CHAPTER VII.
TWO LOVE LETTERS.
MR. KINGSTON _to_ MISS FETHERSTONHAUGH.
"My dearest love,
"I had no idea that Melbourne _could_ be such a detestable hole! Why have you gone away, and taken all the life and brightness out of everything?
"If I had not the house to look after--and there is not much to interest one in that at present--I declare life would not be worth the trouble it entails in the mere matter of dressing and dining, and slating the servants and tradespeople.
"I went to Mrs. Reade"s last night. Everybody was there; but I was bored to that extent that I came home in an hour (and physicked _ennui_ at the card-table, where I lost ten pounds).
I could not get up any interest in anybody. Mrs. Reade herself looked remarkably well. She is a very stylish woman, though she is so small. And Miss Brownlow looked handsome, as usual--to those who care for that dark kind of beauty. I confess I don"t.
I could only long for you, and think what a lily you would have been amongst them all, with your white neck and arms. (Be very careful of your complexion, my darling, while you are in the country; don"t let the wind roughen your fine skin, nor sit by the fire without a screen for your face).
"As usual, poor Reade got a good deal snubbed. I would not be in his place for something. But if a wife of mine told me in the presence of guests that I had had as much wine as was good for me, I"d take care she didn"t do it a second time. My little wife, however, will know better than that; _I_ have no fear of being henpecked. It was a kind of musical evening, and Sarah Brownlow sang several new songs. I thought her voice had gone off a great deal.
"I must say for Mrs. Beatrice, that she is a capital hostess, and manages her parties as well as anybody. But this one was immensely slow. Everything is slow now you are away. Is it necessary for you to remain at Adelonga for the whole time of your aunt"s visit? Can"t you come back to town soon, and stay with Mrs. Reade? _Do_ try and manage it; I"m sure your aunt would be willing, and it would be a most delightful arrangement all round.
"You will find Adelonga very dull, I fancy. It used to be a pleasant house in the old days, when Thornley was a bachelor; but two marriages must have altered both it and him, and the second Mrs. Thornley is not lively, even at the best of times, and must be terribly depressing as an invalid. There are a lot of children, too, are there not? If your aunt doesn"t let you come back, can"t you, when your cousin is well enough, manoeuvre to get me an invitation? I would not mind a country house if you and I were in it together. Nothing could well be drearier than town is without you. And it would be so charming to be both under the same roof!
"And this reminds me of something I want to speak to you about seriously, so give me your best attention. (I wonder whether, having read so far, you are beginning to cover yourself with blushes in antic.i.p.ation of what is coming? I am sure you are.)
"You told me, you know, my darling, that you did not wish to be married for a year or two--not until the house was built and finished, you said--because you were so young. But I have been thinking that that will never do. The house will probably be an immense time in hand; it is not like an ordinary plain house, you see. And _I_ am not young, if you are. I don"t say that I am old, but still I have come to that time of life when a man, if he means to marry and settle, should do it as soon as possible. And you are not any younger than your cousin Laura was when she married last year; and her husband, moreover, was a mere boy. I remember when Buxton was born, and he can"t be five-and-twenty, nor anything like it. So you see, my pet, your proposal is _quite_ absurd and unreasonable.
"And now I will tell you what mine is. And I know my little girl"s gentle and generous disposition too well to doubt that she will offer any serious opposition to it, or to any of my urgent wishes. I propose that we marry without any delay; that is to say, with no more delay than the preparing of your trousseau necessitates.
"We have already been engaged some months, and by the time your visit is over and your preparations made, we shall have fully reached the average term of engagements amongst people of our cla.s.s. I want you to let me write to your aunt (I am sure she would see the matter _quite_ from my point of view), and suggest a day in September, or in October at the latest. That is a lovely time of year, and all my other plans would fit in with such an arrangement beautifully.
"You have never travelled, nor seen anything of the world yet; and I should like to show you a little before you settle down in your big house to all the cares of state. So I thought we would go for a short honeymoon to Sydney or Tasmania--whichever you like best; then come back for the races, and to see how the house was going on. I think there will be a club ball, too, about that time; if so, I know you would like to go to it _with your diamond necklace on_. Would you not? And then--while the sh.e.l.l of the house is building--I propose we repeat the honeymoon tour on a larger scale, and go to Europe.
"I know you would like to see all that Laura Buxton is seeing now; and I will take care that you see a great deal besides.
You shall make the old grand tour, if you like it; it will be new enough to you.
"And we will have a good time in Paris; and we will amuse ourselves, wherever we go, collecting furniture and pictures, and ornaments for our house.
"You shall choose everything for your own rooms--as I told you my wife should--from the best looms and workshops in the world.
And then when we come home we will take a house somewhere while we superintend the fitting up of our own.
"And finally, we will give a brilliant ball or something, by way of housewarming, and settle down to domestic life.
"Now is not this a charming programme? I am sure you will think so--indeed you _must_, for I have set my heart upon it.
"Pray write at once, dear love, and give me leave to put matters in train. Do you know you have been away four days and I have only had a post-card to tell me you arrived safely! That is not how you are going to treat me, I hope. I know there is a daily mail from Adelonga, and (though I repudiate post-cards) I don"t care what sort of scribble you send so long as you write constantly. Remember what I told you about that. And remember your _promise_.
"And now, good-night, my sweetest Rachel. Sleep well, darling, and dream of me,
"Your faithful lover,
"GRAHAM KINGSTON."
MISS FETHERSTONHAUGH _to_ MR. KINGSTON.
"My dearest Graham,
"I am afraid you will think I ought to have written to you before, but I have been so much engaged ever since I arrived that I really have not had an opportunity.
"Mr. Thornley is always showing me about the place, or the children are wanting me to have a walk with them, or my cousin sends for me to her room to see the baby; so that I may say I have scarcely a moment to call my own until bedtime comes, and then I am much too sleepy to write--the effect of the country air, I suppose. I am enjoying myself excessively.
"The weather is lovely, and this is certainly the most delightful place. It is a regular old bush house, which has been added to in every direction.
"The rooms are low, and straggle about anyhow; there is no front door--or, rather, there are several; and it has shingle roofs and weatherboard walls (though all the outhouses are brick and stone, and Mr. Thornley is going to build a new house presently, which I think is _such_ a pity.)
"My own room has a canvas ceiling, which flaps up and down when the wind is high: and most of the floors are of that dark, rough-sawn native wood of olden times, which makes it necessary that the best carpets should have drugget, or some kind of padding under them. But, oh, how exquisitely the whole house is kept inside and out.
"The drawing-room is _much_ prettier than ours at Toorak; because Mr. Thornley has travelled a great deal at odd times, and collected beautiful things, and seems to have good taste, as well as plenty of money. There are quant.i.ties of pictures everywhere; he is very fond of pictures.
"And the conservatories are half as big as the house; he is fond of flowers too. Just now they are full of delicious things--cyclamens, and orchids, and primulas, and begonias, and heaths of all sorts, and azaleas, and I don"t know what. There are quant.i.ties of flowers in the garden too, so early as it is.
The great bushes--almost trees--of camellias are simply wonderful; and there is a bed of double hyacinths under my window of all the colours of the rainbow.
"Then there is a fernery--part of it roofed in, and part running down through the shrubberies on one side. The tree ferns make a matted roof overhead, and other ferns grow between like bushes, and little ferns sprout everywhere underneath amongst stones and things. There are winding paths in and out through it, where it is quite dark at mid-day; and there are little rills and waterfalls trickling there in all directions, carried down in pipes from a dam up amongst the hills behind the house.
"Don"t you think _we_ might have a fern-tree gully? If the water could be got for it, it would run down the side of a terraced garden even better than it does here, where the ground falls very slightly. If you like I will ask Mr. Thornley how he made his, and all about it; he is always delighted if he can give any information. He is such an excessively kind man. I like him _so_ much. How long is it since you saw him? When he was a bachelor, I think you said you stayed at Adelonga. That must have been a long time ago, for his eldest daughter (just now finishing her education in Germany) is older than I am.
There is a painting of him in the dining-room as a young man, and one of his first wife. His is not the least like what he is now. But I will tell you what might _really_ be his portrait--Long"s old inquisitor in the "Dancing Girl"
picture--I mean that genial old fellow in the arm-chair, who leans his arms on the table and grasps (I am sure without knowing what he is doing) the base of the crucifix, while he enjoys the sight of that pretty creature dancing. If you go and look at him the next time you find yourself near the picture gallery, you will see Mr. Thornley"s very image. He is the soul of hospitality; he is so courteous to everybody in the house--even to his children; he is one of the nicest and kindest men I ever met.
"But I have not said a word about my cousin Lucilla, or the baby, or the other children. The baby is a little _duck_. I am allowed to have him a good deal, because the nurse says I am much "handier" than most young ladies; and I certainly _have_ the knack of making him stop crying and of soothing him off to sleep.
"The other children--three dear little girls--are in the schoolroom; but Lucilla will not allow their governess to keep them too strictly, because they are not very strong. Lucilla herself I like _excessively_. She is much quieter than Beatrice, and I don"t think she is so clever, and she is not at all pretty: but she is very sweet-tempered and kind, and very fond of Mr. Thornley, though he is so much older than she is. I am glad to say she is getting quite strong; so much so indeed that she is going to have a large party next week.
"There are to be some country races, in which Mr. Thornley is interested, and we are all going, and some people are coming back with us to dine and spend the night. There is some talk of a ball, too, to celebrate the coming of age of young Bruce Thornley, who is now at Oxford--Mr. Thornley"s eldest son. That would be the week after. I _hope_ Lucilla will decide to have it; they say Adelonga b.a.l.l.s are always charming, and that people come to them from far and near.
"One enormous room, with two fireplaces, which is gun-room, billiard-room, smoking-room, and gentlemen"s sanctum generally (which in the general way is divided by big j.a.panese screens, and laid down with carpets), was built and floored on purpose for dancing in those old times that you remember. Perhaps you have yourself danced there? Tell me if you have. I can see what a delightful ball-room it would make, with lots of shrubs and flowers. It opens into the conservatory at one end, and a pa.s.sage leads from the other both into the dining-room and out upon the verandahs, which are wide, and bowered with creepers, and filled with Indian and American lounge chairs.
"How are you getting on in town? Did you go to Beatrice"s party, and was it nice? I hope William will look after my dear Black Agnes properly, and not let her out in the paddock at night. _Would_ you mind sometimes just calling in to see, when you are up that way?
"The workmen are having fine weather, are they not? Aunt Elizabeth and I have been telling Lucilla all about the house, and she says it will be magnificent. But Mr. Thornley does not like pink for the boudoir. He says if I have pictures, some shade of sage, or grey, or peac.o.c.k would be better as a ground colour. What do you think? I must say _I_ like the idea of pink.
"Now I have come to the end of my paper. And have I not written you a long letter? I hope you will not find it very stupid.
"Aunt Elizabeth and Lucilla send their kindest regards, and with much love, believe me,
"My dear Graham,
"Yours most affectionately,