Percy spent a night of torment, lying tense on his bed in the dark, and figuring out how long it would take him to pay back the money he was advancing to himself. Any fool could do it in five years, he reasoned, but he was going to do it in three. The trouble was that his expensive courtship had taken every penny of his salary. With compet.i.tors like Charley Greengay, you had to spend money or drop out. Certain birds, he reflected ruefully, are supplied with more attractive plumage when they are courting, but nature hadn"t been so thoughtful for men. When Percy reached the office in the morning he climbed on his tall stool and leaned his arms on his ledger. He was so glad to feel it there that he was faint and weak-kneed.
Oliver Remsen, Junior, had brought new blood into the Remsen Paper Company. He married shortly after Percy Bixby did, and in the five succeeding years he had considerably enlarged the company"s business and profits. He had been particularly successful in encouraging efficiency and loyalty in the employees. From the time he came into the office he had stood for shorter hours, longer holidays, and a generous consideration of men"s necessities. He came out of college on the wave of economic reform, and he continued to read and think a good deal about how the machinery of labor is operated. He knew more about the men who worked for him than their mere office records.
Young Remsen was troubled about Percy Bixby because he took no summer vacations--always asked for the two weeks" extra pay instead.
Other men in the office had skipped a vacation now and then, but Percy had stuck to his desk for five years, had tottered to his stool through attacks of grippe and tonsilitis. He seemed to have grown fast to his ledger, and it was to this that Oliver objected.
He liked his men to stay men, to look like men and live like men. He remembered how alert and wide-awake Bixby had seemed to him when he himself first came into the office. He had picked Bixby out as the most intelligent and interested of his father"s employees, and since then had often wondered why he never seemed to see chances to forge ahead. Promotions, of course, went to the men who went after them.
When Percy"s baby died, he went to the funeral, and asked Percy to call on him if he needed money. Once when he chanced to sit down by Bixby on the elevated and found him reading Bryce"s "American Commonwealth," he asked him to make use of his own large office library. Percy thanked him, but he never came for any books. Oliver wondered whether his bookkeeper really tried to avoid him.
One evening Oliver met the Bixbys in the lobby of a theater. He introduced Mrs. Remsen to them, and held them for some moments in conversation. When they got into their motor, Mrs. Remsen said:
"Is that little man afraid of you, Oliver? He looked like a scared rabbit."
Oliver snapped the door, and said with a shade of irritation:
"I don"t know what"s the matter with him. He"s the fellow I"ve told you about who never takes a vacation. I half believe it"s his wife.
She looks pitiless enough for anything."
"She"s very pretty of her kind," mused Mrs. Remsen, "but rather chilling. One can see that she has ideas about elegance."
"Rather unfortunate ones for a bookkeeper"s wife. I surmise that Percy felt she was overdressed, and that made him awkward with me.
I"ve always suspected that fellow of good taste."
After that, when Remsen pa.s.sed the counting-room and saw Percy screwed up over his ledger, he often remembered Mrs. Bixby, with her cold, pale eyes and long lashes, and her expression that was something between indifference and discontent. She rose behind Percy"s bent shoulders like an apparition.
One spring afternoon Remsen was closeted in his private office with his lawyer until a late hour. As he came down the long hall in the dusk he glanced through the gla.s.s part.i.tion into the counting-room, and saw Percy Bixby huddled up on his tall stool, though it was too dark to work. Indeed, Bixby"s ledger was closed, and he sat with his two arms resting on the brown cover. He did not move a muscle when young Remsen entered.
"You are late, Bixby, and so am I," Oliver began genially as he crossed to the front of the room and looked out at the lighted windows of other tall buildings. "The fact is, I"ve been doing something that men have a foolish way of putting off. I"ve been making my will."
"Yes, sir." Percy brought it out with a deep breath.
"Glad to be through with it," Oliver went on. "Mr. Melton will bring the paper back to-morrow, and I"d like to ask you to be one of the witnesses."
"I"d be very proud, Mr. Remsen."
"Thank you, Bixby. Good night." Remsen took up his hat just as Percy slid down from his stool.
"Mr. Remsen, I"m told you"re going to have the books gone over."
"Why, yes, Bixby. Don"t let that trouble you. I"m taking in a new partner, you know, an old college friend. Just because he is a friend, I insist upon all the usual formalities. But it is a formality, and I"ll guarantee the expert won"t make a scratch on your books. Good night. You"d better be coming, too." Remsen had reached the door when he heard "Mr. Remsen!" in a desperate voice behind him. He turned, and saw Bixby standing uncertainly at one end of the desk, his hand still on his ledger, his uneven shoulders drooping forward and his head hanging as if he were seasick. Remsen came back and stood at the other end of the long desk. It was too dark to see Bixby"s face clearly.
"What is it, Bixby?"
"Mr. Remsen, five years ago, just before I was married, I falsified the books a thousand dollars, and I used the money." Percy leaned forward against his desk, which took him just across the chest.
"What"s that, Bixby?" Young Remsen spoke in a tone of polite surprise. He felt painfully embarra.s.sed.
"Yes, sir. I thought I"d get it all paid back before this. I"ve put back three hundred, but the books are still seven hundred out of true. I"ve played the shortages about from account to account these five years, but an expert would find "em in twenty-four hours."
"I don"t just understand how--" Oliver stopped and shook his head.
"I held it out of the Western remittances, Mr. Remsen. They were coming in heavy just then. I was up against it. I hadn"t saved anything to marry on, and my wife thought I was getting more money than I was. Since we"ve been married, I"ve never had the nerve to tell her. I could have paid it all back if it hadn"t been for the unforeseen expenses."
Remsen sighed.
"Being married is largely unforeseen expenses, Percy. There"s only one way to fix this up: I"ll give you seven hundred dollars in cash to-morrow, and you can give me your personal note, with the understanding that I hold ten dollars a week out of your pay-check until it is paid. I think you ought to tell your wife exactly how you are fixed, though. You can"t expect her to help you much when she doesn"t know."
That night Mrs. Bixby was sitting in their flat, waiting for her husband. She was dressed for a bridge party, and often looked with impatience from her paper to the Mission clock, as big as a coffin and with nothing but two weights dangling in its hollow framework.
Percy had been loath to buy the clock when they got their furniture, and he had hated it ever since. Stella had changed very little since she came into the flat a bride. Then she wore her hair in a Floradora pompadour; now she wore it hooded close about her head like a scarf, in a rather smeary manner, like an Impressionist"s brush-work. She heard her husband come in and close the door softly.
While he was taking off his hat in the narrow tunnel of a hall, she called to him:
"I hope you"ve had something to eat down-town. You"ll have to dress right away." Percy came in and sat down. She looked up from the evening paper she was reading. "You"ve no time to sit down. We must start in fifteen minutes."
He shaded his eyes from the glaring overhead light.
"I"m afraid I can"t go anywhere to-night. I"m all in."
Mrs. Bixby rattled her paper, and turned from the theatrical page to the fashions.
"You"ll feel better after you dress. We won"t stay late."
Her even persistence usually conquered her husband. She never forgot anything she had once decided to do. Her manner of following it up grew more chilly, but never weaker. To-night there was no spring in Percy. He closed his eyes and replied without moving:
"I can"t go. You had better telephone the Burks we aren"t coming. I have to tell you something disagreeable."
Stella rose.
"I certainly am not going to disappoint the Burks and stay at home to talk about anything disagreeable."
"You"re not very sympathetic, Stella."
She turned away.
"If I were, you"d soon settle down into a pretty dull proposition.
We"d have no social life now if I didn"t keep at you."
Percy roused himself a little.
"Social life? Well, we"ll have to trim that pretty close for a while. I"m in debt to the company. We"ve been living beyond our means ever since we were married."
"We can"t live on less than we do," Stella said quietly. "No use in taking that up again."
Percy sat up, clutching the arms of his chair.
"We"ll have to take it up. I"m seven hundred dollars short, and the books are to be audited to-morrow. I told young Remsen and he"s going to take my note and hold the money out of my pay-checks. He could send me to jail, of course."