"Was that what it was?" he said, wondering and un.o.bserved in the midst of the new commotion, which for the moment left Geoff altogether, and rose around Warrender, as if he had been the hero of the day.
CHAPTER XXIII.
They all sat round the table and took their evening meal together before Lady Markland went back. It was not a ceremonious, grand dinner, as if there had been a party. Old Joseph pottered about, and put the dishes on the table, and handed the potatoes now and then when they were not wanted, and sometimes leaned across between the young ladies to regulate the lamp, explaining why as he did so. "Excuse me, Miss Chatty, but it"s a-going to smoke," he said; and in the meantime the family helped each other. But Lady Markland was not conscious of the defects in the service.
She sat by Theo"s side, talking to him, looking at him in a kind of soft ecstasy. They had been friends before, but it seemed that she had now for the first time discovered what he was, and could not conceal her pleasure, her grat.i.tude, her admiration. She made him tell her how it all happened, a dozen times over, while the others talked of other things, and poured out her thanks, her happiness, her ascriptions of praise, as if he had been more than mortal, devoting herself to him alone. Lady Markland had never been the kind of woman who allows herself in society to be engrossed by a man. It was entirely unlike her, unlike her character, a new thing. She was quite unconscious of Minnie"s sharp eyes upon her, of the remarks which were being made. All she was aware of, in that rapture of safety after danger and relief from pain, was Geoff, blinking with eyes half sleepy, half excited, by the side of Mrs.
Warrender, nothing hurt in him but his knickerbockers; and the young man by her side, with the wound upon his head, who had saved her child"s life. Theo, for his part, was wrapped in a mist of delight for which there was no name. He saw only her, thought only of her; and for the first time began to imagine what life might be if it should ever come to mean a state in which this rapture should be permanent,--when she would always look at him so, always devote herself, eyes and lips and all her being, to make him happy.
The room lay in darkness beyond the steady light of the white lamp, shining on the circle of faces. There was not much conversation. Minnie was sternly silent, on the watch; Chatty sympathetically on the alert, too, though she scarcely knew why, because her sister was; Mrs. Warrender listening with a faint smile to Geoff"s little chatter, occasionally casting a glance at the other end of the table, which she could see but imperfectly. Lady Markland spoke low, addressing Theo only, so that Geoff, as before, held the chief place. He was never weary of going over the adventures of the day.
"It is that tall house before you come to the village,--a tall, tall house, with a wall all round, as if to keep prisoners in. I know there are no prisoners now. Of course not! There are people all about in the fields and everywhere, who would soon tell the policeman and set you free. I was not afraid. Still, if the gates had been shut, and they refused to open, I don"t know what one would do. The lady was like a picture in the Pilgrim"s Progress,--that one, you know--I thought her pretty at first. But then she held me in her arm as if I had been a baby."
"Oh, it would be Those People!" said Minnie, moved to a pa.s.sing exclamation of horror.
"Never mind that now. You must not venture out again without the groom, for it makes your mother unhappy--Theo," said Mrs. Warrender, with a smile and a sigh, "when he was a little fellow like you, never did anything to make me unhappy."
"Didn"t he?" said Geoff seriously. "But I didn"t know. How could I tell pony would so soon get hungry? He hasn"t a regular dinner-time, as we have; only munches and munches all day. But I was telling you about the tall house."
"You must tell me another time, Geoff. Theo must bring you back with him sometimes for a holiday."
"Yes," said Geoff, "that would do better. Pony would go splendid by the side of Theo"s big black. I shall come often--when I do my lessons well.
I have never done any lessons except with mamma. Does Theo like teaching boys?"
"I don"t know, my dear. I don"t think he has ever tried."
"Then why is he coming to teach me? That, at the very bottom of it, you know, is what I wanted him to tell me; for he would not tell straight out, the real truth, before mamma."
"I hope he always tells the real truth," said Mrs. Warrender gently. "I suppose, my little Geoff, it is because he is fond of you."
Upon this Geoff shook his little head for a long time, twisting his face and blinking his keen little eyes. "He is not fond of me--oh no, it is not that. I can do with Theo very well,--as well as with any one; but he is not fond of me."
"I am glad to hear that you can do with Theo," said the mother, much amused.
"Yes. I don"t mind him at all: but he is not fond of me; and he is sure not to teach mamma"s way, and that is the only way I know. If he were to want to punish me, Mrs. Warrender----"
"I hope, my dear, there will be no question of that."
"I shouldn"t mind," said the boy, "but mamma wouldn"t like it. It might be very awkward for Theo. You are flogged when you go to school, aren"t you? At least, all the books say so. Mamma," he went on, raising his voice, "here is a difficulty,--a great difficulty. If Theo should want to flog me, what should you do?"
Lady Markland did not hear him for the moment. She was absorbed!--this was the remark made by Minnie, who watched with the intensest observation.
Then Geoff, in defiance of good manners, drummed on the table to attract his mother"s attention, and elevated his voice: "Can"t you hear what I am saying, mamma? If I were to be stupid with my lessons, and Theo were to flog me----" ("It is only putting a case, for I am not stupid," he added, for Mrs. Warrender"s instruction, in an undertone.)
"You must not suggest anything so dreadful," said Lady Markland from the other end of the table. "But now you must thank Mrs. Warrender, Geoff, and Mr. Theo, and every one; for the carriage has come round, and it is growing late, and we must go away."
Then Mrs. Warrender rose, as in duty bound, and the whole party with her. "I will not ask you to stay; it is late for him, and he has had too much excitement," said the mistress of the house.
"And to think I might never have brought him home at all, never heard his voice again, but for your dear son, your good son!" cried Lady Markland, taking both her hands, putting forward her head, with its smooth silken locks in which the light shone, and the soft round of her uplifted face, to the elder woman, with an emotion and tenderness which went to Mrs. Warrender"s heart. She gave the necessary kiss, but though she was touched there was no enthusiasm in her reply.
"You must not think too much of that, Lady Markland. I hope he would have done it for any child in danger."
This, of course, is always perfectly true; but it chills the effusion of individual grat.i.tude. Lady Markland raised her head, but she still held Mrs. Warrender"s hands. "I wish," she said, "oh, I wish you would tell me frankly! Does it vex you that he should be so good to me? This kind, kind offer about Geoff,--is it too much? Yes, yes, I know it is too much; but how can I refuse what he is so good, so charitable, as to offer, when it is such a boon to us? Oh, if you would tell me! Is it displeasing, is it distasteful to you?"
"I don"t know how to answer you," Mrs. Warrender said.
"Ah! but that is an answer. Dear Mrs. Warrender, help me to refuse it without wounding his feelings. I have always felt it was too much."
"Lady Markland, I cannot interfere. He is old enough to judge for himself. He will not accept guidance from me,--ah, nor from you either, except in the one way." She returned the pressure of her visitor"s hand, which had relaxed, with one that was as significant. "It is not so easy to lay spirits when they are once raised," she said.
Lady Markland gave her a sudden, alarmed, inquiring look; but Theo came forward at that moment with her cloak, and nothing could be said more.
He came back into the dining-room, expectant, defiant, fire in all his veins, and in his heart a sea of agitated bliss that had to get an outlet somewhere; not in a litany to her, for which there was no place, but at least in defence of her and of himself. It was Minnie, as usual, who stood ready to throw down the glove; Chatty being no more than a deeply interested spectator, and the mother drawing aside with that sense of impossibility which balks remonstrance, from the fray. Besides, Mrs. Warrender did not know, in the responsive excitement in herself which Theo"s pa.s.sion called forth, whether she wished to remonstrate or to put any hindrance in his way.
"Well, upon my word!" said Minnie, "Mrs. Wilberforce may well say the world is coming to a pretty pa.s.s. Only six months a widow, and not a bit of c.r.a.pe upon her! I knew she wore no cap. Cap! why, she hasn"t even a bonnet, nor a veil, nor _anything!_ A little bit of a hat, with a black ribbon,--too light for _me_ to wear; even Chatty would be ashamed to be seen----"
"Oh no, Minnie; in the garden, you know, we have never worn anything deeper."
"Do you call this the garden?" cried Minnie, her voice so deep with alarm and presentiment that it sounded ba.s.s, in the silence of the night. "Six miles off, and an open carriage, and coming among people who are themselves in mourning! It ought to have given her a lesson to see my mother in her cap."
"If you have nothing better to do than to find fault with Lady Markland----" said Theo, pale with pa.s.sion.
"Oh," cried Minnie, "don"t suppose I am going to speak about Lady Markland to you. How can you be so infatuated, Theo? You a tutor,--you, that have always been made such a fuss with, as if there was not such another in the world! What was it all he was to be? A first cla.s.s, and a Fellow, and I don"t know what. But tutor to a small boy, tutor to a little lord,--a sort of a valet, or a sort of a nurse--"
"Minnie! your brother is at an age when he must choose for himself."
"How much are you to have for it?" she cried,--"how much a year? Or are you to be paid with presents, or only with the credit of the connection?
Oh, I am glad poor papa is dead, not to hear of it. He would have known what to think of it all. He would have given you his opinion of a woman--of a woman----"
"Lady Markland is a very nice woman," said Chatty. "Oh, Theo, don"t look as if you were going to strike her! She doesn"t know what she is saying.
She has lost her temper. It is just Minnie"s way."
"Of a woman who wears no c.r.a.pe for her husband," cried Minnie, with an effort, in her ba.s.s voice.
Theo, who had looked, indeed, as if he might have knocked his sister down, here burst into an angry peal of laughter, which rang through the house; and his mother, seizing the opportunity, took him by the arm and drew him away. "Don"t take any notice," she said. "You must not forget she is your sister, whatever she says. And, my dear boy, though Minnie exaggerates, she has reason on her side, from her point of view. No, I don"t think as she does, altogether; but, Theo, can"t you understand that it is a disappointment to us? We always made so sure you were going to do some great thing."
"And to be of a little real use once in a way, is such a small thing!"
"Oh, Theo, you must be reasonable, and think a little. It does not want a scholar like you to teach little Geoff."
"A scholar--like me. How do you know I am a scholar at all?"
Mrs. Warrender knew that no answer to this was necessary, and did not attempt it. She went on: "And you are not in a position to want such employment. Don"t you see that everybody will begin to inquire what your inducement was? A young man who has nothing, it is all quite natural; but you--Theo, have you ever asked yourself how you are to be repaid?"
"You are as bad as Minnie, mother," he said, with scorn; "you think I want to be repaid."
She clasped her hands upon his arm, looking up at him with a sort of pitying pride. "_She_ must think of it, Theo--everybody must think of it; ah yes, and even yourself, at the last. Every mortal, everybody that is human,--oh, Theo, the most generous!--looks for something, something in return."