"He"s so good--there"s no fault to be found with him. Otherwise she would have thrown it all up. It has dragged on since she was eighteen: she became engaged to him before he went abroad to study. It was one of those childish muddles which parents in America might prevent so much more than they do. The thing is to insist on one"s daughter"s waiting, on the engagement"s being long; and then after you have got that started to take it on every occasion as little seriously as possible--to make it die out. You can easily tire it out. However, Mr. Porterfield has taken it seriously for some years. He has done his part to keep it alive. She says he adores her."
"His part? Surely his part would have been to marry her by this time."
"He has absolutely no money."
"He ought to have got some, in seven years."
"So I think she thinks. There are some sorts of poverty that are contemptible. But he has a little more now. That"s why he won"t wait any longer. His mother has come out, she has something--a little--and she is able to help him. She will live with them and bear some of the expenses, and after her death the son will have what there is."
"How old is she?" I asked, cynically.
"I haven"t the least idea. But it doesn"t sound very inspiring. He has not been to America since he first went out."
"That"s an odd way of adoring her."
"I made that objection mentally, but I didn"t express it to her. She met it indeed a little by telling me that he had had other chances to marry."
"That surprises me," I remarked. "And did she say that _she_ had had?"
"No, and that"s one of the things I thought nice in her; for she must have had. She didn"t try to make out that he had spoiled her life. She has three other sisters and there is very little money at home. She has tried to make money; she has written little things and painted little things, but her talent is apparently not in that direction. Her father has had a long illness and has lost his place--he was in receipt of a salary in connection with some waterworks--and one of her sisters has lately become a widow, with children and without means. And so as in fact she never has married any one else, whatever opportunities she may have encountered, she appears to have just made up her mind to go out to Mr. Porterfield as the least of her evils. But it isn"t very amusing."
"That only makes it the more honourable. She will go through with it, whatever it costs, rather than disappoint him after he has waited so long. It is true," I continued, "that when a woman acts from a sense of honour----"
"Well, when she does?" said Mrs. Nettlepoint, for I hesitated perceptibly.
"It is so extravagant a course that some one has to pay for it."
"You are very impertinent. We all have to pay for each other, all the while; and for each other"s virtues as well as vices."
"That"s precisely why I shall be sorry for Mr. Porterfield when she steps off the ship with her little bill. I mean with her teeth clenched."
"Her teeth are not in the least clenched. She is in perfect good-humour."
"Well, we must try and keep her so," I said. "You must take care that Jasper neglects nothing."
I know not what reflection this innocent pleasantry of mine provoked on the good lady"s part; the upshot of them at all events was to make her say--"Well, I never asked her to come; I"m very glad of that. It is all their own doing."
"Their own--you mean Jasper"s and hers?"
"No indeed. I mean her mother"s and Mrs. Allen"s; the girl"s too of course. They put themselves upon us."
"Oh yes, I can testify to that. Therefore I"m glad too. We should have missed it, I think."
"How seriously you take it!" Mrs. Nettlepoint exclaimed.
"Ah, wait a few days!" I replied, getting up to leave her.
III
The _Patagonia_ was slow, but she was s.p.a.cious and comfortable, and there was a kind of motherly decency in her long, nursing rock and her rustling, old-fashioned gait. It was as if she wished not to present herself in port with the splashed eagerness of a young creature. We were not numerous enough to squeeze each other and yet we were not too few to entertain--with that familiarity and relief which figures and objects acquire on the great bare field of the ocean, beneath the great bright gla.s.s of the sky. I had never liked the sea so much before, indeed I had never liked it at all; but now I had a revelation of how, in a midsummer mood, it could please. It was darkly and magnificently blue and imperturbably quiet--save for the great regular swell of its heart-beats, the pulse of its life, and there grew to be something so agreeable in the sense of floating there in infinite isolation and leisure that it was a positive satisfaction the _Patagonia_ was not a racer. One had never thought of the sea as the great place of safety, but now it came over one that there is no place so safe from the land.
When it does not give you trouble it takes it away--takes away letters and telegrams and newspapers and visits and duties and efforts, all the complications, all the superfluities and superst.i.tions that we have stuffed into our terrene life. The simple absence of the post, when the particular conditions enable you to enjoy the great fact by which it is produced, becomes in itself a kind of bliss, and the clean stage of the deck shows you a play that amuses, the personal drama of the voyage, the movement and interaction, in the strong sea-light, of figures that end by representing something--something moreover of which the interest is never, even in its keenness, too great to suffer you to go to sleep. I, at any rate, dozed a great deal, lying on my rug with a French novel, and when I opened my eyes I generally saw Jasper Nettlepoint pa.s.sing with his mother"s _protegee_ on his arm. Somehow at these moments, between sleeping and waking, I had an inconsequent sense that they were a part of the French novel. Perhaps this was because I had fallen into the trick, at the start, of regarding Grace Mavis almost as a married woman, which, as every one knows, is the necessary status of the heroine of such a work. Every revolution of our engine at any rate would contribute to the effect of making her one.
In the saloon, at meals, my neighbour on the right was a certain little Mrs. Peck, a very short and very round person whose head was enveloped in a "cloud" (a cloud of dirty white wool) and who promptly let me know that she was going to Europe for the education of her children. I had already perceived (an hour after we left the dock) that some energetic step was required in their interest, but as we were not in Europe yet the business could not be said to have begun. The four little Pecks, in the enjoyment of untrammelled leisure, swarmed about the ship as if they had been pirates boarding her, and their mother was as powerless to check their license as if she had been gagged and stowed away in the hold. They were especially to be trusted to run between the legs of the stewards when these attendants arrived with bowls of soup for the languid ladies. Their mother was too busy recounting to her fellow-pa.s.sengers how many years Miss Mavis had been engaged. In the blank of a marine existence things that are n.o.body"s business very soon become everybody"s, and this was just one of those facts that are propagated with a mysterious and ridiculous rapidity. The whisper that carries them is very small, in the great scale of things, of air and s.p.a.ce and progress, but it is also very safe, for there is no compression, no sounding-board, to make speakers responsible. And then repet.i.tion at sea is somehow not repet.i.tion; monotony is in the air, the mind is flat and everything recurs--the bells, the meals, the stewards"
faces, the romp of children, the walk, the clothes, the very shoes and b.u.t.tons of pa.s.sengers taking their exercise. These things grow at last so insipid that, in comparison, revelations as to the personal history of one"s companions have a taste, even when one cares little about the people.
Jasper Nettlepoint sat on my left hand when he was not upstairs seeing that Miss Mavis had her repast comfortably on deck. His mother"s place would have been next mine had she shown herself, and then that of the young lady under her care. The two ladies, in other words, would have been between us, Jasper marking the limit of the party on that side.
Miss Mavis was present at luncheon the first day, but dinner pa.s.sed without her coming in, and when it was half over Jasper remarked that he would go up and look after her.
"Isn"t that young lady coming--the one who was here to lunch?" Mrs. Peck asked of me as he left the saloon.
"Apparently not. My friend tells me she doesn"t like the saloon."
"You don"t mean to say she"s sick, do you?"
"Oh no, not in this weather. But she likes to be above."
"And is that gentleman gone up to her?"
"Yes, she"s under his mother"s care."
"And is his mother up there, too?" asked Mrs. Peck, whose processes were homely and direct.
"No, she remains in her cabin. People have different tastes. Perhaps that"s one reason why Miss Mavis doesn"t come to table," I added--"her chaperon not being able to accompany her."
"Her chaperon?"
"Mrs. Nettlepoint--the lady under whose protection she is."
"Protection?" Mrs. Peck stared at me a moment, moving some valued morsel in her mouth; then she exclaimed, familiarly, "Pshaw!" I was struck with this and I was on the point of asking her what she meant by it when she continued: "Are we not going to see Mrs. Nettlepoint?"
"I am afraid not. She vows that she won"t stir from her sofa."
"Pshaw!" said Mrs. Peck again. "That"s quite a disappointment."
"Do you know her then?"
"No, but I know all about her." Then my companion added--"You don"t meant to say she"s any relation?"
"Do you mean to me?"
"No, to Grace Mavis."
"None at all. They are very new friends, as I happen to know. Then you are acquainted with our young lady?" I had not noticed that any recognition pa.s.sed between them at luncheon.
"Is she yours too?" asked Mrs. Peck, smiling at me.