A grateful, silent look thanked him, and he took his departure. Rotha, who had been standing silent and cloudy, now burst forth.
"Mother!--I do not want him to teach me!"
"Why not, my child? I think he is very kind."
"Kind! I don"t want to be taught out of kindness; and I _don"t_ want _him_ to teach me, mother!"
"What"s the matter?" for Rotha was flushed and fierce.
"I can learn without him. It is none of his business, whether I learn or not. And if I shouldn"t say something just right, and he should find fault, I should be so angry I shouldn"t know what to do!"
"You talk as if you were angry now."
"Well I am! Why did you say yes, mother?"
"Would you have had me say no?"
"Yes! I don"t want to learn Latin anyhow. What"s the use of my learning Latin? And of him,--O mother, mother!"
And Rotha burst into impatient and impotent tears.
"Why not of Mr. Digby?" said her mother soothingly.
"O he is so--I can"t tell!--he"s so uppish."
"He is not _uppish_ at all. I am ashamed of you, Rotha."
"Well, nothing puts him out. He is just always the same; and he thinks everything must be as he says. I don"t like him to come here teaching me."
"What folly is this? He is a gentleman, that"s all. Do you dislike him for being a gentleman?"
"I"m not a lady"--sobbed Rotha.
"What has that to do with it?"
"Mother, I wish I could be a lady!"
"My child, Mr. Digby told you how."
"No, he didn"t. He told me _what_ it was; he didn"t tell me how I could get all that."
"You can follow the Bible roles, at any rate, Rotha; and they go a good way."
"No, I can"t, mother. I could if I were a Christian, I suppose; but I am not I can"t "honour all men"; I don"t know how; and I can"t prefer others before myself I prefer myself But if I could, that wouldn"t make me a lady."
Mrs. Carpenter did not know what to do with this pa.s.sion, the cause of which she was at a loss to understand. It was very real; Rotha sobbed; and her mother was at a loss how to comfort her. What dim, far-off recognition was this, of powers and possibilities in life--or in herself --of which the girl had hitherto no experience and no knowledge? It was quite just Mrs. Carpenter, herself refined and essentially lady-like, knew very well that her little girl was not growing up to be a lady; she had laid that off, along with several other subjects of care, as beyond her reach to deal with; but Rotha"s appeal smote a tender spot in her heart, and she was puzzled how to answer her. Perhaps it was just as well that she took refuge in her usual silence and did not try any further.
As Mr. Digby was going through the little pa.s.sage way to the front door, another door opened and Mrs. Marble"s head was put out.
"Good morning!" she said. "You"re a friend of those folks up stairs, aint you?"
"Yes, certainly."
"Well, what do you think of her?" she said, lowering her voice.
"I think you are a happy woman, to have such lodgers, Mrs. Marble."
"I guess I know as much as that," said the mantua-maker, with her pleasant, arch smile. "I meant something else. _I_ think, she"s a sick woman."
Mr. Digby did not commit himself.
"I"m worried to death about her," Mrs. Marble went on. "Her cough"s bad, and it"s growin" worse; and she aint fit to be workin" this minute. And what"s goin" to become of her?"
"The Lord takes care of his children; and she is one."
"If there is such a thing!" said the mantua-maker, a quick tear dimming her eye. "But you see, I have my own work, and I can"t leave it to do much for her; and she won"t let me, neither; and I am thinkin" about it day and night. She aint fit to work, this minute. And there"s the child; and they haven"t a living soul to care for them, as I see, in all the world. They never have a letter, and they never get a visit, except your"n."
"Rent paid?" asked the gentleman low.
"Always! never miss. But I"m thinkin"--how do they live? That child"s grown thin--she"s like a piece o" wiggin"; she"ll hold up when there"s nothin" to her."
Mr. Digby could not help laughing.
"I thought, if you can"t help, n.o.body can. What"s to become of them if she gets worse? That child can"t do for her."
"Thank you, Mrs. Marble; you are but touching what I have thought of myself. I will see what can be done."
"And don"t be long about it," said the mantua-maker with a nod of her head as she closed the door.
Perhaps it was owing to Mrs. Marble"s suggestions that Mr. Digby made his next visit the day but one next after; perhaps they were the cause that he did not come sooner! At any rate, in two days he came again; and brought with him not only a Latin grammar, but a paper of grapes for Mrs.
Carpenter. At the grammar Rotha"s soul rebelled; but what displeasure could stand against those beautiful grapes and the sight of her mother eating them? They were not very good, Mr. Digby said; he would bring better next time; though to the sick woman they were ambrosia, and to Rotha an unknown, most exquisite dainty. Seeing her delighted, wondering eyes, Mr. Digby with a smile broke off part of a bunch and gave to her.
"It shall not rob your mother," he said observing that she hesitated. "I will bring her some more."
Rotha tasted.
"O mother!" she exclaimed in ecstasy,--"I should think these would make you well right off!"
Mr. Digby opened the Latin grammar. I think he wanted an excuse for veiling his eyes just then. And Rotha, mollified, when she had finished her grapes, submitted patiently to receive her first lesson and to be told what her teacher expected her to do before he came again.
"By the way," said he as he was about going,--"have you any more room than you need, Mrs. Carpenter?"
"Room? no. We have this floor--" said Mrs. Carpenter bewilderedly.
"You have not one room that you could let? I know a very respectable person, an elderly woman, who I think would be comfortable here, if you would allow her to come. She could pay well for the accommodation."
"What would be "well"?" said Mrs. Carpenter, looking up.
"According to the arrangement, of course. For a room without a fire, she would pay four dollars a month; with fire, I should say, twelve."