10th Anniversary.
by James Patterson.
For Isabelle Patterson and Madeline Paetro
Acknowledgments.
Our thanks and grat.i.tude to New York attorney Philip R. Hoffman, Captain Richard J. Conklin of the Stamford, Connecticut, Police Department, and Dr. Humphrey Germaniuk, Medical Examiner of Trumbull County, Ohio, for generously sharing their time and wealth of experience.
Our thanks, too, to our excellent researchers, Ingrid Taylar, Ellie Shurtleff, Melissa Pevy, and Lynn Colomello. And to Mary Jordan, who, as always, manned the control tower.
Prologue.
WITH BELLS ON.
One.
THIS WAS THE DAY I was getting married.
Our suite at the Ritz in Half Moon Bay was in chaos. My best friends and I had stripped down to our underwear, and our street clothes had been flung over the furniture. Sorbet-colored dresses hung from the moldings and door frames.
The scene looked like a Degas painting of ballerinas before the curtain went up, or maybe a romanticized bordello in the Wild West. Jokes were cracked. Giddiness reigned - and then the door opened and my sister Catherine stepped in, wearing her brave face: a tight smile, pain visible at the corners of her eyes.
"What"s wrong, Cat?" I asked.
"He"s not here."
I blinked, tried to ignore the sharp pang of disappointment. I said sarcastically, "Well, there"s a shock."
Cat was talking about our father, Marty Boxer, who left home when we were kids and failed to show when my mom was dying. I"d seen him only twice in the past ten years and hadn"t missed him, but after he"d told Cat he"d come to my wedding, I"d had an expectation.
"He said said he would be here. He he would be here. He promised promised," Cat said.
I"m six years older than my sister and a century more jaded. I should have known better. I hugged her.
"Forget it," I said. "He can"t hurt us. He"s n.o.body to us."
Claire, my best bosom buddy, sat up in bed, swung her legs over, and put her bare feet on the floor. She"s a large black woman and funny - acidly so. If she weren"t a pathologist, she could do stand-up comedy.
"I"ll give you away, Lindsay," she said. "But I want you back." give you away, Lindsay," she said. "But I want you back."
Cindy and I cracked up, and Yuki piped up, "I know who can stand in for Marty, that jerk." She stepped into her pink satin dress, pulled it up over her tiny little bones, and zipped it herself. She said, "Be right back."
Getting things done was Yuki"s specialty. Don"t get in her way when she"s in gear. Even if she"s in the wrong wrong gear. gear.
"Yuki, wait," I called as she rushed out the door. I turned to Claire, saw that she was holding up what used to be called a foundation garment. It was boned and forbidding-looking.
"I don"t mind wearing a dress that makes me look like a cupcake, but how in h.e.l.l am I supposed to get into this?"
"I love my dress," said Cindy, fingering the peach-colored silk organza. She was probably the first bridesmaid in the world to express that sentiment, but Cindy was terminally lovesick. She turned her pretty face toward me and said dreamily, "You should get ready."
Two yards of creamy satin slid out of the garment bag. I wriggled into the strapless Vera w.a.n.g confection, then stood with my sister in front of the long freestanding mirror: a pair of tall brown-eyed blondes, looking so much like our dad.
"Grace Kelly never looked so good," said Cat, her eyes welling up.
"Dip your head, gorgeous," said Cindy.
She fastened her pearls around my neck.
I did a little pirouette, and Claire caught my hand and twirled me under her arm. She said, "Do you believe it, Linds? I"m going to dance at your wedding."
She didn"t say "finally," but she was right to think it, having lived through my roller-coaster, long-distance romance with Joe, punctuated by his moving to San Francisco to be with me, my house burning down, a couple of near-death experiences, and a huge diamond engagement ring that I"d kept in a drawer for most of a year.
"Thanks for keeping the faith," I said.
"I wouldn"t call it faith, darling," Claire cracked. "I never expected to see a miracle, let alone be part part of one." of one."
I gave her a playful jab on the arm. She ducked and feinted. The door opened and Yuki came in with my bouquet: a lavish bunch of peonies and roses tied with baby blue streamers.
"This hankie belonged to my grandmother," Cindy said, tucking a bit of lace into my cleavage, checking off the details. "Old, new, borrowed, blue. You"re good."
"I cued up the music, Linds," said Yuki. "We"re on on."
My G.o.d.
Joe and I were really getting married.
Two.
JACOBI MET ME in the hotel lobby, stuck out his elbow, and laughed out loud. Yuki had been right. Jacobi was the perfect stand-in Dad. I took his arm and he kissed my cheek.
First time ever.
"You look beautiful, Boxer. You know, more than usual."
Another first.
Jacobi and I had spent so much time in a squad car together, we could almost read each other"s minds. But I didn"t have to be clairvoyant to read the love in his eyes.
I grinned at him and said, "Thanks, Jacobi. Thanks a lot."
I squeezed his arm and we walked across an acre of marble, through tall French doors, and into my future.
Jacobi had a limp and a wheeze, the remnants of a shooting a couple of years back in the Tenderloin. I"d thought we were both going to check out that night. But that was then.
Now the warm, salty air embraced me. The great lawns flowed around the shining white gazebo and down to the bluff. The Pacific crashed against the cliff side, and the setting sun tinted the clouds a glowing whiskey pink that you could never capture on film. I"d never seen a more beautiful place.
"Take it easy, now," Jacobi said. "No sprinting down the aisle. Just keep step with the music."
"If you insist," I said, laughing.
Two blocks of chairs had been set up facing the gazebo, and the aisle had been cordoned off with yellow crime scene tape. POLICE LINE. DO NOT CROSS.
The tape had to have been Conklin"s idea. I was sure of it when he caught my eye and gave me a broad grin and a thumbs-up. Cat"s young daughters skipped down the gra.s.sy aisle tossing rose petals as the wedding march began. My best friends stepped out in time, and I followed behind them.
Smiling faces turned to me. Charlie Clapper on the aisle, guys from the squad, and new and old friends were on the left. Five of Joe"s look-alike brothers and their families were on my right. Joe"s parents turned to beam at me from the front row.
Jacobi brought me up the gazebo steps to the altar and released my arm, and I looked up at my wonderful, handsome husband-to-be. Joe"s eyes connected with mine, and I knew without any doubt that the roller-coaster ride had been worth it. I knew this man so well. Our tested love was rich and deep and solid.
Longtime family friend the Reverend Lynn Boyer put our hands together, Joe"s hand over mine, then whispered theatrically so that everyone could hear, "Enjoy this moment, Joseph. This is the last time you"ll have the upper hand with Lindsay."
Delighted laughter rang out and then hushed. With the sound of seagulls calling, Joe and I exchanged promises to love and cherish through good days and bad, through sickness and health, for as long as we both lived.
Do you take this man to be your wedded husband?
I do. I really do.
There were nervous t.i.tters as I fumbled with Joe"s wedding band and it spun out of my hand. Joe and I both stooped, grabbed the ring at the same time, and held it between our fingers.
"Steady, Blondie," Joe said. "It only gets better from here."
I laughed, and when we resumed our positions, I got that gold band onto Joe"s finger. The Reverend Boyer told Joe he could kiss the bride, and my husband held my face between his hands.
We kissed, and then again. And again. And again.
There was wild applause and a surge of music.
This was real. I was Mrs. Joseph Molinari. Joe took my hand and, grinning like little kids, we walked back up the aisle through a shower of rose petals.
Book One
LITTLE BOY LOST.
Chapter 1.
A TEENAGE GIRL wearing a neon green plastic poncho, naked underneath, stumbled along a dark road. She was scared out of her mind and in pain, the cramps coming like repeated blows to her gut and getting worse. Blood had started coming out of her a while ago, and now it was running fast and hot down her legs.
What had she done?
People always told her she was a smart kid, but - and this was a fact - she"d made a horrible mistake, and if she didn"t get help soon, she was going to die.
But where was she?
She had the sense that she was walking in circles but getting nowhere. During the day, the area around Lake Merced was full of traffic - joggers, cyclists, a steady stream of cars on the road around the lake. But at night it was completely deserted. The darkness was bad enough, but now fog filled the basin. She couldn"t see farther than a few yards in front of her.
And she was really scared.
People had gone missing around here. There had been murders murders. Plenty of them.
Her feet dragged. She really couldn"t lift them, and then she felt herself fading out, just leaving her body. She reached out to brace her fall, and her hand found the trunk of a tree. She gripped it with both hands and held on hard to the rough bark until she felt rooted in the black, moonless night.
Oh my G.o.d. Where am I now?
Two cars had already pa.s.sed her without stopping, and now she thought of abandoning her plan to flag down a car and return to the house. They were gone. She could sleep. Maybe the blood would stop flowing if she could lie down - but she was so lost. She didn"t know which way to turn.
The girl stumbled forward, looking for light, any light.
Blood was running faster out of her body, dripping down her legs, and she felt so faint that her legs hardly held her up.
As she pushed herself forward, she stubbed her toe on something hard and unforgiving, a root or a stone, and she pitched forward. She put out her hands, bracing for the fall.
Her chin and knees and palms took the brunt of it, but she was all right. Panting from the pain, the girl got to her feet.
She could make out the trees along the roadside, the eucalyptus and the pines looming overhead. Gra.s.ses scratched at her arms and legs as she staggered through them.