"I wanted to explain--" Marie flushed and hesitated. "There have been many guests asked, and they are mostly older people--"
"Yes, I know. I am only a child, and your mother does not approve. Then I go to the heretic school."
"She thinks the school a bad thing. And about the maids--"
"I could not be one of them," Jeanne said stiffly.
"Mother has chosen them, I had no say. She manages everything. When I have my own home I shall do as I like and invite whom I choose. Mother thinks I do not know anything and have no mind, but, Jeanne, I love you, and I am not afraid of what you learn at school. Monsieur Beeson said it was a good thing. And you will not be angry with me?"
"No, no, Marie." The child"s heart was touched.
"We will be friends afterward. I shall tell M"sieu Beeson how long we have cared for each other."
"You--like him?" hesitatingly.
"He is very kind. And girls cannot choose. I wish he were younger, but it will be gay at Christmastide, and my own home will be much to me.
Yes, we will wait until then. Jeanne, kiss me for good luck. You are quite sure you are not angry?"
"Oh, very sure."
The two girls kissed each other and Jeanne cried, "Good luck! good luck!" But all the same she felt Marie was going out of her life and it would leave a curious vacancy.
CHAPTER VIII.
A TOUCH OF FRIENDSHIP.
How softly the bells rang out for the service of St. Michael and All Angels! The river flowing so tranquilly seemed to carry on the melody and then bring back a faint echo. It was a great holiday with the French. The early ma.s.s was thronged, somehow the virtue seemed greater if one went to that. Then there was a procession that marched to the little chapels outside, which were hardly more than shrines.
Pani went out early and alone. And though the good priest had said to her, "The child is old enough and should be confirmed," since M.
Bellestre had some objections and insisted that Jeanne should not be hurried into any sacred promises, and the child herself seemed to have no desire, they waited.
"But you peril the salvation of her soul. Since she has been baptized she should be confirmed," said Father Rameau. "She is a child of the Church. And if she should die!"
"She will not die," said Pani with a strange confidence, "and she is to decide for herself."
"What can a child know!"
"Then if she cannot know she must be blameless. Monsieur Bellestre was a very good man. And, M"sieu, some who come to ma.s.s, to their shame be it said, cheat their neighbors and get drunk, and tempt others to drink."
"Most true, but that doesn"t lessen our duty."
M. Bellestre had not come yet. This time a long illness had intervened.
Jeanne went out in the procession and sang in the hymns and the rosary.
And she heard about the betrothal. The house had been crowded with guests and Marie had on a white frock and a beautiful sash, and her hair was curled.
In spite of her protests Jeanne did feel deeply hurt that she should be left out. Marie had made a timid plea for her friend.
"We cannot ask all the children in the town," said her mother emphatically. "And no one knows whether she has any real position. She is a foundling, and no company for you."
Pani went down the river with her in the afternoon. She was gayety itself, singing little songs and laughing over everything so that she quite misled her nurse into thinking that she really did not care. Then she made Pani tell some old legends of the spirits who haunted the lakes and rivers, and she added to them some she had heard Wenonah relate.
"I should like to live down in some depths, one of the beautiful caves where there are gems and all lovely things," said the child.
"As if there were not lovely things in the forests. There are no birds in the waters. And fishes are not as bright and merry as squirrels."
"That is true enough. I"ll stay on the earth a little while longer,"
laughingly. "But look at the lovely colors. O Pani, how many beautiful things there are! And yet Berthe Campeau is going to Quebec to become a nun and be shut out of it. How can you praise G.o.d for things you do not see and cannot enjoy? And is it such a good thing to suffer? Does G.o.d rejoice in the pain that he doesn"t send and that you take upon yourself? Her poor mother will die and she will not be here to comfort her."
Pani shook her head. The child had queer thoughts.
"Pani, we must go and see Madame Campeau afterward. She will be very lonely. You would not be happy if I went away?"
"O child!" with a quick cry.
"So I am not going. If Monsieur Bellestre wants me he will take you, too."
Pani nodded.
They noted as they went down that a tree growing imprudently near the water"s edge had fallen in. There was a little bend in the river, and it really was dangerous. So coming back they gave it a sensibly wide berth.
A canoe with a young man in it came flying up. The sun had gone down and there were purple shadows about like troops of spirits.
"Monsieur," the child cried, "do not hug the sh.o.r.e so much. There is danger."
A gay laugh came back to them and he flashed on, his paddle poised at a most graceful angle.
"O Monsieur!" with eager warning.
The paddle caught. The dainty canoe turned over and floated out of reach with a slight gust of wind.
"Monsieur"--Jeanne came nearer--"it was a fallen tree. It was so dusk I knew you could not see it."
He was swimming toward them. "I wonder if you can help me recover my boat."
"Monsieur, swim in to the sh.o.r.e and I will bring the canoe there." She was afraid to risk taking him in hers. "Just down below to escape the tree."
"Oh, thank you. Yes, that will be best."
His strokes were fine and strong even if he was enc.u.mbered by his clothing. Jeanne propelled her canoe along and drove the other in to sh.o.r.e, then caught it with a rope. He emerged from his bath and shook himself.
"You have been very kind. I should have heeded your warning or asked you what it meant. And now--I have lost my paddle."
"I have an extra one, Monsieur."