"That was part of it, but Mother says real chivalry is for everybody, for girls as well as boys, and we can practise it nowadays, because it simply means refusing to profit by anyone else"s weakness. The knights in olden times were bound by their vows of knighthood to defend all who couldn"t protect themselves, and--oh, dear! I can"t explain myself properly, but don"t you see that, when poor Miss Webb was so stupid and helpless, we were bound to behave well and learn our lessons, simply because she wasn"t strong enough to make us on her own account, and it was so cowardly to take advantage of her? That would have been chivalry."
"I think I understand," said Aldred, staring hard at the fire.
"Yes, I knew you would, though the others don"t in the least, I"m afraid. I"m glad to say they"re a little ashamed of themselves, though, and they"re quite nice to Miss Webb now. By the by, we"ve started a subscription in the Form, to make her a present before she goes. You"d like to give something, wouldn"t you?"
"Very much indeed. Please put my name down for ten shillings."
"A whole half-sovereign! How generous you are! Most of us have only given half-crowns. We shall have twenty-five shillings now, and that ought to buy something really nice. Miss Drummond has promised to get it for us in Chetbourne. We don"t know whether to choose a russia leather writing-case or a silver-topped, cut-gla.s.s scent bottle. I think you ought to have the casting vote, as you"re giving so much more than anyone else."
"No; you settle it with the rest of the Form. I don"t mind which, but it must be what the others like best."
"Well, I"ll tell the girls what you say. I must go now, because Miss Drummond said I mustn"t stay more than half an hour."
"Here are my keys," said Aldred. "If you"ll unlock the workbox on my dressing-table, you"ll find the half-sovereign in the lid. I can"t go downstairs myself to fetch it."
"All right. I shall put your name first on the list."
"Oh, please don"t! I"d rather have it last of all, if you don"t mind."
[Ill.u.s.tration: ""I THINK I UNDERSTAND," SAID ALDRED"]
The half-sovereign was conscience money, Aldred reflected sadly, as she returned to the fireside after bidding her friend good-bye. There was neither real pleasure nor merit in her gift, only a wish to make expiation for a fault that she dared not openly confess. She was like the Norman barons of old who gave large sums to the Church, to try to atone for the sins they still went on committing. She had no intention of explaining or setting the matter of the chair right, and her most earnest hope was that Mabel had succeeded in turning away the suspicions of the other girls from her, or, at least, in closing their mouths.
"They won"t like to mention it any more, from fear of offending Mabel,"
she thought. "There"s not one of them who would risk a quarrel. I expect I"m safe enough, and needn"t worry about it: but oh, dear! Mabel thinks I"m so generous, and everything that"s n.o.ble and splendid and good; I wonder what she would say, if she knew me as I really am!"
CHAPTER XIII
Aldred pays a Visit
Miss Bardsley, after nearly six weeks" absence from school, returned to her work with renewed zeal, and under her judicious rule the Fourth Form was once more the abode of order and attention, Miss Webb"s brief interlude was soon an old story, and Aldred, except for the inward monitor that insisted on recalling unpleasant things, was troubled with no awkward reminiscences, or demands for an explanation which she was not prepared to give. The days were so full and so busy at the Grange that the girls were generally occupied with the affairs of the moment, and they had neither time nor inclination for recollections of an episode that had reflected so little credit upon the Form.
The spring term was often called "Indoor Science Term", because on Wednesday evenings Miss Drummond gave lectures that were intended as a preparation for the botanical and zoological rambles held during the summer. In May, June, and July the girls would be taken to search for wild flowers upon the downs, and for marine specimens of all kinds on the beach; and it was Miss Drummond"s object to enable them to understand beforehand what they were likely to find. Sometimes she had a magic lantern and sometimes a microscope, and always she had something interesting to tell and to show, whether it was the marvels of plant life or the wonders of the seash.o.r.e; and she could make her nature stories sound as thrilling as human ones.
There were attendances also at concerts and University Extension lectures at Chetbourne, to which the school went in relays; Miss Drummond liked to keep her girls in touch with the outside world, and did not wish them to remain continually shut up in the Grange, as if it were a nunnery. At mealtimes, though she banned politics, she generally discussed the news of the day and any great events that were happening, so that n.o.body could plead ignorance of current topics. At the Debating Society all kinds of questions were aired and argued, the opposing papers being entrusted to members of the Fifth and Sixth Forms, though the Lower School was allowed to express its opinion. The meetings were conducted in a strictly business-like and orderly manner worthy of a college society, having been organized by Miss Forster and Miss Bardsley, who were both well versed in Girton traditions. Aldred enjoyed them immensely, and, finding several opportunities of putting in a few words, did not hesitate to avail herself of her chances. She was not shy, and had perhaps inherited a propensity for discussion from her barrister father, so she was able to do herself ample justice, and to reflect credit upon the Fourth Form.
"You simply squashed Freda on the subject of Socialism," said Mabel, after one particularly successful little speech. "Her thesis went all to pieces when you nailed her to the point, and she couldn"t prove anything. I wish I had such clear brains! You see the weak spots in people"s arguments immediately, and then you can bowl them over like ninepins."
Mabel herself had no gift of eloquence, so she appreciated Aldred"s powers all the more, and was immensely proud of her success.
"I can"t imagine how I lived before you came to school," she sometimes remarked. "I was a wheel without an axle. Now everything I do centres round you, and the best of it is that Mother likes you too!"
To both of the girls the great event of the term had been the night spent by Mabel"s mother at the Grange. Lady Muriel Farrington not only had a warm friendship for Miss Drummond, but held both her personality and her methods of teaching in admiration and respect, and for this reason had entrusted her with her daughter. When up in town, she sometimes paid flying visits to Birkwood, as she knew that Miss Drummond would allow her to do so without disturbing the general routine of the school. She had been exceedingly anxious to come on this occasion, partly because Mabel had had influenza, and she wanted to a.s.sure herself that she was quite strong again; and partly because she wished to meet Aldred, and ascertain what kind of girl had gained such an intense, dominating influence over her daughter. She was extremely particular as to the friendships Mabel should form, considering her choice of companions one of the most important features in her upbringing; and she had been most careful to allow no intimacy with anyone whom she had not herself seen and approved.
Mabel"s letters had been so entirely filled with accounts of Aldred, to the exclusion of all other topics, that her mother felt it was high time to investigate this new and absorbing interest, and either give her sanction or take some steps to put an immediate stop to it. She had come to the Grange prepared to be very critical, and even censorious; but once introduced to Aldred, she had immediately fallen under the spell of her striking appearance and winning manners. No one knew better than Lady Muriel, however, that a picturesque exterior is not always an index to the mind; so she had a long talk with Miss Drummond about Aldred"s character, and received such a favourable report that her fears were quite set at rest.
"I find your friend utterly charming," she said in private to Mabel, who was waiting in some anxiety to hear the verdict. "She is a most fascinating girl, evidently very clever and intelligent, yet so sweet, sympathetic, and winsome. I hear good accounts of her from Miss Drummond, who says she is entirely truthful, honourable, and straightforward (that was a question I particularly asked), and that she has a splendid reputation in the school. I am going to invite her to stay with us during the Easter holidays, and I hope very much that her father will allow her to come."
Mabel"s rapture knew no bounds. She felt that she now had an official seal on her friendship, and she was longing to take Aldred home with her, and show her all the places that she had so often described.
"You"ll see the house, and the park, and the lake, and our Alpine garden, and the tanks where we grow water-lilies, and our village club and library, and all Mother"s pet schemes and hobbies," she announced gleefully. "We"ll have a perfectly delightful time! Gra.s.singford always looks particularly pretty in spring, when the trees are just coming out, and we"ll get Father to take us about in the motor, so that you can see the country. Do you ride?"
"A little," said Aldred. Her achievements in that line were limited to a donkey at the seaside, but she was not going to confess her lack of experience.
"Then we"ll have some glorious scampers on Belle and Beauty. Belle really belongs to Geoffrey--that"s my stepbrother, who is married, and lives a mile away--but he lends her to me sometimes, and I am sure he will this Easter if I ask him. I must take you to see Geoffrey and Rosamond, and my wee niece Margot. She"s only five months old, and I haven"t seen her since she was in long clothes. Then there are my cousins at the Rectory; I know they"ll simply fall in love with you. Oh, I"m absolutely longing to introduce you to everybody and everything!"
Aldred"s father readily gave his consent to the proposed visit, so April fifteenth saw the two girls starting off together for the holidays. Miss Bardsley took them up to town, and placed them safely in the train at King"s Cross; and they would have no further change until they reached Helmsworth, the junction for Gra.s.singford.
They were in a very exultant and hilarious frame of mind, literally bubbling over with excitement. They managed to restrain themselves while they were under Miss Bardsley"s eye, but directly the train started, and she had waved a final farewell from the platform, they allowed their wild spirits to have free play, and laughed to their hearts" content, waltzed between the seats, gave three cheers for the breaking-up, and chattered like a pair of magpies. Fortunately, they had the compartment to themselves, or they could not have indulged in such enjoyable frivolities except at the risk of being taken for lunatics.
"I managed to buy a box of chocolates and a bag of pears," announced Aldred, triumphantly producing a parcel. "Miss Bardsley said there wasn"t time, but I got the newspaper boy to run to the refreshment room while she bought our tickets."
"She"s given us about ten thousand last directions! Can you remember any of them?" said Mabel.
"Never a one!" laughed Aldred. "The engine was snorting so loudly, I couldn"t hear a single word."
"And I could only catch a word here and there. I have a general impression that we aren"t to hang out of the window, or speak to strangers, and that we must call the guard if anyone disagreeable gets into the carriage."
"Well, we had all that before, from Miss Drummond!"
"And not to lose our tickets!"
"As if we should! I always keep mine in this inner pocket; it was made in my coat on purpose. I"m much more likely to lose my temper with so many instructions--we might be babies, five years old! I wonder Miss Bardsley did not tie a luggage label to each of us, marked, "Perishable Goods, at Owner"s Risk"!"
"Yes, or "Live Stock; Immediate," suggested Mabel. "Then we could have gone in the guard"s van, and she would have been perfectly easy about us."
"There"s only one outrageous thing that always tempts me," declared Aldred. "I do so want to pull down the cord, and stop the train!"
"A five pounds penalty if you indulge yourself, my dear."
"If I had five pounds I would, just for the sheer fun of it. All the people would rush out of the carriages, to see what was the matter. It would make such a sensation! By the by, how can the guard know who has pulled the cord? Suppose we simply looked innocent and astonished when he came to our compartment, he couldn"t tell it was either of us; I don"t think he could possibly know."
"As a rule, people only signal to stop in some great emergency, and then they would be anxious to call for help."
Aldred reached up, and put her hand tentatively on the cord.
"Shall I?"
There was real intention both in her eyes and in her voice.
"No, no! Aldred, stop! How can you think of doing such a dreadful thing!"
"I was only in fun, you dear goose!" said Aldred, with a rather forced laugh.
Mabel heaved a sigh of relief.