Victoria was silent for a moment.
"I don"t know," she said. "I never thought of all this when the Major was alive."
"Ah, there never was anybody like him," said Betty after a pause.
Victoria sat up suddenly.
"Betty," she cried, "you"re giving me an idea."
"I? an idea?"
"There must be somebody like him. Why shouldn"t I find him?"
Betty said nothing. She looked her stiffest, relishing but little the fathering upon her of this expedient.
"But who?" soliloquised Victoria. "I don"t know anybody. You see Betty, I want lots and lots of money. Otherwise it"s no good. If I don"t make a lot soon it will be too late."
Betty still said nothing. Really she couldn"t be expected. . . . Then her conscience smote her; she ought to show a little interest in dear, kind Vic.
"Yes," she said. "But you must know lots of people. You never told me, but you"re a swell and all that. You must have known lots of rich men when you came to London."
She stopped abruptly, shocked by her own audacity. But Victoria was no longer noticing her; she was following with lightning speed a new train of thought.
"Betty," she cried, "you"ve done it. I"ve found the man."
"Have you? Who is it," exclaimed Betty. She was excited, unable in her disapproval of the irregular to feel uninterested in the coming together of women and men.
"Never mind. You don"t know him. I"ll tell you later."
An extraordinary buoyancy seemed to pervade Victoria. The way out! she had found the way out! And the two little words echoed in her brain as if some mighty wave of sound was rebounding from side to side in her skull. She was excited, so excited that, as she said goodbye to Betty, she forgot to fix their next meeting. She had work to do and would do it that very night.
As soon as Betty was gone she dressed quickly. Then she changed her hat to make sure she was looking her best. She went out and, with hurried steps, made for the Finchley Road. There was the house with the evergreens, as well clipped as ever, and the drive with its clean gravel. She ran up the steps of the porch, then hesitated for a moment.
Her heart was beating now. Then she rang. There was a very long pause during which she heard nothing but the pumping of her heart. Then distant shuffling footsteps coming nearer. The door opened. She saw a slatternly woman . . . behind her the void of an empty house. She could not speak for emotion.
"Did you want to see the house, mum," asked the woman. She looked sour.
Sunday afternoon was hardly a time to view.
"The house?"
"Oh . . . I thought you come from Belfrey"s, mum. It"s to let."
The caretaker nodded towards the right and Victoria, following the direction, saw the house agents" board. Her excitement fell as under a cold douche.
"Oh! I came to see . . . Do you know where Mr Holt is?"
"Mr Holt"s dead, mum. Died in August, mum."
"Dead." Things seemed to go round. Jack was the only son . . . then?"
"Yes, mum. That"s why they"re letting. A fine big "ouse, mum. Died in August, mum. Ah, you should have seen the funeral. They say he left half a million, mum, and there wasn"t no will."
"Where is Mrs Holt and . . . and Mr Holt"s son."
The caretaker eyed the visitor suspiciously. There was something rakish about this young lady which frightened her respectability.
"I can"t say, mum," she answered slowly. "I could forward a letter, mum," she added.
"Let me come in. I want to write a note."
The caretaker hesitated for a moment, then stood aside to let her pa.s.s.
"You"ll "ave to come downstairs mum," she said, "sorry I"m all mixed up.
I was doing a bit of washing. Git away Maria," to a small child who stood at the top of the stairs.
In the gaslit kitchen, surrounded by steaming linen, Victoria wrote a little feverish note in pencil. The caretaker watched her every movement. She liked her better somehow.
"I"ll forward it all right, mum," she said. "Thank you mum. . . . Oh, mum, I don"t want you to think--" She was looking amazedly at the half sovereign in her palm.
"That"s all right," said Victoria, laughing loudly. She felt she must laugh, dance, let herself go. "Just post it before twelve."
The woman saw her to the door. Then she looked at the letter doubtfully.
It was freshly sealed and could easily be opened. Then she had a burst of loyalty, put on a battered bonnet, completed the address, stamped the envelope and, walking to the pillar box round the corner, played Victoria"s trump card.
CHAPTER XV
"AND so, Jack, you haven"t forgotten me?"
For a minute Holt did not answer. He seemed spellbound by the woman on the sofa. There she lay at full length, lazy grace in every curve of her figure, in the lines of her limbs revealed by the thin sea-green stuff which moulded them. This new woman was a very wonderful thing.
"No," he said at length, "but you have changed."
"Yes?"
"You"re different. You used to be simple, almost shy. I used to think you very like a big white lily. Now you"re like--like a big white orchid--an orchid in a vase of jade."
"Poet! artist!" laughed Victoria. "Ah, Jack, you"ll always be the same.
Always thinking me good and the world beautiful."
"I"ll always think you good and beautiful too."
Victoria looked at him. He had hardly changed at all. His tall thin frame had not expanded, his hands were still beautifully white and seemed as aristocratic as ever. Perhaps his mouth appeared weaker, his eyes bluer, his face fairer owing to his black clothes.
"I"m glad to see you again, Kathleen Mavourneen," she said at length.
"Why did you wait so long?" asked Holt. "It was cruel, cruel. You know what I said--I would--"