He could not bear to let them go so soon, it was good after so long to have white men to talk to, and he lingered over the meal. He urged them to eat. They would have a filthy meal that night at the long-house and nothing to drink but arak. They had better make hay while the sun shone. Campion suggested once or twice that they should start, but Hutchinson, and Izzart too, for now he was feeling very happy and comfortable, a.s.sured him there was plenty of time. Hutchinson sent for his precious bottle of Benedictine. They had made a hole in it last night; they might as well finish it before they went.
When at last he walked down with them to the river they were all very merry and none of them was quite steady on his legs. Over the middle of the boat was an attap awning, and under this Hutchinson had had a mattress laid. The crew were prisoners who had been marched down from the jail to row the white men, and they wore dingy sarongs with the prison mark. They waited at their oars. Izzart and Campion shook hands with Hutchinson and threw themselves down on the mattress. The boat pushed off. The turbid river, wide and placid, glistened in the heat of that brilliant afternoon like polished bra.s.s. In the distance ahead of them they could see the bank with its tangle of green trees. They felt drowsy, but Izzart at least found a curious enjoyment in resisting for a little while the heaviness that was creeping over him, and he made up his mind that he would not let himself fall asleep till he had finished his cheroot. At last the stub began to burn his fingers and he flung it into the river.
"I"m going to have a wonderful snooze," he said.
"What about the Bore?" asked Campion.
"Oh, that"s all right. We needn"t worry about that"
He gave a long and noisy yawn. His limbs felt like lead. He had one moment in which he was conscious of his delicious drowsiness and then he knew nothing more. Suddenly he was awakened by Campion shaking him. "I say, what"s that?"
"What"s what?"
He spoke irritably, for sleep was still heavy upon him, but with his eyes he followed Campion"s gesture. He could hear nothing, but a good way off he saw two or three white-crested waves following one another. They did not look very alarming.
"Oh, I suppose that"s the Bore."
"What are we going to do about it?" cried Campion.
Izzart was scarcely yet quite awake. He smiled at the concern in Campion"s voice.
"Don"t worry. These fellows know all about it. They know exactly what to do. We may get a bit splashed."
But while they were saying these few words the Bore came nearer, very quickly, with a roar like the roar of an angry sea, and Izzart saw that the waves were much higher than he had thought. He did not like the look of them and he tightened his belt so that his shorts should not slip down if the boat were upset. In a moment the waves were upon them. It was a great wall of water that seemed to tower over them, and it might have been ten or twelve feet high, but you could measure it only with your horror. It was quite plain that no boat could weather it. The first wave dashed over them, drenching them all, half filling the boat with water, and then immediately another wave struck them. The boatman began to shout. They pulled madly at their oars and the steersman yelled an order. But in that surging torrent they were helpless, and it was frightening to see how soon they lost all control of the boat. The force of the water turned it broadside on and it was carried along, helter skelter, upon the crest of the Bore. Another great wave dashed over them and the boat began to sink. Izzart and Campion scrambled out of the covered place in which they had been lying and suddenly the boat gave way under their feet and they found themselves struggling in the water. It surged and stormed around them. Izzart"s first impulse was to swim for the sh.o.r.e, but his boy, Ha.s.san, shouted to him to cling to the boat. For a minute or two they all did this.
"Are you all right?" Campion shouted to him.
"Yes, enjoying the bath," said Izzart.
He imagined that the waves would pa.s.s by as the Bore ascended the river, and in a few minutes at the outside they would find themselves in calm water once more. He forgot that they were being carried along on its crest. The waves dashed over them. They clung to the gunwale and the base of the structure which supported the attap awning. Then a larger wave caught the boat as it turned over, falling upon them so that they lost their hold; there seemed nothing but a slippery bottom to ding to and Izzart"s hands slithered helplessly on the greasy surface. But the boat continued to turn and he made a desperate grab at the gunwale, only to feel it slip out of his hands as the turn went on, then he caught the framework of the awning, and still it turned, turned slowly right round and once more he sought for a hand-hold on the bottom. The boat went round and round with a horrible regularity. He thought this must be because everyone was clinging to one side of it, and he tried to make the crew go round to the other. He could not make them understand. Everyone was shouting and the waves beat against them with a dull and angry roar. Each time the boat rolled over on them Izzart was pushed under water, only to come up again as the gunwale and the framework of the awning gave him something to cling to. The struggle was awful. Presently he began to get terribly out of breath, and he felt his strength leaving him. He knew that he could not hold on much longer, but he did not feel frightened, for his fatigue by now was so great that he did not very much care what happened. Ha.s.san was by his side and he told him he was growing very tired. He thought the best thing was to make a dash for the sh.o.r.e, it did not look more than sixty yards away, but Ha.s.san begged him not to. Still they were being carried along amid those seething, pounding waves. The boat went round and round and they scrambled over it like squirrels in a cage. Izzart swallowed a lot of water. He felt he was very nearly done. Ha.s.san could not help him, but it was a comfort that he was there, for Izzart knew that his boy, used to the water all his life, was a powerful swimmer. Then, Izzart did not know why, for a minute or two the boat held bottom downwards, so that he was able to hold on to the gunwale. It was a precious thing to be able to get his breath. At that moment two dug-outs, with Malays in them riding the Bore, pa.s.sed swiftly by them. They shouted for help, but the Malays averted their faces and went on. They saw the white men, and did not want to be concerned in any trouble that might befall them. It was agonizing to see them go past, callous and indifferent in their safety. But on a sudden the boat rolled round again, round and round slowly, and the miserable, exhausting scramble repeated itself It took the heart out of you. But the short respite had helped Izzart, and he was able to struggle a little longer. Then once more he found himself so terribly out of breath that he thought his chest would burst. His strength was all gone, and he did not know now whether he had enough to try to swim for the sh.o.r.e. Suddenly he heard a cry. Izzart, Izzart. Help. Help."
It was Campion"s voice. It was a scream of agony. It sent a shock all through Izzart"s nerves. Campion, Campion, what did he care for Campion? Fear seized him, a blind animal fear," and it gave him a new strength. He did not answer. "Help me, quick, quick," he said to Ha.s.san.
Ha.s.san understood him at once. By a miracle one of the oars was floating quite close to them and he pushed it into Izzart"s reach. He placed a hand under Izzart"s arm and they struck away from the boat. Izzart"s heart was pounding and his breath came with difficulty. He felt horribly weak. The waves beat in his face. The bank looked dreadfully far away. He did not think he could ever reach it. Suddenly the boy cried that he could touch bottom and Izzart put down his legs; but he could feel nothing; he swam a few more exhausted strokes, his eyes fixed on the bank, and then, trying again, felt his feet sink into thick mud. He was thankful. He floundered on and there was the bank within reach of his hands, black mud in which he sank to his knees; he scrambled up, desperate to get out of the cruel water, and when he came to the top he found a little flat with tall rank gra.s.s all about it. He and Ha.s.san sank down on it and lay for a while stretched out like dead men. They were so tired that they could not move. They were covered with black mud from head to foot.
But presently Izzart"s mind began to work, and a pang of anguish on a sudden shook him. Campion was drowned. It was awful. He did not know how he was going to explain the disaster when he got back to Kuala Solor. They would blame him for it; he ought to have remembered the Bore and told the steersman to make for the bank and tie up the boat when he saw it coming. It wasn"t his fault, it was the steersman"s, he knew the river; why in G.o.d"s name hadn"t he had the sense to get into safety? How could he have expected that it was possible to ride that horrible torrent? Izzart"s limbs shook as he remembered the wall of seething water that rushed down upon them. He must get the body and take it back to Kuala Solor. He wondered whether any of the crew were drowned too. He felt too weak to move, but Ha.s.san now rose and wrung the water out of his sarong; he looked over the river and quickly turned to Izzart.
"Tuan, a boat is coming."
The lalang gra.s.s prevented Izzart from seeing anything.
"Shout to them," he said.
Ha.s.san slipped out of view and made his way along the branch of a tree thatoverhung the water; he cried out and waved. Presently Izzart heard voices. There was a rapid conversation between the boy and the occupants of the boat, and then the boy came back.
"They saw us capsize, Tuan," he said, "and they came as soon as the Bore pa.s.sed. There"s a long-house on the other side. If you will cross the river they will give us sarongs and food and we can sleep there."
Izzart for a moment felt that he could not again trust himself on the face of the treacherous water.
"What about the other tuan?" he asked.
"They do not know"
"If he"s drowned they must find the body."
"Another boat has gone up-stream."
Izzart did not know what to do. He was numb. Ha.s.san put his arm round his shoulder and raised him to his feet. He made his way through the thick gra.s.s to the edge of the water, and there he saw a dug-out with two Dyaks in it. The river now once more was calm and sluggish; the great wave had pa.s.sed on and no one would have dreamed that so short a while before the placid surface was like a stormy sea. The Dyaks repeated to him what they had already told the boy. Izzart could not bring himself to speak. He felt that if he said a word he would burst out crying. Ha.s.san helped him to get in, and the Dyaks began to pull across. He fearfully wanted something to smoke, but his cigarettes and his matches, both in a hip-pocket were soaking. The pa.s.sage of the river seemed endless. The night fell and when they reached the bank the first stars were shining. He stepped ash.o.r.e and one of the Dyaks took him up to the long-house. But Ha.s.san seized the paddle he had dropped and with the other pushed out into the stream. Two or three men and some children came down to meet Izzart and he climbed to the house amid a babel of conversation. He went up the ladder and was led with greetings and excited comment to the s.p.a.ce where the young men slept. Rattan mats were hurriedly laid to make him a couch and he sank down on them. Someone brought him a jar of arak and he took a long drink; it was rough and fiery, burning his throat, but it warmed his heart. He slipped off his shirt and trousers and put on a dry sarong which someone lent him. By chance he caught sight of the yellow new moon lying on her back, and it gave him a keen, almost a sensual, pleasure. He could not help thinking that he might at that moment be a corpse floating up the river with the tide. The moon had never looked to him more lovely. He began to feel hungry and he asked for rice. One of the women went into a room to prepare it. He was more himself now, and he began to think again of the explanations he would make at Kuala Solor. No one could really blame him because he had gone to sleep; he certainly wasn"t drunk, Hutchinson would bear him out there, and how was he to suspect that the steersman would be such a d.a.m.ned fool? It was just rotten luck. But he couldn"t think of Campion without a shudder. At last a platter of rice was brought him, and he was just about to start eating when a man ran hurriedly along and came up to him.
"The tuan"s come," he cried.
What tuan?"
He jumped up. There was a commotion about the doorway and he stepped forward. Ha.s.san was coming quickly towards him out of the darkness, and then he heard a voice.
Izzart. Are you there?"
Campion advanced towards him.
Well, here we are again. By G.o.d, that was a pretty near thing, wasn"t it? You seem to have made yourself nice and comfortable. My heavens, I could do with a drink."
His dank clothes clung round him, and he was muddy and dishevelled. But he was in excellent spirits.
"I didn"t know where the h.e.l.l they were bringing me. I"d made up my mind that I should have to spend the night on the bank. I thought you were drowned."
"Here"s some arak," said Izzart.
Campion put his mouth to the jar and drank and spluttered and drank again. "Muck, but by G.o.d it"s strong." He looked at Izzart with a grin of his broken and discoloured teeth." I say, old man, you look as though you"d be all the better for a wash."
"I"ll wash later."
"All right, so will I. Tell them to get me a sarong. How did you get out?" He did not wait for an answer. "I thought I was done for. I owe my life to these two sportsmen here." He indicated with a cheery nod two of the Dyak prisoners whom Izzart vaguely recognized as having been part of their crew "They were hanging on to that blasted boat on each side of me and somehow they cottoned on to it that I was down and out. I couldn"t have lasted another minute. They made signs to me that we could risk having a shot at getting to the bank, but I didn"t think I had the strength. By George, I"ve never been so blown in all my life. I don"t know how they managed it but somehow they got hold of the mattress we"d been lying on, and they made it into a roll. They"re sportsmen they are. I don"t know why they didn"t just save themselves without bothering about me. They gave it me. I thought it a d.a.m.ned poor lifebelt, but I saw the force of the proverb about a drowning man clutching at a straw. I caught hold of the d.a.m.ned thing and between them somehow or other they dragged me ash.o.r.e."
The danger from which he had escaped made Campion excited and voluble; but Izzart hardly listened to what he said. He heard once more, as distinctly as though the words rang now through the air, Campion"s agonized cry for help, and he felt sick with terror. The blind panic raced down his nerves. Campion was talking still, but was he talking to conceal his thoughts? Izzart looked into those bright blue eyes and sought to read the sense behind the flow of words. Was there a hard glint in them or something of cynical mockery? Did he know that Izzart, leaving him to his fate, had cut and run? He flushed deeply. After all, what was there that he could have done? At such a moment it was each for himself and the devil take the hindmost. But what would they say in Kuala Solor if Campion told them that Izzart had deserted him? He ought to have stayed, he wished now with all his heart that he had, but then, then it was stronger than himself, he couldn"t. Could anyone blame him? No one who had seen that fierce and seething torrent. Oh, the water and the exhaustion, so that he could have cried!
"If you"re as hungry as I am you"d better have a tuck in at this rice," he said. Campion ate voraciously, but when Izzart had taken a mouthful or two he found that he had no appet.i.te. Campion talked and talked. Izzart listened suspiciously. He felt that he must be alert and he drank more arak. He began to feel a little drunk.
"I shall get into the devil of a row at K. S." he said tentatively.
"I don"t know why."
"I was told off to look after you. They won"t think it was very clever of me to let you get nearly drowned."
"It wasn"t your fault. It was the fault of the d.a.m.ned fool of a steersman. After all, the important thing is that we"re saved. By George, I thought I was finished once. I shouted out to you. I don"t know if you heard me."
"No, I didn"t hear anything. There was such a devil of a row, wasn"t there?"
"Perhaps you"d got away before. I don"t know exactly when you did get away." Izzart looked at him sharply. Was it his fancy that there was an odd look in Campion"s eyes?
"There was such an awful confusion," he said. "I was just about down and out. My boy threw me over an oar. He gave me to understand you were all right. He told me you"d got ash.o.r.e."
The oar! He ought to have given Campion the oar and told Ha.s.san, the strong swimmer, to give him his help. Was it his fancy again that Campion gave him a quick and searching glance?
"I wish I could have been of more use to you," said Izzart.
"Oh, I"m sure you had enough to do to look after yourself," answered Campion.
The headman brought them cups of arak, and they both drank a great deal. Izzart"s head began to spin and he suggested that they should turn in. Beds had been prepared for them and mosquito nets fixed. They were to set out at dawn on the rest of their journey down the river. Campion"s bed was next to his, and in a few minutes he heard him snoring. He had fallen asleep the moment he lay down. The young men of the long-house and the prisoners of the boat"s crew went on talking late into the night. Izzart"s head now was aching horribly and he could not think. When Ha.s.san roused him as day broke it seemed to him that he had not slept at all. Their clothes had been washed and dried, but they were bedraggled objects as they walked along the narrow pathway to the river where the prahu was waiting for them. They rowed leisurely. The morning was lovely and the great stretch of placid water gleamed in the early light "By George, it"s fine to be alive," said Campion.
He was grubby and unshaved. He took long breaths, and his twisted mouth was half open with a grin. You could tell that he found the air singularly good to breathe. He was delighted with the blue sky and the sunshine and the greenness of the trees. Izzart hated him. He was sure that this morning there was a difference in his manner. He did not know what to do. He had a mind to throw himself on his mercy. He had behaved like a cad, but he was sorry, he would give anything to have the chance again, but anyone might have done what he did, and if Campion gave him away he was ruined. He could never stay in Sembulu; his name would be mud in Borneo and the Straits Settlements. If he made his confession to Campion he could surely get Campion to promise to hold his tongue. But would he keep his promise? He looked at him, a shifty little man: how could he be relied on? Izzart thought of what he had said the night before. It wasn"t the truth, of course, but who could know that? At all events who could prove that he hadn"t honestly thought that Campion was safe? Whatever Campion said, it was only his word against Izzart"s; he could laugh and shrug his shoulders and say that Campion had lost his head and didn"t know what he was talking about. Besides, it wasn"t certain that Campion hadn"t accepted his story; in that frightful struggle for life he could be very sure of nothing. He had a temptation to go back to the subject, but he was afraid if he did that he would excite suspicion in Campion"s mind. He must hold his tongue. That was his only chance of safety. And when they got to K. S. he would get in his story first "I should be completely happy now," said Campion, "if I only had something to smoke."
We shall be able to get some stinkers on board."
Campion gave a little laugh.
"Human beings are very unreasonable," he said. "At the first moment I was so glad to be alive that I thought of nothing else, but now I"m beginning to regret the loss of my notes and my photographs and my shaving tackle."
Izzart formulated the thought which had lurked at the back of his mind, but which all through the night he had refused to admit into his consciousness. "I wish to G.o.d he"d been drowned. Then I"d have been safe."
"There she is," cried Campion suddenly.
Izzart looked round. They were at the mouth of the river and there was the Sultan Ahmed waiting for them. Izzart"s heart sank: he had forgotten that she had an English skipper and that he would have to be told the story of their adventure. What would Campion say? The skipper was called Bredon, and Izzart had met him often at Kuala Solor. He was a little bluff man, with a black moustache, and a breezy manner.
"Hurry up," he called out to them, as they rowed up, "I"ve been waiting for you since dawn." But when they climbed on board his face fell. "Hullo, what"s the matter with you?"
"Give us a drink and you shall hear all about it," said Campion, with his crooked grin.
"Come along."
They sat down under the awning. On a table were gla.s.ses, a bottle of whisky and soda-water. The skipper gave an order and in a few minutes they were noisily under way.
"We were caught in the Bore," said Izzart.
He felt he must say something. His mouth was horribly dry notwithstanding the drink.
"Were you, by Jove? You"re lucky not to have been drowned. What happened?" He addressed himself to Izzart because he knew him, but it was Campion who answered. He related the whole incident, accurately, and Izzart listened with strained attention. Campion spoke in the plural when he told the early part of the story, and then, as he came to the moment when they were thrown into the water, changed to the singular. At first it was what they had done and now it was what happened to him. He left Izzart out of it. Izzart did not know whether to be relieved or alarmed. Why did he not mention him? Was it because in that mortal struggle for life he had thought of nothing but himself or-did he know?
"And what happened to you?" said Captain Bredon, turning to Izzart. Izzart was about to answer when Campion spoke.
"Until I got over to the other side of the river I thought he was drowned. I don"t know how he got out. I expect he hardly knows himself."
"It was touch and go," said Izzart with a laugh.
Why had Campion said that? He caught his eye. He was sure now that there was a gleam of amus.e.m.e.nt in it. It was awful not to be certain. He was frightened. He was ashamed. He wondered if he could not so guide the conversation, either now or later, as to ask Campion whether that was the story he was going to tell in Kuala Solor. There was nothing in it to excite anyone"s suspicions. But if n.o.body else knew, Campion knew. He could have killed him.
Well, I think you"re both of you d.a.m.ned lucky to be alive," said the skipper.
It was but a short run to Kuala Solor, and as they steamed up the Sembulu river Izzart moodily watched the banks. On each side were the mangroves and the nipahs washed by the water, and behind, the dense green of the jungle; here and there, among fruit trees, were Malay houses on piles. Night fell as they docked. Goring, of the police, came on board and shook hands with them. He was living at the rest-house just then, and as he set about his work of seeing the native pa.s.sengers he told them they would find another man, Porter by name, staying there too. They would all meet at dinner. The boys took charge of their kit, and Campion and Izzart strolled along. They bathed and changed, and at half past eight the four of them a.s.sembled in the common-room for gin pahits.
"I say, what"s this Bredon tells me about your being nearly drowned?" said Goring as he came in.
Izzart felt himself flush, but before he could answer Campion broke in, and it seemed certain to Izzart that he spoke in order to give the story as he chose. He felt hot with shame. Not a word was spoken in disparagement of him, not a word was said of him at all; he wondered if those two men who listened, Goring and Porter, thought it strange that he should be left out. He looked at Campion intently as he proceeded with his narration; he told it rather humorously; he did not disguise the danger in which they had been, but he made a joke of it, so that the two listeners laughed at the quandary in which they found themselves.
"A thing that"s tickled me since," said Campion, "is that when I got over to the other bank I was black with mud from head to foot. I felt I really ought to jump in the river and have a wash, but you know I felt I"d been in that d.a.m.ned river as much as ever I wanted, and I said to myself; No, by George, I"ll go dirty. And when I got into the long-house and saw Izzart as black as I was, I knew he"d felt just like I did."
They laughed and Izzart forced himself to laugh too. He noticed that Campion had told the story in precisely the same words as he had used when he told it to the skipper of the Sultan Ahmed. There could be only one explanation of that; he knew, he knew everything, and had made up his mind exactly what story to tell. The ingenuity with which Campion gave the facts and yet left out what must be to Izzart"s discredit was devilish. But why was he holding his hand? It wasn"t in him not to feel contempt and resentment for the man who had callously deserted him in that moment of dreadful peril. Suddenly, in a flash of inspiration Izzart understood: he was keeping the truth to tell to Willis, the Resident. Izzart had gooseflesh as he thought of confronting Willis. He could deny, but would his denials serve him? Willis was no fool, and he would get at Ha.s.san; Ha.s.san could not be trusted to be silent; Ha.s.san would give him away. Then he would be done for. Willis would suggest that he had better go home.
He had a racking headache, and after dinner he went to his room, for he wanted to be alone so that he could devise a plan of action. And then a thought came to him which made him go hot and cold: he knew that the secret which he had guarded so long was a secret to n.o.body. He was on a sudden certain of it. Why should he have those bright eyes and that swarthy skin? Why should he speak Malay with such ease and have learned Dyak so quickly? Of course they knew. What a fool he was ever to think that they believed that story of his, about the Spanish grandmother! They must have laughed up their sleeves when he told it, and behind his back they had called him a d.a.m.ned n.i.g.g.e.r.
And now another thought came to him, torturing, and he asked himself whether it was on account of that wretched drop of native blood in him that when he heard Campion cry out his nerve failed him. After all, anyone might at that moment have been seized with panic; and why in G.o.d"s name should he sacrifice his life to save a man"s whom he cared nothing for? It was insane. But of course in K. S. they would say it was only what they expected; they would make no allowances.
At last he went to bed, but when, after tossing about recklessly for G.o.d knows how long, he fell asleep, he was awakened by a fearful dream; he seemed to be once more in that raging torrent, with the boat turning, turning; and then there was the desperate clutching at the gunwale, and the agony as it slipped out of his hands, and the water that roared over him. He was wide awake before dawn. His only chance was to see Willis and get his story in first; and he thought over carefully what he was going to say, and chose the very words he meant to use.
He got up early, and in order not to see Campion went out without breakfast. He walked along the high road till such time as he knew the Resident would be in his office, and then walked back again. He sent in his name and was ushered into Willis"s room. He was a little elderly man with thin grey hair and a long yellow face.
"I"m glad to see you back safe and sound," he said shaking hands with Izzart. "What"s this I hear about your being nearly drowned?"
Izzart, in clean ducks, his topee spotless, was a fine figure of a man. His black hair was neatly brushed, and his moustache was trimmed. He had an upright and soldierly bearing.
"I thought I"d better come and tell you at once, sir, as you told me to look after Campion."
"Fire away."
Izzart told his story. He made light of the danger. He gave Willis to understand that it had not been very great. They would never have been upset if they had not started so late.
"I tried to get Campion away earlier, but he"d had two or three drinks and the fact is, he didn"t want to move."
Was he tight?"
"I don"t know about that," smiled Izzart good-humouredly. "I shouldn"t say he was cold sober."
He went on with his story. He managed to insinuate that Campion had lost his head a little. Of course it was a very frightening business to a man who wasn"t a decent swimmer: he, Izzart, had been more concerned for Campion than for himself; he knew the only chance was to keep cool, and the moment they were upset he saw that Campion had got the wind up.
"You can"t blame him for that," said the Resident "Of course I did everything I possibly could for him, sir, but the fact is, there wasn"t anything much I could do."
"Well, the great thing is that you both escaped. It would have been very awkward for all of us if he"d been drowned."
"I thought I"d better come and tell you the facts before you saw Campion, sir. I fancy he"s inclined to talk rather wildly about it. There"s no use exaggerating."
"On the whole your stories agree pretty well," said Willis, with a little smile. Izzart looked at him blankly.
"Haven"t you seen Campion this morning? I heard from Goring that there"d been some trouble, and I looked in last night on my way home from the Fort after dinner. You"d already gone to bed."
Izzart felt himself trembling, and he made a great effort to preserve his composure.
"By the way, you got away first, didn"t you?"
"I don"t really know, sir. You see, there was a lot of confusion."