"Yes."
Chris looked up. "Can you?" he asked in surprise, then laughed and colored, realizing how very little he really knew about Marie and her accomplishments.
"I wish people wouldn"t stare at me so," she said to him nervously, when breakfast was over and they were out in the lounge once more.
"Is there anything funny-looking about me, Chris?"
He cast a casual eye over her daintiness.
"You look all right," he said, without much enthusiasm. "Probably they know we"re newly married." he added.
Marie said nothing, but she turned away from him and looked out over the sea, a little wintry smile on her quivering lips.
He was quite indifferent to her, she knew! And in her pa.s.sionate pain and bitterness she almost wished for his hatred. Anything, anything rather than this terrible feeling that she was nothing at all in his life!
Young Atkins joined them almost immediately and attached himself to Marie.
"We"re going to bathe presently." he said. "You"ll come, too, won"t you?"
Marie looked at her husband, but he was talking to someone else, and she answered hurriedly.
"Oh, yes, I"ll come, of course! What time are you going?"
"We generally go about half-past ten--before the crowd gets down.
We"ll take a boat out if you"re sure you can swim."
She laughed. "Why, of course, I can!"
"Let your breakfast settle first, my boy," said Feathers, looking up from his newspaper. "There"s no hurry, is there?"
"Oh, shut up!" said young Atkins lightly. "You"re always such an old croaker."
At half-past ten he sought Marie out again.
"Are you coming?" he asked. "It"ll be topping this Morning."
"I know--Chris has gone to phone to someone. I wonder if I ought to wait ..."
"Of course not! He"ll be all right! Leave a message."
"Very well." It would be a good opportunity to show him that she did not depend on him for her amus.e.m.e.nt she thought desperately.
She went off through the sunshine with young Atkins chattering nineteen to the dozen beside her.
It was a perfect morning! Marie stood for a moment on the steps of the bathing machine in her blue and white costume, and looked up at the sun! It might be such a perfect world if only things were a little different! She wondered if there was always something in life to prevent people being too happy.
Young Atkins called to her from a diving stage a little distance out, and she dived into the water and swam out to him.
"Ripping, isn"t it!" he said as she clambered up to sit beside him in the sun "Look here! I"ll race you round that buoy and back. Will you?"
"Yes--I"ll bet you a box of cigarettes I win."
"Right! Bet you a box of chocolates you don"t. Now then--one, two, three! Go!" They dived from the staging together, laughing and full of excitement. They were both good swimmers, and for a little they kept abreast, then slowly but surely young Atkins forged ahead.
Marie felt rather tired. They were swimming towards the sun and its brightness blinded her. Her headache had returned, too; she had almost forgotten it until a little stabbing pain in her temples made her close her eyes.
She thought it must be because she had not slept all night! That would account for her feeling of weakness and la.s.situde. She ought not to have come out so far--sudden panic closed about her heart-- she tried to call to the boy ahead of her, but a little wave broke in her face and carried her voice away. She thought that she screamed--she was quite sure that she screamed aloud in terror before someone put out the sunshine and blotted out the world, leaving only miles and miles of clear, green water, into which she sank slowly down ...
CHAPTER IV
"Thy friend will come to thee unsought With nothing can his love be bought; Trust him greatly and for aye, A true friend comes but once your way."
CHRIS LAWLESS came back into the hotel lounge almost as soon as his wife and young Atkins had left it. He looked quickly round for Marie.
His conscience had begun to p.r.i.c.k him a little. He had noticed the pallor of Marie"s face at breakfast time, and the something strained in her determined cheeriness, and, good fellow as he really was at heart, he felt unhappy.
He had meant to do the right thing by her when he married her. He had always prided himself upon being a sportsman. He had no intention of allowing people to say that he neglected his wife, or that his marriage had turned out a failure. He liked everything he undertook to be a success.
And he was fond of Marie! He had always been fond of her in his own way. There was no earthly reason that he could see why they should not get on ideally well together.
But Marie was not in the lounge. He looked round with a slight frown, and his gaze fell upon Feathers, yawning behind his paper.
Chris went up to him.
"Where"s Marie?"
"She went out just now with Atkins. I heard them say something about a swim."
Chris looked annoyed.
"She ought to have waited for me," he said shortly. "Atkins takes too much upon himself."
Feathers rose and threw down his paper.
"They"ve only just gone," he said. "We can catch them up if you come now."
But Chris was thoroughly out of temper. He had letters to write, he said, and no doubt Marie would be back before long. He turned away and Feathers strolled out into the sunshine alone.
He knew to which beach Marie and Atkins had gone, and he sauntered slowly along in that direction.
It was a glorious morning, and the sea front was crowded. The hot sun beat down on his uncovered head and dark face, and one or two women looked after him interestedly.
Feathers was not just merely ugly to all women. Some of them realized the strength and character in his face, and with true femininity wondered what his wife was like!