"Sit down again, Wyndham. I am not angry--I don"t look upon you as a fool. I should have done just the same were I in your shoes. You are in love with Valentine--you would like to make her your wife."
"Good heavens, sir, don"t let us say anything more about it."
"Why not? Under certain conditions I think you would make her a suitable husband. I guessed your secret some weeks ago. Since then I have been watching you carefully. I have also made private inquiries about you. All that I hear pleases me. I asked you to lunch with me, to-day, on purpose that we should talk the matter over."
Mr. Paget spoke in a calm, almost drawling, voice. The young man opposite to him, his face deadly white, his hands nervously clutching at a paper-knife, his burning eyes fixed upon the older man"s face, drank in every word. It was an intoxicating draught, going straight to Gerald Wyndham"s brain.
"G.o.d bless you!" he said, when the other had ceased to speak. He turned his head away, for absolute tears of joy had softened the burning feverish light in his eyes.
"No, don"t say that, Wyndham," responded Mr. Paget, his own voice for the first time a little shaken. "We"ll leave G.o.d altogether out of this business, if you have no objection. It is simply a question of how much a man will give up for love. Will he sell himself, body and soul, for it? That is the question of questions. I know all about you, Wyndham; I know that you have not a penny to bless yourself with; I know that you are about to embrace a beggarly profession. Oh, yes, we"ll leave out the religious aspect of the question. A curacy in the Church of England is a beggarly profession in these days. I know too that you are your father"s only son, and that you have seven sisters, who will one day look to you to protect them. I know all that; nevertheless I believe you to be the kind of man who will dare all for love. If you win Valentine, you have got to pay a price for her. It is a heavy one--I won"t tell you about it yet. When you agree to pay this price, for the sake of a brief joy for yourself, for necessarily it must be brief; and for her life-long good and well-being, then you rise to be her equal in every sense of the word, and you earn my undying grat.i.tude, Wyndham."
"I don"t understand you, sir. You speak very darkly, and you hint at things which--which shock me."
"I must shock you more before you hold Valentine in your arms. You have heard enough for to-day. Hark, someone is knocking at the door."
Mr. Paget rose to open it, a gay voice sounded in the pa.s.sage, and the next moment a brilliant, lovely apparition entered the room.
"Val herself!" exclaimed her father. "No, my darling. I cannot go for a drive with you just now, but you and Mrs. Johnstone shall take Wyndham.
You will like a drive in the park, Wyndham. You have got to scold this young man, Val, for acting truant on Sat.u.r.day night. Now go off, both of you, I am frightfully busy. Yes, Helps, coming, coming. Valentine, be sure you ask Mr. Wyndham home to tea. If you can induce him to dine, so much the better, and afterwards we can go to the play together."
CHAPTER VII.
On a certain evening about ten days after the events related in the last chapter, Valentine Paget and her father were seated together in the old library. Good-natured Mrs. Johnstone had popped in her head at the door, but seeing the girl"s face bent over a book, and Mr. Paget apparently absorbed in the advertis.e.m.e.nt sheet of the _Times_, she had discreetly withdrawn.
"They look very snug," soliloquized the widowed and childless woman with a sigh. "I wonder what Mortimer Paget will do when that poor handsome Mr. Wyndham proposes for Val? I never saw anyone so far gone.
Even my poor Geoffrey long ago, who said his pa.s.sion consumed him to tatters--yes, these were poor dear Geoffrey"s very words--was nothing to Mr. Wyndham. Val is a desperately saucy girl--does not she see that she is breaking that poor fellow"s heart? Such a nice young fellow, too. He looks exactly the sort of young man who would commit suicide.
Dear me, what is the world coming to? That girl seems not in the very least troubled about the matter. How indifferent and easy-going she is!
I know _I_ could not calmly sit and read a novel when I knew that I was consuming the vitals out of poor dear Geoffrey. But it"s all one to Val. I am very much afraid that girl is developing into a regular flirt. How she did go on and amuse herself with Mr. Carr at the cricket match to-day. Adrian Carr has a stronger face than poor young Wyndham--not half as devoted to Val--I doubt if he even admires her, and yet how white Gerald Wyndham turned when he walked her off across the field. Poor Val--it is a great pity Mr. Paget spoils her so dreadfully. It is plain to be seen she has never had the advantage of a mother"s bringing up."
Mrs. Johnstone entered the beautifully-furnished drawing-room, seated herself by the open window, and taking up the third volume of a novel, soon forgot Valentine"s love affairs.
Meanwhile that young lady with her cheeks pressed on her hands, and her eyes devouring the final pages of "Jane Eyre," gave no thought to any uncomfortable combinations. Her present life was so full and happy that she did not, like most girls, look far ahead--she never indulged in day-dreams, and had an angel come to her with the promise of any golden boon she liked to ask for, she would have begged of him to leave her always as happy as she was now.
She came to the last page of her book, and, drumming with her little fingers on the cover, she raised her eyes in a half-dreaming fashion.
Mr. Paget had dropped his sheet of the _Times_--his hand had fallen back in the old leathern armchair--his eyes were closed--he was fast asleep.
In his sleep this astute and careful and keen man of business dropped his mask--the smiling smooth face showed wrinkles, the gay expression was succeeded by a careworn look--lines of sadness were about the mouth, and deep crow"s-feet wrinkled and aged the expression round the eyes.
The mantle of care had never yet touched Valentine. For the first time in all her life a pang of keen mental pain went through her as she gazed at her sleeping father. For the first time in her young existence the awful possibility stared her in the face that some time she might have to live in a cold and dreary world without him.
"Why, my father looks quite old," she half stammered. "Old, and--yes, unhappy. What does it mean?"
She rose very gently, moved her chair until it touched his, and then nestling up close to him laid her soft little hand on his shoulder.
Paget slept on, and the immediate contact of Valentine"s warm, loving presence, made itself felt in his dreams--his wrinkles disappeared, and his handsome lips again half smiled. Val laid her hand on his--she noticed the altered expression, and her slightly roused fears slumbered. There was no one to her like her father. She had made a mistake just then in imagining that he looked old and unhappy. No people in all the world were happier than he and she. He was not old--he was the personification in her eyes of all that was manly and strong and beautiful.
The tired man slept on, and the girl, all her fears at rest, began idly to review the events of the past day. There had been gay doings during that long summer"s afternoon, and Valentine, in the prettiest of summer costumes, had thoroughly enjoyed her life. She had spent some hours at Lords, and had entered with zest into the interest of the Oxford and Cambridge Cricket Match. She lay back in her chair now with her eyes half closed, reviewing in a lazy fashion the events of the bygone hours. A stalwart and very attractive young man in cricketing flannels mingled in these dreams. He spoke to her with strength and decision.
His dark eyes looked keenly into her face, he never expressed the smallest admiration for her either by look or gesture, but at the same time he had a way of taking possession of her which roused her interest, and which secured her approbation. She laughed softly to herself now at some of the idle nothings said to her by Adrian Carr, and she never once gave a thought to Wyndham, who had also been at Lords.
CHAPTER VIII.
"Val, child, what are you humming under your breath?" said her father, suddenly rousing himself from his slumbers and looking into his daughter"s pretty face. "Your voice is like that of a bird, my darling.
I think it has gained in sweetness a good deal lately. Have you and Wyndham been practising much together. Wyndham has one of the purest tenor voices I ever heard in an amateur."
"Oh, what a worry Mr. Wyndham is," said Valentine, rising from her seat and shaking out her muslin dress. "Everybody talks to me of his perfections. I"m perfectly tired of them. I wish he wouldn"t come here so often. No, I was not thinking of any of his songs. I was humming some words Mr. Carr sings--"Bid me to Live"--you know the words--I like Mr. Carr so much--don"t you, dad, dear?"
"Adrian Carr--yes," replied Mr. Paget in a slow deliberate voice. "Yes, a good sort of fellow, I"ve no doubt. I heard some gossip about him at my club yesterday--what was it? Oh, that he was engaged, or about to be engaged, to Lady Mabel Pennant. You know the Pennants, don"t you, Val?
Have you seen Lady Mabel? She is one of the youngest, I think."
"Yes, she"s a fright," responded Valentine, with a decided show of temper in her voice.
Her face had flushed too, she could not tell why.
"I did not know Lady Mabel was such a plain girl," responded Mr. Paget drily. "At any rate it is a good connection for Carr. He seems a fairly clever fellow. Valentine, my child, I have something of importance to talk to you about. Don"t let us worry about Carr just now--I have something to say to you, something that I"m troubled to have to say.
You love your old father very much, don"t you, darling?"
"Love you, daddy! Oh, you know--need you ask? I was frightened about you a few minutes ago, father. When you were asleep just now, your face looked old, and there were lines about it. It frightens me to think of you ever growing old."
"Sit close to me, my dear daughter. I have a great deal to say. We will leave the subject of my looks just at present. It is true that I am not young, but I may have many years before me yet. It greatly depends on you."
"On me, father?"
"Yes. I will explain to you by-and-bye. Now I want to talk about yourself. You have never had a care all your life, have you, my little Val?"
"I don"t think so, daddy--at least only pin-p.r.i.c.ks. You know I used to hate my spelling lessons long ago, and Mdlle. Lacount used to worry me over the French irregular verbs. But such things were only pin-p.r.i.c.ks.
Yes, I am seventeen, and I have never had a real care all my life."
"You are seventeen and four months, Valentine. You were born on the 14th of February, and your mother and I called you after St. Valentine.
Your mother died when you were a week old. I promised her then that her baby should never know a sorrow if I could help it."
"You have helped it, daddy; I am as happy as the day is long. I don"t wish for a thing in the wide world. I just want us both to live together as we are doing now. Of course we will--why not? Shall we go up to the drawing-room now, father?"
"My dear child, in a little time. I have not said yet what I want to say. Valentine, you were quite right when you watched my face as I slumbered. Child, I have got a care upon me. I can"t speak of it to anybody--only it could crush me--and--and--part us, Valentine. If it fell upon you, it--it--would crush you, my child."
Mr. Paget rose. Valentine, deadly white and frightened, clung to him.
She was half crying. The effect of such terrible and sudden words nearly paralyzed her; but when she felt the arm which her father put round her tremble, she made a valiant and brave effort--the tears which filled her brown eyes were arrested, and she looked up with courage in her face.
"You speak of my doing something," she whispered. "What is it? Tell me.
Nothing shall part us. I don"t mind anything else, but nothing shall ever part us."