"May I come in?"
His eyebrows rose another notch. He glanced down the hall, back to his room, and back at me before moving aside. I stepped into his room. Penelope stayed in the hall. I whispered a thank you to my broom as I closed the door.
His room was cozy. I was too distracted to notice anything but the bed and a folded blanket lying on the floor.
"I hope I"m not interrupting anything."
"I was only meditating."
The meditation of White Knights must"ve been a strenuous practice. He was slightly out of breath. Sweat beaded on his forehead, and his entire body was tense. Or maybe these were due to my presence. He could only look at me from the corner of his eye.
It was terribly hot in this room. I paced to the window and opened it a crack. Wyst was reflected in the spotless gla.s.s. He studied my back, unaware I could see his glance wander up and down my body. I put my fingers to the window and traced the image of his strong, pleasing face.
"Is something wrong, witch?" He spoke softly. The first time I"d ever heard him mumble.
I was woefully inexperienced, but I was a creature made to seduce. I trusted my instincts. I turned slowly, allowing Wyst to enjoy my form from all angles. Then I glided to him, literally floating a hairsbreadth off the floor. My gown billowed upward, revealing my perfect legs. His already tense body tightened. I drew close but didn"t touch him.
He turned his face from me. "What are you doing?"
I put a palm to his cheek and turned his face back. He closed his eyes.
"I can"t do this."
Words could say much, and they said all the more when there were so few. He hadn"t said he wouldn"t. He"d said he couldn"t. Can"t is for things you mustn"t do, yet you know you will.
He put a hand to my hand as if to pull it away. "I"ve taken a vow, a sacred vow."
I ran my thumb across his soft lips. "Tell me to leave, and I will." I did my best to sound as if this wouldn"t bother me.
"I need my virtue," he whispered. "Without it, I"ll be no match for the sorcerer."
"With it, you are still no match."
He withdrew half a step. "I can"t let you face him alone. I have to protect you."
Again, his words said much. His resistance didn"t come from his vows of purity. It stemmed from his love, his desire to keep me from harm. I understood more than he knew. We were so much alike, but unlike my burden, his could be put aside.
"You can"t protect me from my fate, Wyst. And you won"t meet Soulless Gustav tomorrow. That is my battle alone. You"ve done everything you can for me. There is only one favor I have left to ask of you ..."
I moved as close as I could without touching him. The heat of his body washed over me. The lanterns flared with my rising desire. I wanted to throw him down and force him to love me. But it was his decision to make.
He stared into my eyes and bit his lower lip.
"When I meet my destiny tomorrow, Wyst, I will greet it gladly, without regrets. Save one. Unless you see fit to grant me one last favor."
"I can t."
I put a finger to his lips. The lanterns dimmed.
"They"re just words, Wyst. They say much and mean nothing. Empty syllables carried on whispers, that"s all they are. If you can deny me, deny yourself, without them, I"ll go."
He ran his fingers through my hair and smiled sweetly. "I can"t..."
"No words."
We drew closer.
"But..." He sounded parched.
I put my hands on his chest and felt the pounding of his heart. The warmth of his flesh seared my palms. His hand slipped down my neck and slid the gown from my shoulders. I ran my calf along his thigh. Strange, how natural it all was. As if I"d done this a thousand times before.
We kissed. I couldn"t remember who kissed who. We just suddenly were. My stomach grumbled. The fiend within wanted to bite off his tongue. I could feel the gush of tangled veins in his throat, just begging to be ripped out.
I pulled away, and it was his turn to be puzzled. "I have to warn you. I might kill you."
I handed him the knife.
"If you feel you must, drive this blade in my heart and save yourself."
The knife clattered to the floor. He took me in his arms and kissed my neck. He whispered softly in my ear.
"Some things are worth the risk."
CHAPTER 27
Wyst"s btood tasted even sweeter than I"d expected. sweeter than I"d expected. I en joyed a drop, gained in a moment when my pa.s.sion and carnivorous l.u.s.ts caught me unaware, and I"d nibbled his ear too sharply. It was the only slip. Though at the heights of our rapture, visions of rent flesh did flash through my mind. The carnal pleasures overwhelmed my appet.i.te. Mostly. I en joyed a drop, gained in a moment when my pa.s.sion and carnivorous l.u.s.ts caught me unaware, and I"d nibbled his ear too sharply. It was the only slip. Though at the heights of our rapture, visions of rent flesh did flash through my mind. The carnal pleasures overwhelmed my appet.i.te. Mostly.
Wyst put a hand to my grumbling stomach. The dark of his fingers against my alabaster skin seemed a perfect contradiction. We were so different on the surface, yet so much alike.
"Do you regret it?" I asked. "The loss of your virtue?"
He put fingers to my chin and raised my face to his. "If I"d regretted it, I would"ve stopped after the first time. And my virtue isn"t lost, only my chast.i.ty."
His lips graced my forehead. I kissed him and my hand danced down his thigh.
"Again? You really will kill me."
I smiled. He didn"t know how right he was. With my curse, I could do just that. I could hold him in this bed and stoke his fires over and over again until every last ounce of his life burned away. The danger of that was a long way off. Wyst was a healthy specimen, possessed of enough stamina to survive a week or two in my dangerous embrace.
I slipped over him and nibbled on his lower lip. He wrapped his arms around me and pressed me tight against him. My stomach roared, no longer to be neglected. I found the strength to roll away. It was easier knowing he would still be here when I got back. I put on my gown and paused at the door just long enough to cast a sidelong glance at him lying there. Any more would have been too much temptation.
Penelope waited in the hall. She didn"t say anything, not in her unspoken way, but she did peek in the room to make sure Wyst was still alive. My shadow danced along the walls. It twirled and frolicked, often leaving my feet to caper playfully along the ceiling.
Downstairs, Gwurm was asleep by the fire. The fox dozed in his lap. Newt sat on the table, nestled among gnawed duck bones. He raised his head and frowned.
"As you"re not covered in blood, I a.s.sume you didn"t kill him."
"Sorry to disappoint you." I took a seat and glutted myself on every piece of uncooked meat I could reach. I was hungrier than I"d realized. Absolutely ravenous. This wasn"t the meal my appet.i.te desired, but flesh was flesh.
"What"s the sense of robbing a White Knight of his purity if you don"t bother killing him?" said Newt. "It"s like running down a deer and then letting it go. I hope it was worth it, throwing aside your witchly ethics."
I finished sucking down a turkey leg. "I have seduced a White Knight, exposed the mortal man for all the world to see, and he doesn"t resent me for it. Not only that, but I"ve tasted forbidden pleasures of the flesh and learned something about myself. I can"t think of anything more witchful than this."
"Your mistress would disagree."
"I doubt that very much. It was by her design that this night came to pa.s.s."
"Vengeance is our quest."
I laughed. "Vengeance or death lay at the end of this journey, but not every journey is about the destination."
He yawned and perked up his head. "Can I kill him then?"
He already knew the answer.
"Senseless," he grumbled.
The tapestry of Soulless Gustav spoke up. "I quite agree." The sorcerer stepped from the cloth. He kept his flatness. It suited him as even in three dimensions he was a slight figure. "Didn"t mean to eavesdrop, but I have to go with the duck. It"s bad form to not take advantage of a White Knight after you"ve, well, after you"ve taken advantage of him. It"s expected."
"A good witch does the unexpected."
"Excellent point, my dear witch with the unspoken name." He strolled to a chair and folded himself into a sitting position. "Although when the morning comes, I expect you will die."
My only response was a wry grin. I expected him correct, but then again, a great witch can even surprise herself on occasion.
"Speaking of morning." Soulless Gustav waved his hand, and hard light poured through the windows. "You"ll excuse my impatience, but I"d like to get this over with."
"No."
"I beg your pardon."
"Not yet."
He glared. "I am master of this realm. You dare to give me commands."
"Not a command. A request. You"ve been a most gracious host, and I would appeal to your generosity one last time."
His glares softened. "Of course. Forgive me." He returned to the tapestry. "I"ll grant you two more hours. As they shall be your last on this world, I suggest you make good use of them."
"I shall. And thank you."
"The laws of hospitality apply to all men, lowly peasant and legendary sorcerer alike." Soulless Gustav resumed his silent watch over the room as darkness buried the morning.
I allowed myself a few minutes to settle my full stomach.
"What did you learn about yourself?" asked Newt. "You said you"d learned something."
"I learned that I can never love a man. Not as a woman."
"You seem to be doing an excellent job so far."
I smiled without mirth. "A temporary indulgence. No matter what, I am accursed. My love will always be doomed."
My shadow stopped dancing.
The jagged truth tore at my witchly veil. Newt averted his eyes and fidgeted in the awkward silence. Penelope leaned against my shoulder.
"Life isn"t about the things you can"t have," I said. "It is about those blessings you do find along the way." Though the truth is rarely a comfort, I found some solace in this. I couldn"t love Wyst for a lifetime, but I could love him for a short while more.
My shadow skipped around the fireplace as I moved toward the stairs.
Newt snorted. "You aren"t fooling me. I know why you robbed him of his virtue. You made him vulnerable to protect him."
"Did I?"
"Oh, stop pretending to be mysterious. I see through it all. Wyst may not have been a match for Soulless Gustav on his own, but he could"ve helped you. And you need every advantage you can get. But now, he"s just a man. You"ve made him useless. You"ve taken him out of the game because you weren"t willing to risk his life for your own."
"Figure that out all on your own?" I asked.
"You"re admitting it then?"
I only grinned.
"It is very witchfol," he said. "To save a man"s life by stealing his invulnerability. Your mistress would be proud." He didn"t like acknowledging that and scowled.
A good witch admits to nothing. I ascended the stairs without saying another word and entered Wyst"s room. He lay on the bed. My eyes lingered on his lean, dark body. He smiled and held out a hand.
He traced my lips with his fingers. "You are beautiful."
I already knew this, but there was something in the way he said it. Something in his eyes as well. He saw more than my cursed flesh. He saw the mortal woman hidden inside that even I could forget was there. But in his arms, it was different. In his arms, I could almost forget the fiend.
He kissed me, and his flavorful lips stirred my twin hungers. The ghoul hissed and fidgeted, but she was smothered beneath the indulgences of the woman.
Newt was wrong. Even without his enchantments, Wyst was more than a man. Much more.
He slipped off my gown and drew me onto the bed.
And he was far from useless.