and miss her forever. I don’t want to see you anymore!”
She got up but her hands were pulled by him. She fell on him and Silver Cloud hugged her tightly. Xu Xing struggled. “Let me go, b.a.s.t.a.r.d! Let me go!”
She used all the most toxic words she knew to scold him, but Silver Cloud did not let her go. He whispered in her ears. “Xing Xing, you’re different from Xu Nuo. You’re the one and only Xu Xing.”