"Another bore," said Fandor to himself, "who wants to get me to give him a recommendation of some sort!"
Our journalist boiled with impatience at the thought of the precious minutes he was losing. He would have to cut his dinner short if he did not wish to miss the night express. Nevertheless, wishing to lessen the unpleasant reception he had given this unwelcome visitor, he murmured in a tone which was cold, all the same:
"Pray be seated, Monsieur: I am listening to you!"
Corporal Vinson seemed greatly agitated.
The invitation was evidently very opportune, for the visitor let himself fall heavily into an arm-chair. Great drops of perspiration were on his forehead, his lips were pallid: at intervals he looked at the journalist, whose impa.s.sible countenance did not seem to invite confidences. The poor trooper lost countenance more and more: Fandor remained silent.
At last Vinson managed to say, in a voice strangling with emotion:
"Ah! Monsieur, excuse me for having come to disturb you like this, but I was determined to tell you ... to know you--to express to you ...
how I appreciate your talent, your way of writing ... how I like the ideas you express in your paper!... There was your last article, so just, so ... charitable!"
"You are very kind, Monsieur," interrupted Fandor, "and I am much obliged to you; but, if it is the same to you, we might arrange a meeting for another day, because now I am very pressed for time."...
Fandor made as if to rise to emphasise his statement; but Corporal Vinson, far from imitating the movement, sank deeper and deeper in the large arm-chair, into which he had literally fallen a few minutes before, and with an accent of profound anguish, for he understood Fandor"s desire to shorten the conversation, he cried with a groan:
"Ah, Monsieur, do not send me away! If I keep silence now, I shall never have the courage to speak--but I must."...
The soldier"s countenance was so full of alarm that Fandor regretted his first movement of ill-temper, his show of impatience. Perhaps this man had interesting things to say! He must give the fellow confidence.
Fandor smiled.
"Very well," he suggested amiably, "let us have a talk if you really wish it."...
Corporal Vinson considered Fandor a moment, thanking him with a look for his more cordial att.i.tude; then suddenly drawing himself up into a standing position, he shouted:
"Monsieur Fandor ... I am a traitor!"
Though far from expecting so brutal a declaration, Fandor sat tight.
He well knew that in such circ.u.mstances comments are useless. He rose slowly, approached the soldier, and, placing his hands on the agitated man"s shoulders, pushed him back into the arm-chair.
"Control yourself, Monsieur, I beg of you," he said in a kind voice.
"You must not upset yourself like this! Be calm!"
Great tears flowed down the corporal"s sunburnt cheeks, and Fandor considered him, not knowing how to console so great, so spontaneous a grief.
Amidst his despair, Corporal Vinson stammered out:
"Yes, Monsieur, it"s because of a woman--you will understand--you who write articles in which you say that there should be pity for such unfortunates as I am--for one is a miserable wretch when a woman has you in her clutches, and you have no money--and then, with that sort, once you have started getting mixed up in their affairs, you are jolly well caught--you have to do as you are told--and always they ask more and more of you.... Ah, Monsieur, the death of Captain Brocq is a frightful disaster! As for me.... If I have turned traitor--it is their fault."...
The corporal murmured some unintelligible words, p.r.o.nouncing names unknown to Fandor; but our journalist was rejoicing more and more at this outpouring.
Suddenly he got the impression that the mysterious happenings, the obscure drama he had been on the fringe of for some days past was becoming clear, that the veil of ignorance was being torn away. Fandor had the sensation of being a spectator, before whose eyes a curtain was slowly rising which until then had concealed the scenery of the play.
The corporal continued, stammeringly:
"Ah, Monsieur, you do not know what it is to have for your mistress such a woman as ... she whom I love, ... such a woman as ... Nichoune!
Nichoune! Ah, all Chalons knows what she is like. Her wickedness is well known ... but for all that, there is not a man who."...
Fandor interrupted:
"But, my good corporal, why are you telling me all this?"
"Why, Monsieur," replied Vinson, after a pause and a piteous look, "because--it"s because ... I have sworn to tell you everything before I die!"
"Hang it all! What do you mean to do?" asked Fandor.
The corporal replied simply, but his tone was decisive:
"I mean to kill myself!"
From this moment it was Fandor who, far from wishing to start off for his train--he had given up any idea of leaving for the South that evening--was bent on getting from the soldier further details about his life.
Fandor now learned that the corporal had been in the service some fifteen months. He had been among the first conscripts affected by the new law of two years" compulsory service, and had been sent to the 214th of the line, in garrison at Chalons. Owing to his qualities he had been much appreciated by all his superior officers. As soon as he had finished his cla.s.ses, he obtained his corporal"s stripes, and in consideration of his very good handwriting, and also owing to the influence of a commandant, he got a snug post as secretary in the offices of the fortress itself.
Vinson was thoroughly satisfied with his new situation; for, having been brought up in his mother"s petticoats, and practically the whole of his adolescence having been pa.s.sed behind the counter of the maternal book-shop, he had much more the temperament of a clerk than of an active out-of-doors man.
The only sport which he enjoyed was riding, riding a bicycle, and the only luxury he allowed himself was photography.
Time pa.s.sed. Then, one Sunday evening, he went with some comrades to a Chalons music-hall.
Vinson"s chief companions were some non-commissioned officers, a little better off than he was.... Without being lavish in their expenditure, these young fellows did not reckon up their every penny, and, not wishing to be behindhand, Vinson had sent to his mother for money again and again, and she had kept him in funds.
On this particular evening, after the concert, they had invited some of the performers to supper in a private room, and Vinson, in the course of the entertainment, was attracted, fascinated, by a tall girl with dyed hair, emaciated cheeks, and brilliant eyes, whose flashy manners smacking of some low suburb, had subjugated him completely.
Vinson made an impression on the singer, for she did not respond to the advances of a swaggering sergeant, reputed generous, but turned her attentions to the modest corporal.
They talked, and they discovered they were affinities. The result was they found themselves at daybreak on the deserted boulevard of Chalons. The corporal"s leave did not expire till the evening of the following day. Nichoune offered him hospitality: they became lovers.
Vinson"s heart was in this liaison: he persuaded himself that the chain that bound them was indissoluble. The singer"s idea was to profit by it. Her demands for money were constant: she harried her lover for money.
Little by little, Vinson"s mother cut off supplies: the corporal, incapable of breaking with Nichoune, ran up debts in the town.
"But," went on Vinson, "this is only the beginning. I have told you this, Monsieur, with the hope of excusing myself to a certain extent for what I did later on. My actions were the outcome and consequences of my difficulties."
"Something serious?" questioned Fandor.
"You shall judge of that, Monsieur."
Vinson went on with his confession in a firmer tone. Fandor realised that the corporal had decided to make a clean breast of it.
"It sometimes happened after I had had a scene with Nichoune, and had quitted her in a fury, that I would go for a long bicycle ride into the country, taking my shame and rage with me. On a certain Sat.u.r.day, bestriding my faithful bike, I went for a spin along the dusty high-road which runs past the camp. After going at high speed, I dismounted, seated myself under a tree in the shade, by the side of a ditch, and was falling asleep. It was summer, the sun was pouring down. A cyclist stopped in front of me with a punctured tyre. He asked me to lend him the wherewithal to repair it; and whilst the solution was drying we started talking.
"This individual was about thirty; elegantly dressed; and from the way he expressed himself, one could see that he was a man accustomed to good society.
"He told me he was making a tour, and was now doing the neighbourhood about Reims and Chalons.