"Of course," said Victoria smiling, "but if you refuse to let me alone I shall go out of this office, have the furniture moved to-day and put up at auction to-morrow."
A smile came over the solicitor"s face. By Jove, she was a fine woman, and she had some spirit.
"Besides," she added, "all this would cause me a great deal of annoyance. Major Cairns"s affairs are still very interesting to the public. I shall be compelled, if you make me sell, to write a serial, say _My Life with an Irish Martyr_ for a Sunday paper."
Mr Bastable laughed frankly.
"You want to be nasty, I see. But you know, we can stop your sale by an application to a judge in chambers this afternoon. And as for your serial, well, Major Cairns is dead, he won"t mind."
"No, but his aunts will. Their name is Cairns. As regards the sale, perhaps you and the other lawyers can stop it. Very well, either you promise or I go home and . . . perhaps there"ll be a fire to-night and perhaps there won"t. I"m fully insured."
"By Jove!" Bastable looked at her critically. Cairns had been a lucky man. "Well, Mrs Ferris," he added, "we"re not used to troublesome customers like you. I don"t suppose the furniture is valuable, is it?"
"Oh, a couple of hundred," said Victoria dishonestly.
"M"m. Do you absolutely want me to pledge myself?"
"Absolutely."
"Well, Mrs Ferris, I can honestly promise you that you won"t hear anything more about it. I . . . I don"t think it would pay us."
Victoria laughed. A great joy of triumph was upon her. She liked Bastable rather, now she had brought him to heel.
"All right," she said, "it"s a bargain." Then she saw that his mouth was smiling still and his eyes fixed on her face.
"There"s no quarrel between us, is there?"
"No, of course not. All in the way of business, you know."
He bent across the table; she heard him breathe in her perfume.
"Then," she said slowly, getting up and pulling on her gloves, "I"m not doing anything to-night. You know my address. Seven o"clock. You may take me out to dinner."
CHAPTER IX
WITHIN a few days of her victory over Mr Bastable, Victoria found herself in an introspective mood. The solicitor was the origin of it, though unimportant in himself as the grain of sand which falls into a machine, and for a fraction of a second causes a wheel to rasp before the grain is crunched up. She reflected, as she looked out over her garden, that she was getting very hard. She had brought this man to his knees by threats; she had vulgarly bullied him by holding exposure over his head; she had behaved like a tragedy queen. Finally, with sardonic intention, she had turned the contest to good account by entangling him while he was still under the influence of her personality.
All this was not what disturbed her; for after all she had only lied to Bastable, bullied him, threatened him, bluffed as to her intentions: she had been perfectly businesslike. Thoughtfully she opened the little door at the end of the hall and stepped out on the outer landing where the garden steps ended. Snoo and Poo, asleep in a heap in the August blaze, raised heavy eyelids, and, yawning and stretching, followed her down the steps.
This was a joyful little garden. The greater part of it was a lawn, close cut, but disfigured in many places by Snoo and Poo"s digging.
Flower beds ran along both sides and the top of the lawn, while the bottom was occupied by the pergola, now covered with ma.s.sive red blooms; an acacia tree, and an elder tree, both leafy but refusing to flower, shaded the bottom of the garden, which was effectively cut off by a hedge of golden privet. It was a tidy garden, but it showed no traces of originality. Victoria had ordered it to be potted with geraniums, carnations, pinks, marguerites; and was quite content to observe that somebody had put in sweet peas, clematis and larkspur. Hers was not the temperament which expresses itself in a garden; there was no sense of peace in her idea of the beautiful. If she liked the garden to look pretty at all, it was doubtless owing to her heredity.
Victoria picked up a couple of stones and threw them towards the end of the garden. Snoo and Poo rushed into the privet, snuffling excitedly, while their mistress drew down a heavy rose-laden branch from the pergola and breathed the blossoms. Yes, she was hard, and it was beginning to make her nervous. In the early days she had sedulously cultivated the spirit which was making a new woman out of the quiet, refined, rather shy girl she had been. There had been a time when she would have shuddered at the idea of a quarrel with a cabman about an overcharge; now, if it were possible, she felt coldly certain that she would cheat him of his rightful fare. This process she likened to the tempering of steel, and called a development of the mental muscles. She rather revelled in this development in the earlier days, because it gave her a sense of power; she benefited by it too, for she found that by cultivating this hardness she could extort more money by stooping to wheedle, by accepting snubs, by flattery and lies too. The consciousness of this power redeemed the exercise of it; she often felt herself lifted above this atmosphere of deceit by looking coldly at the deed she was about to do, recognising its nature and doing it with her eyes open.
A realization of another kind, however, was upon Victoria that rich August day. In a sense she was doing well. Her capital had not been touched; in fact it had probably increased, and this in spite of town being empty. She had not yet found the man who would make her fortune; but she had no doubt that he would appear if she continued on her even road, selecting without pa.s.sion, judging values and possibilities. For the moment she brushed aside the question of success; it was a.s.sured.
But, after success, what then? Say she had four or five hundred a year at thirty and retired into the country or went to America. What use would she be to herself or to anybody if she had learned exclusively to bide her time and to strike for her own advantage? Life was a contest for the poor and for the rich alike; but the first had to fight to win and to use any means, fair or foul, while the latter could accept knightly rules, be magnanimous when victorious, graceful when defeated.
"Yes," said Victoria, "I must keep myself in trim. It"s all very well to win and I"ve got to be as hard as nails to men, but . . ."
She stopped abruptly. The problem had solved itself. "Hard as nails to men," did not include women, for "men" seldom means mankind when the talk is of rights. She did not know what her mission might be. Perhaps, after she had succeeded, she would travel all over Europe, perhaps settle on the English downs where the west winds blow, perhaps even be the pioneer of a great s.e.x revolt; but whatever she did, if her triumph was not to be sterile, she would need sympathy, the capacity to love.
Thus she amended her articles of war: "Woman shall be spared, and I shall remember that, as a member of a s.e.x fighting another s.e.x, I must understand and love my sister warrior."
It was in pursuance of her new policy that, on her way to the Vesuvius, Victoria dawdled for a moment at the entrance of Swallow Street, under its portico. A few yards beyond her stood a woman whom she knew by sight as having established practically a proprietary right to her beat. She was a dark girl, good-looking enough, well set up in her close fitting white linen blouse, drawn tight to set off her swelling bust. In the dim light Victoria could see that her face was rather worn, and that the ravages of time had been clumsily repaired. The girl looked at her curiously at first; then angrily, evidently disliking the appearance of what might be a dangerous rival in her own preserves. Victoria walked up and down on the pavement. The girl watched her every footstep. Once she made as if to speak to her. It was ghostly, for pa.s.sers-by in Regent Street came to and fro beyond the portico like arabesques. A pa.s.sing policeman gave the girl a meaning look. She tossed her head and walked away down Regent Street, while Victoria nervously continued down Swallow Street to Piccadilly.
These two women were to meet, however. About a week later, Victoria, happening to pa.s.s by at the same hour, saw the girl and stopped under the arch. In another second the girl was by her side.
"What are you following me about for?" she snarled. "If you"re a grote it"s no go. You won"t teach the copper anything he doesn"t know."
"Oh, I"m not following you," said Victoria. "Only I saw you about and thought I"d like to talk to you."
The girl shot a dark glance at her.
"What"s your game?" she asked. "You"re not one of those blasted sisters.
Too toffish. Seen you come out of the Vez", besides."
"I"m in the profession," said Victoria coolly. "But that doesn"t mean I"ve got to be against the others."
"Doesn"t it!" The girl"s eyes glowed. "You don"t know your job. Of course you"ve got to be against the others. We were born like that. Or got like that. What"s it matter?"
"Matter? oh, a lot," said Victoria. "We want friends, all of us."
"Friends. Oh, Lord! The likes of you and me don"t have friends. Women, they won"t know us . . . too good. Except our sort. We can"t talk; we got nothing to talk of, except money and the boys. And the boys, what"s the good of them? There"s the sort you pick up and all you"ve got to do"s to get what you can out of them. Haven"t fallen in love with one, have you?" The girl"s voice broke a little, then she went on. "Then, there"s the other sort, like my Hugo, p"raps you"ve heard of him?"
"No," she said, "I haven"t. What is he like?"
"Bless you, he"s a beauty." The girl smiled; her face was full of pride.
"Does he treat you well?"
"So so. Sometimes." The shadow had returned. "Not like my first. Oh, it"s hard you know, beginning. He left me with a baby after three months. I was in service in Pembridge Gardens--such a swell house! I had to keep baby. It died then, jolly good thing too! Couldn"t go back to service. Everybody knew."
The girl burst into tears and Victoria putting an arm round her drew her against her breast.
"Everybody knew, everybody knew!" wailed the girl.
Victoria had the vision of a thousand spectral eyes, all full of knowledge, gazing at the housemaid caught by them sinning. The girl rested her head against Victoria"s shoulder for a moment, holding one of her hands. Suddenly she raised her head again and cleared her throat.
"There," she said, "let me go. Hugo"s waiting for me at the Carca.s.sonne.
Never mind me. We"ve all got to live, he-he!"
She turned into Regent Street and another "he-he" floated back. Victoria felt a heavy weight at her heart; poor girl, weak, the sport of one man, deceived, then a pirate made to disgorge her gains by another man; handsome, subtle, playing upon her affections and her fears. What did it matter? Was she not in the same position, but freer because conscious; poor slave soul. But the time had come for Victoria to make for the Vesuvius. "It must be getting late," she thought, putting up her hand to her little gold watch-brooch.
It was gone. She had it on when she left, but it could not have dropped out, for the lace showed two long rips; it had just been torn out.
Victoria stood frozen for a moment. So this was the result of a first attempt at love. She recovered, however. She was not going to generalise from one woman. "Besides," she thought bitterly, "the girl"s theories are the same as mine. She merely has no reservations or hesitations. The bolder pirate, she is perhaps the better brain."