As far as he dared look at her movements he saw that her bearing towards him would be dictated by his own towards her; and if he acted as a stranger she would do likewise as a means of deliverance. Circ.u.mstances favouring this course, it was desirable also to be rather reserved towards Knight, to shorten the meeting as much as possible.
"I am afraid that my time is almost too short to allow even of such a pleasure," he said. "I leave here to-morrow. And until I start for the Continent and India, which will be in a fortnight, I shall have hardly a moment to spare."
Knight"s disappointment and dissatisfied looks at this reply sent a pang through Stephen as great as any he had felt at the sight of Elfride. The words about shortness of time were literally true, but their tone was far from being so. He would have been gratified to talk with Knight as in past times, and saw as a dead loss to himself that, to save the woman who cared nothing for him, he was deliberately throwing away his friend.
"Oh, I am sorry to hear that," said Knight, in a changed tone. "But of course, if you have weighty concerns to attend to, they must not be neglected. And if this is to be our first and last meeting, let me say that I wish you success with all my heart!" Knight"s warmth revived towards the end; the solemn impressions he was beginning to receive from the scene around them abstracting from his heart as a puerility any momentary vexation at words. "It is a strange place for us to meet in,"
he continued, looking round the vault.
Stephen briefly a.s.sented, and there was a silence. The blackened coffins were now revealed more clearly than at first, the whitened walls and arches throwing them forward in strong relief. It was a scene which was remembered by all three as an indelible mark in their history. Knight, with an abstracted face, was standing between his companions, though a little in advance of them, Elfride being on his right hand, and Stephen Smith on his left. The white daylight on his right side gleamed faintly in, and was toned to a blueness by contrast with the yellow rays from the candle against the wall. Elfride, timidly shrinking back, and nearest the entrance, received most of the light therefrom, whilst Stephen was entirely in candlelight, and to him the spot of outer sky visible above the steps was as a steely blue patch, and nothing more.
"I have been here two or three times since it was opened," said Stephen.
"My father was engaged in the work, you know."
"Yes. What are you doing?" Knight inquired, looking at the note-book and pencil Stephen held in his hand.
"I have been sketching a few details in the church, and since then I have been copying the names from some of the coffins here. Before I left England I used to do a good deal of this sort of thing."
"Yes; of course. Ah, that"s poor Lady Luxellian, I suppose." Knight pointed to a coffin of light satin-wood, which stood on the stone sleepers in the new niche. "And the remainder of the family are on this side. Who are those two, so snug and close together?"
Stephen"s voice altered slightly as he replied "That"s Lady Elfride Kingsmore--born Luxellian, and that is Arthur, her husband. I have heard my father say that they--he--ran away with her, and married her against the wish of her parents."
"Then I imagine this to be where you got your Christian name, Miss Swancourt?" said Knight, turning to her. "I think you told me it was three or four generations ago that your family branched off from the Luxellians?"
"She was my grandmother," said Elfride, vainly endeavouring to moisten her dry lips before she spoke. Elfride had then the conscience-stricken look of Guido"s Magdalen, rendered upon a more childlike form. She kept her face partially away from Knight and Stephen, and set her eyes upon the sky visible outside, as if her salvation depended upon quickly reaching it. Her left hand rested lightly within Knight"s arm, half withdrawn, from a sense of shame at claiming him before her old lover, yet unwilling to renounce him; so that her glove merely touched his sleeve. ""Can one be pardoned, and retain the offence?"" quoted Elfride"s heart then.
Conversation seemed to have no self-sustaining power, and went on in the shape of disjointed remarks. "One"s mind gets thronged with thoughts while standing so solemnly here," Knight said, in a measured quiet voice. "How much has been said on death from time to time! how much we ourselves can think upon it! We may fancy each of these who lie here saying:
"For Thou, to make my fall more great, Didst lift me up on high."
What comes next, Elfride? It is the Hundred-and-second Psalm I am thinking of."
"Yes, I know it," she murmured, and went on in a still lower voice, seemingly afraid for any words from the emotional side of her nature to reach Stephen:
""My days, just hastening to their end, Are like an evening shade; My beauty doth, like wither"d gra.s.s, With waning l.u.s.tre fade.""
"Well," said Knight musingly, "let us leave them. Such occasions as these seem to compel us to roam outside ourselves, far away from the fragile frame we live in, and to expand till our perception grows so vast that our physical reality bears no sort of proportion to it. We look back upon the weak and minute stem on which this luxuriant growth depends, and ask, Can it be possible that such a capacity has a foundation so small? Must I again return to my daily walk in that narrow cell, a human body, where worldly thoughts can torture me? Do we not?"
"Yes," said Stephen and Elfride.
"One has a sense of wrong, too, that such an appreciative breadth as a sentient being possesses should be committed to the frail casket of a body. What weakens one"s intentions regarding the future like the thought of this?...However, let us tune ourselves to a more cheerful chord, for there"s a great deal to be done yet by us all."
As Knight meditatively addressed his juniors thus, unconscious of the deception practised, for different reasons, by the severed hearts at his side, and of the scenes that had in earlier days united them, each one felt that he and she did not gain by contrast with their musing mentor.
Physically not so handsome as either the youthful architect or the vicar"s daughter, the thoroughness and integrity of Knight illuminated his features with a dignity not even incipient in the other two. It is difficult to frame rules which shall apply to both s.e.xes, and Elfride, an undeveloped girl, must, perhaps, hardly be laden with the moral responsibilities which attach to a man in like circ.u.mstances. The charm of woman, too, lies partly in her subtleness in matters of love. But if honesty is a virtue in itself, Elfride, having none of it now, seemed, being for being, scarcely good enough for Knight. Stephen, though deceptive for no unworthy purpose, was deceptive after all; and whatever good results grace such strategy if it succeed, it seldom draws admiration, especially when it fails.
On an ordinary occasion, had Knight been even quite alone with Stephen, he would hardly have alluded to his possible relationship to Elfride.
But moved by attendant circ.u.mstances Knight was impelled to be confiding.
"Stephen," he said, "this lady is Miss Swancourt. I am staying at her father"s house, as you probably know." He stepped a few paces nearer to Smith, and said in a lower tone: "I may as well tell you that we are engaged to be married."
Low as the words had been spoken, Elfride had heard them, and awaited Stephen"s reply in breathless silence, if that could be called silence where Elfride"s dress, at each throb of her heart, shook and indicated it like a pulse-gla.s.s, rustling also against the wall in reply to the same throbbing. The ray of daylight which reached her face lent it a blue pallor in comparison with those of the other two.
"I congratulate you," Stephen whispered; and said aloud, "I know Miss Swancourt--a little. You must remember that my father is a parishioner of Mr. Swancourt"s."
"I thought you might possibly not have lived at home since they have been here."
"I have never lived at home, certainly, since that time."
"I have seen Mr. Smith," faltered Elfride.
"Well, there is no excuse for me. As strangers to each other I ought, I suppose, to have introduced you: as acquaintances, I should not have stood so persistently between you. But the fact is, Smith, you seem a boy to me, even now."
Stephen appeared to have a more than previous consciousness of the intense cruelty of his fate at the present moment. He could not repress the words, uttered with a dim bitterness:
"You should have said that I seemed still the rural mechanic"s son I am, and hence an unfit subject for the ceremony of introductions."
"Oh, no, no! I won"t have that." Knight endeavoured to give his reply a laughing tone in Elfride"s ears, and an earnestness in Stephen"s: in both which efforts he signally failed, and produced a forced speech pleasant to neither. "Well, let us go into the open air again; Miss Swancourt, you are particularly silent. You mustn"t mind Smith. I have known him for years, as I have told you."
"Yes, you have," she said.
"To think she has never mentioned her knowledge of me!" Smith murmured, and thought with some remorse how much her conduct resembled his own on his first arrival at her house as a stranger to the place.
They ascended to the daylight, Knight taking no further notice of Elfride"s manner, which, as usual, he attributed to the natural shyness of a young woman at being discovered walking with him on terms which left not much doubt of their meaning. Elfride stepped a little in advance, and pa.s.sed through the churchyard.
"You are changed very considerably, Smith," said Knight, "and I suppose it is no more than was to be expected. However, don"t imagine that I shall feel any the less interest in you and your fortunes whenever you care to confide them to me. I have not forgotten the attachment you spoke of as your reason for going away to India. A London young lady, was it not? I hope all is prosperous?"
"No: the match is broken off."
It being always difficult to know whether to express sorrow or gladness under such circ.u.mstances--all depending upon the character of the match--Knight took shelter in the safe words: "I trust it was for the best."
"I hope it was. But I beg that you will not press me further: no, you have not pressed me--I don"t mean that--but I would rather not speak upon the subject."
Stephen"s words were hurried.
Knight said no more, and they followed in the footsteps of Elfride, who still kept some paces in advance, and had not heard Knight"s unconscious allusion to her. Stephen bade him adieu at the churchyard-gate without going outside, and watched whilst he and his sweetheart mounted their horses.
"Good heavens, Elfride," Knight exclaimed, "how pale you are! I suppose I ought not to have taken you into that vault. What is the matter?"
"Nothing," said Elfride faintly. "I shall be myself in a moment. All was so strange and unexpected down there, that it made me unwell."
"I thought you said very little. Shall I get some water?"
"No, no."
"Do you think it is safe for you to mount?"