"So I see," said Miss Minchin, witheringly. "With the Princess Sara at the head of the table." She turned fiercely on Sara. "It is your doing, I know," she cried. "Ermengarde would never have thought of such a thing. You decorated the table, I suppose--with this rubbish." She stamped her foot at Becky. "Go to your attic!" she commanded, and Becky stole away, her face hidden in her ap.r.o.n, her shoulders shaking.
Then it was Sara"s turn again.
"I will attend to you to-morrow. You shall have neither breakfast, dinner, nor supper!"
"I have not had either dinner or supper to-day, Miss Minchin," said Sara, rather faintly.
"Then all the better. You will have something to remember. Don"t stand there. Put those things into the hamper again."
She began to sweep them off the table into the hamper herself, and caught sight of Ermengarde"s new books.
"And you"--to Ermengarde--"have brought your beautiful new books into this dirty attic. Take them up and go back to bed. You will stay there all day to-morrow, and I shall write to your papa. What would _he_ say if he knew where you are to-night?"
Something she saw in Sara"s grave, fixed gaze at this moment made her turn on her fiercely.
"What are you thinking of?" she demanded. "Why do you look at me like that?"
"I was wondering," answered Sara, as she had answered that notable day in the school-room.
"What were you wondering?"
It was very like the scene in the school-room. There was no pertness in Sara"s manner. It was only sad and quiet.
"I was wondering," she said in a low voice, "what _my_ papa would say if he knew where I am to-night."
Miss Minchin was infuriated just as she had been before, and her anger expressed itself, as before, in an intemperate fashion. She flew at her and shook her.
"You insolent, unmanageable child!" she cried. "How dare you! How dare you!"
She picked up the books, swept the rest of the feast back into the hamper in a jumbled heap, thrust it into Ermengarde"s arms, and pushed her before her toward the door.
"I will leave you to wonder," she said. "Go to bed this instant." And she shut the door behind herself and poor stumbling Ermengarde, and left Sara standing quite alone.
The dream was quite at an end. The last spark had died out of the paper in the grate and left only black tinder; the table was left bare, the golden plates and richly embroidered napkins, and the garlands were transformed again into old handkerchiefs, sc.r.a.ps of red and white paper, and discarded artificial flowers all scattered on the floor; the minstrels in the minstrel gallery had stolen away, and the viols and ba.s.soons were still. Emily was sitting with her back against the wall, staring very hard. Sara saw her, and went and picked her up with trembling hands.
"There isn"t any banquet left, Emily," she said. "And there isn"t any princess. There is nothing left but the prisoners in the Bastille." And she sat down and hid her face.
What would have happened if she had not hidden it just then, and if she had chanced to look up at the skylight at the wrong moment, I do not know--perhaps the end of this chapter might have been quite different--because if she had glanced at the skylight she would certainly have been startled by what she would have seen. She would have seen exactly the same face pressed against the gla.s.s and peering in at her as it had peered in earlier in the evening when she had been talking to Ermengarde.
But she did not look up. She sat with her little black head in her arms for some time. She always sat like that when she was trying to bear something in silence. Then she got up and went slowly to the bed.
"I can"t pretend anything else--while I am awake," she said. "There wouldn"t be any use in trying. If I go to sleep, perhaps a dream will come and pretend for me."
She suddenly felt so tired--perhaps through want of food--that she sat down on the edge of the bed quite weakly.
"Suppose there was a bright fire in the grate, with lots of little dancing flames," she murmured. "Suppose there was a comfortable chair before it--and suppose there was a small table near, with a little hot--hot supper on it. And suppose"--as she drew the thin coverings over her--"suppose this was a beautiful soft bed, with fleecy blankets and large downy pillows. Suppose--suppose--" And her very weariness was good to her, for her eyes closed and she fell fast asleep.
She did not know how long she slept. But she had been tired enough to sleep deeply and profoundly--too deeply and soundly to be disturbed by anything, even by the squeaks and scamperings of Melchisedec"s entire family, if all his sons and daughters had chosen to come out of their hole to fight and tumble and play.
When she awakened it was rather suddenly, and she did not know that any particular thing had called her out of her sleep. The truth was, however, that it was a sound which had called her back--a real sound--the click of the skylight as it fell in closing after a lithe white figure which slipped through it and crouched down close by upon the slates of the roof--just near enough to see what happened in the attic, but not near enough to be seen.
At first she did not open her eyes. She felt too sleepy and--curiously enough--too warm and comfortable. She was so warm and comfortable, indeed, that she did not believe she was really awake. She never was as warm and cosey as this except in some lovely vision.
"What a nice dream!" she murmured. "I feel quite warm.
I--don"t--want--to--wake--up."
Of course it was a dream. She felt as if warm, delightful bedclothes were heaped upon her. She could actually _feel_ blankets, and when she put out her hand it touched something exactly like a satin-covered eider-down quilt. She must not awaken from this delight--she must be quite still and make it last.
But she could not--even though she kept her eyes closed tightly, she could not. Something was forcing her to awaken--something in the room.
It was a sense of light, and a sound--the sound of a crackling, roaring little fire.
"Oh, I am awakening," she said mournfully. "I can"t help it--I can"t."
Her eyes opened in spite of herself. And then she actually smiled--for what she saw she had never seen in the attic before, and knew she never should see.
"Oh, I _haven"t_ awakened," she whispered, daring to rise on her elbow and look all about her. "I am dreaming yet." She knew it _must_ be a dream, for if she were awake such things could not--could not be.
Do you wonder that she felt sure she had not come back to earth? This is what she saw. In the grate there was a glowing, blazing fire; on the hob was a little bra.s.s kettle hissing and boiling; spread upon the floor was a thick, warm crimson rug; before the fire a folding-chair, unfolded, and with cushions on it; by the chair a small folding-table, unfolded, covered with a white cloth, and upon it spread small covered dishes, a cup, a saucer, a tea-pot; on the bed were new warm coverings and a satin-covered down quilt; at the foot a curious wadded silk robe, a pair of quilted slippers, and some books. The room of her dream seemed changed into fairyland--and it was flooded with warm light, for a bright lamp stood on the table covered with a rosy shade.
She sat up, resting on her elbow, and her breathing came short and fast.
"It does not--melt away," she panted. "Oh, I never had such a dream before." She scarcely dared to stir; but at last she pushed the bedclothes aside, and put her feet on the floor with a rapturous smile.
"I am dreaming--I am getting out of bed," she heard her own voice say; and then, as she stood up in the midst of it all, turning slowly from side to side,--"I am dreaming it stays--real! I"m dreaming it _feels_ real. It"s bewitched--or I"m bewitched. I only _think_ I see it all."
Her words began to hurry themselves. "If I can only keep on thinking it," she cried, "I don"t care! I don"t care!"
She stood panting a moment longer, and then cried out again.
"Oh, it isn"t true!" she said. "It _can"t_ be true! But oh, how true it seems!"
The blazing fire drew her to it, and she knelt down and held out her hands close to it--so close that the heat made her start back.
"A fire I only dreamed wouldn"t be _hot_," she cried.
She sprang up, touched the table, the dishes, the rug; she went to the bed and touched the blankets. She took up the soft wadded dressing-gown, and suddenly clutched it to her breast and held it to her cheek.
"It"s warm. It"s soft!" she almost sobbed. "It"s real. It must be!"
She threw it over her shoulders, and put her feet into the slippers.
"They are real, too. It"s all real!" she cried. "I am _not_--I am _not_ dreaming!"
She almost staggered to the books and opened the one which lay upon the top. Something was written on the fly-leaf--just a few words, and they were these:
"To the little girl in the attic. From a friend."
When she saw that--wasn"t it a strange thing for her to do?--she put her face down upon the page and burst into tears.