Paula had not the remotest conception of the actual distance to the top, imagining it to be but a couple of hundred yards at the outside, whereas it was really nearer a mile, the ascent being uniformly steep all the way. When her uncle and De Stancy had seen her vanish they stood still, the former evidently reluctant to forsake the easy ascent for a difficult one, though he said, "We can"t let her go alone that way, I suppose."
"No, of course not," said De Stancy.
They then followed in the direction taken by Paula, Charlotte entering the carriage. When Power and De Stancy had ascended about fifty yards the former looked back, and dropped off from the pursuit, to return to the easy route, giving his companion a parting hint concerning Paula.
Whereupon De Stancy went on alone. He soon saw Paula above him in the path, which ascended skyward straight as Jacob"s Ladder, but was so overhung by the brushwood as to be quite shut out from the sun. When he reached her side she was moving easily upward, apparently enjoying the seclusion which the place afforded.
"Is not my uncle with you?" she said, on turning and seeing him.
"He went back," said De Stancy.
She replied that it was of no consequence; that she should meet him at the top, she supposed.
Paula looked up amid the green light which filtered through the leaf.a.ge as far as her eyes could stretch. But the top did not appear, and she allowed De Stancy to get in front. "It did not seem such a long way as this, to look at," she presently said.
He explained that the trees had deceived her as to the real height, by reason of her seeing the slope foreshortened when she looked up from the castle. "Allow me to help you," he added.
"No, thank you," said Paula lightly; "we must be near the top."
They went on again; but no Konigsstuhl. When next De Stancy turned he found that she was sitting down; immediately going back he offered his arm. She took it in silence, declaring that it was no wonder her uncle did not come that wearisome way, if he had ever been there before.
De Stancy did not explain that Mr. Power had said to him at parting, "There"s a chance for you, if you want one," but at once went on with the subject begun on the terrace. "If my behaviour is good, you will reaffirm the statement made at Carlsruhe?"
"It is not fair to begin that now!" expostulated Paula; "I can only think of getting to the top."
Her colour deepening by the exertion, he suggested that she should sit down again on one of the mossy boulders by the wayside. Nothing loth she did, De Stancy standing by, and with his cane scratching the moss from the stone.
"This is rather awkward," said Paula, in her usual circ.u.mspect way. "My relatives and your sister will be sure to suspect me of having arranged this scramble with you."
"But I know better," sighed De Stancy. "I wish to Heaven you had arranged it!"
She was not at the top, but she took advantage of the halt to answer his previous question. "There are many points on which I must be satisfied before I can reaffirm anything. Do you not see that you are mistaken in clinging to this idea?--that you are laying up mortification and disappointment for yourself?"
"A negative reply from you would be disappointment, early or late."
"And you prefer having it late to accepting it now? If I were a man, I should like to abandon a false scent as soon as possible."
"I suppose all that has but one meaning: that I am to go."
"O no," she magnanimously a.s.sured him, bounding up from her seat; "I adhere to my statement that you may stay; though it is true something may possibly happen to make me alter my mind."
He again offered his arm, and from sheer necessity she leant upon it as before.
"Grant me but a moment"s patience," he began.
"Captain De Stancy! Is this fair? I am physically obliged to hold your arm, so that I MUST listen to what you say!"
"No, it is not fair; "pon my soul it is not!" said De Stancy. "I won"t say another word."
He did not; and they clambered on through the boughs, nothing disturbing the solitude but the rustle of their own footsteps and the singing of birds overhead. They occasionally got a peep at the sky; and whenever a twig hung out in a position to strike Paula"s face the gallant captain bent it aside with his stick. But she did not thank him. Perhaps he was just as well satisfied as if she had done so.
Paula, panting, broke the silence: "Will you go on, and discover if the top is near?"
He went on. This time the top was near. When he returned she was sitting where he had left her among the leaves. "It is quite near now," he told her tenderly, and she took his arm again without a word. Soon the path changed its nature from a steep and rugged watercourse to a level green promenade.
"Thank you, Captain De Stancy," she said, letting go his arm as if relieved.
Before them rose the tower, and at the base they beheld two of their friends, Mr. Power being seen above, looking over the parapet through his gla.s.s.
"You will go to the top now?" said De Stancy.
"No, I take no interest in it. My interest has turned to fatigue. I only want to go home."
He took her on to where the carriage stood at the foot of the tower, and leaving her with his sister ascended the turret to the top. The landscape had quite changed from its afternoon appearance, and had become rather marvellous than beautiful. The air was charged with a lurid exhalation that blurred the extensive view. He could see the distant Rhine at its junction with the Neckar, shining like a thread of blood through the mist which was gradually wrapping up the declining sun. The scene had in it something that was more than melancholy, and not much less than tragic; but for De Stancy such evening effects possessed little meaning. He was engaged in an enterprise that taxed all his resources, and had no sentiments to spare for air, earth, or skies.
"Remarkable scene," said Power, mildly, at his elbow.
"Yes; I dare say it is," said De Stancy. "Time has been when I should have held forth upon such a prospect, and wondered if its livid colours shadowed out my own life, et caetera, et caetera. But, begad, I have almost forgotten there"s such a thing as Nature, and I care for nothing but a comfortable life, and a certain woman who does not care for me!...
Now shall we go down?"
VIII.
It was quite true that De Stancy at the present period of his existence wished only to escape from the hurly-burly of active life, and to win the affection of Paula Power. There were, however, occasions when a recollection of his old renunciatory vows would obtrude itself upon him, and tinge his present with wayward bitterness. So much was this the case that a day or two after they had arrived at Mainz he could not refrain from making remarks almost prejudicial to his cause, saying to her, "I am unfortunate in my situation. There are, unhappily, worldly reasons why I should pretend to love you, even if I do not: they are so strong that, though really loving you, perhaps they enter into my thoughts of you."
"I don"t want to know what such reasons are," said Paula, with promptness, for it required but little astuteness to discover that he alluded to the alienated Wess.e.x home and estates. "You lack tone," she gently added: "that"s why the situation of affairs seems distasteful to you."
"Yes, I suppose I am ill. And yet I am well enough."
These remarks pa.s.sed under a tree in the public gardens during an odd minute of waiting for Charlotte and Mrs. Goodman; and he said no more to her in private that day. Few as her words had been he liked them better than any he had lately received. The conversation was not resumed till they were gliding "between the banks that bear the vine," on board one of the Rhine steamboats, which, like the hotels in this early summer time, were comparatively free from other English travellers; so that everywhere Paula and her party were received with open arms and cheerful countenances, as among the first swallows of the season.
The saloon of the steamboat was quite empty, the few pa.s.sengers being outside; and this paucity of voyagers afforded De Stancy a roomy opportunity.
Paula saw him approach her, and there appearing in his face signs that he would begin again on the eternal subject, she seemed to be struck with a sense of the ludicrous.
De Stancy reddened. "Something seems to amuse you," he said.
"It is over," she replied, becoming serious.
"Was it about me, and this unhappy fever in me?"
"If I speak the truth I must say it was."
"You thought, "Here"s that absurd man again, going to begin his daily supplication.""
"Not "absurd,"" she said, with emphasis; "because I don"t think it is absurd."
She continued looking through the windows at the Lurlei Heights under which they were now pa.s.sing, and he remained with his eyes on her.