(From my thirteen year old self)Just thirteen years old
Such a young age
To go through so much
Through so much pain
Pain that others gave her
Just because she wasn"t like them.
That she was not beautiful like them.
And that she would never be special.
She will never be something in this world
That she is some pathetic girl
Who will never go far in life.
And that she should be dead.
She was only thirteen years old.
Such a young age to become depressed.
To feel alone and think that the world
was against her and not beside her.
That she would never fit in with any one.
Because of what others told her.
By what the bullies say to her constantly
Destroying her life, little by little
Until she was completely gone.
The things they say to that girl
Was absolute bizarre and should never
Be said to a human being. Ever.
The bullying caused her so much pain.
Sadness that became depression.
Depression that lead to self harm
And self harm that lead to attempted
Suicide.
Which lead to 14 times in the hospital
Now eighteen years old
Being mentally abused.
Bullied by family and strangers.
Feeling as if the world was still against her
But she isn"t going to give up.
Instead she"s going to walk through this h.e.l.l
With a smile across her face and her head held high.
I will conquer this depression.
Overcome the bullying.
And fight the darkness until I see light.