"I"ve got a bad name this way," said Fern; "and I"m not likely, I"m afeared, to get a better. "Tan"t lawful to be out of sorts, and I AM out of sorts, though G.o.d knows, I"d sooner bear a cheerful spirit if I could. Well! I don"t know as this Alderman could hurt _me_ much by sending me to gaol; but without a friend to speak a word for me, he might do it; and you see--!" pointing downward with his finger, at the child.
He sunk his voice so low, and gazed upon her with an air so stern and strange, that Toby, to divert the current of his thoughts, inquired if his wife were living.
"I never had one," he returned, shaking his head. "She"s my brother"s child: a orphan. Nine year old, though you"d hardly think it; but she"s tired and worn out now. They"d have taken care on her in the Union--eight and twenty mile away from where we live--between four walls (as they took care of my old father when he couldn"t work no more, though he didn"t trouble "em long); but I took her instead, and she"s lived with me ever since. Her mother had a friend once, in London here.
We are trying to find her, and to find work too; but it"s a large place.
Never mind. More room for us to walk about in, Lilly!"
Meeting the child"s eyes with a smile which melted Toby more than tears, he shook him by the hand.
"I don"t so much as know your name," he said, "but I"ve opened my heart free to you, for I"m thankful to you; with good reason. I"ll take your advice and keep clear of this--"
"Justice," suggested Toby.
"Ah!" he said. "If that"s the name they give him. This Justice. And to-morrow will try whether there"s better fortun" to be met with somewheres near London. Goodnight. A Happy New Year!"
"Stay!" cried Trotty, catching at his hand, as he relaxed his grip.
"Stay! The New Year never can be happy to me, if we part like this. The New Year can never be happy to me, if I see the child and you go wandering away, you don"t know where, without a shelter for your heads.
Come home with me! I"m a poor man, living in a poor place; but I can give you lodging for one night and never miss it. Come home with me!
Here! I"ll take her!" cried Trotty, lifting up the child. "A pretty one!
I"d carry twenty times her weight, and never know I"d got it. Tell me if I go too quick for you. I"m very fast. I always was!" Trotty said this, taking about six of his trotting paces to one stride of his fatigued companion; and with his thin legs quivering again, beneath the load he bore.
"Down the Mews here, Uncle Will, and step at the black door, with "T.
Veck, Ticket Porter," wrote upon a board; and here we are, and here we go, and here we are indeed, my precious Meg, surprising you!"
With which words Trotty, in a breathless state, set the child down before his daughter in the middle of the floor. The little visitor looked once at Meg; and doubting nothing in that face, but trusting everything she saw there; ran into her arms.
"Here we are, and here we go!" cried Trotty, running round the room and choking audibly. "Here, Uncle Will, here"s a fire you know! Why don"t you come to the fire? Oh here we are and here we go! Meg, my precious darling, where"s the kettle? Here it is and here it goes, and it"ll bile in no time!"
Trotty really had picked up the kettle somewhere or other in the course of his wild career, and now put it on the fire; while Meg, seating the child in a warm corner, knelt down on the ground before her, and pulled off her shoes, and dried her wet feet on a cloth. Ay, and she laughed at Trotty too--so pleasantly, so cheerfully, that Trotty could have blessed her where she kneeled; for he had seen that, when they entered, she was sitting by the fire in tears.
"Why, father!" said Meg. "You"re crazy to-night, I think. I don"t know what the Bells would say to that."
Meg looked toward him and saw that he had elaborately stationed himself behind the chair of their male visitor, where with many mysterious gestures he was holding up the six-pence he had earned.
"I see, my dear," said Trotty, "as I was coming in, half an ounce of tea lying somewhere on the stairs; and I"m pretty sure there was a bit of bacon too. As I don"t remember where it was exactly, I"ll go myself and try to find "em."
With this inscrutable artifice, Toby withdrew to purchase the viands he had spoken of, for ready money, at Mrs. Chickenstalker"s; and presently came back, pretending that he had not been able to find them, at first in the dark.
"But here they are at last," said Trotty, setting out the tea things, "all correct! I was pretty sure it was tea and a rasher. So it is. Meg my pet, if you"ll just make the tea, while your unworthy father toasts the bacon, we shall be ready immediate. It"s a curious circ.u.mstance,"
said Trotty, proceeding in his cookery, with the a.s.sistance of the toasting-fork, "curious, but well known to my friends, that I never care, myself, for rashers, nor for tea. I like to see other people enjoy "em," said Trotty, speaking very loud to impress the fact upon his guest, "but to me, as food, they are disagreeable."
Yet Trotty sniffed the savor of the hissing bacon--ah!--as if he liked it; and when he poured the boiling water in the tea-pot, looked lovingly down into the depths of that snug caldron, and suffering the fragrant steam to curl about his nose, and wreathe his head and face in a thick cloud. However, for all this, he neither ate nor drank, except at the very beginning, a mere morsel for form"s sake, which he appeared to eat with infinite relish, but declared was perfectly uninteresting to him.
"Now, I"ll tell you what," said Trotty after tea. "The little one, she sleeps with Meg, I know."
"With good Meg!" cried the child, caressing her. "With Meg."
"That"s right," said Trotty. "And I shouldn"t wonder if she"ll kiss Meg"s father, won"t she? _I_"m Meg"s father."
Mightily delighted Trotty was, when the child went timidly toward him, and having kissed him, fell back upon Meg again.
Meg looked toward their guest, who leaned upon her chair, and with his face turned from her, fondled the child"s head, half hidden in her lap.
"To be sure," said Toby. "To be sure! I don"t know what I am rambling on about, to-night. My wits are wool-gathering, I think. Will Fern, you come along with me. You"re tired to death, and broken down for want of rest. You come along with me."
The hand released from the child"s hair, had fallen, trembling, into Trotty"s hand. So Trotty, talking without intermission, led him out as tenderly and easily as if he had been a child himself.
Returning before Meg, he listened for an instant at the door of her little chamber; an adjoining room. The child was murmuring a simple Prayer before lying down to sleep; and when she had remembered Meg"s name, "Dearly, Dearly"--so her words ran--Trotty heard her stop and ask for his.
It was some short time before the foolish little old fellow could compose himself to mend the fire, and draw his chair to the warm hearth.
But when he had done so, and had trimmed the light, he took his newspaper from his pocket and began to read. Carelessly at first, and skimming up and down the columns; but with an earnest and a sad attention, very soon.
For this same dreaded paper re-directed Trotty"s thoughts into the channel they had taken all that day, and which the day"s events had so marked out and shaped. His interest in the two wanderers had set him on another course of thinking, and a happier one, for the time; but being alone again, and reading of the crimes and violences of the people, he relapsed into his former train.
"It"s too true, all I"ve heard to-day," Toby muttered; "too just, too full of proof. We"re Bad!"
The Chimes took up the words so suddenly--burst out so loud, and clear, and sonorous--that the Bells seemed to strike him in his chair.
And what was that, they said?
"Toby Veck, Toby Veck, waiting for you Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, waiting for you Toby! Come and see us, come and see us, Drag him to us, drag him to us, Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Break his slumbers, break his slumbers! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby, Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby--" then fiercely back to their impetuous strain again, and ringing in the very bricks and plaster on the walls.
Toby listened. Fancy, fancy! His remorse for having run away from them that afternoon! No, no. Nothing of the kind. Again, again, and yet a dozen times again. "Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Drag him to us, drag him to us!" Deafening the whole town!
"Meg," said Trotty, softly; tapping at her door. "Do you hear anything?"
"I hear the Bells, father. Surely they"re very loud to-night."
"Is she asleep?" said Toby, making an excuse for peeping in.
"So peacefully and happily! I can"t leave her yet though, father. Look how she holds my hand!"
"Meg!" whispered Trotty. "Listen to the Bells!"
She listened, with her face toward him all the time. But it underwent no change. She didn"t understand them.
Trotty withdrew, resumed his seat by the fire, and once more listened by himself. He remained here a little time.
It was impossible to bear it; their energy was dreadful.
"If the tower-door is really open," said Toby, hastily laying aside his ap.r.o.n, but never thinking of his hat, "what"s to hinder me from going up in the steeple and satisfying myself? If it"s shut, I don"t want any other satisfaction. That"s enough."
He was pretty certain as he slipped out quietly into the street that he should find it shut and locked, for he knew the door well, and had so rarely seen it open, that he couldn"t reckon above three times in all.
It was a low-arched portal outside the church, in a dark nook behind a column; and had such great iron hinges, and such a monstrous lock, that there was more hinge and lock than door.
But what was his astonishment when, coming bare-headed to the church, and putting his hand into this dark nook, with a certain misgiving that it might be unexpectedly seized, and a shivering propensity to draw it back again, he found that the door, which opened outward, actually stood ajar!
He thought, on the first surprise, of going back; or of getting a light, or a companion; but his courage aided him immediately, and he determined to ascend alone.