"You understand, of course, don"t you?" he chattered.
"Oh yes," I said cheerily; "but how about--"
"No, no; on no account the doctor. "Tell a doctor, tell the whole ship.
Besides, I"ve only got a touch of "em. You"d never have guessed it, would you? The tooth-wash does the trick. I"ll give you the prescription."
I"ll send a note to the doctor for a prescription, shall I?" I suggested.
"Right! I put myself unreservedly in your hands. "Fact is, I always did.
I said to myself--"sure I don"t bore you?--the minute I saw you, I said, "Thou art the man."" He repeated the phrase as he picked at his knees.
"All the same, you can take it from me that the ewe-lamb business is a rotten bad one. I don"t care how unfaithful the shepherd may be. Drunk or sober, "tisn"t cricket."
A surge of the trunk threw him across the cabin as the steward answered my bell. I wrote my requisition to the doctor while Shend was struggling to his feet.
"What"s wrong?" he began. "Oh, I know. We"re slowing for soundings off Ushant. It"s about time, too. You"d better ship the dead-lights when you come back, Matchem. It"ll save you waking us later. This sea"s going to get up when the tide turns. That"ll show you," he said as the man left, "that I am to be trusted. You--you"ll stop me if I say anything I shouldn"t, won"t you?"
"Talk away," I replied, "if it makes you feel better."
"That"s it; you"ve hit it exactly. You always make me feel better. I can rely on you. It"s awkward soundings but you"ll see me through it. We"ll defeat him yet.... I may be an utterly worthless devil, but I"m not a brawler.... I told him so at breakfast. I said, "Doctor, I detest brawling, but if ever you allow that girl to be insulted again as Clements insulted her, I will break your neck with my own hands." You think I was right?"
"Absolutely," I agreed.
"Then we needn"t discuss the matter any further. That man was a murderer in intention--outside the law, you understand, as it was then. They"ve changed it since--but he never deceived _me_. I told him so. I said to him at the time, "I don"t know what price you"re going to put on my head, but if ever you allow Clements to insult her again, you"ll never live to claim it.""
"And what did he do?" I asked, to carry on the conversation, for Matchem entered with the bromide.
"Oh, crumpled up at once. "Lead still going, Matchem?"
"I "aven"t "eard," said that faithful servant of the Union-Castle Company.
"Quite right. Never alarm the pa.s.sengers. Ship the dead-light, will you?" Matchem shipped it, for we were rolling very heavily. There were tramplings and gull-like cries from on deck. Shend looked at me with a mariner"s eye.
"That"s nothing," he said protectingly.
"Oh, it"s all right for you," I said, jumping at the idea. "_I_ haven"t an extra master"s certificate. I"m only a pa.s.senger. I confess it funks me."
Instantly his whole bearing changed to answer the appeal.
"My dear fellow, it"s as simple as houses. We"re hunting for sixty-five fathom water. Anything short of sixty, with a sou"west wind means--but I"ll get my Channel Pilot out of my cabin and give you the general idea.
I"m only too grateful to do anything to put your mind at ease."
And so, perhaps, for another hour--he declined the drink--Channel Pilot in hand, he navigated us round Ushant, and at my request up-channel to Southampton, light by light, with explanations and reminiscences. I professed myself soothed at last, and suggested bed.
"In a second," said he. "Now, you wouldn"t think, would you"--he glanced off the book toward my wildly swaying dressing-gown on the door--"that I"ve been seeing things for the last half-hour? "Fact is, I"m just on the edge of "em, skating on thin ice round the corner--nor"east as near as nothing--where that dog"s looking at me."
"What"s the dog like?" I asked.
"Ah, that _is_ comforting of you! Most men walk through "em to show me they aren"t real. As if I didn"t know! But _you"re_ different. Anybody could see that with half an eye." He stiffened and pointed. "d.a.m.n it all! The dog sees it too with half an--Why, he knows you! Knows you perfectly. D"you know _him_?"
"How can I tell if he isn"t real?" I insisted.
"But you can! _You"re_ all right. I saw that from the first. Don"t go back on me now or I shall go to pieces like the _Drummond Castle_. I beg your pardon, old man; but, you see, you _do_ know the dog. I"ll prove it. What"s that dog doing? Come on! _You_ know." A tremor shook him, and he put his hand on my knee, and whispered with great meaning: "I"ll letter or halve it with you. There! You begin."
"S," said I to humour him, for a dog would most likely be standing or sitting, or may be scratching or sniffling or staring.
"Q," he went on, and I could feel the heat of his shaking hand.
"U," said I. There was no other letter possible; but I was shaking too.
"I."
"N."
"T-i-n-g," he ran out. "There! That proves it. I knew you knew him. You don"t know what a relief that is. Between ourselves, old man, he--he"s been turning up lately a--a d.a.m.n sight more often than I cared for. And a squinting dog--a dog that squints! I mean that"s a bit _too_ much.
Eh? What?" He gulped and half rose, and I thought that the full tide of delirium would be on him in another sentence.
"Not a bit of it," I said as a last chance, with my hand over the bellpush. "Why, you"ve just proved that I know him; so there are two of us in the game, anyhow."
"By Jove! that _is_ an idea! Of course there are. I knew you"d see me through. We"ll defeat them yet. Hi, pup!... He"s gone. Absolutely disappeared!" He sighed with relief, and I caught the lucky moment.
"Good business! I expect he only came to have a look at me," I said.
"Now, get this drink down and turn in to the lower bunk."
He obeyed, protesting that he could not inconvenience me, and in the midst of apologies sank into a dead sleep. I expected a wakeful night, having a certain amount to think over; but no sooner had I scrambled into the top bunk than sleep came on me like a wave from the other side of the world.
In the morning there were apologies, which we got over at breakfast before our party were about.
"I suppose--after this--well, I don"t blame you. I"m rather a lonely chap, though." His eyes lifted dog-like across the table.
"Shend," I replied, "I"m not running a Sunday school. You"re coming home with me in my car as soon as we land."
"That is kind of you--kinder than you think."
"That"s because you"re a little jumpy still. Now, I don"t want to mix up in your private affairs--"
"But I"d like you to," he interrupted.
"Then, would you mind telling me the Christian name of a girl who was insulted by a man called Clements?"
"Moira," he whispered; and just then Mrs. G.o.dfrey and Milly came to table with their sh.o.r.e-going hats on.
We did not tie up till noon, but the faithful Leggatt had intrigued his way down to the dock-edge, and beside him sat Malachi, wearing his collar of gold, or Leggatt makes it look so, as eloquent as Demosthenes.
Shend flinched a little when he saw him. We packed Mrs. G.o.dfrey and Milly into Attley"s car--they were going with him to Mittleham, of course--and drew clear across the railway lines to find England all lit and perfumed for spring. Shend sighed with happiness.
"D"you know," he said, "if--if you"d chucked me--I should have gone down to my cabin after breakfast and cut my throat. And now--it"s like a dream--a good dream, you know."
We lunched with the other three at Romsey. Then I sat in front for a little while to talk to my Malachi. When I looked back, Shend was solidly asleep, and stayed so for the next two hours, while Leggatt chased Attley"s fat Daimler along the green-speckled hedges. He woke up when we said good-bye at Mittleham, with promises to meet again very soon.