There was a moment"s pause, and the laugh died away into a little sigh.
"We didn"t think then--we didn"t really _think_--we"d ever be talking about what happened thirty-five years ago, did we, Lucy? We didn"t think we"d have interest enough to care."
"No," said Lucy, soberly, "we didn"t."
"And I care just as much as I ever did about things," went on the other, thoughtfully, "only there seem more doors for satisfaction to come in at nowadays. It isn"t quite the same sort of satisfaction, perhaps, that it used to be, not so pressed down and running over, but there"s more of it, after all, and it doesn"t slip out so easily."
"No, the bottom of things doesn"t fall out at once, as it used to, and leave nothing in our empty hands."
"That sounds almost sad. Don"t you be melancholy, Lucy Eastman."
"I"m not, Mary--I"m not a bit. I"m only remembering that I used to be."
"We used to go to the well with a sieve instead of a pitcher; that"s really the difference," said Mary Leonard. "We"ve learned not to be wasteful, that"s all."
"What fun we used to have," said Lucy, her eyes shining, "visiting your cousins!"
"It _was_ fun!" said the other. "Do you remember the husking party at the Kendals" barn?"
"Of course I do, and the red ears that that Chickering girl was always finding! I think she picked them out on purpose, so that Tom Endover would kiss her. It was just like those Chickerings!" There was a gentle venom in Lucy Eastman"s tones that made Mary Leonard laugh till the tears came into her eyes.
"Minnie Chickering wasn"t the only girl that Tom Endover kissed, if I remember right," she said, with covert intention.
"Well, he put the red ear into my hands himself, and I just husked it without thinking anything about it," retorted Lucy Eastman, with spirit.
"Of course you did, of course you did," a.s.severated Mary Leonard, whereupon the other laughed too, but with reservation.
"And do you remember old Miss Pinsett"s, where we used to go to act charades?"
"Yes, indeed, in the old white house at the foot of the hill, with a cupola. She seemed so old; I wonder how old she was?"
"Perhaps we shouldn"t think her so old to-day. People used to wear caps earlier then than they do now. I think when they were disappointed in love they put on caps! Miss Pinsett had been disappointed in love, so they said."
"They will have old maids disappointed in love," said Lucy, with some asperity. "They will have me--some people--and I never was."
"I know you weren"t. But I don"t think it"s as usual as it was to say that about old maids. It"s more the fashion now to be disappointed in marriage."
There had been several stops at the stations along the road. The day was wearing on. Suddenly Lucy Eastman turned to her companion.
"Mary," she said, "let"s play we were girls again, and going to Englefield just as we used to go--thirty-five years ago. Let"s pretend that we"re going to do the same things and see the same people and have the same fun. We"re off by ourselves, just you and I, and why shouldn"t we? We"re the same girls, after all," and she smiled apologetically.
"Of course we are. We"ll do it," said Mary Leonard, decidedly; "let"s pretend."
But, having made the agreement, it was not so easy to begin. The stream of reminiscence had been checked, and a chasm of thirty-five years is not instantly bridged, even in thought.
"I hope they won"t meet us at the station," said Mary Leonard, after a while, in a matter-of-fact voice. "We know the way so well there is no need of it."
"I hope not. I feel just like walking up myself," answered Lucy. "We can send our trunks by the man that comes from the hotel, just as usual, and it"ll be cool walking toward evening."
"I"m glad we put off coming till the fall. The country"s beautiful, and there isn"t so much dust in case we"--she hesitated a moment--"in case we go on a picnic."
"Yes," replied Lucy, readily; "to the old fort. I hope we"ll have a picnic to the old fort. I guess all the girls will like to go. It"s just the time to take that drive over the hill."
"If we go," said Mary Leonard, slowly and impressively, "you"ll have to drive with Samuel Hatt."
"Oh, I went with him last time," broke in Lucy, apprehensively. "It"s your turn."
"But you know I just won"t," said Mary Leonard, her eyes sparkling, and the dimples that, like Miss Jessie Brown, she had not left off, appearing and disappearing. "And somebody _has_ to go with him."
"Perhaps they won"t ask him."
"Oh, but they will. They always do, on account of his horses. It wouldn"t be a picnic without Samuel Hatt."
Just then the train drew up at a small station. Lucy Eastman started as she read the name of the place as it pa.s.sed before her eyes.
"Mary," said she, "this is where Mr. Hatt always used to get on the train. There are the Hatt Mills, and he goes up and down every day,--don"t you remember? And how we were--we are--always afraid we"ll meet him on the train."
"Of course," said Mary Leonard, leaning forward and scanning the platform with its row of idlers and its few travellers. "Well, he isn"t here now. We are going to escape him this time. But my heart was in my mouth! I don"t want Samuel Hatt to be the first Englefield person we meet."
They looked up with careless curiosity at the people who entered the train. There was a little girl with a bunch of common garden flowers following close behind a tired-looking woman, who had been, obviously, "spending the day;" a florid old gentleman with gold spectacles, who revealed a bald head as he removed his hat and used it for a fan,--they had seen him hurrying to the platform just before the train moved out; a commercial traveller, and a schoolboy.
"No," said Mary Leonard, "he isn"t here this time."
The florid old gentleman took a seat in front of them and continued to fan himself. The conductor came through the car.
"Warm spell we"re having for October, Mr. Hatt," he said, as he punched the commutation-ticket that was offered him.
Mary Leonard and Lucy Eastman gazed spellbound at the back of Mr. Hatt"s bald head. They were too amazed to look away from it at each other.
"It--it must be his father," gasped Lucy Eastman. "He looks--a little--like him."
"Then it"s his father come back!" returned Mary in an impatient whisper.
"His father died before we ever went to Englefield; and, don"t you remember, he was always fanning himself?"
Their fascinated gaze left the shiny pink surface of Samuel Hatt"s head, and their eyes met.
"I hope he won"t see us," giggled Lucy.
"I hope not. Let"s look the other way."
In a few minutes Mr. Hatt rose slowly and portentously, and, turning, made a solemn but wavering way down the car to greet a man who sat just across the aisle from Mary Leonard. Both the women avoided his eyes, blushing a little and with the fear of untimely mirth about their lips.
As he talked with their neighbor, however, they ventured to look at him, and as he turned to go back his slow, deliberate glance fell upon them, rested a moment, and, without a flicker of recognition, pa.s.sed on, and he resumed his place.
There was almost a shadow in the eyes that met again, as the women turned towards one another.
"I--I know it"s funny," said Lucy, a little tremulously, "but I don"t quite like it that we look to him just as he does to us."
"We have hair on our heads," said Mary Leonard. "But," she added, less aggressively, "we needn"t have worried about his speaking to us."