When the thing one has longed for does come along, it is generally at a time when the wish for it has gone."
"Commiseration would be a little unnecessary," said Allonby, with unusual quietness. "The competence you mention will certainly prove a fortune before you are very much older."
"I don"t feel by any means as sure of it as you seem to be. Still, under the circ.u.mstances, it doesn"t greatly matter."
Allonby, with some difficulty, straightened himself. "I am," he said, not without a certain dignity which almost astonished Brooke, "a worn-out wastrel and a whisky-tank, but I"ll live to show the men who look down on me with contemptuous pity what I was once capable of. That is all I am holding on to life for. It is naturally not a very pleasant one to a man with a memory."
For a moment he stood almost erect, and then collapsed suddenly into his chair. "Devine has a brain of another and very much lower order, though it is of a kind that is apt to prove more useful to its possessor, and in his own sphere there are very few men to equal him. If I do not fall down the shaft in the meanwhile, we will certainly show this province what we can do together. And now I believe it is advisable for me to go to bed, while I feel to some extent capable of reaching it. My head is at least as clear as usual, but my legs are unruly."
XXIII.
BROOKE"S CONFESSION.
The Pacific express had just come in, and the C. P. R. wharf at Vancouver was thronged with a hurrying crowd when Barbara Heathcote and her sister stood leaning upon the rails of the S. S. _Islander_. Beneath them the big locomotive which had hauled the dusty cars over the wild Selkirk pa.s.ses was crawling slowly down the wharf with bell tolling dolefully, and while a feathery steam roared aloft above the tiers of white deckhouses a stream of pa.s.sengers flowed up the gangway. Barbara, who was crossing to Victoria, watched them languidly until an elaborately-dressed woman ascended, leaning upon the arm of a man whose fastidious neatness of attire and air of indifference to the confusion about him proclaimed him an Englishman. She made a very slight inclination when the woman smiled at her.
"It is fortunate she can"t very well get at us here," she said, glancing at the pile of baggage which cut them off from the rest of the deck.
"Three or four hours of Mrs. Coulson"s conversation would be a good deal more than I could appreciate."
"You need scarcely be afraid of it in the meanwhile," said Mrs. Devine.
"It is a trifle difficult to hear one"s self speak."
"For which her husband is no doubt thankful. Until I met them once or twice I wondered why that man wore an habitually tired expression. Of course there are Englishmen who consider it becoming, but one feels that in his case his looks are quite in keeping with his sensations."
Mrs. Devine laughed. "You don"t like the woman?"
"No," said Barbara, reflectively. "I really don"t know why I shouldn"t, but I don"t. She certainly poses too much, and the last time I had the pleasure of listening to her at the Wheelers" house she patronized me and the country too graciously. The country can get along without her commendation."
"I wonder if she asked you anything about Brooke?"
"No," said Barbara, a trifle sharply. "Where could she have met him?"
"In England. She seemed to know he was at the Dayspring, and managed, I fancy, intentionally, to leave me with the impression that they were especial friends in the Old Country. I wonder if she knows he will be on board to-day?"
"Mr. Brooke is crossing with us?" said Barbara, with an indifference her sister had some doubts about.
"Grant seemed to expect him. He is going to buy American mining machinery or something of the kind in Victoria. I believe it was he Grant left us to meet."
Barbara said nothing, though she was sensible of a curious little thrill. She had not seen Brooke since the evening he had behaved in what was an apparently inexplicable fashion at the ranch, and had heard very little about him. She, however, watched the wharf intently, until she saw Devine accost a man with a bronzed face who was quietly threading his way through the hurrying groups, and her heart beat a trifle faster than usual as they moved together towards the steamer. Then almost unconsciously she turned to see if the woman they had been discussing was also watching for him, but she had by this time disappeared.
Barbara, for no very apparent reason, felt a trifle pleased at this.
In the meanwhile Devine was talking rapidly to Brooke.
"Here is a letter for you that came in with yesterday"s mail," he said.
"Struck anything more encouraging at the mine since you wrote me?"
"No," said Brooke. "I"m afraid we haven"t. Still, Allonby seems as sure as ever and is most anxious to get the new plant in."
Devine appeared thoughtful. "You"ll have to knock off the big boring machine anyway. The mine"s just swallowing dollars, and we"ll have to go a trifle slower until some more come in. English directors didn"t seem quite pleased last mail. Somebody in their papers has been slating the Dayspring properties, and there"s a good deal of stock they couldn"t work off. In fact, they seemed inclined to kick at my last draft, and we"ll want two or three more thousand dollars before the month is up."
Brooke would have liked to ask several questions, but between the clanging of the locomotive bell and the roar of steam conversation was difficult, and when they stopped a moment at the foot of the gangway Devine"s voice only reached him in broken s.n.a.t.c.hes.
"Got to keep your hand down--spin every dollar out. I"m writing straight about another draft. Use the wires the moment you strike anything that would give the stock a lift."
"If you"re going I guess it"s "bout time you got aboard," said a seaman, who stood ready to launch the gangway in; and Brooke, making a sign of comprehension to Devine, went up with a run.
Then the ropes were cast off, and he sat down to open his letter under the deckhouse, as with a sonorous blast of her whistle the big white steamer swung out from the wharf. It was from the English kinsman who had previously written him, and confirmed what Devine had said.
"I"m sorry you are holding so much of the Canadian mining stock," he read. "You are, perhaps, better posted about the mine than I am, but though the shares were largely underwritten, I understand the promoters found it difficult to place a proportion of the rest, and my broker told me that several holders would be quite willing to get out at well under par already."
It was not exactly good news from any point of view, and Brooke was pondering over it somewhat moodily when he heard a voice he recognized, and looking up saw a woman with pale blue eyes smiling at him.
"Lucy!" he said, with evident astonishment, but no great show of pleasure.
"You looked so occupied that I was really afraid to disturb you," said the woman. "Shafton is talking Canadian politics with somebody, and I wonder if you are too busy to find a chair for me."
Brooke got one, and his companion, who was the woman Barbara had alluded to as Mrs. Coulson, sat down, and said nothing for a while as she gazed back across the blue inlet with evident appreciation. This was, in one respect, not astonishing, though so far as Brooke could remember she had never been remarkably fond of scenery, for the new stone city that rose with its towering telegraph poles roof beyond roof up the hillside, gleaming land-locked waterway, and engirdling pines with the white blink of ethereal snow high above them all, made a very fair picture that afternoon.
"This," she said at last, "would really be a beautiful country if everything wasn"t quite so crude."
"It is certainly not exactly adapted to landscape-gardening," said Brooke. "A two-thousand foot precipice and a hundred-league forest is a trifle big. Still, I"m not sure its inhabitants would appreciate such praise."
Lucy Coulson laughed. "They are like it in one respect--I don"t mean in size--and delightfully touchy on the subject. Now, there was a girl I met not long ago who appeared quite displeased with me when I said that with a little improving one might compare it to Switzerland. I told her I scarcely felt warranted in dragging paradise in, if only because of some of its characteristic customs. I think her name was Devane, or something equally unusual, though it might have been her married sister"s. Perhaps it"s Canadian."
She fancied a trace of indignation crept into the man"s bronzed face, but it vanished swiftly.
"One could scarcely call Miss Heathcote crude," he said.
Lucy Coulson did not inquire whether he was acquainted with the lady in question, but made a mental note of the fact.
"It, of course, depends upon one"s standard of comparison," she said.
"No doubt she comes up to the one adopted in this country. Still, though the latter is certainly pretty, what is keeping--you--in it now?"
"Then you have heard of my good fortune?"
"Of course! Shafton and I were delighted. Your executors wrote for your address to me."
Brooke started visibly as he recognized that she must in that case have learned the news a month before he did, for a good deal had happened in the meanwhile.
"Then it is a little curious that you did not mention it in the note you sent inviting me to meet you at the Glacier Lake," he said.
Lucy Coulson lifted her eyes to his a moment, and then glanced aside, while there was a significant softness in her voice as she said, "The news seemed so good that I wanted to be the one who told it you."
Again Brooke felt a disconcerting sense of embarra.s.sment, and because he had no wish that she should recognize this looked at her steadily.
"It apparently became of less importance when I did not come," he said with a trace of dryness. "There is a reliable postal service in this country. Do you remember exactly what day you went to the Lake on?"