The first exchange happened quickly. Stinker charged with his arms upraised to strike; Maggot dropped to the ground and kicked Stinker"s ankles out from under him. As Stinker crashed into the dirt, Maggot attempted to leap past him for the poles he carried the deer carca.s.s in on -- going for his sharpened sticks, Windy realized-- but Stinker lurched to his feet and thrust his hand out wildly. Maggot smacked into the giant forearm and flopped on his back with a sharp cry of pain.
Stinker took a running leap high into the air so he could crush Maggot. Windy gasped aloud, but her son rolled out of the way and Stinker slammed hard into the ground. Maggot came up with a handful of dirt and flung it into Stinker"s face.
When Maggot made another dash for his sticks, Little Thunder moved to intercept him. The delay allowed Stinker, howling and blind, to lurch after Maggot"s scent. His flailing hand caught her son"s ankle and tripped him. Maggot fell down and Stinker fell on top.
Her son"s pale skin glistened in the bright moonlight as he wriggled half-free. He and Stinker roiled over several times in their struggle. The lopsided little circle of hooting spectators moved with the pair as they tumbled down the slope to the side of the pool below the waterfall. Stinker ended up on top, spit flying out of his mouth as he pounded his hands at her twisting, dodging son. Windy"s fingers kneaded her breast anxiously. Maggot groped in the mud, then smashed his fist into Stinker"s nose. She a.s.sumed he had picked up a rock as a weapon, but he hadn"t. Instead, Maggot shoved a big ball of mud up Stinker"s nostrils, choking him. As the troll curled away gagging, Maggot squirmed free.
Or almost free. Stinker grabbed Maggot"s foot with one hand while the other clawed at his clogged nose. Maggot whipped around and she heard a snap followed by a howl of pain -- he broke Stinker"s finger to break his grip.
"Run," she whispered, hoping he would hear her. "Run, run far away, run fast, and I"ll come find you when it"s safe."
But he didn"t run. He pounced on Stinker"s back, slipping his arm under the troll"s and pressing his forearm down on the back of Stinker"s neck. Windy"s eyes went wide. This was a practical joke that Maggot played on her often, holding her arm out of the way so he could tickle her.
"Run," she pleaded.
Then Maggot did the same with his other arm, something he"d never done to her. Stinker spun in a circle, unable to reach Maggot, who perched on his back like a trollbird.
"Rip the maggot"s head off!" screamed Little Thunder, and the other trolls screamed with him, slapping their hands on the ground. The uproar made Windy tremble.
"Bite him!" cried Rose. "Bite him really hard!"
"Fall on him!" yelled Big Thunder.
The last suggestion made the most sense, and someone had just suggested that they vote on it when Stinker took the initiative into his own hands -- or rather legs, as his hands flapped uselessly over his head -- and flopped backward. Windy plunged her fingers into the loam and groped for bedrock to root herself to. She wanted to run to Maggot"s aid, but knew she could not. Not yet. But as soon as the two hit the ground, she would rush in ....
They did not hit the ground.
Maggot had antic.i.p.ated Stinker"s move. As the troll fell back, Maggot kicked his legs out and landed upright. With his feet planted firmly, he bent Stinker"s chin into his chest. Then, with a heart-wrenching cry, he folded the troll over double.
Stinker"s skin turned a darker shade of gray. He couldn"t breathe. The veins stood out on Maggot"s head, like ridges in the moonlight. Windy held her place. All fell silent except for the rush of the waterfall as they watched her son strain his long legs to snap Stinker in half and grind him into the dirt.
Surely, Windy thought, looking at her son, his heart will burst. If his didn"t, hers would.
That"s when the girl shrieked and rushed forward. She leapt on Maggot"s back, slapping and clawing him. "You beast! You, you animal!"
Maggot let go instantly and fled across the glade for one of the trees. He dashed in among the branches and climbed above the height of the trolls. "Hey, Fart," he taunted, between loud, ragged breaths. "Your mama had to run and save you!"
It was all the more effective as an insult because Windy sat there and did nothing. The other trolls howled with laughter, even Little Thunder, as the girl cradled a sulking, weary Stinker in her arms.
"Look at Mama Troll with her baby!"
"Better clean his nose, Mama, it"s a mess!"
Windy let go of the dirt, brushed it off her fingers, and relaxed. They"d ridicule Stinker for years for losing a wrestling match to her boy.
Frosty lumbered over and sat down beside Windy. Neither one said a word. Then Frosty reached out and started grooming her, picking off loose scales of skin and crawling bugs. Windy sighed in contentment.
"That was good fun," said Frosty, crunching a big tick between her molars. "Your son, he fights like a troll."
"He"s a good troll," Windy said.
Little Thunder overheard and grunted his approval. "He brought us some fresh rotten meat. That was good. You and your son, you can come visit our band any time you want."
"Visit, but not stay," said Frosty firmly. "We can take a vote, and you and he can argue otherwise, if you insist. But I won"t support it."
Windy didn"t insist. She"d heard the same thing many times before, from the Sulphur Springs down south to Deep Hole Gorge in the east. "We"re just glad for your hospitality. Maybe I could come to your den to sleep for the day and tomorrow night I can tell you what I"ve seen in the seven bands."
"That smells good. And your son? Where will he spend the day?"
Even Frosty knew that it would not be safe for Maggot to stay there, not until Stinker got over his anger. "He can take care of himself," she said loudly. "He"s a grown troll."
She glanced over. Maggot smacked his lips at her, and descended from the tree. His skin looked like dropped fruit in the moonlight, covered with dark bruises and deep cuts. As he ran off into the woods, she worried less than she had only two nights before. He"d proven that he could take care of himself. She was proud of him, prouder than ever. So why did she feel so sad?
THE AIR OUTSIDE the cave blew wonderfully cold in the mercifully short daylight. In the summertime, cool air inside the cave refreshed her; now it felt warm compared to the winter wind, almost enough to make her feel sluggish. Windy longed to run out and roll in the snow to wake up, but the last wings of daylight still feathered the cave"s entrance.
Some of the other trolls walked up from the deeper recesses of the caverns, rubbing their eyes. "Is he back yet?"
Windy opened her mouth and thrust out her tongue.
The trolls frowned, but not much. One of them chewed on a big-eared bat that had fallen from its perch high up in the cave. Sometimes the trolls threw stones at the bats to knock them down. Thousands hung upside down on the tall ceilings of the caverns, night creatures like the trolls and hard to catch in the summer when they flitted around too fast for the eye to follow. They seemed to sleep all winter long and were easy to capture. One in the mouth melted away to nothing like snow. A whole pile of them didn"t add up to a decent meal though it was something crunchy to snack on.
Windy sighed. Winter was the best time of year for a troll. It was easier for her to stay active in the cold, and the nights were so long that there was enough time to eat and play. Best of all, it was the season of meat: weaker animals succ.u.mbed to the harsh temperatures and foundered in the deep drifts, leaving plenty of carrion for the trolls. She scratched the back of her neck, then her elbow. Scales of gray skin floated through the air like snow. That was the only problem -- their thick skin dried up and came off in big flakes that left the skin beneath pink and raw.
She thought of Maggot"s thin skin, no longer so white, scorched brown by the Sun, rubbed raw by the wind, with so little fat beneath it she wondered how he stayed warm at all. In comparison, her own itchiness didn"t seem like such a big problem.
The last trolls straggled up from their day"s sleep. There were no children in this band -- the last had been killed by a cave bear during the summer -- and none of the females were pregnant. Yet these seventeen individuals const.i.tuted the largest remaining band of trolls in all the eastern mountains. Windy knew of nine at Blackwater Falls, and seven each in the bands at Deep River Gorge and Sulphur Springs. There were some farther north in the Black Rock country, some said, or toward the Big Deep Water. The Piebald Mountain remnant from way down south had moved north a few winters before, looking for a place without people. It was believed that there were many far to the West in the mountains beyond the sunset, but no one living had ever seen them.
A shadow fell across the cave"s entrance. As the trolls surged toward the promise of darkness, a thin, almost skeletal figure entered.
One of the girls gasped. "What an ugly troll!"
"He"s beautiful!" snapped Windy. The girls dissolved in giggles, and she realized she"d been had.
Maggot was still short, not quite six and a half feet tall, and painfully thin at a little over two hundred pounds, but he had grown as big as could be expected. He was eighteen or nineteen winters old now -- Windy had lost count of the years. His pale skin was covered with more scars than she could count or remember. The new and fading marks overlapped each other, from the numerous deep scratches left by the nails of other trolls to two long purple worms across one thigh left by a big-toothed lion he"d killed. Some of them he"d never explained to her, nor had she asked him to.
Ragweed snorted. He was the biggest male in the band, grown round-bellied with age and presumably wise. He stood next to his current mate, a pretty young girl named Cliff, and glared balefully at Maggot. His nose wrinkled and he shouldered his way forward.
Windy sniffed and smelled the same odor, of many people, but no one stood there except her son. "Maggot?"
He stepped out of the light into the dark and she saw him clearly then. He wore something on his feet, not just wrapped animal skins but things shaped from the forelegs of deer. They had the people scent on them, as did the skin across his shoulders.
"Showing his true odors," said Ragweed, looking over to Windy. "And this is the troll -- I use the term loosely -- you want to be First?"
Before she could answer, one of the younger trolls called out. "Got any ripe meat, Maggot?"
Her son inclined his head toward the cave entrance. "Part of a humpback."
The other trolls looked expectantly to Windy. She lifted her lips, like someone with her mouth full, to say "go on," and they all shoved past her to pour out of the cave.
"Where did you get those?" She indicated his new skins.
"I scavenged them, how else?" He handed her the old metal knife he"d used for the past three years -- something else he"d scavenged. "I replaced this tooth with a new one," he said, showing her the one in his other hand. "You take it."
"Thank you," she said. Her fist enclosed the tooth.
"Keep this one with you," he said.
"This time I will." He"d given her such gifts before, but in truth it wasn"t as sharp or as effective as her own claw-like nails. And it was always hard to remember where she left such things when she went outside. If she could hold onto it through the night, she"d take it deep into the cavern when she went to sleep at dayrise. There she"d add it to the piles of similar baubles the trolls had acc.u.mulated over tens of lifetimes, counted beyond memory. She gestured to his covering skins. "Why tonight?"
He crinkled his nose, signifying uncertainty. "Because," he said. Then, "I was cold. These were warm."
"But tonight you"re supposed to challenge Ragweed for First of the band! You"ve worked so hard to make the others accept you as one of them. This just reminds them of the differences."
He ran his hands over her skin, as if picking for parasites. There weren"t any in this cold. She did the same for him. They sat like that a long while, touching each other without speaking another word.
"I am different," he said finally. "If they accept me, it"ll be because of who I really am."
She didn"t know what to say to that, so she rose. "We should go. The vote will be at midnight."
"I"m ready."
"Aren"t you thirsty? Don"t you need to go down to the lake inside the cavern and get a drink?"
"No, I"m fine."
They stepped outside. A waning thorn of Moon p.r.i.c.ked the horizon. Nothing remained of the humpback except the poles Maggot carried it in on and a few stray bits of fur and bone. A new pole, with a pointed leaf of metal on one end like those stored in the deep caves, lay propped against the stone. Maggot picked it up to carry with him. A tramped-down trail led across the deep snow to the vale, through several miles of forest filled with pine cones and acorns for anyone willing to dig them up.
"Let"s cut over the hills to join the others," said Windy. She"d eat something later, when her stomach settled.
"That smells good," said Maggot.
Fluffy flakes of snow swirled in the air. There was no trail to follow this way. Windy"s broad flat feet buoyed her up across the deep drifts, and her wide hands helped support her weight. She moved along quickly on all fours. She still expected Maggot, as thin and small as he was, to glide across the surface, but his narrow feet continually broke through the crust of snow. As they crossed the naked ridge, Windy heard wolves howling.
Maggot looked over his shoulder. "I should"ve brought my snowfeet," he said.
Windy paused for him to catch up. "Are they something else you scavenged, with all the rest of this?"
He smiled at her. "I scavenged the first ones years ago. I"ve been hiding these things from you, and the others, for years. Mostly caching them in the trees, like carrion."
She didn"t know what to say except, "Good. That"s smart."
The wolves howled again, much nearer. Windy sniffed the air, but scented nothing upwind. She hoped they were timberwolves -- she"d never learned to tell one wolf"s howl from another. Dyrewolves could be deadly.
Maggot smiled grimly. "The winter"s been long and hard. Much of the meat I"ve taken for you would"ve fallen to them."
Windy glimpsed the pack gliding through the distant trees like wisps of brown-gray fog. A canny old female led three, no, four males. Another handful-plus-two trailed behind. Dyrewolves, just as she feared. A pack could easily bring down a single troll or even a pair. It had happened to Bones and her mate a few winters past.
The snow cracked, and Maggot sunk to his knees. Windy went back to help pull him free.
"They"re slow," he told her. "They tire quickly. You should run ahead and join the others. You"ll be safe."
"I can"t do that!"
He stopped in his tracks and turned toward the trees. "I can climb, they can"t. Neither can you. Eventually they"ll go away."
"I"ve always stood beside you."
He snorted, troll fashion. "Now"s a good time to change your habits."
Before she could run or Maggot could bolt for the trees, the baying dyrewolves bounded across the snow. They almost appeared to be swimming, the way they paddled their paws to stay afloat on this cold white lake.
She shoved her son toward the trees. "Run! Save yourself!"
Maggot laughed and placed his back against hers, his knife in one hand, spear in the other. "It"s always been the two of us against the world, huh, Mom?"
A little smile shadowed her mouth. Before it faded away, the dyrewolves closed in, spreading out in a circle. She smelled uncertainty on them, and hunger, but no fear, neither from them nor Maggot. The only fear she smelled was her own.
The wolves scented it too. Two of them dashed in and snapped at her, but stopped short when she bared her own teeth and snarled back.
She"d never been this close to a dyrewolf. Their bodies were stocky, with short, powerful legs. They had thick ruffs around their necks, and fur streaked gray, white, and brown. But it was their ma.s.sive heads, all out of proportion to the rest of their bodies, that made her most afraid. They had shorter snouts than the timberwolves or wild dogs, with teeth like sharp stones in their bone-crushing jaws, and wild intelligent eyes. They smelled like death.
As the two wolves stopped short of her, three others attacked Maggot. The old female lunged at him first, but it was a feint. He swung his knife at her in counter-feint, and when the old male made the real attack, Maggot thrust the spear through its neck. Blood gushed out, turning the snow pink. Maggot twisted the spear and pulled it free to jab it at the third beast while the wounded one yelped and crawled away.
The dyrewolves withdrew a short distance. "Let"s go," Maggot said. "Down this way, toward the vale."
She smacked her lips in a.s.sent, and one of the males dived in to fasten on her arm. "Aiieee!"
Others leapt in at Maggot. She heard him shout as he drove them back, but all she felt was pain as the dyrewolf"s teeth sank right through her flesh. She drove her fist down onto the soft snout. The wolf snarled, and its yellow-eyes squeezed shut, but it didn"t let go, so she pounded again and again as the wolf shook its head dodging the blows, and when that failed to free her arm she thrust one of her long sharp fingers deep into a yellow eye. It popped like a grape under her nail, squirting its warm juice across her hand, so she thrust further into its brain. The dyrewolf shuddered and died but still it didn"t let go.
She pried with her fingers until the dead animal"s jaws cracked. She stopped screaming as she dropped it to the ground and swiveled around to answer the next attack.
If any of the other wolves had charged in, they could have pulled her down and killed her. She saw now that they hadn"t only because Maggot had held them away. His footprints formed a protective circle around her, and he stood poised with his spear raised. Half a dozen animals bled from cuts to their necks and faces.
"Step away from the dead one slowly," said Maggot, his voice as sharp as his weapon.
She did exactly as he told her. They were scarcely out of arm"s reach when the dyrewolves surrounded their dead companion, licking at the b.l.o.o.d.y snow and baying.
"Keep moving, faster now," Maggot said tersely. "If you pack snow on the wound as you go, it"ll help"
She noticed the blood pouring down her arm. Something felt wrong with the bone. Numbness stiffened her fingertips. Without slowing down, she scooped up handfuls of snow and packed it as Maggot told her, clamping her good hand down tight on top of the wound. It eased the burning and staunched the bleeding. She found it difficult to walk on two feet, but she shuffled along until she found and followed the deep trails in the snow made earlier by the other trolls.
She"d never felt so close to her own death before. She trembled from it, and yet, as they left the dyrewolves behind and climbed the low rise between two peaks to descend into the larger valley, it all seemed unreal, something that had already happened in the distant past. She was changed, but she did not know how or why.
"Have you fought them before?" she asked her son. "Alone?"
Maggot smacked his lips once. Yes, but it was a small meal, nothing.
Her son was covered by many scars. How had he been changed? She felt faint-headed, apart from herself, as though she floated over the snow.