"A cab, a cab--that"s all I want!" she said to Mr. Booker; and she almost pushed him out of the place with the wave of the hand with which she indicated her need. He rushed off to call one, and a minute afterwards the messenger whom she had already despatched rattled up in a hansom. She quickly got into it, and as she rolled away she saw Mr.
Booker returning in all haste with another. She gave a pa.s.sionate moan--this common confusion seemed to add a grotesqueness to her predicament.
XII
The next day, at five o"clock, she drove to Queen"s Gate, turning to Lady Davenant in her distress in order to turn somewhere. Her old friend was at home and by extreme good fortune alone; looking up from her book, in her place by the window, she gave the girl as she came in a sharp glance over her gla.s.ses. This glance was acquisitive; she said nothing, but laying down her book stretched out her two gloved hands. Laura took them and she drew her down toward her, so that the girl sunk on her knees and in a moment hid her face, sobbing, in the old woman"s lap.
There was nothing said for some time: Lady Davenant only pressed her tenderly--stroked her with her hands. "Is it very bad?" she asked at last. Then Laura got up, saying as she took a seat, "Have you heard of it and do people know it?"
"I haven"t heard anything. Is it very bad?" Lady Davenant repeated.
"We don"t know where Selina is--and her maid"s gone."
Lady Davenant looked at her visitor a moment. "Lord, what an a.s.s!" she then e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed, putting the paper-knife into her book to keep her place. "And whom has she persuaded to take her--Charles Crispin?" she added.
"We suppose--we suppose----" said Laura.
"And he"s another," interrupted the old woman. "And who supposes--Geordie and Ferdy?"
"I don"t know; it"s all black darkness!"
"My dear, it"s a blessing, and now you can live in peace."
"In peace!" cried Laura; "with my wretched sister leading such a life?"
"Oh, my dear, I daresay it will be very comfortable; I am sorry to say anything in favour of such doings, but it very often is. Don"t worry; you take her too hard. Has she gone abroad?" the old lady continued. "I daresay she has gone to some pretty, amusing place."
"I don"t know anything about it. I only know she is gone. I was with her last evening and she left me without a word."
"Well, that was better. I hate "em when they make parting scenes: it"s too mawkish!"
"Lionel has people watching them," said the girl; "agents, detectives, I don"t know what. He has had them for a long time; I didn"t know it."
"Do you mean you would have told her if you had? What is the use of detectives now? Isn"t he rid of her?"
"Oh, I don"t know, he"s as bad as she; he talks too horribly--he wants every one to know it," Laura groaned.
"And has he told his mother?"
"I suppose so: he rushed off to see her at noon. She"ll be overwhelmed."
"Overwhelmed? Not a bit of it!" cried Lady Davenant, almost gaily.
"When did anything in the world overwhelm her and what do you take her for? She"ll only make some delightful odd speech. As for people knowing it," she added, "they"ll know it whether he wants them or not. My poor child, how long do you expect to make believe?"
"Lionel expects some news to-night," Laura said. "As soon as I know where she is I shall start."
"Start for where?"
"To go to her--to do something."
"Something preposterous, my dear. Do you expect to bring her back?"
"He won"t take her in," said Laura, with her dried, dismal eyes. "He wants his divorce--it"s too hideous!"
"Well, as she wants hers what is simpler?"
"Yes, she wants hers. Lionel swears by all the G.o.ds she can"t get it."
"Bless me, won"t one do?" Lady Davenant asked. "We shall have some pretty reading."
"It"s awful, awful, awful!" murmured Laura.
"Yes, they oughtn"t to be allowed to publish them. I wonder if we couldn"t stop that. At any rate he had better be quiet: tell him to come and see me."
"You won"t influence him; he"s dreadful against her. Such a house as it is to-day!"
"Well, my dear, naturally."
"Yes, but it"s terrible for me: it"s all more sickening than I can bear."
"My dear child, come and stay with me," said the old woman, gently.
"Oh, I can"t desert her; I can"t abandon her!"
"Desert--abandon? What a way to put it! Hasn"t she abandoned you?"
"She has no heart--she"s too base!" said the girl. Her face was white and the tears now began to rise to her eyes again.
Lady Davenant got up and came and sat on the sofa beside her: she put her arms round her and the two women embraced. "Your room is all ready,"
the old lady remarked. And then she said, "When did she leave you? When did you see her last?"
"Oh, in the strangest, maddest, crudest way, the way most insulting to me. We went to the opera together and she left me there with a gentleman. We know nothing about her since."
"With a gentleman?"
"With Mr. Wendover--that American, and something too dreadful happened."
"Dear me, did he kiss you?" asked Lady Davenant.
Laura got up quickly, turning away. "Good-bye, I"m going, I"m going!"
And in reply to an irritated, protesting exclamation from her companion she went on, "Anywhere--anywhere to get away!"
"To get away from your American?"
"I asked him to marry me!" The girl turned round with her tragic face.