"No," said she; "the light is bad, and I can remember it well enough, word for word, flourishes and all." We could not be choosers in the circ.u.mstances, and she began.
"There are two in it, of course, the man and the woman, and it was on an evening in September that she first got to know him. There had not been such a grand gathering on the Esplanade all the season. His Majesty King George the Third was present, with all the princesses and royal dukes, while upwards of three hundred of the general n.o.bility and other persons of distinction were also in the town at the time. Carriages and other conveyances were arriving every minute from London and elsewhere; and when among the rest a shabby stage-coach came in by a by-route along the coast from Havenpool, and drew up at a second-rate tavern, it attracted comparatively little notice.
"From this dusty vehicle a man alighted, left his small quant.i.ty of luggage temporarily at the office, and walked along the street as if to look for lodgings.
"He was about forty-five--possibly fifty--and wore a long coat of faded superfine cloth, with a heavy collar, and a hunched-up neckcloth. He seemed to desire obscurity.
"But the display appeared presently to strike him, and he asked of a rustic he met in the street what was going on; his accent being that of one to whom English p.r.o.nunciation was difficult.
"The countryman looked at him with a slight surprise, and said, "King Jarge is here and his royal Cwort."
"The stranger inquired if they were going to stay long.
""Don"t know, Sir. Same as they always do, I suppose."
""How long is that?"
""Till some time in October. They"ve come here every summer since eighty- nine."
"The stranger moved onward down St. Thomas Street, and approached the bridge over the harbour backwater, that then, as now, connected the old town with the more modern portion. The spot was swept with the rays of a low sun, which lit up the harbour lengthwise, and shone under the brim of the man"s hat and into his eyes as he looked westward. Against the radiance figures were crossing in the opposite direction to his own; among them this lady of my mother"s later acquaintance, Mademoiselle V--.
She was the daughter of a good old French family, and at that date a pale woman, twenty-eight or thirty years of age, tall and elegant in figure, but plainly dressed and wearing that evening (she said) a small muslin shawl crossed over the bosom in the fashion of the time, and tied behind.
"At sight of his face, which, as she used to tell us, was unusually distinct in the peering sunlight, she could not help giving a little shriek of horror, for a terrible reason connected with her history, and after walking a few steps further, she sank down against the parapet of the bridge in a fainting fit.
"In his preoccupation the foreign gentleman had hardly noticed her, but her strange collapse immediately attracted his attention. He quickly crossed the carriageway, picked her up, and carried her into the first shop adjoining the bridge, explaining that she was a lady who had been taken ill outside.
"She soon revived; but, clearly much puzzled, her helper perceived that she still had a dread of him which was sufficient to hinder her complete recovery of self-command. She spoke in a quick and nervous way to the shopkeeper, asking him to call a coach.
"This the shopkeeper did, Mademoiselle V--- and the stranger remaining in constrained silence while he was gone. The coach came up, and giving the man the address, she entered it and drove away.
""Who is that lady?" said the newly arrived gentleman.
""She"s of your nation, as I should make bold to suppose," said the shopkeeper. And he told the other that she was Mademoiselle V--, governess at General Newbold"s, in the same town.
""You have many foreigners here?" the stranger inquired.
""Yes, though mostly Hanoverians. But since the peace they are learning French a good deal in genteel society, and French instructors are rather in demand."
""Yes, I teach it," said the visitor. "I am looking for a tutorship in an academy."
"The information given by the burgess to the Frenchman seemed to explain to the latter nothing of his countrywoman"s conduct--which, indeed, was the case--and he left the shop, taking his course again over the bridge and along the south quay to the Old Rooms Inn, where he engaged a bedchamber.
"Thoughts of the woman who had betrayed such agitation at sight of him lingered naturally enough with the newcomer. Though, as I stated, not much less than thirty years of age, Mademoiselle V--, one of his own nation, and of highly refined and delicate appearance, had kindled a singular interest in the middle-aged gentleman"s breast, and her large dark eyes, as they had opened and shrunk from him, exhibited a pathetic beauty to which hardly any man could have been insensible.
"The next day, having written some letters, he went out and made known at the office of the town "Guide" and of the newspaper, that a teacher of French and calligraphy had arrived, leaving a card at the bookseller"s to the same effect. He then walked on aimlessly, but at length inquired the way to General Newbold"s. At the door, without giving his name, he asked to see Mademoiselle V--, and was shown into a little back parlour, where she came to him with a gaze of surprise.
""My G.o.d! Why do you intrude here, Monsieur?" she gasped in French as soon as she saw his face.
""You were taken ill yesterday. I helped you. You might have been run over if I had not picked you up. It was an act of simple humanity certainly; but I thought I might come to ask if you had recovered?"
"She had turned aside, and had scarcely heard a word of his speech. "I hate you, infamous man!" she said. "I cannot bear your helping me. Go away!"
""But you are a stranger to me."
""I know you too well!"
""You have the advantage then, Mademoiselle. I am a newcomer here. I never have seen you before to my knowledge; and I certainly do not, could not, hate you."
""Are you not Monsieur B--?"
"He flinched. "I am--in Paris," he said. "But here I am Monsieur G--."
""That is trivial. You are the man I say you are."
""How did you know my real name, Mademoiselle?"
""I saw you in years gone by, when you did not see me. You were formerly Member of the Committee of Public Safety, under the Convention."
"I was."
""You guillotined my father, my brother, my uncle--all my family, nearly, and broke my mother"s heart. They had done nothing but keep silence.
Their sentiments were only guessed. Their headless corpses were thrown indiscriminately into the ditch of the Mousseaux Cemetery, and destroyed with lime."
"He nodded.
""You left me without a friend, and here I am now, alone in a foreign land."
""I am sorry for you," said be. "Sorry for the consequence, not for the intent. What I did was a matter of conscience, and, from a point of view indiscernible by you, I did right. I profited not a farthing. But I shall not argue this. You have the satisfaction of seeing me here an exile also, in poverty, betrayed by comrades, as friendless as yourself."
""It is no satisfaction to me, Monsieur."
""Well, things done cannot be altered. Now the question: are you quite recovered?"
""Not from dislike and dread of you--otherwise, yes."
""Good morning, Mademoiselle."
""Good morning."
"They did not meet again till one evening at the theatre (which my mother"s friend was with great difficulty induced to frequent, to perfect herself in English p.r.o.nunciation, the idea she entertained at that time being to become a teacher of English in her own country later on). She found him sitting next to her, and it made her pale and restless.
""You are still afraid of me?"
""I am. O cannot you understand!"
"He signified the affirmative.