"Not formally, perhaps, but it was your father"s wish. We were all agreeable, because Gervase seemed devoted to you. You seemed wonderfully pleased with the idea when you first came to Trewinion; and, after all, it is no small thing to marry a man with Gervase"s prospects."
"Marriage is a serious thing, Beryl," Madeline said, gently. "When I met Gervase first I was only a school girl. I did not know my own mind. I own he attracted me greatly, and all the time he was away I cherished, and almost worshipped, an ideal----"
"But surely Gervase has realised your ideal?" Beryl questioned. "He may not be as handsome as some men, but think how brave he is, how self-sacrificing, how devoted! He would almost lay down his life for you!"
"I don"t want any man to do that," Madeline said, quietly.
"But surely such devotion as his is deserving of some recompense? He has waited patiently for you week after week, and month after month, and I am sure your coldness is driving him to the gaming-tables."
"Would you have me marry him, Beryl, if I do not love him?"
"Oh, you can love him well enough if you try, unless--unless----"
"Unless what, Beryl?"
"Oh, unless you have given way to some romantic nonsense about another man!"
"What do you mean by that?" Madeline asked, raising her eyebrows slightly.
"You know well enough what I mean, Madeline; so you need not pretend."
"I am not pretending. Besides, it is not fair to fling out mere hints that may mean a great deal, or may mean nothing at all."
"Oh, I am not blaming you very much. It was only natural, perhaps, that he should take your fancy for a moment."
"That who should take my fancy?"
"Why, the young man who saved your life, of course. You knew nothing about him, and there is no denying that he is very good-looking. But you have discovered his true character since."
"I have, Beryl."
"He pretended, too, to have made a discovery and induced, it is said, a number of people to lend him their savings, so that he might develop it, and now that is gone to smash. I pity the people he has swindled."
"Who said it had gone to smash?" Madeline questioned eagerly.
"It"s in the St. Gaved _Express_ that came by post last evening."
"Are you sure?"
"Quite sure. There is quite a long paragraph about it. Besides, I heard father talking to mother about it last evening."
"I wish I could see the paper. Where can I find it?"
"I will run and fetch it for you if you like? But it is quite true, what I have told you."
Beryl watched Madeline"s face with great interest while she read, but it revealed nothing to her. Madeline was conscious that Beryl"s eyes were upon her, and so held herself resolutely in check. Not for the world would she betray what she felt.
The St. Gaved _Express_ was printed and published mainly in the interests of the landed and moneyed cla.s.ses. Its politics were those of the people who held the shares. Its comments on local matters were coloured by its political views. Its sn.o.bbery was beyond dispute.
Rufus Sterne received scant courtesy at its hands. He had been heard to say that he believed in the government of the people by the people, for the people. That was quite sufficient for the _Express_. Politically he was a dangerous character--a little Englander and a pro-foreigner.
When it became known that Rufus had failed, that he had been forestalled with his invention, the _Express_ openly rejoiced. Such unpatriotic characters did not deserve to succeed. It hinted that there was a rough and ready justice in the world that dealt out to men the measure of their deserts--which, being interpreted, meant, that to those who had was given, and from those who had not was taken away even what they had.
It further hinted its hope that the dupes of what was little less than a public fraud would do their duty to the public, to themselves, and to the ingenious young gentleman whose exposure was now pretty well complete.
Madeline folded the paper without a word and handed it back to Beryl.
"I should think you feel sorry now that you ever spoke to him," Beryl said, after a long pause.
"There are many things we feel sorry for when it is too late," she answered, quietly, then turned and walked slowly out of the room.
She had not thought much of Rufus for several weeks. She never expected to see him again. He had come into her life for a few months and pa.s.sed out again, and the sooner she forgot him the better.
But this story of his failure with the cutting comments and insinuations of the _Express_ called out her sympathies afresh, and in larger measure than ever. She did not think the less of him because he had not succeeded. He had not laboured at an invention that was useless. His failure was not due to the worthlessness of his idea, but simply to the fact that another man had got in before him.
"Oh! I am sorry," she said to herself, when she got to her own room.
"How terribly disappointed he will feel. It will seem as though everything is against him, and he had staked his all on the enterprise."
Once or twice she was strongly tempted to sit down and write him a friendly letter of sympathy. But she could not summon up quite sufficient courage. If she had cared less for him she would have been less sensitive. Beryl had just told her that she had been carried away by a foolish and romantic attachment, or words to that effect, and it would never do to give colour and substance to the insinuation. She must keep her self-respect whatever happened.
For several days Rufus was more frequently in her thoughts than was good for her peace of mind. She pictured his disappointment, his helplessness, his despair. She saw him in imagination wandering out on the cliffs alone, with knitted brows and troubled face. She wondered what he would do. She knew he had staked his all--though how much that "all" meant she never guessed--would it be possible for him to rise above this last calamity that had overtaken him, or would he go down in the general crash and ruin, and never be heard of again?
He had ability, she knew, and energy and determination; but so had many another man who had absolutely failed. No man could do the impossible.
Bricks could not be made without clay. Circ.u.mstances were sometimes stronger than the strongest.
Rufus Sterne was not only penniless, but in debt. The money he had borrowed had gone with his own, and how was it possible in a sleepy little place like St. Gaved to retrieve his position? She wished she could help him. The beginning of his misfortunes seemed to be a.s.sociated with her. His broken leg was entirely due to her adventurousness, while the loss of his reputation was the outcome of her friendliness to him.
Try as she would she could never wholly dissociate herself from him. She was irretrievably mixed up with his success or failure.
She did her best to appear cheerful and unconcerned before the Tregonys.
Beryl informed her father that Madeline had seen the account in the paper of Sterne"s failure, and had manifested not the slightest interest in the matter.
"Did she say nothing at all?" Sir Charles questioned.
"Scarcely a word."
"And did you say nothing?"
"I did suggest that I thought she would feel sorry now she had ever spoken to him."
"And what did she reply?"
"Oh, she just said, "There are many things we feel sorry for when it is too late," and walked out of the room."
"She never saw him after the police court affair, I think."
"I am sure she never did, father."
"So that this will pretty well complete the disillusionment."