His soul was filled all the while with love for the beautiful creature before him as - calmly, calmly, calmly - he pressed the stud. He heard a whooshing sound and felt the weapon kicking back against his shoulder with astonishing force, sending him thudding into a tree behind him and for a moment knocking the breath from him; and an instant later the left side of the beautiful creature"s head exploded into a cascading fountain of flame, a shower of radiant fragments. A greenish-red mist of what must be alien blood appeared and went spreading outward into the air.
The stricken Ent.i.ty swayed and fell backward, dropping out of sight on the floor of the wagon.
In that same moment the second Ent.i.ty, the one that was riding on the far side, underwent so tremendous a convulsion that Khalid wondered if he had managed to kill it, too, with that single shot. It stumbled forward, then back, and crashed against the railing of the wagon with such violence that Khalid imagined he could hear the thump. Its great tubular body writhed and shook, and seemed even to change color, the purple hue deepening almost to black for an instant and the orange spots becoming a fiery red. At so great a distance it was hard to be sure, but Khalid thought, also, that its leathery hide was rippling and puckering as if in a demonstration of almost unendurable pain.
It must be feeling the agony of its companion"s death, he realized. Watching the Ent.i.ty lurch around blindly on the platform of the wagon in what had to be terrible pain, Khalid"s soul flooded with compa.s.sion for the creature, and sorrow, and love. It was unthinkable to fire again. He had never had any intention of killing more than one; but in any case he knew that he was no more capable of firing a shot at this stricken survivor now than he would be of firing at Aissha.
During all this time the wagon had been moving silently onward as though nothing had happened; and in a moment more it turned the bend in the road and was gone from Khalid"s sight, down the road that led toward Stonehenge.
He stood for a while watching the place where the vehicle had been when he had fired the fatal shot. There was nothing there now, no sign that anything had occurred. Had anything occurred? Khalid felt neither satisfaction nor grief nor fear nor, really, any emotion of any other sort. His mind was all but blank. He made a point of keeping it that way, knowing he was as good as dead if he relaxed his control even for a fraction of a second.
Strapping the gun to the bicycle basket again, he pedaled quietly back toward home. It was well past midnight; there was no one at all on the road. At the house, all was as it had been; Arch"s car parked in front, the front lights still on, Richie and Arch snoring away in Richie"s room.
Only now, safely home, did Khalid at last allow himself the luxury of letting the jubilant thought cross his mind, just for a moment, that had been flickering at the threshold of his consciousness for an hour: Got you, Richie! Got you, you b.a.s.t.a.r.d!
He returned the grenade gun to the cabinet and went to bed, and was asleep almost instantly, and slept soundly until the first bird - song of dawn.
In the tremendous uproar that swept Salisbury the next day, with Ent.i.ty vehicles everywhere and platoons of the glossy balloon-like aliens that everybody called Spooks going from house to house, it was Khalid himself who provided the key clue to the mystery of the a.s.sa.s.sination that had occurred in the night.
"You know, I think it might have been my father who did it," he said almost casually, in town, outside the market, to a boy named Thomas whom he knew in a glancing sort of way. "He came home yesterday with a strange sort of big gun. Said it was for killing Ent.i.ties with, and put it away in a cabinet in our front room."
Thomas would not believe that Khalid"s father was capable of such a gigantic act of heroism as a.s.sa.s.sinating an Ent.i.ty. No, no, no, Khalid argued eagerly, in a tone of utter and sublime disingenuousness: he did it, I know he did it, he"s always talked of wanting to kill one of them one of these days, and now he has.
He has?
Always his greatest dream, yes, indeed.
Well, then - Yes. Khalid moved along. So did Thomas. Khalid took care to go nowhere near the house all that morning. The last person he wanted to see was Richie. But he was safe in that regard. By noon Thomas evidently had spread the tale of Khalid Burke"s wild boast about the town with great effectiveness, because word came traveling through the streets around that time that a detachment of Spooks had gone to Khalid"s house and had taken Richie Burke away.
"What about my grandmother?" Khalid asked. "She wasn"t arrested too, was she?"
"No, it was just him," he was told. "Billy Cavendish saw them taking him, and he was all by himself. Yelling and screaming, he was, the whole time, like a man being hauled away to be hanged."
Khalid never saw his father again.
During the course of the general reprisals that followed the killing, the entire population of Salisbury and five adjacent towns was rounded up and transported to walled detention camps near Portsmouth. A good many of the deportees were executed within the next few days, seemingly by random selection, no pattern being evident in the choosing of those who were put to death. At the beginning of the following week the survivors were sent on from Portsmouth to other places, some of them quite remote, in various parts of the world.
Khalid was not among those executed. He was merely sent very far away.
He felt no guilt over having survived the death-lottery while others around him were being slain for his murderous act. He had trained himself since childhood to feel very little indeed, even while aiming a rifle at one of Earth"s beautiful and magnificent masters. Besides, what affair was it of his, that some of these people were dying and he was allowed to live? Everyone died, some sooner, some later. Aissha would have said that what was happening was the will of Allah. Khalid more simply put it that the Ent.i.ties did as they pleased, always, and knew that it was folly to ponder their motives.
Aissha was not available to discuss these matters with. He was separated from her before reaching Portsmouth and Khalid never saw her again, either. From that day on it was necessary for him to make his way in the world on his own.
He was not quite thirteen years old. Often, in the years ahead, he would look back at the time when he had slain the Ent.i.ty; but he would think of it only as the time when he had rid himself of Richie Burke, for whom he had had such hatred. For the Ent.i.ties he had no hatred at all, and when his mind returned to that event by the roadside on the way to Stonehenge, to the alien being centered in the crosshairs of his weapon, he would think only of the marvelous color and form of the two starborn creatures in the floating wagon, of that pa.s.sing moment of beauty in the night.
Robert Silverberg First published in Science Fiction Age, September 1997.
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Capricorn Games.
by Robert Silverberg.
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NIKKI STEPPED INTO the conical field of the ultra-sonic cleanser, wriggling so that the unheard droning out of the machine"s stubby snout could more effectively shear her skin of dead epidermal tissue, globules of dried sweat, dabs of yesterday"s scents, and other debris; after three minutes she emerged clean, bouncy, ready for the party. She programmed her party outfit: green buskins, lemon-yellow tunic of gauzy film, pale orange cape soft as a clam"s mantle, and nothing underneath but Nikki -- smooth, glistening, satiny Nikki. Her body was tuned and fit. The party was in her honor, though she was the only one who knew that. Today was her birthday, the seventh of January, 1999: twenty-four years old, no sign yet of bodily decay. Old Steiner had gathered an extraordinary a.s.sortment of guests: he promised to display a reader of minds, a billionaire, an authentic Byzantine duke, an Arab rabbi, a man who had married his own daughter, and other marvels. All of these, of course, subordinate to the true guest of honor, the evening"s prize, the real birthday boy, the lion of the season -- the celebrated Nicholson, who had lived a thousand years and who said he could help others to do the same. Nikki ... Nicholson. Happy a.s.sonance, portending close harmony. You will show me, dear Nicholson, how I can live forever and never grow old. A cozy soothing idea.
The sky beyond the sleek curve of her window was black, snow-dappled; she imagined she could hear the rusty howl of the wind and feel the sway of the frost-gripped building, ninety stories high. This was the worst winter she had ever known. Snow fell almost every day, a planetary snow, a global shiver, not even sparing the tropics. Ice hard as iron bands bound the streets of New York. Walls were slippery, the air had a cutting edge. Tonight Jupiter gleamed fiercely in the blackness like a diamond in a raven"s forehead. Thank G.o.d she didn"t have to go outside. She could wait out the winter within this tower. The mail came by pneumatic tube. The penthouse restaurant fed her. She had friends on a dozen floors. The building was a world, warm, snug. Let it snow. Let the sour gales come. Nikki checked herself in the all-around mirror: very nice, very very nice. Sweet filmy yellow folds. Hint of thigh, hint of b.r.e.a.s.t.s. More than a hint when there"s a light-source behind her. She glowed. Fluffed her short glossy black hair. Dab of scent. Everyone loved her. Beauty is a magnet: repels some, attracts many, leaves no one unmoved. It was nine o"clock.
"Upstairs," she said to the elevator. "Steiner"s place."
"Eighty-eighth floor," the elevator said.
"I know that. You"re so sweet."
Music in the hallway: Mozart, crystalline and sinuous. The door to Steiner"s apartment was a half-barrel of chromed steel, like the entrance to a bank vault. Nikki smiled into the scanner. The barrel revolved. Steiner held his hands like cups, centimeters from her chest, by way of greeting. "Beautiful," he murmured.
"So glad you asked me to come."
"Practically everybody"s here already. It"s a wonderful party, love."
She kissed his s.h.a.ggy cheek. In October they had met in the elevator. He was past sixty and looked less than forty. When she touched his body she perceived it as an object encased in milky ice, like a mammoth fresh out of the Siberian permafrost. They had been lovers for two weeks. Autumn had given way to winter and Nikki had pa.s.sed out of his life, but he had kept his word about the parties: here she was, invited.
"Alexius Ducas," said a short, wide man with a dense black beard, parted in the middle. He bowed. A good flourish. Steiner evaporated and she was in the keeping of the Byzantine duke. He maneuvered her at once across the thick white carpet to a place where cl.u.s.ters of spotlights, sprouting like angry fungi from the wall, revealed the contours of her body. Others turned to look. Duke Alexius favored her with a heavy stare. But she felt no excitement. Byzantium had been over for a long time. He brought her a goblet of chilled green wine and said, "Are you ever in the Aegean Sea? My family has its ancestral castle on an island eighteen kilometers east of -- "
"Excuse me, but which is the man named Nicholson?"
"Nicholson is merely the name he currently uses. He claims to have had a shop in Constantinople during the reign of my ancestor the Basileus Manuel Comnenus." A patronizing click, tongue on teeth. "Only a shopkeeper." The Byzantine eyes sparkled ferociously. "How beautiful you are!"
"Which one is he?"
"There. By the couch."
Nikki saw only a wall of backs. She tilted to the left and peered. No use. She would get to him later. Alexius Ducas continued to offer her his body with his eyes. She whispered languidly, "Tell me all about Byzantium."
He got as far as Constantine the Great before he bored her. She finished her wine, and, coyly extending the gla.s.s, persuaded a smooth young man pa.s.sing by to refill it for her. The Byzantine looked sad. "The empire then was divided," he said, "among -- "
"This is my birthday," she announced.
"Yours also? My congratulations. Are you as old as-"
"Not nearly. Not by half. I won"t even be five hundred for some time," she said, and turned to take her gla.s.s. The smooth young man did not wait to be captured. The party engulfed him like an avalanche. Sixty, eighty guests, all in motion. The draperies were pulled back, revealing the full fury of the snowstorm. No one was watching it. Steiner"s apartment was like a movie set: great porcelain garden stools, Ming or even Sung; walls painted with flat sheets of bronze and scarlet; pre-Columbian artifacts in spotlit niches; sculptures like aluminum spiderwebs; Durer etchings -- the loot of the ages. Squat shaven-headed servants, Mayans or Khmers or perhaps Olmecs, circulated impa.s.sively offering trays of delicacies: caviar, sea urchins, bits of roasted meat, tiny sausages, burritos in startling chili sauce. Hands darted unceasingly from trays to lips. This was a gathering of life-eaters, world-swallowers. Duke Alexius was stroking her arm. "I will leave at midnight," he said gently. "It would be a delight if you left with me."
"I have other plans," she told him.
"Even so." He bowed courteously, outwardly undisappointed.
"Possibly another time. My card?" It appeared as if by magic in his hand: a sliver of tawny cardboard, elaborately engraved. She put it in her purse and the room swallowed him. Instantly a big, wild-eyed man took his place before her. "You"ve never heard of me," he began.
"Is that a boast or an apology?"
"I"m quite ordinary. I work for Steiner. He thought it would be amusing to invite me to one of his parties."
"What do you do?"
"Invoices and debarkations. isn"t this an amazing place?"
"What"s your sign?" Nikki asked him.
"Libra."
"I"m Capricorn. Tonight"s my birthday as well as _his_. If you"re really Libra, you"re wasting your time with me. Do you have a name?"
"Martin Bliss."
"Nikki."
"There isn"t any Mrs. Bliss, hah-hah."
Nikki licked her lips. "I"m hungry. Would you get me some canapes?"
She was gone as soon as he moved toward the food. Circ.u.mnavigating the long room -- past the string quintet, past the bartender"s throne, past the window -- -until she had a good view of the man called Nicholson. He didn"t disappoint her. He was slender, supple, not tall, strong in the shoulders. A man of presence and authority. She wanted to put her lips to him and suck immortality out. His head was a flat triangle, brutal cheekbones, thin lips, dark mat of curly hair, no beard, no mustache. His eyes were keen, electric, intolerably wise. He must have seen everything twice, at the very least. Nikki had read his book. Everyone had. He had been a king, a lama, a slave trader, a slave. Always taking pains to conceal his implausible longevity, now offering his terrible secret freely to the members of the Book-of-the-Month Club. Why had he chosen to surface and reveal himself? Because this is the necessary moment of revelation, he had said. When he must stand forth as what he is, so that he might impart his gift to others, lest he lose it. Lest he lose it. At the stroke of the new century he must share his prize of life. A dozen people surrounded him, catching his glow. He glanced through a palisade of shoulders and locked his eyes on hers; Nikki felt impaled, exalted, chosen. Warmth spread through her loins like a river of molten tungsten, like a stream of hot honey. She started to go to him. A corpse got in her way. Death"s-head, parchment skin, nightmare eyes. A scaly hand brushed her bare biceps. A frightful eroded voice croaked, "How old do you think I am?"
"Oh, G.o.d!"
"How old?"
"Two thousand?"
"I"m fifty-eight. I won"t live to see fifty-nine. Here, smoke one of these."
With trembling hands he offered her a tiny ivory tube. There was a Gothic monogram near one end -- FXB -- and a translucent green capsule at the other. She pressed the capsule, and a flickering blue flame sprouted. She inhaled. "What is it?" she asked.
"My own mixture. Soma Number Five. You like it?"
"I"m smeared," she said. "Absolutely smeared. Oh, G.o.d!" The walls were flowing. The snow had turned to tinfoil. An instant hit. The corpse had a golden halo. Dollar signs rose into view like stigmata on his furrowed forehead. She heard the crash of the surf, the roar of the waves. The deck was heaving. The masts were cracking. _Woman overboard!_ she cried, and heard her inaudible voice disappearing down a tunnel of echoes, boingg boingg boingg. She clutched at his frail wrists. "You b.a.s.t.a.r.d, what did you _do_ to me?"
"I"m Francis Xavier Byrne."
Oh. The billionaire. Byrne Industries, the great conglomerate. Steiner had promised her a billionaire tonight.
"Are you going to die soon?" she asked.
"No later than Easter. Money can"t help me now. I"m a walking metastasis." He opened his ruffled shirt. Something bright and metallic, like chain mail, covered his chest. "Life-support system," he confided. "It operates me. Take it off for half an hour and I"d be finished. Are you a Capricorn?"
"How did you know?"
"I may be dying, but I"m not stupid. You have the Capricorn gleam in your eyes. What am I?"
She hesitated. His eyes were gleaming too. Self-made man, fantastic business sense, energy, arrogance. Capricorn, of course. No, too easy. "Leo," she said.
"No. Try again." He pressed another monogrammed tube into her hand and strode away. She hadn"t yet come down from the last one, although the most flamboyant effects had ebbed. Party guests swirled and flowed around her. She no longer could see Nicholson. The snow seemed to be turning to hail, little hard particles spattering the vast windows and leaving white abraded tracks: or were her perceptions merely sharper? The roar of conversation seemed to rise and fall as if someone were adjusting a volume control. The lights fluctuated in a counterpointed rhythm. She felt dizzy. A tray of golden c.o.c.ktails went past her and she hissed, "Where"s the bathroom?"
Down the hall. Five strangers cl.u.s.tered outside it, talking in scaly whispers. She floated through them, grabbed the sink"s cold edge, thrust her face to the oval concave mirror. A death"s-head. Parchment skin, nightmare eyes. No! No! She blinked and her own features reappeared. Shivering, she made an effort to pull herself together. The medicine cabinet held a tempting collection of drugs, Steiner"s all-purpose remedies. Without looking at labels Nikki seized a handful of vials and gobbled pills at random. A flat red one, a tapering green one, a succulent yellow gelatin capsule. Maybe headache remedies, maybe hallucinogens. Who knows, who cares? We Capricorns are not always as cautious as you think.
Someone knocked at the bathroom door. She answered and found the bland, hopeful face of Martin Bliss hovering near the ceiling. Eyes protruding faintly, cheeks florid. "They said you were sick. Can I do anything for you?" So kind, so sweet. She touched his arm, grazed his cheek with her lips. Beyond him in the hall stood a broad-bodied man with close-cropped blond hair, glacial blue eyes, a plump perfect face. His smile was intense and brilliant. "That"s easy," he said. "Capricorn."
"You can guess my -- " She stopped, stunned. "Sign?" she finished, voice very small. "How did you do that? Oh."
"Yes. I"m that one."
She felt more than naked, stripped down to the ganglia, to the synapses. "What"s the trick?"
"No trick. I listen. I hear."
"You hear people thinking?"
"More or less. Do you think it"s a party game?" He was beautiful but terrifying, like a Samurai sword in motion. She wanted him but she didn"t dare. He"s got my number, she thought. I would never have any secrets from him. He said sadly, "I don"t mind that. I know I frighten a lot of people. Some don"t care."
"What"s your name?"
"Tom," he said. "h.e.l.lo, Nikki."
"I feel very sorry for you."
"Not really. You can kid yourself if you need to. But you can"t kid me. Anyway, you don"t sleep with men you feel sorry for."
I don"t sleep with you."
"You will," he said.