"I longed to see Harry, but I did not want him to see me. I did not know that he would care to see me," she answered. "I longed to see all of you."
"Isn"t that like Bim?" Samson asked.
"I am no longer the fool I was," she answered. "It was not just a romantic notion. I wanted to share the lot of a runaway slave for a few days and know what it means. That mulatto--Roger Wentworth--and his wife are as good as I am, but I have seen them kicked and beaten like dogs. I know slavery now and all the days of my life I am going to fight against it. Now I am ready to go to my father"s house--like the Prodigal Son coming back after his folly."
"But you will have some dinner first," said Mrs. Brimstead.
"No, I can not wait--I will walk. It is not far to Hopedale."
"Percy is at the door now with his buggy," said Brimstead.
Bim kissed Samson"s cheek and embraced Annabel and her mother and hurried out of the house. Harry carried her bag to the buggy and helped her in.
"Harry, I want you to fall in love with this pretty girl," she said.
"Don"t you dare think of me any more or come near me. If you do, I"ll shoo you away. Go on, Percy."
She waved her hand as the buggy went up the road.
"It"s the same old Bim," Harry said to himself, as he stood watching her.
"But I think she"s lovelier than she ever was."
The next day Samson wrote in his diary:
"Bim was handsomer, but different. She had a woman"s beauty. I noticed her loose clothes and that gentle look in her face that used to come to Sarah"s when her time was about half over. I am glad she got away before she was further along."
CHAPTER XV
WHEREIN HARRY AND ABE RIDE UP TO SPRINGDALE AND VISIT KELSO"S AND LEARN OF THE CURIOUS LONESOMENESS OF ELIPHALET BIGGS.
Illinois was growing. In June score of prairie schooners, loaded with old and young, rattled over the plains from the East. There were many Yankees from Ohio, New York and New England in this long caravan. There were almost as many Irish, who had set out for this land of golden promise as soon as they had been able to save money for a team and wagon, after reaching the new world. There were some Germans and Scandinavians in the dust clouds of the National Road. Steamers on the Illinois River scattered their living freight along its sh.o.r.es. These were largely from Kentucky, southern Ohio, Pennsylvania, Maryland and Virginia. The call of the rich and kindly lands had traveled far and streams of life were making toward them, to flow with increasing speed and volume for many years.
People in Sangamon County had begun to learn of the thriving village of Chicago in the North. Abe said that Illinois would be the Empire State of the West; that a new era of rapid development and great prosperity was near. Rumors of railroad and ca.n.a.l projects and river improvements were on every tongue. Samson and Sarah took new heart of the prospect and decided to try another year in New Salem, although an Irishman had made a good offer for their farm. Land was in great request and there were many transfers of t.i.tle. Abe had more surveying to do than he was able to accomplish that summer. Harry was with him for some weeks. He could earn two dollars a day with Abe, whereas Samson was able to hire a helper for half that sum. Harry made a confident of his friend, and when they were working at the northern end of the county they borrowed a pair of horses and rode up to Kelso"s house and spent a Sunday there.
Bim met them down the road a mile or so from Hopedale. She, too, was on the back of a horse. She recognized them before they were in hailing distance and waved her hand and hurried toward them with a happy face.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
"To see you and your father and mother," said Harry.
A sad look came into her eyes.
"If I had a stone I would throw it at you," she said.
"Why?" Harry asked.
"Because I have to get used to being miserable, and just as I begin to be resigned to it, you come along and make me happy, and I have it all to do over again."
The young man stopped his horse.
"I hadn"t thought of that," he said, with a sad face. "It isn"t fair to you, is it? It"s rather--selfish."
"Why don"t you go to Brimstead"s," Bim suggested. "A beautiful girl over there is in love with you. Honestly, Harry, there isn"t a sweeter girl in all the world."
"I ought not to go there, either," said the young man.
"Why?"
"Because I mustn"t let her think that I care for her. I"ll go over to Peasley"s and wait for Abe there."
"Look here," said the latter. "You both remind me of a man in a Kentucky village who couldn"t bear to hear a rooster crow. It kept him awake nights, for the roosters did a lot o" crowing down there. He moved from one place to another, trying to find a c.o.c.kless town. He couldn"t. There was no such place in Kentucky. He thought of taking to the woods, but he hated loneliness more than he hated roosters. So he did a sensible thing.
He started a chicken farm and got used to it. He found that a little crowing was too much, and that a lot of it was just what he needed. You two have got to get used to each other. What you need is more crowing. If you saw each other every day you wouldn"t look so wonderful as when you don"t."
"I reckon that"s a good idea," said Bim. "Come on, Harry, let"s get used to crowing. We"ll start in to-day to fall out of love with each other. We must be very cold and distant and haughty and say every mean thing we can think of."
So it happened that Harry went on with Bim and Abe to the little house in Hopedale. Jack Kelso sat reading in the shade of a tree by his door-step.
"I hope you feel as good as you look," Abe called, as they rode up.
"I"ve been feeling like a fly in a drum," Jack answered. "I"ve just heard a sermon by Peter Cartwright."
"What do you think of him?"
"He is saturated in the statistics of vice. His Satan is too busy; his h.e.l.l is too big, too hot and too durable. He is a kind of human onion designed to make women weep."
Abe answered with a laugh:
"It is said that General Jackson went into his church one Sunday and that a deacon notified Mr. Cartwright of the presence of the great man. They say that the stern preacher exclaimed in a clearly audible tone: General Jackson! What does G.o.d care for General Jackson? If he don"t repent, G.o.d will d.a.m.n him as quick as he would d.a.m.n a Guinea n.i.g.g.e.r.""
"He"s just that thumping, downright kind of a man," Kelso remarked. "How are you getting on with the books?"
"I have _Chitty on Contracts_ strapped to the pommel," said Abe. "I did my stint coming over, but I had to walk and lead the pony."
"Every book you read gets a baptism of Democracy," said Kelso. "An idle aristocracy of the shelves loafing in fine coats and immaculate linen is not for the wise man. Your book has to roll up its sleeves and go to work and know the touch of the sweaty hand. Swift used to say that some men treat books as they do Lords--learn their t.i.tles and then brag of having been in their company. There are no Lords and Ladies among your books.
They are just men and women made for human service."
"I don"t read long at once," Abe remarked. "I scratch into a book, like a hen on a barn floor, until my crop is full, and then I digest what I have taken."
Harry and Bim had put out the horses. Now the girl came and sat on her father"s knee. Harry sat down by the side of Abe on the gra.s.s in the oak"s shadow.
"It is a joy to have the little girl back again," said Kelso, as he touched her hair with his hand. "It is still as yellow as a corn ta.s.sel.
I wonder it isn"t gray."