"I think I should tell you that I am His Majesty"s Secretary for Foreign Affairs," he said acidly.
"Won"t you sit down?" the doctor repeated.
Lord Mountdrago made a gesture, which might have suggested that he was about to turn on his heel and stalk out of the room; but if that was his intentionhe apparently thought better of it. He seated himself Dr Audlin opened a large book and took up his pen. He wrote without looking at his patient.
"How old are you?"
Torty-two."
"Are you married?"
"Yes."
"How long have you been married?"
"Eighteen years."
"Have you any children?"
"I have two sons."
Dr Audlin noted down the facts as Lord Mountdrago abruptly answered his questions. Then he leaned back in his chair and looked at him. He did not speak; he just looked, gravely, with pale eyes that did not move.
Why have you come to see me?" he asked at length.
"I"ve heard about you. Lady Canute is a patient of yours, I understand. She tells me you"ve done her a certain amount of good."
Dr Audlin did not reply. His eyes remained fixed on the other"s face, but they were so empty of expression that you might have thought he did not even see him.
"I can"t do miracles," he said at length. Not a smile, but the shadow of a smile flickered in his eyes. "The Royal College of Physicians would not approve of it if I did."
Lord Mountdrago gave a brief chuckle. It seemed to lessen his hostility. He spoke more amiably.
You have a very remarkable reputation. People seem to believe in you." Why have you come to me?" repeated Dr Audlin.
Now it was Lord Mountdrago"s turn to be silent. It looked as though he found it hard to answer. Dr Audlin waited. At last Lord Mountdrago seemed to make an effort. He spoke.
"I"m in perfect health. Just as a matter of routine I had myself examined by my own doctor the other day, Sir Augustus Fitzherbert, I dare say you"ve heard of him, and he tells me I have the physique of a man of thirty. I work hard, but I"m never tired, and I enjoy my work. I smoke very little and I"m an extremely moderate drinker. I take a sufficiency of exercise and I lead a regular life. I am a perfectly sound, normal, healthy man. I quite expect you to think it very silly and childish of me to consult you."
Dr Audlin saw that he must help him.
"I don"t know if I can do anything to help you. I"ll try. You"re distressed?" Lord Mountdrago frowned.
"The work that I"m engaged in is important. The decisions I am called upon to make can easily affect the welfare of the country and even the peace of the world. It is essential that my judgement should be balanced and my brain clear. I look upon it as my duty to eliminate any cause of worry that may interfere with my usefulness."
Dr Audlin had never taken his eyes off him. He saw a great deal. He saw behind his patient"s pompous manner and arrogant pride an anxiety that he could not dispel.
"I asked you to be good enough to come here because I know by experience that it"s easier for someone to speak openly in the dingy surroundings of a doctor"s consulting-room than in his accustomed environment."
"They"re certainly dingy," said Lord Mountdrago acidly. He paused. It was evident that this man who had so much self-a.s.surance, so quick and decided a mind that he was never at a loss, at this moment was embarra.s.sed. He smiled in order to show the doctor that he was at his ease, but his eyes betrayed his disquiet. When he spoke again it was with unnatural heartiness.
"The whole thing"s so trivial that I can hardly bring myself to bother you with it. I"m afraid you"ll just tell me not to be a fool and waste your valuable time."
"Even things that seem very trivial may have their importance. They can be a symptom of a deep-seated derangement. And my time is entirely at your disposal."
Dr Audlin"s voice was low and grave. The monotone in which he spoke was strangely soothing. Lord Mountdrago at length made up his mind to be frank. "The fact is I"ve been having some very tiresome dreams lately. I know it"s silly to pay any attention to them, but-well, the honest truth is that I"m afraid they"ve got on my nerves."
"Can you describe any of them to me?"
Lord Mountdrago smiled, but the smile that tried to be careless was only rueful.
"They"re so idiotic, I can hardly bring myself to narrate them."
"Never mind."
"Well, the first I had was about a month ago. I dreamt that I was at a party at Connemara House. It was an official party. The King and Queen were to be there and of course decorations were worn. I was wearing my ribbon and my star. I went into a sort of cloakroom they have to take off my coat. There was a little man there called Owen Griffiths, who"s a Welsh Member of Parliament, and to tell you the truth, I was surprised to see him. He"s very common, and I said to myself: "Really, Lydia Connemara is going too far, whom will she ask next?" I thought he looked at me rather curiously, but I didn"t take any notice of him; in fact I cut the little bounder and walked upstairs. I suppose you"ve never been there?"
"Never."
"No, it"s not the sort of house you"d ever be likely to go to. It"s a rather vulgar house, but it"s got a very fine marble staircase, and the Connemaras were at the top receiving their guests. Lady Connemara gave me a look of surprise when I shook hands with her, and began to giggle; I didn"t pay much attention, she"s a very silly, ill-bred woman and her manners are no better than those of her ancestor whom King Charles II made a d.u.c.h.ess. I must say the reception rooms at Connemara House are stately. I walked through, nodding to a number of people and shaking hands; then I saw the German Amba.s.sador talking with one of the Austrian Archdukes. I particularly wanted to have a word with him, so I went up and held out my hand. The moment the Archduke saw me he burst into a roar of laughter. I was deeply affronted. I looked him up and down sternly, but he only laughed the more. I was about to speak to him rather sharply, when there was a sudden hush and I realized that the King and Queen had come. Turning my back on the Archduke, I stepped forward, and then, quite suddenly, I noticed that I hadn"t got any trousers on. I was in short silk drawers, and I wore scarlet sock-suspenders. No wonder Lady Connemara had giggled; no wonder the Archduke had laughed! I can"t tell you what that moment was. An agony of shame. I awoke in a cold sweat. Oh, you don"t know the relief I felt to find it was only a dream."
"It"s the kind of dream that"s not so very uncommon," said Dr Audlin.
"I dare say not. But an odd thing happened next day. I was in the lobby of the House of Commons, when that fellow Griffiths walked slowly past me. He deliberately looked down at my legs and then he looked me full in the face and I was almost certain he winked. A ridiculous thought came to me. He"d been there the night before and seen me make that ghastly exhibition of myself and was enjoying the joke. But of course I knew that was impossible because it was only a dream. I gave him an icy glare and he walked on. But he was grinning his head off."
Lord Mountdrago took his handkerchief out of his pocket and wiped the palms of his hands. He was making no attempt now to conceal his perturbation. Dr Audlin never took his eyes off him.
"Tell me another dream."
"It was the night after, and it was even more absurd than the first one. I dreamt that I was in the House. There was a debate on foreign affairs which not only the country, but the world, had been looking forward to with the gravest concern. The government had decided on a change in their policy which vitally affected the future of the Empire. The occasion was historic. Of course the House was crowded. All the amba.s.sadors were there. The galleries were packed. It fell to me to make the important speech of the evening. I had prepared it carefully. A man like me has enemies, there are a lot of people who resent my having achieved the position I have at an age when even the cleverest men are content with situations of relative obscurity, and I was determined that my speech should not only be worthy of the occasion, but should silence my detractors. It excited me to think that the whole world was hanging on my lips. I rose to my feet. If you"ve ever been in the House you"ll know how members chat to one another during a debate, rustle papers and turn over reports. The silence was the silence of the grave when I began to speak. Suddenly I caught sight of that odious little bounder on one of the benches opposite, Griffiths the Welsh member; he put out his tongue at me. I don"t know if you"ve ever heard a vulgar music-hall song called A Bicycle Made for Two. It was very popular a great many years ago. To show Griffiths how completely I despised him I began to sing it. I sang the first verse right through. There was a moment"s surprise, and when I finished they cried "Hear, hear," on the opposite benches. I put up my hand to silence them and sang the second verse. The House listened to me in stony silence and I felt the song wasn"t going down very well. I was vexed, for I have a good baritone voice, and I was determined that they should do me justice. When I started the third verse the members began to laugh; in an instant the laughter spread; the amba.s.sadors, the strangers in the Distinguished Strangers" Gallery, the ladies in the Ladies" Gallery, the reporters, they shook, they bellowed, they held their sides, they rolled in their seats; everyone was overcome with laughter except the ministers on the Front Bench immediately behind me. In that incredible, in that unprecedented uproar, they sat petrified. I gave them a glance, and suddenly the enormity of what I had done fell upon me. I had made myself the laughing-stock of the whole world. With misery I realized that I should have to resign. I woke and knew it was only a dream."
Lord Mountdrago"s grand manner had deserted him as he narrated this, and now having finished he was pale and trembling. But with an effort he pulled himself together. He forced a laugh to his shaking lips.
"The whole thing was so fantastic that I couldn"t help being amused. I didn"t give it another thought, and when I went into the House on the following afternoon I was feeling in very good form. The debate was dull, but I had to be there, and I read some doc.u.ments that required my attention. For some reason I chanced to look up and I saw that Griffiths was speaking. He has an unpleasant Welsh accent and an unprepossessing appearance. I couldn"t imagine that he had anything to say that it was worth my while to listen to, and I was about to return to my papers when he quoted two lines from A Bicycle Made for Two. I couldn"t help glancing at him and I saw that his eyes were fixed on me with a grin of bitter mockery. I faintly shrugged my shoulders. It was comic that a scrubby little Welsh member should look at me like that. It was an odd coincidence that he should quote two lines from that disastrous song that I"d sung all through in my dream. I began to read my papers again, but I don"t mind telling you that I found it difficult to concentrate on them. I was a little puzzled. Owen Griffiths had been in my first dream, the one at Connemara House, and I"d received a very definite impression afterwards that he knew the sorry figure I"d cut. Was it a mere coincidence that he had just quoted those two lines? I asked myself if it was possible that he was dreaming the same dreams as I was. But of course the idea was preposterous and I determined not to give it a second thought."
There was a silence. Dr Audlin looked at Lord Mountdrago and Lord Mountdrago looked at Dr Audlin.
"Other people"s dreams are very boring. My wife used to dream occasionally and insist on telling me her dreams next day with circ.u.mstantial detail. I found it maddening."
Dr Audlin faintly smiled.
"You"re not boring me."
"I"ll tell you one more dream I had a few days later. I dreamt that I went into a public-house at Limehouse. I"ve never been to Limehouse in my life and I don"t think I"ve ever been in a public-house since I was at Oxford, and yet I saw the street and the place I went into as exactly as if I were at home there. I went into a room, I don"t know whether they call it the saloon bar or the private bar; there was a fireplace and a large leather arm-chair on one side of it, and on the other a small sofa; a bar ran the whole length of the room and over it you could see into the public bar. Near the door was a round marble-topped table and two arm-chairs beside it. It was a Sat.u.r.day night and the place was packed. It was brightly lit, but the smoke was so thick that it made my eyes smart. I was dressed like a rough, with a cap on my head and a handkerchief round my neck. It seemed to me that most of the people there were drunk. I thought it rather amusing. There was a gramophone going, or the radio, I don"t know which, and in front of the fireplace two women were doing a grotesque dance. There was a little crowd round them, laughing, cheering, and singing. I went up to have a look and some man said to me: ""Ave a drink, Bill?" There were gla.s.ses on the table full of a dark liquid which I understand is called brown ale. He gave me a gla.s.s and not wishing to be conspicuous I drank it. One of the women who were dancing broke away from the other and took hold of the gla.s.s. ""Ere, what"s the idea?" she said. "That"s my beer you"re putting away."
"Oh, I"m so sorry," I said, "this gentleman offered it me and I very naturally thought it was his to offer."
"All right, mate," she said, "I don"t mind. You come an"ave a dance with me." Before I could protest she"d caught hold of me and we were dancing together. And then I found myself sitting in the arm-chair with the woman on my lap and we were sharing a gla.s.s of beer. I should tell you that s.e.x has never played any great part in my life. I married young because in my position it was desirable that I should marry, but also in order to settle once for all the question of s.e.x. I had the two sons I had made up my mind to have, and then I put the whole matter on one side. I"ve always been too busy to give much thought to that kind of thing, and living so much in the public eye as I do it would have been madness to do anything that might give rise to scandal. The greatest a.s.set a politician can have is a blameless record as far as women are concerned. I have no patience with the men who smash up their careers for women. I only despise them. The woman I had on my knees was drunk; she wasn"t pretty and she wasn"t young; in fact, she was just a blowsy old prost.i.tute. She filled me with disgust, and yet when she put her mouth to mine and kissed me, though her breath stank of beer and her teeth were decayed, though I loathed myself, I wanted her-I wanted her with all my soul. Suddenly I heard a voice. "That"s right, old boy, have a good time." I looked up and there was Owen Griffiths. I tried to spring out of the chair, but that horrible woman wouldn"t let me. "Don"t you pay no attention to "im," she said, ""e"s only one of them nosy-parkers."
"You go to it," he said. "I know Moll. She"ll give you your money"s worth all right." You know, I wasn"t so much annoyed at his seeing me in that absurd situation as angry that he should address me as "old boy". I pushed the woman aside and stood up and faced him. "I don"t know you and I don"t want to know you," I said. "I know you all right," he said. "And my advice to you, Molly, is, see that you get your money, he"ll bilk you if he can." There was a bottle of beer on the table close by. Without a word I seized it by the neck and hit him over the head with it as hard as I could. I made such a violent gesture that it woke me up."
"A dream of that sort is not incomprehensible," said Dr Audlin. "It is the revenge nature takes on persons of unimpeachable character."
"The story"s idiotic. I haven"t told it you for its own sake. I"ve told it you for what happened next day. I wanted to look up something in a hurry and I went into the library of the House. I got the book and began reading. I hadn"t noticed when I sat down that Griffiths was sitting in a chair close by me. Another of the Labour Members came in and went up to him. "Hullo, Owen," he said to him, "you"re looking pretty d.i.c.ky today."
"I"ve got an awful headache," he answered. "I feel as if I"d been cracked over the head with a bottle."
Now Lord Mountdrago"s face was grey with anguish.
"I knew then that the idea I"d had and dismissed as preposterous was true. I knew that Griffiths was dreaming my dreams and that he remembered them as well as I did."
"It may also have been a coincidence."
"When he spoke he didn"t speak to his friend, he deliberately spoke to me. He looked at me with sullen resentment."
"Can you offer any suggestion why this same man should come into your dreams?"
"None."
Dr Audlin"s eyes had not left his patient"s face and he saw that he lied. He had a pencil in his hand and he drew a straggling line or two on his blotting-paper. It often took a long time to get people to tell the truth, and yet they knew that unless they told it he could do nothing for them.
"The dream you"ve just described to me took place just over three weeks ago. Have you had any since?"
"Every night."
"And does this man Griffiths come into them all?"
"Yes."
The doctor drew more lines on his blotting-paper. He wanted the silence, the drabness, the dull light of that little room to have its effect on Lord Mountdrago"s sensibility. Lord Mountdrago threw himself back in his chair and turned his head away so that he should not see the other"s grave eyes.
"Dr Audlin, you must do something for me. I"m at the end of my tether. I shall go mad if this goes on. I"m afraid to go to sleep. Two or three nights I haven"t. I"ve sat up reading and when I felt drowsy put on my coat and walked till I was exhausted. But I must have sleep. With all the work I have to do I must be at concert pitch; I must be in complete control of all my faculties. I need rest; sleep brings me none. I no sooner fall asleep than my dreams begin, and he"s always there, that vulgar little cad, grinning at me, mocking me, despising me. It"s a monstrous persecution. I tell you, doctor, I"m not the man of my dreams; it"s not fair to judge me by them. Ask anyone you like. I"m an honest, upright, decent man. No one can say anything against my moral character either private or public. My whole ambition is to serve my country and maintain its greatness. I have money, I have rank, I"m not exposed to many of the temptations of lesser men, so that it"s no credit to me to be incorruptible; but this I can claim, that no honour, no personal advantage, no thought of self would induce me to swerve by a hair"s breadth from my duty. I"ve sacrificed everything to become the man I am. Greatness is my aim. Greatness is within my reach and I"m losing my nerve. I"m not that mean, despicable, cowardly, lewd creature that horrible little man sees. I"ve told you three of my dreams; they"re nothing; that man has seen me do things that are so beastly, so horrible, so shameful, that even if my life depended on it I wouldn"t tell them. And he remembers them. I can hardly meet the derision and disgust I see in his eyes and I even hesitate to speak because I know my words can seem to him nothing but utter humbug. He"s seen me do things that no man with any self-respect would do, things for which men are driven out of the society of their fellows and sentenced to long terms of imprisonment; he"s heard the foulness of my speech; he"s seen me not only ridiculous, but revolting. He despises me and he no longer pretends to conceal it. I tell you that if you can"t do something to help me I shall either kill myself or kill him."
"I wouldn"t kill him if I were you," said Dr Audlin, coolly, in that soothing voice of his. "In this country the consequences of killing a fellow-creature are awkward."
"I shouldn"t be hanged for it, if that"s what you mean. Who would know that I"d killed him? That dream of mine has shown me how. I told you, the day after I"d hit him over the head with a beer-bottle he had such a headache that he couldn"t see straight. He said so himself That shows that he can feel with his waking body what happens to his body asleep. It"s not with a bottle I shall hit him next time. One night, when I"m dreaming, I shall find myself with a knife in my hand or a revolver in my pocket, I must because I want to so intensely, and then I shall seize my opportunity. I"ll stick him like a pig; I"ll shoot him like a dog. In the heart. And then I shall be free of this fiendish persecution."
Some people might have thought that Lord Mountdrago was mad; after all the years during which Dr Audlin had been treating the diseased souls of men he knew how thin a line divides those whom we call sane from those whom we call insane. He knew how often in men who to all appearance were healthy and normal, who were seemingly devoid of imagination, and who fulfilled the duties of common life with credit to themselves and with benefit to their fellows, when you gained their confidence, when you tore away the mask they wore to the world, you found not only hideous abnormality, but kinks so strange, mental extravagances so fantastic, that in that respect you could call them lunatic. If you put them in an asylum not all the asylums in the world would be large enough. Anyhow, a man was not certifiable because he had strange dreams and they had shattered his nerve. The case was singular, but it was only an exaggeration of others that had come under Dr Audlin"s observation; he was doubtful, however, whether the methods of treatment that he had so often found efficacious would here avail.
"Have you consulted any other member of my profession?" he asked.
"Only Sir Augustus. I merely told him that I suffered from nightmares. He said I was overworked and recommended me to go for a cruise. That"s absurd. I can"t leave the Foreign Office just now when the international situation needs constant attention. I"m indispensable, and I know it. On my conduct at the present juncture my whole future depends. He gave me sedatives. They had no effect. He gave me tonics. They were worse than useless. He"s an old fool."
"Can you give any reason why it should be this particular man who persists in coming into your dreams?"
"You asked me that question before. I answered it."
That was true. But Dr Audlin had not been satisfied with the answer.
"Just now you talked of persecution. Why should Owen Griffiths want to persecute you?"
"I don"t know"
Lord Mountdrago"s eyes shifted a little. Dr Audlin was sure that he was not speaking the truth.
"Have you ever done him an injury?"
"Never."
Lord Mountdrago made no movement, but Dr Audlin had a queer feeling that he shrank into his skin. He saw before him a large, proud man who gave the impression that the questions put to him were an insolence, and yet for all that, behind that facade, was something shifting and startled that made you think of a frightened animal in a trap. Dr Audlin leaned forward and by the power of his eyes forced Lord Mountdrago to meet them.
"Are you quite sure?"
"Quite sure . You don"t seem to understand that our ways lead along different paths. I don"t wish to harp on it, but I must remind you that I am a Minister of the Crown and Griffiths is an obscure member of the Labour Party. Naturally there"s no social connection between us; he"s a man of very humble origin, he"s not the sort of person I should be likely to meet at any of the houses I go to; and politically our respective stations are so far separated that we could not possibly have anything in common."
"I can do nothing for you unless you tell me the complete truth." Lord Mountdrago raised his eyebrows. His voice was rasping.
"I"m not accustomed to having my word doubted, Dr Audlin. If you"re going to do that I think to take up any more of your time can only be a waste of mine. If you will kindly let my secretary know what your fee is he will see that a cheque is sent to you."
For all the expression that was to be seen on Dr Audlin"s face you might have thought that he simply had not heard what Lord Mountdrago said. He continued to look steadily into his eyes and his voice was grave and low.
"Have you done anything to this man that he might look upon as an injury?" Lord Mountdrago hesitated. He looked away, and then, as though there were in Dr Audlin"s eyes a compelling force that he could not resist, looked back. He answered sulkily: "Only if he was a dirty, second-rate little cad."
"But that is exactly what you"ve described him to be."
Lord Mountdrago sighed. He was beaten. Dr Audlin knew that the sigh meant he was going at last to say what he had till then held back. Now he had no longer to insist. He dropped his eyes and began again drawing vague geometrical figures on his blotting-paper. The silence lasted two or three minutes.
"I"m anxious to tell you everything that can be of any use to you. If I didn"t mention this before, it"s only because it was so unimportant that I didn"t see how it could possibly have anything to do with the case. Griffiths won a seat at the last election and he began to make a nuisance of himself almost at once. His father"s a miner, and he worked in a mine himself when he was a boy; he"s been a schoolmaster in the board schools and a journalist. He"s that half-baked, conceited intellectual, with inadequate knowledge, ill-considered ideas, and impracticable plans, that compulsory education has brought forth from the working-cla.s.ses. He"s a scrawny, grey-faced man, who looks half-starved, and he"s always very slovenly in appearance; heaven knows members nowadays don"t bother much about their dress, but his clothes are an outrage to the dignity of the House. They"re ostentatiously shabby, his collar"s never clean and his tie"s never tied properly; he looks as if he hadn"t had a bath for a month and his hands are filthy. The Labour Party have two or three fellows on the Front Bench who"ve got a certain ability, but the rest of them don"t amount to much. In the kingdom of the blind the one-eyed man is king: because Griffiths is glib and has a lot of superficial information on a number of subjects, the Whips on his side began to put him up to speak whenever there was a chance. It appeared that he fancied himself on foreign affairs, and he was continually asking me silly, tiresome questions. I don"t mind telling you that I made a point of snubbing him as soundly as I thought he deserved. From the beginning I hated the way he talked, his whining voice and his vulgar accent; he had nervous mannerisms that intensely irritated me. He talked rather shyly, hesitatingly, as though it were torture to him to speak and yet he was forced on by some inner pa.s.sion, and often he used to say some very disconcerting things. I"ll admit that now and again he had a sort of tub-thumping eloquence. It had a certain influence over the ill-regulated minds of the members of his party. They were impressed by his earnestness and they weren"t, as I was, nauseated by his sentimentality. A certain sentimentality is the common coin of political debate. Nations are governed by self-interest, but they prefer to believe that their aims are altruistic, and the politician is justified if with fair words and fine phrases he can persuade the electorate that the hard bargain he is driving for his country"s advantage tends to the good of humanity. The mistake people like Griffiths make is to take these fair words and fine phrases at their face value. He"s a crank, and a noxious crank. He calls himself an idealist. He has at his tongue"s end all the tedious blather that the intelligentsia have been boring us with for years. Non-resistance. The brotherhood of man. You know the hopeless rubbish. The worst of it was that it impressed not only his own party, it even shook some of the sillier, more sloppy-minded members of ours. I heard rumours that Griffiths was likely to get office when a Labour Government came in; I even heard it suggested that he might get the Foreign Office. The notion was grotesque but not impossible. One day I had occasion to wind up a debate on foreign affairs which Griffiths had opened. He"d spoken for an hour. I thought it a very good opportunity to cook his goose, and by G.o.d, sir, I cooked it. I tore his speech to pieces. I pointed out the faultiness of his reasoning and emphasized the deficiency of his knowledge. In the House of Commons the most devastating weapon is ridicule: I mocked him; I bantered him; I was in good form that day and the House rocked with laughter. Their laughter excited me and I excelled myself The Opposition sat glum and silent, but even some of them couldn"t help laughing once or twice; it"s not intolerable, you know, to see a colleague, perhaps a rival, made a fool of And if ever a man was made a fool of I made a fool of Griffiths. He shrank down in a seat, I saw his face go white, and presently he buried it in his hands. When I sat down I"d killed him. I"d destroyed his prestige for ever; he had no more chance of getting office when a Labour Government came in than the policeman at the door. I heard afterwards that his father, the old miner, and his mother had come up from Wales, with various supporters of his in the const.i.tuency, to watch the triumph they expected him to have. They had seen only his utter humiliation. He"d won the const.i.tuency by the narrowest margin. An incident like that might very easily lose him his seat. But that was no business of mine."
"Should I be putting it too strongly if I said you had ruined his career?" asked Dr Audlin.
"I don"t suppose you would."
"That is a very serious injury you"ve done him."
"He brought it on himself"
"Have you never felt any qualms about it?"
"I think perhaps if I"d known that his father and mother were there I might have let him down a little more gently."
There was nothing further for Dr Audlin to say, and he set about treating his patient in such a manner as he thought might avail. He sought by suggestion to make him forget his dreams when he awoke; he sought to make him sleep so deeply that he would not dream. He found Lord Mountdrago"s resistance impossible to break down. At the end of an hour he dismissed him. Since then he had seen Lord Mountdrago half a dozen times. He had done him no good. The frightful dreams continued every night to hara.s.s the unfortunate man, and it was clear that his general condition was growing rapidly worse. He was worn out. His irritability was uncontrollable. Lord Mountdrago was angry because he received no benefit from his treatment, and yet continued it, not only because it seemed his only hope, but because it was a relief to him to have someone with whom he could talk openly. Dr Audlin came to the conclusion at last that there was only one way in which Lord Mountdrago could achieve deliverance, but he knew him well enough to be a.s.sured that of his own free will he would never, never take it. If Lord Mountdrago was to be saved from the breakdown that was threatening he must be induced to take a step that must be abhorrent to his pride of birth and his self-complacency. Dr Audlin was convinced that to delay was impossible. He was treating his patient by suggestion, and after several visits found him more susceptible to it. At length he managed to get him into a condition of somnolence. With his low, soft, monotonous voice he soothed his tortured nerves. He repeated the same words over and over again. Lord Mountdrago lay quite still, his eyes closed; his breathing was regular, and his limbs were relaxed. Then Dr Audlin in the same quiet tone spoke the words he had prepared.
"You will go to Owen Griffiths and say that you are sorry that you caused him that great injury. You will say that you will do whatever lies in your power to undo the harm that you have done him."
The words acted on Lord Mountdrago like the blow of a whip across his face. He shook himself out of his hypnotic state and sprang to his feet. His eyes blazed with pa.s.sion and he poured forth upon Dr Audlin a stream of angry vituperation such as even he had never heard. He swore at him. He cursed him. He used language of such obscenity that Dr Audlin, who had heard every sort of foul word, sometimes from the lips of chaste and distinguished women, was surprised that he knew it.
"Apologize to that filthy little Welshman? I"d rather kill myself."