A few years sooner a moderate dose of this discipline might have been of use, now it only caused physical pain. And all the time Mr. Meyer never said a word; he simply gratified his rage, like a wild beast that has escaped from its cage.
After that he seized f.a.n.n.y by the hand, and without taking leave of any one, dragged her along with him to Aunt Teresa"s. The child wept all the way.
The chastised damsels wished, in their wrath, that their departing father might never return again. And their wish was gratified, for Mr.
Meyer never did return home again. From henceforth he vanished from Pressburg. Where he went or what became of him n.o.body ever knew. Some maintained that he had jumped into the Danube, others that he had emigrated; and years afterwards distant travellers sent word home from time to time that they had seen a man greatly resembling him, some said in England, some in Turkey.
CHAPTER V.
THE TEMPTER IN CHURCH.
Three years had pa.s.sed since f.a.n.n.y went to live with Aunt Teresa. Those three years had a great influence upon her youthful and pliable disposition. At first Teresa was severe and stony-hearted towards the child; her obstinacy, like a th.o.r.n.y hedge, had to be broken down. The smallest fault was chastised, every moment of her time had its allotted task, of which she had to give an account, not a single contradiction, not the slightest sulkiness was put up with. Then, too, she was never able to escape detection, a far-seeing, austere pair of eyes was ever upon her, making falsehood impossible, looking through her very soul, seizing and pruning down every thought as it arose. The weeds had to be extirpated before the seeds of n.o.bler flowers could be sown.
When, however, she had at last brought under the child"s unruly disposition and convinced her that it was of no use to play the hypocrite or tell lies, inasmuch as there is a Being Who sees behind all our thoughts, Who is everywhere present and watchful, Whom nothing escapes, and Who watches over us even when we are asleep, so that we are bound from very necessity to be just and honest; when she had brought her charge as far as this, I say, Teresa began gradually to teach her how conversion could have its pleasant side likewise. Teresa"s confidence grew proportionately with f.a.n.n.y"s candour. She frequently left the child to herself, ceased to supervise her allotted tasks, showed her that she believed what she said, and thereby gradually exalted and purified her whole disposition. Perceiving that her rigorous mentor trusted her, f.a.n.n.y began to discover what self-respect means. And what a precious treasure that is! and what a pity more attention is not paid to it!
Teresa never alluded to the child"s relatives; on the contrary, whenever her thoughts seemed to be turning that way she would divert them into a different direction. And gradually, as f.a.n.n.y"s notions of right and wrong grew clearer and firmer, she felt less and less of a desire to inquire after the members of her own family. At last it came to this--that when, one day, having obtained Teresa"s permission to go somewhere, she suddenly came face to face in the street with Matilda, who was riding in an open carriage, she fled terror-stricken into the court-yard of the house where dwelt a lady of her acquaintance, in order that her sister might not see her.
Teresa heard of this, and ever afterwards treated f.a.n.n.y much more tenderly.
One day, while sitting at her work, the girl sighed heavily. Teresa knew at once that she was thinking of her relatives.
"Why do you sigh?" she asked.
"Poor Matilda!" said the girl; and she spoke with quite genuine emotion, for she really did pity her sister who rode in a carriage and wore Brabant lace, while she herself was so happy at home over her sewing.
Teresa made no reply, but, full of emotion, she clasped the child to her breast. G.o.d had at last rewarded her for all the labours and anxieties of the last three years, for f.a.n.n.y was now saved, and doubtless reserved for a happier future.
And, indeed, poverty in itself is not such a very great calamity, after all. Those who have a close acquaintance with it will tell you that it possesses joys of its own which are not to be bought with heaps of gold pieces. Besides, Teresa was not absolutely dest.i.tute. She received five hundred florins a year from an insurance office for life, with one half of which she not only supported the pair of them comfortably, but even left a margin for a little recreation. The other half she carefully put by, that f.a.n.n.y might have something when she herself was gone. And the girl made a little money as well; she earned something by her needlework. Oh, ye men and women who swim in luxury, you do not know what delight, what rapture it is when a young man or woman receives the reward of his honest labour for the first time; you know nothing of the proud consciousness of being self-sufficient, of being able to live without the compa.s.sion, without the a.s.sistance, of other people!
And f.a.n.n.y"s work was very well paid, too!
In the house where they lived there was an Hungarian cabinet-maker, who owned several houses in Pressburg, John Boltay by name. This rich artisan, long, long ago, when he had only just served his apprenticeship, was tenderly disposed towards Teresa, and offered her his hand. But Teresa"s relatives would not give him the girl, although she loved him; their family belonged to the official cla.s.s, and looked down upon a mere workman. So Boltay went away and married some one else, and the marriage turned out unhappy and childless; and by the time his wife died both he and Teresa had grown old. Teresa had never married at all. For forty years she had been growing old and grey, but she had never forgotten her first love. In the mean time her family had gone down in the world, and she had been obliged to live in a house in the suburbs, where she had remained for five-and-twenty years. Boltay meanwhile had become a rich man, and had purchased the house in which Teresa lived, and this gave him an opportunity of doing little kindnesses to Teresa, which she could not very well refuse. Thus, he turned the yard into a garden, gave the noisier of his tenants notice to quit, and charged her a purely nominal rent. And yet, for all that, they never exchanged a word together. Boltay himself lived at the opposite end of the town, over his shop; but he knew very well, all the same, what was going on at Teresa"s. He knew, too, that she had adopted f.a.n.n.y, and about this time he frequently sent over his head journeyman (a worthy, honest young fellow, and his favourite, whom he meant to make his heir, so people said, for he had no relatives) to purchase f.a.n.n.y"s handiwork, for which he paid very handsomely. He would not have dared to offer Teresa any direct a.s.sistance; but Teresa, for the girl"s sake, felt bound to accept what he offered in this way.
Maybe both she and Boltay thought what a pretty pair the two young people would make. Alexander (to give the young journeyman his name for the first time) was a tall, muscular, well-built fellow, with blonde curly locks, ardent blue eyes, and a bold, manly face. There was nothing slovenly or commonplace in his bearing, nor, on the other hand, did he affect gentility; but there was that quiet self-confidence about him which belongs to the man whose mind and body are equally developed. The girl was a slender, ideal creature, with languishing black eyes and a rosy, chubby face so full of colour that even round her eyes one could not detect a spot of pallor--just such a beauty, in fact, as the world is apt to make much of. They contrasted prettily enough--blonde and brunette, blue eyes and black; he so bold, vigorous, and sedate, she so overflowing with tenderness and feeling; yet who can tell what is written concerning them in the stars?
Amongst Teresa"s acquaintances was a dapper little man who was generally known, not by his real name, but by his official t.i.tle--the precentor.
One evening the worthy precentor happened to hear light-hearted f.a.n.n.y sing the s.n.a.t.c.h of some song or other, and, surprised, connoisseur as he was, by the music of her pretty voice, suggested that he should teach her an air from the "Stabat Mater," that she might sing it in the choir at church.
Teresa trembled at the thought. Matilda at once occurred to her mind; yet, after all, it is one thing to sing frivolous love ditties on an open stage in fancy costume, face to face with a lot of lazy young loungers, and quite another to sing in the Church of G.o.d, behind a closed screen, sublime and edifying hymns for the benefit of devout worshippers, although, of course, the Evil One, who is always seeking his prey, may find his victim in the Church of G.o.d itself. Teresa, therefore, felt bound to allow f.a.n.n.y to go to the precentor, who instructed her with great enthusiasm, and was never weary of praising her. The girl, indeed, rarely went there alone. Either Teresa herself, or a worthy crony of Teresa"s, Dame Kramm by name, regularly accompanied f.a.n.n.y to the precentor"s dwelling, and in an hour"s time returned to fetch her away again. That the rumour of f.a.n.n.y"s beauty and virtue should not have spread through the town was too much to expect. There are always a number of unoccupied young gentlemen about, whose sole mission in life seems to be to make such discoveries, and the number of these pleasure-hunters was considerably increased on the occasion of the a.s.sembling of the Diet at Pressburg, when many of our younger conscript fathers spread the report of newly found female virtue as far as possible. Who did not know of the Meyer girls in those days?--and those who did, could not help knowing likewise that there was a fifth sister. Now, where was this last little sister hiding? Why, it was the most natural question in the world.
The girls themselves made no mystery of the matter. They explained with whom f.a.n.n.y was, and where and when she might be seen. Ah! and this was much more than mere giddiness; it was shamelessness, jealousy, hatred!
Matilda could not forgive f.a.n.n.y for avoiding her in the street, and the others could not pardon her for possessing a treasure which they possessed no longer--innocence! What a dish for the fine palate of a connoisseur! What a rare fruit of paradise! A child of fifteen or sixteen, whose diamond soul has been cleansed from mud and filth, who is still conscious of G.o.d, and capable of pure delights, whose tender loving heart, perhaps, is in the safekeeping of some honest, romantic youth--what a fine thing to root her up unmercifully, to tear off her budding leaves one by one, hurl her back again into the mire from which she has been plucked, and make her acquainted with that new, that withering, consuming fire of infernal pa.s.sion begotten among the souls of the nether world!
So the chase was let loose after the tender roe that had emerged from the garden of paradise. Swarms of those knight-errants who have nothing else to do waylaid and accosted her in the streets and byways, and offered her their flattery, their homage, their gifts, but above the head of the fairy roe rested a star, which suffered not the darts of the huntsmen to hit their mark. That star was the star of purity.
The discomfited youths, more and more angry every day, used to meet at the Meyers" and deride one another at the failure of their endeavours.
Very often, too, heavy bets on the issue of the event were offered and taken, just as if it were a horse-race or a coursing-match. At length a well-known dandy, Fennimore by name, resolved to try the effect of an open direct attack; it was, he opined, the best way of conquering the s.e.x. So one day, when he had ascertained that f.a.n.n.y was alone at home, he sent her a splendid bouquet of hot-house flowers, in which was concealed a _billet-doux_ of the following purport: If f.a.n.n.y were inclined to reward the devotion of a loving heart, she was to leave the back door of the garden open in the evening. There are cases, he argued, in which similar proposals lead most rapidly to the end desired.
The inexperienced girl, in the innocence of her astonishment, accepted the proffered bouquet. This was adroitly calculated upon by the sender.
Any other missive might have aroused her suspicion and made her more cautious, but flowers harmonize so well with a young girl"s disposition that how could she refuse them?
Only when the bearer of the missive had withdrawn did f.a.n.n.y observe a letter concealed among the flowers, and immediately, just as if she had caught sight of a venomous spider, she threw away the bouquet, and ran weeping to Dame Kramm, and sobbing bitterly, related the incident. She fancied she was disgraced already.
Shortly afterwards Teresa returned home, and she and Dame Kramm held a consultation over the sealed letter. f.a.n.n.y was inconsolable when Dame Kramm confided to her its contents. She seriously believed that the bare receiving such a letter had dishonoured her for ever and ever, and despite the consolations of the two worthy old spinsters, she lay in a fever the whole night.
Meanwhile the two old ladies were concocting a plan of vengeance against the originator of all this trouble, and, believe me, ancient spinsters know how to be revengeful! They left the back door of the garden wide open, laid in wait till the cavalier had entered, and then closed it again. Then they took it in turns to watch from the garret window how the valiant young woman-hunter, the would-be seducer, who had himself fallen into the pit, cooled his heels for hours in the mouse-trap they had prepared for him, and when at last the rain began to fall, they went to bed full of malicious joy, with the house-keys tucked snugly beneath their pillows, and listening with delight to the rain pattering against the window-panes.
This very considerable defeat only raised the ardour of the huntsman still higher. What, to surrender to an inexperienced child! to be worsted by a pair of old women! Why, _l"esprit de corps_ could not let matters rest there; and Abellino, who was the leader of the band, took upon himself to rehabilitate their _renommee_, as he called it, and with proud self-confidence laid a bet to a very considerable amount that, within twelve months" time, he would induce this beauty to quit her paradise and come and live with him--naturally not as his consort.
On the following Sunday f.a.n.n.y sang the "Stabat Mater Dolorosa" in the cathedral sublimely, and the heart of every worshipper was filled with devotion. Dame Kramm, decked out in all her Sabbath finery, was sitting by one of the side altars, enjoying in her own way the child"s beautiful singing, when she heard an enraptured voice close beside her sigh, "Oh, what splendid, what sublime singing!"
She immediately felt bound to turn round and see who it was that was pouring forth the rapture of his soul so abundantly.
She saw before her a modestly attired gentleman, who wore mourning on his hat, and had just dried a tear from his upturned eye. It was Abellino Karpathy.
"She sings beautifully, sir, does she not?" said the good spinster, proudly.
"Like an angel! Ah, madam, every time I hear such singing the tears start from my eyes." And the sensitive youth put his handkerchief to his eyes again. Then he departed without saying another word to Dame Kramm.
The whole week through Dame Kramm was tortured by curiosity. What could be amiss with this mysterious youth? Would he come again on the following Sunday?
And come again he did, and now they greeted one another like old acquaintances.
"Look ye, madam," said the young gentleman, with a mournful countenance, "ten years ago I had a sweetheart, a betrothed, who used to sing the "Stabat Mater" with just such a beautiful voice; it makes me actually think that I can hear her now. She died on the very day fixed for our wedding. On her death-bed she made me promise that if ever I found a poor young lady who could sing these divine canticles with just such a beautiful voice as she had, I was, in memory of her, to devote every year the sum of three thousand florins to enable such young lady to cultivate to the utmost her n.o.ble art, and thus secure for herself a happy future. I only imposed one condition before consenting to my betrothed"s desire: I insisted that the young lady in question should be just as pure, just as innocent, as was my beloved, my never-to-be-forgotten Maria!" And the young man again applied his pocket-handkerchief to his eyes.
"What genuine grief!" thought the old lady to herself.
"I must regretfully confess, madam," pursued the young dandy, in a shaky voice, "that I have not been able to carry out the desire of my deceased bride. So far as natural gifts are concerned, there were heaps and heaps of candidates, but in the way of virtue they all failed me. I think of them with shame, and yet there are some among them whom the world has loaded with its applause. And every fresh attempt has proved a fresh illusion."
And here he again broke off the conversation, and left Madam Kramm to cogitate upon this strange story for another week. She said not a word about it to any one.
On the following Sunday, Abellino again made his appearance. He kept silence till the singing was quite over, but it was clear from his face that there was something he would very much have liked to ask, had he not been too shy to do so. At last, however, he constrained himself to speak.
"Pardon me for troubling you with such a question, madam, and do not take it ill of me; but do you not know the singer personally? I have so many times been deceived in my benevolent intentions that I scarce dare to approach any one without making preliminary inquiries. I have heard the most astonishing reports of this young woman"s family, which seem to prove that virtue is in no very great request there."
At this Dame Kramm also became loquacious. "Whatever this young woman"s relations may be, sir, she has had absolutely nothing to do with them since she was a child. Her heart is as pure as a child"s, and her education has been so austere that, even if she were now to be abandoned entirely to herself, not the shadow of a vice could possibly find admittance in her breast."
"Ah, madam, you have made me altogether happy!"
"How so, sir?"
"The soul of my Maria will at length be able to rest in peace."
And off he went again, leaving Dame Kramm to think the matter over for another week.