"You can"t!" she protested.
"lean!"
"On what pretext, for heaven"s sake?"
He smiled with bitter humor. "That you are wanted in connection with a domestic theft. I can always release you afterwards-with unblemished character-a case of mistaken ident.i.ty."
She was more relieved than she would show.
"I am obliged to you." She tried to say it stiffly, but her emotion showed through, and for a moment they stared at each other with that perfect understanding that occasionally flashed between them. Then she excused herself, picked up her coat again and allowed him to help her into it, and took her leave.
She entered the Queen Anne Street house discreetly and avoided all but the most essential conversation, going upstairs to check that Septimus was still recovering well. He was pleased to see her and greeted her with interest. She found it hard not to tell him anything of her discoveries or conclusions, and she made excuses to escape and go to Beatrice as soon as she could without hurting his feelings.
After she had brought up her dinner she asked permission to retire early, saying she had letters to write, and Beatrice was content to acquiesce.
She slept very restlessly, and it was no difficulty to rise at a little after two in the morning and creep downstairs with a candle. She dared not turn up the gas. It would glare like the sun and be too far away for her to reach to turn it down should she hear anyone else about. She slipped down the female servants" staircase to the landing, then down the main staircase to the hall and into Sir Basil"s study. With an unsteady hand she knelt down, candle close to the floor, and searched the red-and-blue Turkey carpet to find an irregularity in the pattern that might mark a bloodstain.
It took her about ten minutes, and it seemed like half the night, before she heard the clock in the hall chime and it nearly startled her into dropping the candle. As it was she spilled hot wax and had to pick it off the wool with her fingernail.
It was then she realized the irregularity was not simply the nature of the carpet maker but an ugliness, an asymmetry nowhere else balanced, and on bending closer she saw how large it was, now nearly washed out, but still quite discernible. It was behind the large oak desk, where one might naturally stand to open any of the small side drawers, only three of which had locks.
She rose slowly to her feet. Her eye went straight to the second drawer, where she could see faint scoring marks around the keyhole, as if someone had forced it open with a crude tool and a replacement lock and repolishing of the bruised wood could not completely hide it.
There was no way in which she could open it; she had neither skill nor instrument-and more than that, she did not wish to alarm the one person who would most notice a further damage to the desk. But she could easily guess what Octavia had found-a letter, or more than one, from Lord Cardigan, and perhaps even the colonel of the regiment, which had confirmed beyond doubt what she already had learned from the War Office.
Hester stood motionless, staring at the desk with its neatly laid-out dish of sand for blotting ink on a letter, sticks of scarlet wax and tapers for seals, stand of carved sardonyx and red jasper for ink and quills, and a long, exquisite paper knife in imitation of the legendary sword of King Arthur, embedded in its magical stone. It was a beautiful thing, at least ten inches long and with an engraved hilt. The stone itself which formed its stand was a single piece of yellow agate, the largest she had ever seen.
She stood, imagining Octavia in exactly the same spot, her mind whirling with misery, loneliness and the ultimate defeat. She must have stared at that beautiful thing as well.
Slowly Hester reached out her hand and took it. If she had been Octavia she would not have gone to the kitchen for Mrs. Boden"s carving knife; she would have used this lovely thing. She took it out slowly, feeling its balance and the sharpness of its tip. It was many seconds in the silent house, the snow falling past the uncurtained window, before she noticed the feint dark line around the joint between the blade and the hilt. She moved it to within a few inches of the candle"s flame. It was brown, not the gray darkness of tarnish or inlaid dirt, but the rich, reddish brown of dried blood.
No wonder Mrs. Boden had not missed her knife until just before she told Monk of it. It had probably been there in its rack all the time; she simply confused herself with what she a.s.sumed to be the facts.
But there had been blood on the knife they found. Whose blood, if this slender paper knife was what had killed Octavia?
Not whose. It was a kitchen knife-a good cook"s kitchen would have plenty of blood available from time to time. One roast, one fish to be gutted, or a chicken. Who could tell the difference between one sort of blood and another?
And if it was not Octavia"s blood on the knife, was it hers on the peignoir?
Then a sudden shaft of memory caught her with a shock like cold water. Had not Beatrice said something about Octavia having torn her peignoir, the lace, and not being skilled at such fine needlework, she had accepted Beatrice"s offer to mend it for her? Which would mean she had not even been wearing it when she died. But no one knew that except Beatrice-and out of sensitivity to her grief, no one had shown her the blood-soaked garment. Araminta had identified it as being the one Octavia had worn to her room that night-and so it was-at least as far as the upstairs landing. Then she had gone to say good-night to her mother and left the garment there.
Rose too could be mistaken, for the same reason. She would only know it was Octavia"s, not when she had worn it.
Or would she? She would at least know when it was last laundered. It was her duty to wash and iron such things-and to mend them should it be necessary. How had she overlooked mending the lace? A laundrymaid should do better.
She would have to ask her about it in the morning.
Suddenly she was returned to the present-and the realization that she was standing in her nightgown in Sir Basil"s study, in exactly the same spot where Octavia in her despair must have lolled herself-holding the same blade in her hand. If anyone found her here she would have not a shred of an excuse-and if it was whoever found Octavia, they would see immediately that she also knew.
The candle was low and the bowl filling with melted wax. She replaced the knife, setting it exactly as it had been, then picked up the candle and went as quickly as she could to the door and opened it almost soundlessly. The hallway was in darkness; she could make out only the dimmest luminescence from the window that faced onto the front of the house, and the falling snow.
Silently she tiptoed across the hall, the tiles cold on her bare feet, and up the stairs, seeing only a tiny pool of light around herself, barely enough to place her feet without tripping. At the top she crossed the landing and with difficulty found the bottom of the female servants" stairway.
At last in her own room she snuffed out the candle and climbed into her cold bed. She was chilled and shaking, the perspiration wet on her body and her stomach sick.
In the morning it took all the self-control she possessed to see first to Beatrice"s comfort, and her breakfast, and then to Septimus, and to leave him without seeming hasty or neglectful in her duty. It was nearly ten o"clock before she was able to make her way to the laundry and find Rose.
"Rose," she began quietly, not to catch Lizzie"s attention. She would certainly want to know what was going on, to supervise if it was any kind of work, and to prevent it until a more suitable time if it was not.
"What do you want?" Rose looked pale; her skin had lost its porcelain clarity and bloom and her eyes were very dark, almost hollow. She had taken Percival"s death hard. There was some part of her still intrigued by him, and perhaps she was haunted by her own evidence and the part she had played before the arrest, the petty malice and small straw of direction that might have led Monk to him.
"Rose," Hester spoke again, urgently, to draw Rose"s attention away from the ap.r.o.n of Dinah"s she was smoothing with the flatiron. "It is about Miss Octavia-"
"What about her?" Rose was uninterested, and her hand moved back and forth with the iron, her eyes bent on her work.
"You cared for her clothes, didn"t you? Or was it Lizzie?"
"No."" Still Rose did not look at her. " "Lizzie usually cared for Lady Moidore"s and Miss Araminta"s, and sometimes Mrs. Cyprian"s. I did Miss Octavia"s, and the gentlemen"s linens, and we split the maids" ap.r.o.ns and caps as the need came. Why? What does it matter now?"
"When was the last time you laundered Miss Octavia"s peignoir with the lace lilies on it-before she was killed?"
Rose put down the iron at last and turned to Hester with a frown. She considered for several minutes before she answered.
"I ironed it the morning before, and took it up about noon. She wore it that night, I expect-" She took a deep breath. "And I heard she did the night after, and was killed in it."
"Was it torn?"
Rose"s lace tightened. "Of course not. Do you think I don"t know my job?"
"If she had torn it the first night, would she have given it to you to mend?"
"More probably Mary, but then Mary might have brought it to me-she"s competent, and pretty good at altering tailored things and dinner gowns, but those lilies are very fine work. Why? What does it matter now?" Her face screwed up. "Anyway, Mary must have mended it, because I didn"t-and it wasn"t torn when the police gave it to me to identify; the lilies and all the lace were perfect.""
Hester felt a sick excitement.
"Are you sure? Are you absolutely sure-to swear someone"s life on?"
Rose looked as if she had been struck; the last vestige of blood left her face.
"Who is there to swear for? Percival"s already dead! You know that! What"s wrong with you? Why do you care now about a piece of lace?""
"Are you?" Hester insisted. "Are you absolutely sure?"
"Yes I am." Rose was angry because she did not understand Hester"s insistence and it frightened her. "It wasn"t torn when the police showed it to me with the blood on it. That part of it wasn"t stained, and it was perfectly all right."
"You couldn"t be mistaken? Is there more than one piece of lace on it?"
"Not like that."" She shook her head."Look, Miss Latterly, whatever you may think of me, and it shows in your hoity-toity manners-I know my job and I know a shoulder from a hem of a peignoir. The lace was not torn when I sent it up from the laundry, and it was not torn when I identified it for the police-for any good that does anyone."
"It does a lot,"" Hester said quietly. "Now would you swear to it?"
"Why?"
"Would you?" Hester could have shaken her in sheer frustration.
"Swear to who?" Rose persisted. "What does it matter now?"" Her face worked as if some tremendous emotion shook her. "You mean-" She could hardly find the words. "You mean-it wasn"t Percival who killed her?"
"No-I don"t think so."
Rose was very white, her skin pinched. "G.o.d! Then who?"
"I don"t know-and if you"ve any sense at all, and any desire to keep your life, let alone your job, you"ll say nothing to anyone."
"But how do you know?"" Rose persisted.
"You are better not understanding-believe me!"
"What are you going to do?"" Her voice was very quiet, but there was anxiety in it, and fear.
"Prove it-if I can."
At that moment Lizzie came over, her lips tight with irritation.
"If you need something laundered, Miss Latterly, please ask me and I will see it is done, but don"t stand here gossiping with Rose-she has work to do."
"I"m sorry," Hester apologized, forcing a sweet smile, and fled.
She was back in the main house and halfway up the stairs to Beatrice"s room before her thoughts cleared. If the peignoir was whole when Rose sent it up, and whole when it was found in Percival"s room, but torn when Octavia went to say goodnight to her mother, then she must have torn it some time during that day, and no one but Beatrice had noticed. She had not been wearing it when she died; it had been in Beatrice"s room. Some time between Octavia leaving it there and its being discovered, someone had taken it, and a knife from the kitchen, covered the knife in blood and wrapped the peignoir around it, then hidden them in Percival"s room.
But who?
When had Beatrice mended it? Surely that night? Why would she bother after she knew Octavia was dead?
Then where had it been? Presumably lying in the workbas-ket in Beatrice"s room. No one would care about it greatly after that. Or was it returned to Octavia"s room? Yes, surely returned, since otherwise whoever had taken it would realize their mistake and know Octavia had not been wearing it when she went to bed.
She was on the top stair on the landing now. It had stopped raining and the sharp, pale winter sun shone in through the windows, making patterns on the carpet. She had pa.s.sed no one else. The maids were all busy about their duties, the ladies" maids attending to wardrobe, the housekeeper in her linen room, the upstairs maids making beds, turning mattresses and dusting everything, the tweeny somewhere in the pa.s.sageway. Dinah and the footmen were somewhere in the front of the house, the family about their morning pleasures, Romola in the schoolroom with the children, Araminta writing letters in the boudoir, the men out, Beatrice still in her bedroom.
Beatrice was the only one who knew about the torn lily, so she would not make the mistake of staining that peignoir-not that Hester had ever suspected her in the first place, or certainly not alone. She might have done it with Sir Basil, but then she was also frightened that someone had murdered Octavia, and she did not know who. Indeed she feared it might have been Myles. Hester considered for only an instant that Beatrice might have been a superb actress, then she abandoned it. To begin with, why should she? She had no idea Hester would repeat anything she said, let alone everything.
Who knew which peignoir Octavia wore that evening? She had left the withdrawing room fully dressed in a dinner gown, as did all the women. Whom had she seen after changing for the night but before retiring?
Only Araminta-and her mother.
Proud, difficult, cold Araminta. It was she who had hidden her sister"s suicide, and when it was inevitable that someone should be blamed for murder, contrived that it should be Per-cival.
But she could not have done it alone. She was thin, almost gaunt. She could never have carried Octavia"s body upstairs. Who had helped her? Myles? Cyprian? Or Basil?
And how to prove it?
The only proof was Beatrice"s word about the torn lace lilies. But would she swear to that when she knew what it meant?
Hester needed an ally in the house. She knew Monk was outside; she had seen his dark figure every time she had pa.s.sed the window, but he could not help in this.
Septimus. He was the one person she was sure was not involved, and who might have the courage to fight. And it would take courage. Percival was dead and to everyone else the matter was closed. It would be so much easier to let it all lie.
She changed her direction and instead of going to Beatrice"s room went on along the pa.s.sage to Septimus"s.
He was propped up on the bed reading with the book held far in front of him for his longsighted eyes. He looked up with surprise when she came in. He was so much better her attentions were more in the nature of friendship than any medical need. He saw instantly that there was something gravely concerning her.
"What has happened?"" he asked anxiously. He set the book down without marking the page.
There was nothing to be served by prevarication. She closed the door and came over and sat on the bed.
"I have made a discovery about Octavia"s death-in fact two."
"And they are very grave," he said earnestly. "I see that they trouble you. What are they?"
She took a deep breath. If she was mistaken, and he was implicated, or more loyal to the family, less brave than she believed, then she might be endangering herself more than she could cope with. But she would not retreat now.
"She did not die in her bedroom. I have found where she died." She watched his face. There was nothing but interest. No start of guilt. "In Sir Basil"s study," she finished.
He was confused. "In Basil"s study? But, my dear, that doesn"t make any sense! Why would Percival have gone to her there? And what was she doing there in the middle of the night anyway?" Then slowly the light faded from his face. "Oh- you mean that she did learn something that day, and you know what it was? Something to do with Basil?"
She told him what she had learned at the War Office, and that Octavia had been there the day of her death and learned the same.
"Oh dear G.o.d!" he said quietly. "The poor child-poor, poor child."" For several seconds he stared at the coverlet, then at last he looked up at her, his face pinched, his eyes grim and frightened. "Are you saying that Basil killed her?"
"No. I believe she killed herself-with the paper knife there in the study."
"Then how did she get up to the bedroom?"
"Someone found her, cleaned the knife and returned it to its stand, then carried her upstairs and broke the creeper outside the window, took a few items of jewelry and a silver vase, and left her there for Annie to discover in the morning.""
"So that it should not be seen as suicide, with all the shame and scandal-" He drew a deep breath and his eyes widened in appalled horror. "But dear G.o.d! They let Percival hang for it!"
"I know."
"But that"s monstrous. It"s murder."
"I know that."
"Oh-dear heaven," he said very quietly. "What have we sunk to? Do you know who it was?"
She told him about the peignoir.