I went up to my wife"s room and told her what the children had said of Tedham"s call, and that he was coming back again.
"Well, then, I think I shall let you see him alone, Basil. I"m completely worn out, and besides there"s no reason why I should see him.
I hope you"ll get through with him quickly. There isn"t really anything for you to say, except that we have seen the Haskeths, and that if he is still bent upon it he can find his daughter there to-morrow evening. I want you to promise me that you will confine yourself to that, Basil, and not say a single word more. There is no sense in our involving ourselves in the affair. We have done all we could, and more than he had any right to ask of us, and now I am determined that he shall not get anything more out of you. Will you promise?"
"You may be sure, my dear, that I don"t wish to get any more involved in this coil of sin and misery than you do," I began.
"That isn"t promising," she interrupted. "I want you to promise you"ll say just that and no more."
"Oh, I"ll promise fast enough, if that"s all you want," I said.
"I don"t trust you a bit, Basil," she lamented. "Now, I will explain to you all about it. I"ve thought the whole thing over."
She did explain, at much greater length than she needed, and she was still giving me some very solemn charges when the bell rang, and I knew that Tedham had come. "Now, remember what I"ve told you," she called after me, as I went to the door, "and be sure to tell me, when you come back, just how he takes it and every word he says. Oh, dear, I know you"ll make the most dreadful mess of it!"
By this time I expected to do no less, but I was so curious to see Tedham again that I should have been willing to do much worse, rather than forego my meeting with him. I hope that there was some better feeling than curiosity in my heart, but I will, for the present, call it curiosity.
I met him in the hall at the foot of the stairs, and put a witless cheeriness into the voice I bade him good-evening with, while I gave him my hand and led the way into the parlor.
The twenty-four hours that had elapsed since I saw him there before had estranged him in a way that I find it rather hard to describe. He had shrunk from the approach to equality in which we had parted, and there was a sort of consciousness of disgrace in his look, such as might have shown itself if he had pa.s.sed the time in a low debauch. But undoubtedly he had done nothing of the kind, and this effect in him was from a purely moral cause. He sat down on the edge of a chair, instead of leaning back, as he had done the night before.
"Well, Tedham," I began, "we have seen your sister-in-law, and I may as well tell you at once that, so far as she is concerned, there will be nothing in the way of your meeting your daughter. The Haskeths are living at their old place in Somerville, and your daughter will be with them there to-morrow night--just at this moment she is away--and you can find her there, then, if you wish."
Tedham kept those deep eye-hollows of his bent upon me, and listened with a pa.s.sivity which did not end when I ceased to speak. I had said all that my wife had permitted me to say in her charge to me, and the incident ought to have been closed, as far as we were concerned. But Tedham"s not speaking threw me off my guard. I could not let the matter end so bluntly, and I added, in the same spirit one makes a scrawl at the bottom of a page, "Of course, it"s for you to decide whether you will or not."
"What do you mean?" asked Tedham, feebly, but as if he were physically laying hold of me for help.
"Why, I mean--I mean--my dear fellow, you know what I mean! Whether you had better do it." This was the very thing I had not intended to do, for I saw how wise my wife"s plan was, and how we really had nothing more to do with the matter, after having satisfied the utmost demands of humanity.
"You think I had better not," said Tedham.
"No," I said, but I felt that I was saying it too late, "I don"t think anything about it."
"I have been thinking about it, too," said Tedham, as if I had confessed and not denied having an opinion in the matter. "I have been thinking about it ever since I saw you last night, and I don"t believe I have slept, for thinking of it. I know how you and Mrs. March feel about it, and I have tried to see it from your point of view, and now I believe I do. I am not going to see my daughter; I am going away."
He stood up, in token of his purpose, and at the same moment my wife entered the room. She must have been hurrying to do so from the moment I left her, for she had on a fresh dress, and her hair had the effect of being suddenly, if very effectively, ma.s.sed for the interview from the dispersion in which I had lately seen it. She swept me with a glance of reproach, as she went up to Tedham, in the pretence that he had risen to meet her, and gave him her hand. I knew that she divined all that had pa.s.sed between us, but she said:
"Mr. March has told you that we have seen Mrs. Hasketh, and that you can find your daughter at her house to-morrow evening?"
"Yes, and I have just been telling him that I am not going to see her."
"That is very foolish--very wrong!" my wife began.
"I know you must say so," Tedham replied, with more dignity and force than I could have expected, "and I know how kind you and Mr. March have been. But you must see that I am right--that she is the only one to be considered at all."
"Right! How are you right? Have _you_ been suggesting that, my dear?"
demanded my wife, with a gentle despair of me in her voice.
It almost seemed to me that I had, but Tedham came to my rescue most unexpectedly.
"No, Mrs. March, he hasn"t said anything of the kind to me; or, if he has, I haven"t heard it. But you intimated, yourself, last night, that she might be so situated--"
"I was a wicked simpleton," cried my wife, and I forebore to triumph, even by a glance at her; "to put my doubts between you and your daughter in any way. It was romantic, and--and--disgusting. It"s not only your right to see her, it"s your _duty_. At least it"s your duty to let her decide whether she will let you see her. What nonsense! Of course she will! She must bear her part in it. She ought not to escape it, even if she could. Now you must just drop all idea of going away, and you must stay, and you must go to see your daughter. There is no other way to do."
Tedham shook his head stubbornly. "She has borne her share, already, and I won"t inflict my penalty on her innocence--"
"Innocence? It"s _because_ she is innocent that it must be inflicted upon her! That is what innocence is in the world for!"
Tedham looked back at her in a dull bewilderment. "I can"t get back to that. It seemed so once; but now it looks selfish, and I"m afraid of it.
I am not the one to take that ground. It might do for you--"
"Well, then, let it do for me!" I confess that I was astonished at this turn, or should have been, if I could be astonished at any turn a woman takes. "I will see her for you, if you wish, and I will tell her just how it is with you, and then she can decide for herself. You have certainly no right to decide for her, whether she will see you or not, have you?"
"No," Tedham admitted.
"Well, then, sit down and listen."
He sat down, and my wife reasoned it all out with him. She convinced me, perfectly, so that what Tedham proposed to do seemed not only sentimental and foolish, but unnatural and impious. I confess that I admired her casuistry, and gave it my full support. She was a woman who, in the small affairs of the tastes and the nerves and the prejudices could be as illogical as the best of her s.e.x, but with a question large enough to engage the hereditary powers of her New England nature she showed herself a dialectician worthy of her Puritan ancestry.
Tedham rose when she had made an end; and when we both expected him to agree with her and obey her, he said, "Very likely you are right. I once saw it all that way myself, but I don"t see it so now, and I can"t do it. Perhaps we shouldn"t care for each other; at any rate, it"s too much to risk, and I can"t do it. Good-by." He began sidling toward the door.
I would have detained him, but my wife made me a sign not to interfere.
"But surely, Mr. Tedham," she pleaded, "you are going to leave some word for her--or for Mrs. Hasketh to give her?"
"No," he answered, "I don"t think I will. If I don"t appear, then she won"t see me, and that will be all there is of it."
"Yes, but Mrs. Hasketh will probably tell her that you have asked about her, and will prepare her for your coming, and then if you don"t come--"
"What time is it, March?" Tedham asked.
I took out my watch. "It"s nine o"clock." I was surprised to find it no later.
"I can get over to Somerville before ten, can"t I? I"ll go and tell Mrs.
Hasketh I am not coming."
We could not prevent his getting away, by force, and we had used all the arguments we could have hoped to detain him with. As he opened the door to go out into the night, "But, Tedham!" I called to him, "if anything happens, where are we to find you, hear of you?"
He hesitated. "I will let you know. Well, good-night."
"I suppose this isn"t the end, Isabel," I said, after we had turned from looking blankly at the closed door, and listening to Tedham"s steps, fainter and fainter on the board-walk to the gate.
"There never is an end to a thing like this!" she returned, with a pa.s.sionate sigh of pity. "Oh, what a terrible thing an evil deed is! It _can"t_ end. It has to go on and on forever. Poor wretch! He thought he had got to the end of his misdeed, when he had suffered the punishment for it, but it was only just beginning then! Now, you see, it has a perfectly new lease of life. It"s as if it had just happened, as far as the worst consequences are concerned."
"Yes," I a.s.sented. "By the way, that was a great idea of yours about the office of innocence in the world, Isabel!"
"Why, Basil!" she cried, "you don"t suppose I believed in such a monstrous thing as that, do you?"
"You made me believe in it."