"At the club."
"Anybody there?"
The scene was so cosy and domestic, Darya"s manner so peaceful and quietly a.s.sured, that it was impossible not to be touched. The two of them there, each occupied with his own concerns, seemed so united, their intimacy so natural, that no one could have conceived that they were not perfectly happy in one another. Neil did not believe a single word of what Bishop had said and the Resident had hinted. It was incredible. After all, he knew that what they had suspected of him was untrue, so what reason was there to think that the rest was any truer? They had dirty minds, all those people; because they were a lot of swine they thought everyone else as bad as they were. His knuckle hurt him a little. He was glad he had hit Bishop. He wished he knew who had started that filthy story. He"d wring his neck.
But now Munro fixed a date for the expedition that they had so much discussed, and in his careful way began to make preparations so that at the last moment nothing should be forgotten. The plan was to go as far up the river as possible and then make their way through the jungle and hunt for specimens on the little-known Mount Hitam. They expected to be away two months. As the day on which they were to start grew nearer Munro"s spirits rose, and though he did not say very much, though he remained quiet and self-controlled, you could tell by the light in his eyes and the jauntiness of his step how much he looked forward to it. One morning, at the museum, he was almost sprightly.
"I"ve got some good news for you," he said suddenly to Neil, after they had been looking at some experiments they were making. Darya"s coming with us."
"Is she? That"s grand."
Neil was delighted. That made it perfect.
"It"s the first time I"ve ever been able to induce her to accompany me. I told her she"d enjoy it, but she would never listen to me. Queer cattle, women, I"d given it up and never thought of asking her to come this time, and suddenly, last night, out of a blue sky she said she"d like to."
"I"m awfully glad," said Neil.
"I didn"t much like the idea of leaving her by herself so long; now we can stay just as long as we want to."
They started early one morning in four prahus, manned by Malays, and besides themselves the party consisted of their servants and four Dyak hunters. The three of them lay on cushions side by side, under an awning; in the other boats were the Chinese servants and the Dyaks. They carried bags of rice for the whole party, provisions for themselves, clothes, books, and all that was necessary for their work. It was heavenly to leave civilization behind them and they were all excited. They talked. They smoked. They read. The motion of the river was exquisitely soothing. They lunched on a gra.s.sy bank. Dusk fell and they moored for the night. They slept at a long house and their Dyak hosts celebrated their visit with arrak, eloquence, and a fantastic dance. Next day the river, narrowing, gave them more definitely the feeling that they were adventuring into the unknown, and the exotic vegetation that crowded the banks to the water"s edge, like an excited mob pushed from behind by a mult.i.tude, caused Neil a breathless ravishment. 0 wonder and delight! On the third day, because the water was shallower and the stream more rapid, they changed into lighter boats, and soon it grew so strong that the boatmen could paddle no longer, and they poled against the current with powerful and magnificent gestures. Now and then they came to rapids and had to disembark, unload, and haul the boats through a rock-strewn pa.s.sage. After five days they reached a point beyond which they could go no further. There was a government bungalow there, and they settled in for a couple of nights while Munro made arrangements for their excursion into the interior. He wanted bearers for their baggage, and men to build a house for them when they reached Mount Hitam. It was necessary for Munro to see the headman of a village in the vicinity, and thinking it would save time if he went himself rather than let the headman come to him, the day after they arrived he set out at dawn with a guide and a couple of Dyaks. He expected to be back in a few hours. When he had seen him off Neil thought he would have a bathe. There was a pool a little way from the bungalow, and the water was so clear that you saw every grain of the sandy bottom. The river was so narrow there that the trees over-arched it. It was a lovely spot. It reminded Neil of the pools in Scotch streams he had bathed in as a boy, and yet it was strangely different. It had an air of romance, a feeling of virgin nature, that filled him with sensations that he found hard to a.n.a.lyse. He tried, of course, but older heads than his have found it difficult to anatomize happiness. A kingfisher was sitting on an overhanging branch and its vivid blue was reflected as bluely in the crystal stream. It flew away with a flashing glitter ofjewelled wings when Neil, slipping off his sarong and baju, scrambled down into the water. It was fresh without being cold. He splashed and tumbled about. He enjoyed the movement of his strong limbs. He floated and looked at the blue sky peeping through the leaves and the sun that here and there gilded the water. Suddenly he heard a voice.
"How white your body is, Neil."
With a gasp he let himself sink and turning round saw Darya standing on the bank.
"I say, I haven"t got any clothes on."
"So I saw. It"s much nicer bathing without. Wait a minute, I"ll come in, it looks lovely."
She also was wearing a sarong and a baju. He turned away his head quickly, for he saw that she was taking them off He heard her splash into the water. He gave two or three strokes in order that she should have room to swim about at a good distance from him, but she swam up to him.
"Isn"t the feel of the water on one"s body lovely?" she said.
She laughed and opening her hand splashed water in his face. He was so embarra.s.sed he did not know which way to look. In that limpid water it was impossible not to see that she was stark naked. It was not so bad now, but he could not help thinking how difficult it would be to get out. She seemed to be having a grand time.
"I don"t care if I do get my hair wet," she said.
She turned over on her back and with strong strokes swam round the pool. When she wanted to get out, he thought, the best thing would be if he turned his back and when she was dressed she could go and he would get out later. She seemed quite unconscious of the awkwardness of the situation. He was vexed with her. It really was rather tactless to behave like that. She kept on talking to him just as if they were on dry land and properly dressed. She even called his attention to herself "Does my hair look awful? It"s so fine it gets like rat tails when it"s wet. Hold me under the shoulders a moment while I try to screw it up."
"Oh, it"s all right," he said. "You"d better leave it now"
"I"m getting frightfully hungry," she said presently. "What about breakfast?"
"If you"ll get out first and put on your things, I"ll follow you in a minute."
"All right."
She swam the two strokes needed to bring her to the side, and he modestly looked away so that he should not see her get out nude from the water. "I can"t get up," she cried.
"You"ll have to help me."
It had been easy enough to get in, but the bank overhung the water and one had to lift oneself up by the branch of a tree.
"I can"t I haven"t got a st.i.tch of clothing on."
"I know that. Don"t be so Scotch. Get up on the bank and give me a hand." There was no help for it. Neil swung himself up and pulled her after him. She had left her sarong beside his. She took it up unconcernedly and began to dry herself with it. There was nothing for him but do to the same, but for decency"s sake he turned his back on her.
"You really have a most lovely skin," she said. "It"s as smooth and white as a woman"s. It"s funny on such a manly virile figure. And you haven"t got a hair on your chest"
Neil wrapped the sarong round him and slipped his arms into the baju. "Are you ready?"
She had porridge for breakfast, and eggs and bacon, cold meat, and marmalade. Neil was a trifle sulky. She was really almost too Russian. It was stupid of her to behave like that; of course there was no harm in it, but it was just the sort of thing that made people think the things they did about her. The worst of it was that you couldn"t give her a hint. She"d only laugh at you. But the fact was that if any of those men at Kuala Solor had seen them bathing like that together, stark naked, nothing would have persuaded them that something improper hadn"t happened. In his judicious way Neil admitted to himself that you could hardly blame them. It was too bad of her. She had no right to put a fellow in such a position. He had felt such a fool. And say what you liked, it was indecent.
Next morning, having seen their carriers on the way, a long procession in single file, each man carrying his load in a creel on his back, with their servants, guides, and hunters, they started to walk. The path ran over the foothills of the mountain, through scrub and tall gra.s.s, and now and then they came to narrow streams which they crossed by rickety bridges of bamboo. The sun beat on them fiercely. In the afternoon they reached the shade of a bamboo forest, grateful after the glare, and the bamboos in their slender elegance rose to incredible heights, and the green light was like the light under the sea. At last they reached the primeval forest, huge trees swathed in luxuriant creepers, an inextricable tangle, and awe descended upon them. They cut their way through the undergrowth. They walked in twilight and only now and then caught through the dense foliage above them a glimpse of sunshine. They saw neither man nor beast, for the denizens of the jungle are shy and at the first sound of footsteps vanish from sight. They heard birds up high in the tall trees, but saw none save the twittering sunbirds that flew in the underwoods and delicately coquetted with the wild flowers. They halted for the night. The carriers made a floor of branches and on this spread waterproof sheets. The Chinese cook made them their dinner and then they turned in.
It was the first night Neil had ever spent in the jungle and he could not sleep. The darkness was profound. The noise was deafening of innumerable insects, but like the roar of traffic in a great city it was so constant that in a little while it was like an impenetrable silence, and when on a sudden he heard the shriek of a monkey seized by a snake or the scream of a night-bird he nearly jumped out of his skin. He had a mysterious sensation that all around creatures were watching them. Over there, beyond the camp-fires, savage warfare was waged and they three on their bed of branches were defenceless and alone in face of the horror of nature. By his side Munro was breathing quietly in his deep sleep. "Are you awake, Neil?" Darya whispered.
"Yes. Is anything the matter?"
"I"m terrified."
"It"s all right. There"s nothing to be afraid of."
"The silence is so awful. I wish I hadn"t come."
She lit a cigarette.
Neil, having at last dozed off, was awakened by the hammering of a woodp.e.c.k.e.r, and its complacent laugh as it flew from one tree to another seemed to mock the sluggards. A hurried breakfast, and the caravan started. The gibbons swung from branch to branch, gathering in the dawn dew from the leaves, and their strange cry was like the call of a bird. The light had driven away Darya"s fears, and notwithstanding a sleepless night she was alert and gay. They continued to climb. In the afternoon they reached the spot that the guides had told them would be a good camping place, and here Munro decided to build a house. The men set to work. With their long knives they cut palm leaves and saplings and soon had erected a two-roomed but raised on piles from the ground. It was neat and fresh and green. It smelt good.
The Munros, he from old habit, she because she had for years wandered about the world and had a catlike knack of making herself comfortable wherever she went, were at home anywhere. In a day they had arranged everything and settled down. Their routine was invariable. Every morning Neil and Munro started out separately, collecting. The afternoon was devoted to pinning insects in boxes, placing b.u.t.terflies between sheets of paper and skinning birds. When dusk came they caught moths. Darya busied herself with the but and the servants, sewed and read and smoked innumerable cigarettes. The days pa.s.sed very pleasantly, monotonous but eventful. Neil was enraptured. He explored the mountain in all directions. One day, to his pride, he found a new species of stick-insect. Munro named it Cuniculina MacAdami. This was fame. Neil (at twenty-two) realized that he had not lived in vain. But another day he only just escaped being bitten by a viper. Owing to its green colour he had not seen it and was only saved from lurching against it by the Dyak hunter who was with him. They killed it and brought it back to camp. Darya shuddered at the sight of it. She had a terror of the wild creatures of the jungle and was almost hysterical. She would never go more than a few yards from the camp for fear of being lost.
"Has Angus ever told you how he was lost?" she asked Neil one evening when they were sitting quietly together after dinner.
"It wasn"t a very pleasant experience," he smiled.
"Tell him, Angus."
He hesitated a little. It was not a thing he liked to recall.
"It was some years ago, I"d gone out with my b.u.t.terfly net and I"d been very lucky. I"d got several rare specimens that I"d been looking for a long time. After a while I thought I was getting hungry so I turned back. I walked for some time and it struck me I"d come a good deal farther than I knew. Suddenly I caught sight of an empty match-box. I"d thrown it away when I started to come back; I"d been walking in a circle and was exactly where I was an hour before. I was not pleased. But I had a look round and set off again. It was fearfully hot and I was simply dripping with sweat. I knew more or less the direction the camp was in and I looked about for traces of my pa.s.sage to see if I had come that way. I thought I found one or two and went on hopefully. I was frightfully thirsty. I walked on and on, picking my way over snags and trailing plants, and suddenly I knew I was lost I couldn"t have gone so far in the right direction without hitting the camp. I can tell you I was startled. I knew I must keep my head, so I sat down and thought the situation over. I was tortured by thirst. It was long past midday and in three or four hours it would be dark. I didn"t like the idea of spending a night in the jungle at all. The only thing I could think of was to try and find a stream; if I followed its course, it would eventually bring me to a larger stream and sooner or later to the river. But of course it might take a couple of days. I cursed myself for being such a fool, but there was nothing better to do and I began walking. At all events if I found a stream I should be able to get a drink. I couldn"t find a trickle of water anywhere, not the smallest brook that might lead to something like a stream. I began to be alarmed. I saw myself wandering on till at last I fell exhausted. I knew there was a lot of game in the forest and if I came upon a rhino I was done for. The maddening thing was I knew I couldn"t be more than ten miles from my camp. I forced myself to keep my head. The day was waning and in the depths of the jungle it was growing dark already. If I"d brought a gun I could have fired it. In the camp they must have realized I was lost and would be looking for me. The undergrowth was so thick that I couldn"t see six feet into it and presently, I don"t know if it was nerves or not, I had the sensation that some animal was walking stealthily beside me. I stopped and it stopped too. I went on and it went on. I couldn"t see it. I could see no movement in the undergrowth. I didn"t even hear the breaking of a twig or the brushing of a body through leaves, but I knew how silently those beasts could move, and I was positive something was stalking me. My heart beat so violently against my ribs that I thought it would break. I was scared out of my wits. It was only by the exercise of all the self-control I had that I prevented myself from breaking into a run. I knew if I did that I was lost. I should be tripped up before I had gone twenty yards by a tangle root and when I was down it would spring on me. And if I started to run G.o.d knew where I should get to. And I had to husband my strength. I felt very like crying. And that intolerable thirst. I"ve never been so frightened in my life. Believe me, if I"d had a revolver I think I"d have blown my brains out. It was so awful I just wanted to finish with it. I was so exhausted I could hardly stagger. If I had an enemy who"d done me a deadly injury I wouldn"t wish him the agony I endured then. Suddenly I heard two shots. My heart stood still. They were looking for me. Then I did lose my head. I ran in the direction of the sound, screaming at the top of my voice. I fell, I picked myself up again. I ran on, I shouted till I thought my lungs would burst, there was another shot, nearer, I shouted again, I heard answering shouts; there was a scramble of men in the undergrowth. In a minute I was surrounded by Dyak hunters. They wrung and kissed my hands. They laughed and cried. I very nearly cried too. I was down and out, but they gave me a drink. We were only three miles from the camp. It was pitch dark when we got back. By G.o.d, it was a near thing."
A convulsive shudder pa.s.sed through Darya.
"Believe me, I don"t want to be lost in the jungle again."
"What would have happened if you hadn"t been found?"
"I can tell you. I should have gone mad. If I hadn"t been stung by a snake or attacked by a rhino I should have gone on blindly till I fell exhausted. I should have starved to death. I should have died of thirst. Wild beasts would have eaten my body and ants cleaned my bones."
Silence fell upon them.
Then it happened, when they had spent nearly a month on Mount Hitam, that Neil, notwithstanding the quinine Munro had made him take regularly, was stricken with fever. It was not a bad attack, but he felt very sorry for himself and was obliged to stay in bed. Darya nursed him. He was ashamed to give her so much trouble, but she would not listen to his protests. She was certainly very capable. He resigned himself to letting her do things for him that one of the Chinese boys could have done just as well. He was touched. She waited on him hand and foot. But when the fever was at its height and she sponged him all over with cold water, though the comfort was indescribable, he was excessively embarra.s.sed. She insisted on washing him night and morning.
"I wasn"t in the British hospital at Yokohama for six months without learning at least the routine of nursing," she said, smiling.
She kissed him on the lips each time after she had finished. It was friendly and sweet of her. He rather liked it, but attached no importance to it; he even went so far, a rare thing for him, as to be facetious on the subject.
Did you always kiss your patients at the hospital?" he asked her. "Don"t you like me to kiss you?" she smiled.
"It doesn"t do me any harm."
"It may even hasten your recovery," she mocked.
One night he dreamt of her. He awoke with a start. He was sweating profusely. The relief was wonderful, and he knew that his temperature had fallen; he was well. He did not care. For what he had dreamt filled him with shame. He was horrified. That he should have such thoughts, even in his sleep, made him feel awful. He must be a monster of depravity. Day was breaking, and he heard Munro getting up in the room next door that he occupied with Darya. She slept late, and he took care not to disturb her. When he pa.s.sed through Neil"s room, Neil in a low voice called him.
"Hullo, are you awake?"
"Yes, I"ve had the crisis. I"m all right now"
"Good. You"d better stay in bed today. Tomorrow you"ll be as fit as a fiddle."
"Send Ah Tan to me when you"ve had your breakfast, will you?"
Right-ho."
He heard Munro start out. The Chinese boy came and asked him what he wanted. An hour later Darya awoke. She came in to bid him good morning. He could hardly look at her.
"I"ll just have my breakfast and then I"ll come in and wash you," she said. "I"m washed. I got Ah Tan to do it."
"Why?"
"I wanted to spare you the trouble."
"It isn"t a trouble. I like doing it."
She came over to the bed and bent down to kiss him, but he turned away his head.
"Oh, don"t."
"Why not?"
"It"s silly."
She looked at him for a moment, surprised, and then with a slight shrug of the shoulders left him. A little later she came back to see if there was anything he wanted. He pretended to be asleep. She very gently stroked his cheek. "For G.o.d"s sake don"t do that," he cried.
"I thought you were sleeping. What"s the matter with you today?"
"Nothing."
"Why are you being horrid to me? Have I done anything to offend you?"
"No."
"Tell me what it is."
She sat down on the bed and took his hand. He turned his face to the wall. He was so ashamed he could hardly speak.
"You seem to forget I"m a man. You treat me as if I was a boy of twelve."
"Oh?"
He was blushing furiously. He was angry with himself and vexed with her. She really should be more tactful. He plucked nervously at the sheet.
"I know it means nothing to you and it ought not to mean anything to me. It doesn"t when I"m well and up and about. One can"t help one"s dreams, but they are an indication of what is going on in the subconscious."
"Have you been dreaming about me? Well, I don"t think there"s any harm in that."
He turned his head and looked at her. Her eyes were gleaming, but his were sombre with remorse.
"You don"t know men," he said.
She gave a little burble of laughter. She bent down and threw her arms round his neck. She had nothing on but her sarong and baju.
"You darling," she cried. "Tell me, what did you dream?"
He was startled out of his wits. He pushed her violently aside.
"What are you doing? You"re crazy."
He jumped half out of bed.
"Don"t you know that I"m madly in love with you?" she said.
"What are you talking about?"
He sat down on the side of the bed. He was frankly bewildered. She chuckled. "Why do you suppose I came up to this horrible place? To be with you, ducky. Don"t you know I"m scared stiff of the jungle? Even in here I"m frightened there"ll be snakes or scorpions or something. I adore you."
"You have no right to speak to me like that," he said sternly.
"Oh, don"t be so prim," she smiled.
"Let"s get out of here."
He walked out on to the veranda and she followed him. He threw himself into a chair. She knelt by his side and tried to take his hands, but he withdrew them.
"I think you must be mad. I hope to G.o.d you don"t mean what you say."
"I do. Every word of it," she smiled.