"That and worse," answered Hal. "Hath Mr. Shakespeare never told you?"
"Never but thou wert a gentleman desirous of turning player. Let"s hear it, an thou wilt."
"Ay, let us!" cried Heminge and Condell; and Sly added: "For a player to turn gentleman is nothing wonderful now, but that a gentleman should turn player hath puzzled me."[12]
"Why," quoth Harry, now vivacious with wine, and quite ready to do most of the talking, "you shall see how a gentleman might easily have turned far worse than player. "Twas when I was newly come to London, in 1598, not three years ago. Ye"ve all heard me tell of the loss of mine estate in Oxfordshire, through the deviltry of the law and of my kinsman. When my cousin took possession, he would have got me provided for at one of the universities, to be rid of me; but I had no mind to be made a poor scholar of; for, look you, my bringing up in my father"s house had been fit for a n.o.bleman"s son. I knew my Latin and my lute, could hunt and hawk with any, and if I had no practice at tilt and tourney, I made up for that lack by my skill with the rapier. Well, just when I should have gone to Italy. Germany, and France, for my education, my father died, and my mother; and I was turned out of house, wherefore I say, a curse on all bribe-taking judges and unnatural kin! I told my cousin what he might do with the dirty scholarship he offered me, and a pox on it! and swore I would hang for a thief ere I would take anything of his giving.
All that I had in the world was a horse, the clothes on my body,--for I would not go back to his house for others, having once left it,--my rapier and dagger, and a little purse of crowns and angels. There was but one friend whom I thought it would avail me to seek, and to his house I rode, in Hertfordshire. He was a Catholic knight, whose father had sheltered my grandfather, a Protestant, in the days of Queen Mary, and now went I to him, to make myself yet more his debtor in grat.i.tude.
Though he had lived most time in France, since the Babington conspiracy, he now happened to be at home; yet he could do nothing for me, his estate being sadly diminished, and he about to sail again for the country where Catholics are safer. But he gave me a letter to my lord of Ess.e.x, by whom, as by my father, he was no less loved for being a Catholic. When I read the letter, I thought my fortune made. To London I rode, seeing myself already high in the great earl"s service. At the Bell, in Carter Lane, I lodged, and so gleesome a thing it was to me to be in London, so many were the joys to be bought here, so gay the taverns, so irresistible the wenches, that ere ever I found time to present my letter to the earl I had spent my angels and crowns, besides the money I had got for my horse in Smithfield. But I was easy in mind.
My lord would a.s.suredly take me into his house forthwith, on reading my friend"s letter. The next morning, as I started for Ess.e.x House, a gentleman I had met in the taverns asked me if I had heard the news. I had not; so he told me. My lord of Ess.e.x had yesterday turned his back on the queen, and clapped his hand upon his sword,--you remember the time, masters--"
"Ay," said Sly. "The queen boxed his ears for it. The dispute was over the governorship of Ireland."
"My lord was in disgrace," Hal went on, "and like to be charged with high treason. So little I knew of court matters, I thought this meant his downfall, and that the letter, if seen, might work only to my prejudice and my friend"s. So I burned it at the tavern fire, and wondered what a murrain to do. I went to lodge in Honey Lane, p.a.w.ned my weapons, then my cloak, and finally the rest of my clothes, having bought rags in Houndsditch in the meantime. Rather than go back to Oxfordshire I would have died in the street, and was like to do so, at last; for my host, having asked for his money one night when I was drunk and touchy, got such an answer that he and his drawer cudgelled me and threw me out. So bruised I was, that I could scarce move; but I got up, and walked to the Conduit in Cheapside. There I lay down, full of aches; and then was it that Mr. Shakespeare, returning late from the tavern, happened to step on me as I lay blocking the way. What it was that moved him to stop and examine me, I know not. But, having done so, he led me to his lodgings in St. Helen"s; whence, for one in my condition, it was truly no downward step to the playhouse stage,--and thankful was I when he offered me that step!"
"I perceived from the manner of thy groan, when I trod on thee, "twas no common vagabond under foot," said Shakespeare.
Later in the evening, Mr. Burbage came in, not to eat, for he had already supped at his house in Holywell Street, Sh.o.r.editch, but to join a little in the drinking. The room was now full of tobacco smoke, for most of the players had set their pipes a-going. Mr. Shakespeare did not smoke; but Hal Marryott, as a youth who could let no material joy go by untasted, was as keen a judge of Trinidado or Nicotian as any sea-dog from "the Americas."
""Tis how many hundred years, Will, since this Prince Hamlet lived?"
said Heminge, the talk having led thereto; and he went on, not waiting for answer, "Yet to-day we players bring him back to life, and make him to be remembered."
"Ay," replied Shakespeare, "many a dead and rotten king oweth a resurrection and posthumous fame to some ragged scholar or some poor player."
"And we players," said Burbage, with a kind of sigh, "who make dead men remembered, are by the very nature of our craft doomed to be forgot. Who shall know our very names, three poor hundred years hence?"
"Why," said Condell, "our names might live by the printing of them in the books of the plays we act in; a printed book will last you a long time."
"Not such books as these thievish printers make of our plays," said Sly, himself a writer of plays.
"Marry, I should not wish long life to their blundering, distorted versions of any play I had a hand in making," said Shakespeare.
"But consider," said Condell; "were a decent printing made of all thy plays, Will, all in one book, from the true ma.n.u.scripts we have at the theatre, and our names put in the book, d.i.c.k"s name at the head, then might not our names live for our having acted in thy plays?"
Mr. Burbage smiled amusedly, but said nothing, and Shakespeare answered:
""Twould be a dead kind of life for them, methinks; buried in dusty, unsold volumes in the book-sellers" shops in Paul"s Churchyard."
"Nay, I would venture something," said Master Heminge, thoughtfully, "that a book of _thy_ plays were sure to be opened."
"Ay, that some shopman"s "prentice might tear out the leaves, to wrap fardels withal," said Shakespeare. "Three hundred years, d.i.c.k said. "Tis true, books of the ancients have endured to this day; but if the world grows in learning as it hath in our own time, each age making its own books, and better and wiser ones, what readers shall there be, think you, in the year of our Lord 1900, for the rude stage-plays of Will Shakespeare, or even for his poems, that be writ with more care?"
""Twould be strange, indeed," said Burbage, "that a player should be remembered after his death, merely for his having acted in some certain play or set of plays." He did not add, but did he think, that Will Shakespeare"s plays were more like to be remembered, if at all, for Mr.
Burbage"s having acted in them?[13]
"Why art thou silent, lad," said Shakespeare to Hal Marryott, by way of changing the subject, "and thy gaze lost in thy clouds of smoke, as if thou sawest visions there?"
"I" faith, I do see a vision there," said Harry, now in the enraptured stage of wine, and eager to unbosom himself. "Would I were a poet, like thee, that I might describe it. Ye G.o.ds, what a face! The eyes have burned into my heart. Cupid hath made swift work of me!"
"Why, this must be since yesterday," said Sly.
"Since four o" the clock to-day," cried Hal.
"Then thou canst no more than have seen her," remarked Fletcher.
"To see her was to worship her. Drink with me to her eyes, an ye love me, masters!"
"To her nose also, and mouth and cheeks and ears, an thou wilt," said Sly, suiting action to word.
"Don"t think this is love in thee, lad," said Fletcher. "Love is of slower growth."
"Then all our plays are wrong," said Sly.
"Why, certes, it may be love," said Shakespeare. "Love is a flame of this fashion: the first sight of a face will kindle it in shape of a spark. An there be no further matter to fan and feed the spark withal, "twill soon die, having never been aught but a spark, keen though its scorch for a time; a mere seedling of love, a babe smothered at birth.
But an there be closer commerce, to give fuel and breeze to the spark, it shall grow into flame, a flame, look you, that with proper feeding shall endure forever, like sacred fires judiciously replenished and maintained; but too much fuel, or too little, or a change in the wind, will smother it, or starve it, or violently put it out. Harry hath the spark well lighted, as his raving showeth, and whether it shall soon burn out, or wax into a blaze, lies with future circ.u.mstance."
Harry declared that, if not otherwise fed, it would devour himself.
Thereupon Master Sly suggested drowning it in sack; and one would have thought Hal was trying to do so. But the more he drank, the more was he engulfed in ideas of her who had charmed him. Still having a kind of delusion that she was in a manner present, he discoursed as if for her to overhear.
Ere he knew it, the other players were speaking of bed. Mr. Burbage had already slipped out to fulfil some mysterious engagement for the night within the city, which matter, whatever it was, had been the cause of his coming after supper from his home beyond the bars of Bishopsgate Street without the walls. Master Heminge"s apprentices (for Master Heminge was a grocer as well as an actor) had come to escort him and Master Condell to their houses in Aldermanbury; and st.u.r.dy varlets were below to serve others of the company in like duty. At this late hour such guards against robbers were necessary in London streets. But Harry, who then lodged in the same house with Mr. Shakespeare, in St. Helen"s, Bishopsgate,[14] was not yet for going home. He would make the cannikin clink for some hours more. Knowing the lad"s ways, and his ability to take care of himself, Mr. Shakespeare left him to his desires; and at last Harry had no other companion than Will Sly, who still had head and stomach for another good-night flagon or two. When Sly in turn was shaky on his legs and half asleep, Harry accompanied him and his man to their door, reluctantly saw it close upon them, and then, solitary in night-wrapped London, looked up and down the narrow street, considering which way to roam in search of congenial souls, minded, like himself, to revel out the merry hours of darkness.
He loathed the thought of going to bed yet, and would travel far to find a fellow wa.s.sailer. His three shillings--though that sum then would buy more than a pound buys to-day--had gone at the Mermaid. He bethought himself of the taverns at which he might have credit. The list not offering much encouragement, he at last started off at random, leaving events to chance.
Plunging and swaying, rather than walking, he traversed a few streets, aimlessly turning what corners presented themselves. The creaking of the signs overhead in the wind mingled with the more mysterious sounds of the night. Once he heard a sudden rush of feet from a narrow lane, and instantly backed against a doorway, whipping out rapier and dagger.
Two gaunt, ill-looking rascals, disclosed by a lantern hanging from an upper window, stood back and inspected him a moment; then, probably considering him not worth the risk, vanished into the darkness whence they had emerged.
More roaming brought Hal into Paternoster Row, and thence into Ave Maria Lane, giving him an occasional glimpse at the left, between houses, of the huge bulk of St. Paul"s blotting darkly a darkness of another tone.
At Ludgate, boldly pa.s.sing himself off upon the blinking watchman as a belated page of Sir Robert Cecil"s, he got himself let through, when he ought to have been taken before the constable as a night-walker; and so down the hill he went into Fleet Street. The taverns were now closed for the night to all outward appearance, the bells of Bow and other churches having rung the curfew some hours since,--at nine o"clock. But Hal knew that merriment was awake behind more than one cross-barred door-post or red lattice; and he tried several doors, but in vain. At last he found himself under the sign of the Devil, on the south side of the street, close to Temple Bar. There was likelihood that Ben Jonson might be there, for Ben also was a fellow of late hours. Hal"s heart suddenly warmed toward Master Jonson; he forgot the satire on the Globe plays, the apparent ingrat.i.tude to Shakespeare, and thought only of the convivial companion.
Much knocking on the door brought a servant of the tavern, by whom Hal, learning that Master Jonson was indeed above, sent up his name. He was at length admitted, and found his way to a large room in which he beheld the huge form and corrugated countenance of him he sought. Master Jonson filled a great chair at one side of a square table, and was discoursing to a group of variously attired gentlemen. Temple students, and others, this audience being in all different stages of wine. He greeted Master Hal in a somewhat severe yet paternal manner, beckoned him to his chair-side, and inquired in an undertone how Mr. Shakespeare fared.
Manifestly the "war of the theatres," as it was called, had not destroyed the private esteem between the two dramatists. Hal"s presence caused the talk to fall, in time, upon the new "Hamlet," which some of the then present members of the tribe of Ben had seen.
One young gentleman of the Temple, in the insolent stage of inebriety, spoke sneeringly of the play; whereupon Hal answered hotly. Both flashed out rapiers at the same instant, and as the table was between them Hal leaped upon it, to reach more quickly his opponent. Only the prompt action of Master Jonson, who mounted the table, making it groan beneath his weight, and thrust himself between the two, cut short the brawl. But now, each antagonist deeming himself the aggrieved person, and the Templar being upheld by several of the company, and a great noise of tongues arising, and the host running in to suppress the tumult, it was considered advisable to escort Master Marryott from the place. He was therefore hustled out by Master Jonson, the host, and a tapster; and so found himself eventually in the street, the door barred against him.
He then perceived that he was without his rapier. It had been wrested from him at the first interference with the quarrel. Wishing to recover it, and in a wrathful spirit, he pounded on the door with his dagger hilt, and called out loudly for the return of his weapon; but his efforts being misinterpreted, he was left to pound and shout in vain.
Baffled and enraged, he started back toward Ludgate, with some wild thought of enlisting a band of ruffians to storm the tavern. But the wine had now got so complete possession of him that, when a figure emerging from Water Lane b.u.mped heavily against him, all memory of the recent incident was knocked out of his mind.
"What in the fiend"s name--"grumbled the newcomer; then suddenly changed his tone. "Why, od"s-body, "tis Master Marryott! Well met, boy! Here be thy two shillings, and never say Kit Bottle payeth not his debts. I"ve just been helping my friend to his lodging here at the sign of the Hanging Sword. "Twas the least I could do for him. Art for a merry night of it, my bawc.o.c.k? Come with me to Turnbull Street. There be a house there, where I warrant a welcome to any friend of Kit Bottle"s. I"ve been out of favor there of late, but now my pockets sing this tune" (he rattled the coin in them), "and arms will be open for us."
Rejoiced at this encounter, Hal took the captain"s arm, and strode with him through Shoe Lane, across Holborn Bridge, through Cow Lane, past the Pens of Smithfield, and so--undeterred by sleeping watchmen or by the post-and-chain bar--into Turnbull Street.[15] Kit knocked several times at the door of one of the forward-leaning houses, before he got a response. Then a second-story cas.e.m.e.nt was opened, and a hoa.r.s.e female voice asked who was below.
"What, canst not see "tis old Kit, by the flame of his nose?" replied the captain.
The woman told him to wait a minute, and withdrew from the window.
"See, lad," whispered Bottle, ""tis late hours when Kit Bottle can"t find open doors. To say true, I was afeard my welcome here might be a little halting; but it seems old scores are forgot. We shall be merry here, Hal!"
A sudden splash at their very feet made them start back and look up at the window. A pair of hands, holding an upturned pail, was swiftly drawn back, and the cas.e.m.e.nt was then immediately closed.
Bottle smothered an oath. "Wert caught in any of that shower, lad?" he asked Hal.