"I wish I had one of my waistcoats here," said our little c.o.xcomb. "I would b.u.t.ton it if I had to go into stays--egad! I would. I will show you those waistcoats some day,--India silk--corn color, with a touch of gold braid at the pockets, ivory b.u.t.tons the size of a sovereign, with gold centres, made by the artist who made the coat. The coat is all right. Wouldn"t be ashamed to wear it to a presentation. I will b.u.t.ton it over this waistcoat and it will not be noticed. How do you like this stock--all right?"
"I think it is."
"I have a better one at home. Got it down by the bank. Smith, Dye and Company, Limited, Haberdashers. I can recommend the place if--if you ever go to London. Brummel"s haberdasher--Brummel knew the best places.
Depend upon him for that. Where he dealt, there you would hear the tramp of many feet. He made Schwitzer"s fortune. Wonderful man, Brummel.
Wonderful man, and I like him if he does owe me a thousand pounds thirty years past due. Egad! it has been so long since I carried a stick I have almost lost the knack of the thing. A stick is a useful thing to a gentleman. Gives him grace, furnishes occupation for his hands. Gloves in one hand, stick in the other--no man need get his hands mixed. Got this stick down on Washington Street an hour ago. How do I seem to handle it?" He walked across the room, holding the stick in the most approved fashion--of thirty years before.
"It"s fine, Billy Little, it"s fine," answered Dic, sorry to see an apparent weakness in his little friend, though loving him better for the sake of it. The past had doubled back on Billy for a day, and he felt a touch of his youth--of that olden time when the first dandy of England was heir-apparent to the crown and blubbered over an ill-fitting coat. If you will look at the people of those times through the lens of that fact, you will see something interesting and amusing.
After many glances toward the mirror, Billy announced that he was ready, and marched upon Miss Tousy, exulting in the fact that there was not in all the state another coat like the one he wore. Billy"s vanity, to do him justice, was not at all upon his own account. He wished to appear well for Dic"s sake, and ransacked his past life for points in etiquette and manner once familiar, but now almost forgotten by him and by the world. His quaint old resurrections were comical and apt to create mirth, but beneath their oddities I believe a discerning person would easily have recognized the gentleman.
I shall not describe to you Billy"s Regency bow when Dic presented him to Miss Tousy; nor shall I bring into his conversation all the "My dear madams," "Dear ladys," and "Beg pardons," scattered broadcast in his effort to do credit to his protege. But Miss Tousy liked Billy, while she enjoyed his old-fashioned affectations; and in truth the man was in all respects worthy of the coat.
"Rita is very ill," Miss Tousy said. "Mrs. Bays says your conduct almost killed her daughter. Two doctors are with her now."
"Terrible, my dear madam, terrible," interrupted Billy, and Miss Tousy continued:--
"I whispered to Rita that you would remain, and she murmured, "I"m so glad. Tell him mother forced me to promise that I would never see him again, and that promise is killing me. I can"t forget it even for a moment. Ask him to forgive me, and ask him if it will be wrong for me to break the promise when I get well. I cannot decide whether it would be wrong for me to keep it or to break it. Both ways seem wicked to me!""
"Wicked!" cried Billy springing from his chair excitedly, and walking across the room, gloves in one hand, stick in the other, and Brummel coat b.u.t.toned tightly across the questionable waistcoat, "my dear lady, tell her it will be wicked--d.a.m.nable--beg pardon, beg pardon; but I must repeat, dear lady, it will be wicked and wrong--a d.a.m.ning wrong, if she keeps the promise obtained by force--by force, lady, by duress. Tell her I absolve her from the promise. I will go to Rome and get the Pope"s absolution. No! that will be worse than none for Rita; she is a Baptist.
Well, well, I"ll hunt out the head Baptist,--the high chief of all Baptists, if there is one,--and will get his absolution. But, my dear Miss Tousy, she has faith in me. I have never led her wrong in my life, and she knows it. Tell her I say the promise is not binding, before either G.o.d or man, and you will help her."
"And tell her she will not be able to keep the promise," interrupted Dic. "I"ll make it impossible. When she recovers, I"ll kidnap her, if need be."
"I"ll go at once and tell her," returned Miss Tousy. "She is in need of those messages."
Dic and Billy walked down to Bays"s with Miss Tousy, and waited on the corner till she emerged from the house, when they immediately joined her.
"I gave her the messages," said Miss Tousy, "and she became quieter at once. "Tell him I"ll get well now," she whispered. Then she smiled faintly, and said, "Wouldn"t it be romantic to be kidnapped?" After that she was silent; and within five minutes she slept, for the first time since yesterday."
Rita"s illness proved to be typhoid fever, a frightful disease in those days of bleeding and calomel.
Billy returned home after a few days, but Dic remained to receive his diurnal report from Miss Tousy.
One evening during the fourth week of Rita"s illness Dic received the joyful tidings that the fever had subsided, and that she would recover.
He spent a great part of the night watching her windows from across the street, as he had spent many a night before.
On returning to the inn he found a letter from Sukey Yates. He had been thinking that the fates had put aside their grudge against him, and that his luck had turned. When he read the letter announcing that the poor little dimpler was in dire tribulation, and asking him to return to her at once and save her from disgrace, he still felt that the fates had changed--but for the worse. He was sure Sukey might, with equal propriety, make her appeal to several other young men--especially to Tom Bays; but he was not strong enough in his conviction to relieve himself of blame, or entirely to throw off a sense of responsibility. In truth, he had suffered for weeks with an excruciating remorse; and the sin into which he had been tempted had been resting like lead upon his conscience. He remembered Billy"s warning against Sukey"s too seductive charms; and although he had honestly tried to follow the advice, and had clearly seen the danger, he had permitted himself to be lured into a trap by a full set of dimples and a pair of moist, red lips. He was not so craven as to say, even to himself, that Sukey was to blame; but deep in his consciousness he knew that he had tried not to sin; and that Sukey, with her allurements, half childish, half-womanly, and all-enticing, had tempted him, and he had eaten. The news in her letter entirely upset him. For a time he could not think coherently. He had never loved Sukey, even for a moment. He could not help admiring her physical beauty. She was a perfect specimen of her type, and her too affectionate heart and joyous, never-to-be-ruffled good humor made her a delightful companion, well fitted to arouse tenderness. Add virtue and sound principle to Sukey"s other attractions, and she would have made a wife good enough for a king--too good, far too good. For the lack of those qualities she was not to blame, since they spring from heredity or environment. Sukey"s parents were good, honest folk, but wholly unfitted to bring up a daughter. Sukey at fourteen was quite mature, and gave evidence of beauty so marked as to attract men twice her age, who "kept company" with her, as the phrase went, sat with her till late in the night, took her out to social gatherings, and--G.o.d help the girl, she was not to blame. She did only as others did, as her parents permitted; and her tender little heart, so p.r.o.ne to fondness, proved to be a curse rather than the blessing it would have been if properly directed and protected. Mentally, physically, and temperamentally she was very close to nature, and nature, in the human species, needs curbing.
The question of who should bear the blame did not enter into Dic"s perturbed cogitations. He took it all upon his own broad shoulders, and did not seek to hide his sin under the cloak of that poor extenuation, "she did tempt me." If Rita"s love should turn to hatred (he thought it would), he would marry Sukey and bear his burden through life; but if Rita"s love could withstand this shock, Sukey"s troubles would go unrighted by him. Those were the only conclusions he could reach. His keen remorse was the result of his sin; and while he pitied Sukey, he did not trust her.
Next morning Dic saw Miss Tousy and took the stage for home. His first visit was to Billy Little, whom he found distributing letters back of the post-office boxes.
"How is Rita?" asked Billy.
"She"s much better," returned Dic. "Miss Tousy tells me the fever has left her, and the doctors say she will soon recover. I wanted to see her before I left, but of course that could not be; and--and the truth is I could not have looked her in the face."
"Why?" Billy was busy throwing letters.
"Because--because, Billy Little, I am at last convinced that I represent the most perfect combination of knave and fool that ever threw heaven away and walked open-eyed into h.e.l.l."
"Oh, I don"t know," replied the postmaster, continuing to toss letters into their respective boxes. "I ... don"t know. The world has seen some rare (Mrs. Sarah c.u.mmins) combinations of that sort." After a long pause he continued: "I ... I don"t believe (Peter Davidson) I don"t believe ... there is much knave in you. Fool, perhaps (Atkinson, David. He doesn"t live here), in plenty--." Another pause, while three or four letters were distributed. "Suppose you say that the formula--the chemical formula--of your composition would stand (Peter Smith) F_{9} K_{2}. Of course, at times, you are all M, which stands for man, but (Jane Anderson, Jane Anderson. Jo John"s wife, I suppose)--"
"You will not jest, Billy Little, when you have heard all."
"I am not ... jesting now. Go back ... into my apartments. I"ll lock the door (Samuel Richardson. Great writer) and come back to you (Leander Cross. Couldn"t read a signboard. What use writing letters to him?) when I have handed (Mrs. Margarita Bays. They don"t know she has moved to Indianapolis, d.a.m.n her)--when I have handed out the mail."
Dic went back to the bedroom, and Billy opened the delivery window. The little crowd scrambled for their letters as if they feared a delay of a moment or two would fade the ink, and when the mail had been distributed the calm postmaster went back to hear Dic"s troubles. At no time in that young man"s life had his troubles been so heavy. He feared Billy Little"s scorn and biting sarcasm, though he well knew that in the end he would receive sympathy and good advice. The relation between Dic and Billy was not only that of intimate friendship; it was almost like that between father and son. Billy felt that it was not only his privilege, but his duty, to be severe with the young man when necessity demanded.
When Dic was a boy he lost his father, and Billy Little had stood as subst.i.tute for, lo, these many years.
When Billy entered the room, Dic was lost amid the flood of innumerable emotions, chief among which were the fear that he had lost Rita and the dread of her contempt.
Billy went to the fireplace, poked the fire, lighted his pipe, and leaned against the mantel-shelf.
"Well, what"s the trouble now?" asked Brummel"s friend.
"Read this," answered Dic, handing him Sukey"s letter.
Billy went to the window, rested his elbows upon the piano, put on his "other gla.s.ses," and read aloud:--
""DEAR DIC: I"m in so much trouble."" ("Maxwelton"s braes,"
exclaimed Billy. The phrase at such a time was almost an oath.) ""Please come to me at once."" (Billy turned his face toward Dic and gazed at him for thirty long seconds.) ""Come at once. Oh, please come to me, Dic. I will kill myself if you don"t. I cannot sleep nor eat. I am in such agony I wish I were dead; but I trust you, and I am sure you will save me. I know you will. If you could know how wretched and unhappy I am, if you could see me tossing all night in bed, and crying and praying, you certainly would pity me.
Oh, G.o.d, I will go crazy. I know I will. Come to me, Dic, and save me. I have never said that I loved you--you have never asked me--but you know it more surely than words can tell."
""SUKEY.""
When Billy had finished reading the letter he spoke two words, as if to himself,--"Poor Rita." His first thought was of her. Her pain was his pain; her joy was his joy; her agony was his torture. Then he seated himself on the stool and gazed across the piano out the window. After a little time his fingers began to wander over the keys. Soon the wandering fingers began to strike chords, and the random chords grew into soft, weird improvisations; then came a few chords from the beloved, melodious "Messiah"; but as usual "Annie Laurie" soon claimed her own, and Billy was lost, for the time, to Dic and to the world.
Meanwhile Dic sat by the fireplace awaiting his friend"s pleasure, and to say that he suffered, but poorly tells his condition.
"Well, what are you going to do about it?" asked Billy, suddenly turning on the stool. Dic did not answer, and Billy continued: "d.a.m.ned pretty mess you"ve made. Proud of yourself, I suppose?"
"No."
"Lady-killer, eh?"
"No."
"Oh, perhaps it wasn"t your fault, Adam? You are not to blame? She tempted you?"
"I only am to blame."
""Deed if I believe you have brains enough to know who is to blame."
"Yes, I have that much, but no more. Oh, Billy Little, don"t--don"t."
Billy turned upon the piano-stool, and again began to play.
Dic had known that Billy would be angry, but he was not prepared for this avalanche of wrath. Billy had grown desperately fond of Rita. No one could know better than he the utter folly and hopelessness of his pa.s.sion; but the realization of folly and a sense of hopelessness do not shut folly out of the heart. If they did, there would be less suffering in the world. Billy"s love was a strange combination of that which might be felt by a lover and a father. He had not hoped or desired ever to possess the girl, and his love for Dic had made it not only easy, but joyous to surrender her to him. Especially was he happy over the union because it would insure her happiness. His love was so unselfish that he was willing to give up not only the girl, but himself, his blood, his life, for her sweet sake. With all his love for Dic, that young man was chiefly important as a means to Rita"s happiness, and now he had become worse than useless because he was a source of wretchedness to her. You may understand, then, the reason for Billy"s extreme anger against this young man, who since childhood had been his friend, almost as dear as if he were his son.