"Tell me, how did it happen?-how you located the site, I mean. I"ll need the whole story of it."
"Well, it started because of the wolves."
The Dominican began taking notes.
A few days after the messenger"s departure from the abbey, Abbot Arkos called for Brother Francis. "Do you still feel that your vocation is with us?" Arkos asked pleasantly.
"If m"Lord Abbot will pardon my execrable vanity-"
"Oh, let"s ignore your execrable vanity or a moment. Do you or don"t you?"
"Yes, Magister meus."
The abbot beamed. "Well, now, my son. I think we"re convinced of it too. If you"re ready to commit yourself for all time, I think the time"s ripe for you to profess your solemn vows." He paused for a moment, and, watching the novice"s face, seemed disappointed not to detect any change of expression. "What"s this? You"re not glad to hear it? You"re not-? Ho! what"s wrong?"
While Francis" face had remained a politely attentive mask, the mask gradually lost color. His knees buckled suddenly.
Francis had fainted.
Two weeks later, the novice Francis, having perhaps set an endurance record for survival time on desert vigils, left the ranks of the novitiate and, vowing perpetual poverty, chast.i.ty, obedience, together with the special pledges peculiar to the community, received blessings and a bindlestiff in the abbey, and became forever a professed monk of the Albertian Order of Leibowitz, chained by chains of his own forging to the foot of the Cross and the rule of the Order. Thrice the ritual inquired of him: "If G.o.d calleth thee to be His Booklegger, wilt then suffer death before betraying thy brethren?" And thrice Francis responded: "Aye, "Aye, Lord." Lord."
"Then arise Brother Bookleggers and Brother Memorizers and receive the kiss of brotherhood. Ecce quam bonum, et quam jucundum..." Ecce quam bonum, et quam jucundum..."
Brother Francis was transferred from the kitchen and a.s.signed to less menial labor. He became apprentice copyist to an aged monk named Horner, and, if things went well for him, he might reasonably look forward to a lifetime in the copyroom, where he would dedicate the rest of his days to such tasks as the hand-copying of algebra texts and illuminating their pages with olive leaves and cheerful cherubim surrounding tables of logarithms.
Brother Horner was a gentle old man, and Brother Francis liked him from the start. "Most of us do better work on the a.s.signed copy," Horner told him, "if we have our own project too. Most of the copyists become interested in some particular work from the Memorabilia and like to spend a little time at it on the side. For example, Brother Sarl over there-his work was lagging, and he was making mistakes. So we let him spend an hour a day on a project he chose for himself. When the work gets so tedious that he starts making errors in copy, he can put it aside for a while and work on his own project. I allow everyone to do the same. If you finish your a.s.signed work before the day"s over but don"t have your own project, you"ll have to spend the extra time on our perennials.
"Perennials?"
"Yes, and I don"t mean plants. There"s a perennial demand from the whole clergy for various books-Missals, Scripture, Breviaries, the Summa, Summa, encyclopediae, and the like. We sell quite a lot of them. So when you don"t have pet project, we"ll put you on the perennials when you finish early. You"ve plenty of time to decide." encyclopediae, and the like. We sell quite a lot of them. So when you don"t have pet project, we"ll put you on the perennials when you finish early. You"ve plenty of time to decide."
"What project did Brother Sarl pick?"
The aged overseer paused. "Well, I doubt if you"d even understand it. I don"t. He seems to have found a method for restoring missing words and phrases to some of the old fragments of original text in the Memorabilia. Perhaps the left-hand side of a half-burned book is legible, but the right edge of each page is burned, with a few words missing at the end of each line. He"s worked out a mathematical method for finding the missing words. It"s not foolproof, but it works to some degree. He"s managed to restore four whole pages since he began the attempt."
Francis glanced at Brother Sarl, who was an octogenarian and nearly blind. "How long did it take him?" the apprentice asked.
"About forty years," said Brother Horner. "Of course he"s only spent about five hours a week at it, and it does take considerable arithmetic."
Francis nodded thoughtfully. "If one page per decade could be restored, maybe in a few centuries-"
"Even less," croaked Brother Sarl without looking up from his work. "The more you fill in, the faster the remainder goes. I"ll get the next page done in a couple of years. After that, G.o.d willing, maybe-" His voice tapered off into a mumble. Francis frequently noticed that Brother Sarl talked to himself while working.
"Suit yourself," said Brother Horner. "We can always use more help on the perennials, but you can have your own project when you want one."
The idea came to Brother Francis in an unexpected flash.
"May I use the time," he blurted, "to make a copy of the Leibowitz blueprint I found?"
Brother Horner seemed momentarily startled. "Well-I don"t know, son. Our Lord Abbot is, well-just a little sensitive on that subject. And the thing may not belong in the Memorabilia. It"s in the tentative file now."
"But you know they fade, Brother. And it"s been handled a lot in the light. The Dominicans had it in New Rome for so long-"
"Well-I suppose it would be a rather brief brief project. If Father Arkos doesn"t object, but-" He waggled his head in doubt. project. If Father Arkos doesn"t object, but-" He waggled his head in doubt.
"Perhaps I could include it as one of a set," Francis hastily offered. "What few recopied blueprints we have are so old they"re brittle. If I made several duplicates-of some of the others-"
Horner smiled wryly. "What you"re suggesting is, that by including the Leibowitz blueprint in a set, you might escape detection."
Francis reddened.
"Father Arkos might not even notice, eh?-if he happened to wander through."
Francis squirmed.
"All right," said Horner, his eyes twinkling slightly. "You may use your una.s.signed time to make duplicates of any of the recopied prints that are in bad condition. If anything else gets mixed up in the lot, I"ll try not to notice."
Brother Francis spent several months of his una.s.signed time in redrawing some of the older prints from the Memorabilia"s files before daring to touch the Leibowitz print. If the old drawings were worth saving at all, they needed to be recopied every century or two anyhow. Not only did the original copies fade, but often the redrawn versions became nearly illegible after a time, due to the impermanence of the inks employed. He had not the slightest notion why the ancients had used white lines and lettering on a dark background, in preference to the reverse. When he roughly resketched a design in charcoal, thereby reversing the background, the rough sketch appeared more realistic than the white-on-dark, and the ancients were immeasurably wiser than Francis; if they had taken the trouble to put ink where blank paper would ordinarily be, and leave slivers of white paper where an inked line would appear in a straightforward drawing, then they must have had their reasons. Francis recopied the doc.u.ments to appear as nearly like the originals as possible-even though the task of spreading blue ink around tiny white letters was particularly tedious, and quite wasteful of ink, a fact which caused Brother Horner to grumble.
He copied an old architectural print, then a drawing for a machine part whose geometry was apparent but whose purpose was vague. He redrew a mandala abstraction, t.i.tled "STATOR WNDG MOD 73-A 3-PH 6-P 1800-BPM 5-HP CL-A SQUIRREL CAGE," which proved completely incomprehensible, and not at all capable of imprisoning a squirrel, The ancients were often subtle; perhaps one needed a special set of mirrors in order to see the squirrel. He painstakingly redrew it anyhow.
Only after the abbot, who occasionally pa.s.sed through the copyroom, had seen him working at another blueprint at least three times (twice Arkos had paused for a quick look at Francis" work), did he summon the courage to venture to the Memorabilia files for the Leibowitz blueprint, nearly a year after beginning his free-time project.
The original doc.u.ment had already been subjected to a certain amount of restorative work. Except for the fact that it bore the name of the Beatus, it was disappointingly like most of the others he had redrawn.
The Leibowitz print, another abstraction, appealed to nothing, least of all to reason. He studied it until he could see the whole amazing complexity with his eyes closed but knew no more than he had known before. It appeared to be no more than a network of lines connecting a patchwork of doohickii, squiggles, quids, laminulae, and thingumbob. The lines were mostly horizontal or vertical, and crossed each other with either a little jump-mark or a dot; they made right-angle turns to get around doohickii, and they never stopped in mid-s.p.a.ce but always terminated at a squiggle, quiggle, quid, or thingumbob. It made so little sense that a long period of staring at it produced a stupefying effect. Nevertheless he began work at duplicating every detail, even to the copying of a central brownish stain which he thought might be the blood of the Blessed Martyr, but which Brother Jeris suggested was only the stain left by a decayed apple core.
Brother Jeris, who had joined the apprentice copyroom at the same time as Brother Francis, seemed to enjoy teasing him about the project. "What, pray," he asked, squinting over Francis" shoulder, "is the meaning of "Transistorized Control System for Unit Six-B," learned Brother?"
"Clearly, it is the t.i.tle of the doc.u.ment," said Francis, feeling slightly cross.
"Clearly. But what does it mean?"
"It is the name name of the diagram which lies before your eyes, Brother Simpleton. What does "Jeris" mean?" of the diagram which lies before your eyes, Brother Simpleton. What does "Jeris" mean?"
"Very little, I"m sure," said Brother Jeris with mock humility. "Forgive my density, please. You have successfully defined the name by pointing to the creature named, which is truly the meaning of the name. But now the creature-diagram itself represents something, does it not? What does the diagram represent?"
"The transistorized control system for unit six-B, obviously."
Jeris laughed. "Quite clear! Eloquent! If the creature is the name, then the name is the creature. "Equals may be subst.i.tuted for equals," or "The order of an equality is reversible," but may we proceed to the next axiom? If "Quant.i.ties equal to the same quant.i.ty may subst.i.tute for each other" is true, then is there not some "same quant.i.ty" which both both name name and and diagram represent? Or is it a closed system?" diagram represent? Or is it a closed system?"
Francis reddened. "I would imagine," he said slowly, after pausing to stifle his annoyance, "that the diagram represents an abstract concept, rather than a concrete thing. thing. Perhaps the ancients had a systematic method for depicting a pure thought. It"s clearly not a recognizable picture of an object." Perhaps the ancients had a systematic method for depicting a pure thought. It"s clearly not a recognizable picture of an object."
"Yes, yes, it"s clearly clearly un unrecognizable!" Brother Jeris agreed with a chuckle.
"On the other hand, perhaps it does does depict an object, but only in a very formal stylistic way-so that one would need special training or-" depict an object, but only in a very formal stylistic way-so that one would need special training or-"
"Special eyesight?"
"In my opinion, it"s a high abstraction of perhaps transcendental value expressing a thought of the Beatus Leibowitz."
"Bravo! Now what was he thinking about?"
"Why-"Circuit Design,"" said Francis, picking the term out of the block of lettering at the lower right.
"Hmmm, what discipline does that that art pertain to, Brother? What is its genus, species, property, and difference? Or is it only an "accident"?" art pertain to, Brother? What is its genus, species, property, and difference? Or is it only an "accident"?"
Jeris was becoming pretentious in his sarcasm, Francis thought, and decided to meet it with a soft answer. "Well, observe this column of figures, and its heading: "Electronics Parts Numbers." There was once, an art or science, called Electronics, which might belong to both Art and Science."
"Uh-huh! Thus settling "genus" and "species." Now as to "difference," if I may pursue the line. What was the subject matter of Electronics?" Thus settling "genus" and "species." Now as to "difference," if I may pursue the line. What was the subject matter of Electronics?"
"That too is written," said Francis, who had searched the Memorabilia from high to low in an attempt to find clues which might make the blueprint slightly more comprehensible-but to very small avail. "The subject matter of Electronics was the electron," he explained.
"So it is written, indeed. I am impressed. I know so little of these things. What, pray, was the "electron?""
"Well, there is one fragmentary source which alludes to it as a "Negative Twist of Nothingness.""
"What! How did they negate a nothingness? Wouldn"t that make it a somethingness?"
"Perhaps the negation applies to "twist.""
"Ah! Then we would have on "Untwisted Nothing," eh? Have you discovered how to untwist a nothingness?"
"Net yet," Francis admitted.
"Well keep at it, Brother! How clever they must have been, those ancients-to know how to untwist nothing. Keep at it, and you may learn how. Then we"d have the "electron" in our midst, wouldn"t we? Whatever would we do with it? Put it on the altar in the chapel?"
"All right," Francis sighed, "I don"t know. But I have a certain faith that the "electron" existed at one time, although I don"t know how it was constructed or what it might have been used for."
"How touching!" chuckled the iconoclast, and returned to his work.
The sporadic teasing of Brother Jeris saddened Francis, but did nothing to lessen his devotion to his project.
The exact duplication of every mark, blotch, and stain proved impossible, but the accuracy of his facsimile proved sufficient for the deception of the eye at a distance of two paces, and therefore adequate for display purposes, so that the original might be sealed and packed away. Having completed the facsimile, Brother Francis found himself disappointed. The drawing was too stark. There was nothing about it to suggest at first glance that it might be a holy relic. The style was terse and unpretentious-fittingly enough, perhaps, for the Beatus himself, and yet- A copy of the relic was not enough. Saints were humble people who glorified not themselves but G.o.d, and it was left to others to portray the inward glory of the saintly by outward, visible signs. The stark copy was not enough: it was coldly unimaginative and did not commemorate the saintly qualities of the Beatus in any visible way.
Glorificemus, thought Francis, while he worked on the perennials. He was copying pages of the Psalms at the moment for later rebinding. He paused to regain his place in the text, and to notice meaning in the words-for after hours of copying, he had ceased to read at all, and merely allowed his hand to retrace the letters which his eyes encountered. He noticed that he had been copying David"s prayer for pardon, the fourth penitential psalm, thought Francis, while he worked on the perennials. He was copying pages of the Psalms at the moment for later rebinding. He paused to regain his place in the text, and to notice meaning in the words-for after hours of copying, he had ceased to read at all, and merely allowed his hand to retrace the letters which his eyes encountered. He noticed that he had been copying David"s prayer for pardon, the fourth penitential psalm, "Miserere mei, Deus "Miserere mei, Deus...for I know my iniquity, and my sin is always before me." It was a humble prayer, but the page before his eyes was not written in a humble style to match. The M M in in Miserere Miserere was gold-leaf inlay. A flourishing arabesque of interwoven gold and violet filaments filled the margins and grew into nests around the splendid capitals at the beginning of each verse. However humble the prayer itself, the page was magnificent. Brother Francis was copying only the body of the text onto new parchment, leaving s.p.a.ces for the splendid capitals and margins as wide as the text lines. Other craftsmen would fill in riots of color around his simply inked copy and would construct the pictorial capitals. He was learning to illuminate, but was not yet proficient enough to be trusted at gold-inlay work on the perennials. was gold-leaf inlay. A flourishing arabesque of interwoven gold and violet filaments filled the margins and grew into nests around the splendid capitals at the beginning of each verse. However humble the prayer itself, the page was magnificent. Brother Francis was copying only the body of the text onto new parchment, leaving s.p.a.ces for the splendid capitals and margins as wide as the text lines. Other craftsmen would fill in riots of color around his simply inked copy and would construct the pictorial capitals. He was learning to illuminate, but was not yet proficient enough to be trusted at gold-inlay work on the perennials.
Gloreficemus. He was thinking of the blueprint again. He was thinking of the blueprint again.
Without mentioning the idea to anyone, Brother Francis began to plan. He found the finest available lambskin and spent several weeks of his spare time at curing it and stretching it and stoning it to a perfect surface, which he eventually bleached to a snowy whiteness and carefully stored away. For months afterward, he spent every available minute of his free time looking through the Memorabilia, again seeking clues to the meaning of the Leibowitz print. He found nothing resembling the squiggles in the drawing, nor anything else to help him interpret its meaning, but after a long time he stumbled across a fragment of a book which contained a partially destroyed page whose subject matter was blueprinting. It seemed to be a piece of an encyclopaedia. The reference was brief and some of the article was missing, but after reading it several times, he began to suspect that he-and many earlier copyists-had wasted a lot of time and ink. The white-on-dark effect seemed not to have been a particularly desirable feature, but one which resulted from the peculiarities of a certain cheap reproduction process. The original drawing from which the blueprint had been made had been black-on-white. He had to resist a sudden impulse to beat his head against the stone floor. All that ink and labor to copy an accident! Well, perhaps Brother Horner need not be told. It would be a work of charity to say nothing about it, because of Brother Horner"s heart condition.
The knowledge that the color scheme of blueprints was an accidental feature of those ancient drawings lent impetus to his plan. A glorified copy of the Leibowitz print could be made without incorporating the accidental feature. With the color scheme reversed, no one would recognize the drawing at first. Certain other features could obviously be modified. He dared change nothing that he did not understand, but surely the parts tables and the block-lettered information could be spread symmetrically around the diagram on scrolls and shields. Because the meaning of the diagram itself was obscure, he dared not alter its shape or plan by a hair; but since its color scheme was unimportant, it might as well be beautiful. He considered gold inlay for the squiggles and doohickii, but the thingumbob was too intricate for goldwork, and a gold quid would seem ostentatious. The quiggles just had had to be done jet black, but that meant that the lines should be off-black, to a.s.sert the quiggles. While the unsymmetrical design would have to stay as it was, he could think of no reason why its meaning would be altered by using it as a trellis for a climbing vine, whose branches (carefully dodging the quiggles) might be made to furnish an impression of symmetry or render asymmetry natural. When Brother Horner illuminated a capital M, trans.m.u.ting it into a wonderful jungle of leaves, berries, branches, and perhaps a wily serpent, it nevertheless remained legible as to be done jet black, but that meant that the lines should be off-black, to a.s.sert the quiggles. While the unsymmetrical design would have to stay as it was, he could think of no reason why its meaning would be altered by using it as a trellis for a climbing vine, whose branches (carefully dodging the quiggles) might be made to furnish an impression of symmetry or render asymmetry natural. When Brother Horner illuminated a capital M, trans.m.u.ting it into a wonderful jungle of leaves, berries, branches, and perhaps a wily serpent, it nevertheless remained legible as M. M. Brother Francis saw no reason for supposing that the same would not apply to the diagram. Brother Francis saw no reason for supposing that the same would not apply to the diagram.
The general shape, over-all, with a scrolled border, might well become a shield, rather than the stark rectangle which enclosed the drawing in the print. He made dozens of preliminary sketches. At the very top of the parchment would be a representation of the Triune G.o.d, and at the very bottom-the coat of arms of the Albertian Order, with, just above it the image of the Beatus.
But there was no accurate likeness of the Beatus in existence, so far as Francis knew. There were several fanciful portraits, but none dating back to the Simplification. There was, as yet, not even a conventional representation, although tradition told that Leibowitz had been rather tall and somewhat stooped. But perhaps when the shelter was reopened-Brother Francis" preliminary sketchwork was interrupted one afternoon by his sudden awareness that the presence which loomed behind him and cast its shadow across his copy-table was that of-was that of-No! Please! Beate Leibowitz, audi me! Mercy, Lord! Let it be anybody but- "Well, what have we here?" rumbled the abbot, glancing over his designs.
"A drawing, m"Lord Abbot."
"So I notice. But what is it?"
"The Leibowitz blueprint."
"That one you found? What? It doesn"t look much like it. Why the changes?"
"It"s going to be-"
"Speak louder!"
"-AN ILLUMINATED COPY!" Brother Francis involuntarily shrieked. Brother Francis involuntarily shrieked.
"Oh."
Abbot Arkos shrugged and wandered away.
Brother Horner, a few seconds later, while wandering past the apprentice"s desk was surprised to notice that Francis had fainted.
8.
To the amazement of Brother Francis, Abbot Arkos no longer objected to the monk"s interest in the relics. Since the Dominicans had agreed to examine the matter, the abbot had relaxed; and since the cause for the canonization had resumed some progress in New Rome, he appeared at times to forget entirely that anything special had happened during the vocational vigil of one Francis Gerard, AOL, formerly of Utah, presently of the scriptorium and copyroom. The incident was eleven years old. The preposterous whisperings in the novitiate concerning the pilgrim"s ident.i.ty had long since died away. The novitiate of Brother Francis" time was not the novitiate of today. The newest of the new crop of youngsters had never heard of the affair.
The affair had cost Brother Francis seven Lenten vigils among the wolves, however, and he never fully trusted the subject as safe. Whenever he mentioned it, he would dream that night of wolves and of Arkos; in the dream, Arkos kept flinging meat to the wolves, and the meat was Francis.
The monk found, however, that he might continue his project without being molested, except by Brother Jeris who continued to tease. Francis began the actual illumination of the lambskin. The intricacies of scrollwork and the excruciating delicacy of the gold-inlay work would, because of the brevity of his spare-project time, make it a labor of many years; but in a dark sea of centuries wherein nothing seemed to flow, a lifetime was only brief eddy, even for the man who lived it. There was a tedium of repeated days and repeated seasons; then there were aches and pains, finally Extreme Unction, and a moment of blackness at the end-or at the beginning, rather. For then the small shivering soul who had endured the tedium, endured it badly or well, would find itself in a place of light, find itself absorbed in the burning gaze of infinitely compa.s.sionate eyes as it stood before the Just One. And then the King would say: "Come," or the King would say: "Go," and only for that moment had the tedium of years existed. It would be hard to believe differently during such an age as Francis knew.
Brother Sarl finished the fifth page of his mathematical restoration, collapsed over his desk, and died a few hours later. Never mind. His notes were intact. Someone, after a century or two, would come along and find them interesting, would perhaps complete his work. Meanwhile, prayers ascended for the soul of Sarl.
Then there was Brother Fingo and his woodcarving. He had been returned to the carpentry shop a year or two ago and was permitted occasionally to chisel and sc.r.a.pe at his half-finished image of the Martyr. Like Francis, Fingo had only an hour now and then to work at his chosen task; the woodcarving progressed at a rate that was almost imperceptible unless one looked at the carving only after intervals of several months. Francis saw it too frequently to notice the growth. He found himself charmed by Fingo"s easy-going exuberance, even while realizing that Fingo had adopted his affable manner to compensate for his ugliness, and he liked to spend idle minutes, whenever he could find them, watching Fingo work.
The carpentry shop was rich with the odors of pine, cedar, spruce shavings, and human sweat. Wood was not easy to obtain at the abbey. Except for fig trees and a couple of cottonwoods in the immediate vicinity of the water hole, the region was treeless. It was a three-day ride to the nearest stand of scrub that pa.s.sed for timber, and the woodgatherers often were gone from the abbey for a week at a time before they came back with a few donkeyloads of branches for making pegs, spokes, and an occasional chair leg. Sometimes they dragged back a log or two for replacing a rotting beam, But with such a limited wood supply, carpenters were necessarily woodcarvers and sculptors as well.
Sometimes, while watching Fingo carve, Francis would sit on a bench in the corner of the workshop and sketch, trying to visualize details of the carving which were, as yet, only roughly hewed in the wood. The vague outlines of the face were there, but still masked by splinters and chisel-marks. With his sketches, Brother Francis tried to antic.i.p.ate the features before they emerged from the grain. Fingo glanced at his sketches and laughed. But as the work progressed, Francis could not escape the feeling that the face of the carving was smiling a vaguely familiar smile. He sketched it thus, and the feeling of familiarity increased. Still, he could not place the face, or recall who had smiled so wryly.
"Not bad, really Not bad at all," said Fingo of his sketches.
The copyist shrugged. "I can"t get over the feeling that I"ve seen him before."
"Not around here, Brother. Not in my time."
Francis fell ill during Advent, and several months had pa.s.sed before he visited the workshop again.
"The face is nearly finished, Francisco," said the woodcarver. "How do you like it now?"