"I understand," said De Burgh. "I"ll leave my card for your chief below; and be sure you don"t forget me when you are sending out cards.
By-the-way, I have a pressing invitation to Castleford. When I write to refuse I"ll say I have seen you, and that I am going to take charge of the boys during the holidays."
"No, no; pray do not, Lord de Burgh," cried Katherine, eagerly. "You know Ada, and--"
"Are you ashamed to have me as a coadjutor?" interrupted De Burgh, laughing. "Trust me; I will be prudent. Good-by for the present."
Katherine stood in silent thought for a few moments after he had gone.
She fully understood the meaning of his visit; though there had been little or nothing of the lover in his tone. He had come as soon as possible to place himself and all he had at her disposal. He was perfectly sincere in his desire to win her for his wife, and she almost regretted she could not return his affection: it might be true affection--something beyond and above the dominant whim of an imperious nature. And what a solution to all her difficulties! But it was impossible she could overcome the repulsion which the idea of marriage with any man she did not love inspired. There was to her but one in the world to whom she could hold allegiance, and _he_ was forbidden by all sense of self-respect and modesty. How was it that, strive as she might to fill her mind to his exclusion, the moment she was off guard the image of Errington rose up clear and fresh, pervading heart and imagination, and dwarfing every other object?
"How miserably, contemptibly weak I am, and have always been! Why did I not stifle this wretched, overpowering attraction in the beginning?" Ay!
but when did it begin?
This is a sort of question no heart can answer. Who can foresee that the tiny spring, forcing its way up among the stones and heather of a lonely hill-side, will grow into the broad river, which may carry peace and prosperity on its rolling tide to the lands below, or overwhelm them with destructive floods, according to the forces which feed it and the barriers which hedge it in?
CHAPTER x.x.x.
"CIS AND CHARLIE."
Again the spring sunshine was lending perennial youth even to London"s dingy streets, and making the very best winter garments look dim and shabby. Hunting was over, and Colonel Ormonde found himself by the will of his wife, once more established in London lodgings--of a dingier and obscurer order than those in which they had enjoyed last season.
Mrs. Ormonde was neither intellectually nor morally strong, but she had one reflex ingredient in her nature, which was to her both a shield and spear. She knew what she wanted, and was perfectly unscrupulous as to the means of getting it. A woman who is pleasantly indifferent to the wants and wishes of her a.s.sociates, if they happen to clash with her own, is tolerably sure to have her own way on the whole. Now and then, to be sure, she comes to grief; but in her general success these failures can be afforded.
When first the tidings of George Liddell"s return and his a.s.sertion of his rights reached her, she was terrified and undone by Colonel Ormonde"s fury against Katherine, herself, her boys, every one. In short, that gallant officer thought he had done a generous and manly thing, when he married the piquant little widow who had attracted him, although she could only meet her personal expenses and those of her two sons, without contributing to the general house-keeping. This sense of his own magnanimity, backed by the consciousness that it did not cost him too dear, had kept Colonel Ormonde in the happiest of moods for the first years of his married life. Terrible was the awakening from the dream of his own good luck and general "fine-fellowism"; and heavily would the punishment have fallen on his wife had she been a sensitive or high-minded woman. Being, however, admirably suited to the partner of her life, she looked round, as soon as the first burst of despair was over, to see how she could make the best of her position.
She was really vexed and irritated to find how little tenderness or regard her husband felt for her, for she had always believed that he was greatly devoted to her. To both of them the outside world was all in all, and on this Mrs. Ormonde counted largely. Colonel Ormonde could not put her away or lock her up because the provision made by Katherine for the boys failed her, so while she was mistress of Castleford she must have dresses and carriages and consideration. Knowing herself secure on these points, she fearlessly adopted the system of counter-irritation she described to Katherine; and to do her justice, her consciousness that the boys were safe under the care of their aunt, who would be sure to treat them well and kindly, made her the more ready to brave the dangers of her husband"s wrath.
"He must behave well before people, or men will say he is a "cad" to visit his disappointment on his poor little simple-hearted wife," she thought. "He knows that. Then it is an enormous relief that Katherine still clings to the boys, poor dears! She really is a trump; so I have only myself to think of; and Duke shall find that his shabbiness and ill-temper do him no good. It"s like drawing his teeth to get my quarter"s allowance, beggarly as it is, from him."
Colonel Ormonde"s reflections, as he composed a letter to his steward, were by no means soothing. Though it was all but impossible for him to hold his tongue respecting his disappointment, whenever a shade of difference occurred between him and his wife, he was uncomfortably conscious that he often acted like a brute toward the mother of his boy, of whom he was so proud; he was not therefore the more disposed to rule his hasty, inconsiderate temper. The fact that Mrs. Ormonde had her own methods of paying him back disposed him to respect her, and it could not be doubted that in time the friction of their natures would rub off the angles of each, and they would settle down into tolerable harmony, whereas a proud, true-hearted woman in her place would have been utterly crushed and never forgiven.
Ormonde, then, was meditating on his undeserved misfortunes, when the door was somewhat suddenly and vehemently pushed open, and Mrs. Ormonde came in, her eyes sparkling, and evidently in some excitement.
"What"s the matter?" asked her husband, not too amiably. "Has that rascally, intruding fellow Liddell kicked the bucket?"
"No; but whom do you think I saw as I was leaving Mrs. Bennett"s in Hyde Park Square, you know?"
"How can I tell? The policeman perhaps."
"Nonsense, Duke! I had just come down the steps, and was turn turning toward Paddington, for, as it was early, I thought I would take the omnibus to Oxford Circus (see how careful I am!), when I saw a beautiful dark brougham, drawn by splendid black horse--the coachman, the whole turn-out, quite first rate--come at a dashing pace towards me. I recognized Lord de Burgh inside, and who do you think was sitting beside him?"
"G.o.d knows! The Saratoffski perhaps."
"Really, Ormonde, I am astonished at your mentioning that dreadful woman to me.
"Oh! are you? Well, _who_ was De Burgh"s companion?"
"Charlie! my Charlie! and Cis was on the front seat. Cis saw me, for he clapped his hands and pointed as they flew past. What do you think of that?"
"By George!" he exclaimed, in capital letters. "I believe he is still after Katherine. If so, she"ll have the devil"s own luck."
"Now listen to me. As Wilton Street was quite near, I went on there to gather what I could from Miss Payne. She was at home, and a little less sour and silent then usual. She was sorry, she said, the boys were out.
They have been with her for a week, and Lord de Burgh had been most kind. He had taken them to the Zoological Gardens and Madame Tussaud"s, and just now had called for them to go to the circus. Isn"t it wonderful? Do try and picture De Burgh at Madame Tussaud"s."
"There is only one way of accounting for such strange conduct," returned the Colonel, thoughtfully. "He means to marry your sister. This would change the face of affairs considerably."
"Yes; it would be delightful."
"I"m not so sure of that," returned Ormonde, seriously. "Now that he is in love--and you know he is all fire and tow--he makes a fuss about the boys; but wait till he is married, and he will try to shift them back on you. Why should he put up with his wife"s nephews any more than I do with _my_ wife"s sons?"
"Because he is more in love, and a good deal richer," returned Mrs.
Ormonde.
"More in love! Bosh! In the middle of the fever, you mean. Of course that will pa.s.s over."
"Really men are great brutes," observed Mrs. Ormonde, philosophically.
"And women awful fools," added her husband.
"Well, perhaps so," she returned, with a slight smile and a sharp glance.
"Seriously, though," resumed Colonel Ormonde, "it"s all very well for Katherine to make a good match, and if De Burgh is fool enough to be in earnest, it will be a splendid match for her; but things may be made rather rough for me. That fellow De Burgh has the queerest crotchets, and doesn"t hesitate to air them. He"d think nothing of slapping my shoulder in the club before a dozen members, and asking me if I meant to leave my wife"s brats on his hands."
"Do you really think so? Oh, Katherine would never let him. She dearly loves the boys."
"Wait till she has a son of her own."
"Even so. She has her faults, I know. Her temper is rather violent, her ideas are too high-flown and nonsensical, and she won"t take advice, but she never would injure _me_, I am sure of that."
An inarticulate grunt from Colonel Ormonde, as he fixed his double gla.s.s on his nose and took up his pen again.
"Duke," resumed Mrs. Ormonde, after a pause, "don"t you think I had better go and see Katherine? You know we never had any quarrel, and that Mrs. Needham she lives with gives very nice parties."
"Parties! By Jove! you"d go to old Nick for a party. What good will it do you to meet a pack of beggarly scribblers?"
"They may not have money, Duke, but they have _manners_, and something to say for themselves," she retorted. "Never mind about the parties.
Don"t you think I would better call on Katherine?"
"Do as you like but consider that she has behaved very badly--with extreme insolence; but I don"t want to influence you." This in a tone of magnanimity, as he began to write with an air of profound attention.
Mrs. Ormonde made a swift contemptuous grimace at his back, and said, in mellifluous tones: "Very well, dear. I may as well go at once, and perhaps she will come with me to that dressmaking ally of hers, Miss Trant. I hear she is raising her prices, but she will not do so to me if I am with her original patroness."
"Oh, do as you like; only don"t send me in a long milliner"s bill."
"I am sure, Duke, my clothes never cost you much."