One evening, however, the window was open, children stood round in a group, and I heard the small click of the bobbins through the still air. The children were laughing, delighted with the old woman"s swiftness. She that had been a picture, was become a living being.
No doubt, she is working at her lace pillow now. She has several mouths to feed. I wonder does she earn as much as Grannie Pinn?
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[Sidenote: _CONGERING_]
This long time I have wished to go congering all night, but have been unable to do so for want of a mate. It is more than one man"s work to haul a boat up the beach in daytime, let alone the middle of the night or at early dawn. If the _Moondaisy_"s old crew was here....
Ah! those were days--when George and the Little Commodore and the Looby and myself used to row out with a swinging stroke at sundown to Elm-beech-tree[13] and Conger Pool. The choosing of the mark; the careful heaving of the sling-stone; the blinn, skate, pollack, spider-crabs, and conger eels, we used to catch; the fights with the conger in the dark or by the light of matches or of an old lantern that blew out when it was most wanted; the absurd way the crew turned up their noses at my nice tomato sandwiches and gobbled down stringy corned beef; their quiet slumber round the stern seats and my solitary watch amidships over all the lines, and at the sea-fire trailing in the flood-tide; their crustiness when I awoke them to shift our mark and their jubilation when a whopper was to be gaffed; the utter peacefulness of the night after they had gone to sleep again; our merry row home and hearty beaching of the boat; the cup of hot tea.... It is all clean gone. George is in the Navy and the Little Commodore is under a gla.s.s box of waxen flowers up on land. Did I bring back a catch alone, perhaps the old boat would be stove in.
[13] A spot found by getting an elm-tree on the cliffs in a line with a beech-tree up on land.
Tony, however, has been saying that, on the rough ground a mile or so out, good-sized conger can be caught by day. On Sat.u.r.day, therefore, I collected gear from the Widger linhays, borrowed a painter and anchor, and, the wind being easterly, I luffed the _Moondaisy_ out a mile and a half south-east. There I dropped anchor.
Tony had given me two mackerel for bait, one fresh and the other somewhat otherwise; that is to say it was merely fishmonger fresh--quite good enough for eating but hardly good enough for conger who, though they have a reputation for feeding on dead men, will only touch the freshest of bait. With the fresh mackerel I caught one large conger (it ripped in the sail a hole that took Mam Widger an hour to mend) and two dog-fish. Nothing at all would bite at the stale mackerel. The easterly sea was making a little and skatting in over the bows. Besides which, the _Moondaisy_ began to drag her anchor. My hand to jaw-and-tail fight with the conger had made me a little unsteady; had made my muscles feel as if they might string up with cramp; which is not good for stepping a heavyish mast and sailing a boat. So I stepped the mast and set sail, to make sure, and ran homewards with the wind almost abeam.
We decided to save the conger for Sunday"s dinner.
Mrs Widger made a most savoury stew of it, and when Tony came in as usual, asking, "Be dinner ready, Missis?" she placed the stew on the table.
Tony"s face fell.
"Be this my dinner, Annie?"
"Iss, for sure."
"_Thees?_"
[Sidenote: _HOT BAKE_]
"What d"yu think then?"
"_Thees!_ Wer"s yer baked spuds?"
"Do" ee gude to hae a change. Ther"s some cold taties to the larder if you likes to get "em."
"_Thees!_ Why, I wish thees yer conger hadn"t never been catched!"
"G"out!--Now then, you childern...."
Tony picked over the fish, going _Tsch!_ for every bone his fingers came across.
"Thee"t look so sulky as an ol" cow," said Mam Widger.
"Well, what do "ee think? Thees yer.... Did "ee ever see the like o"it?"
Presently it occurred to him to peep inside the oven. His face brightened. "I know"d her "ouldn"t du me out o" me Sunday dinner. Bring it out, Missis. Sharp! Gie thiccy stuff to the cat. Baked spuds! What"s Sunday wi"out baake? "Tain"t no day at all! I couldn" ha" put away an hour after thic."
For the remainder of the meal, when Tony was not eating, he was singing; and several times he chucked Mam Widger under the chin, and she retorted: "G"out, yu cupboard-loving cat!"
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This is the recipe for baked dinner:
Turn out the children and turn on the oven. Into the middle of a large baking tin place a saucer piled up with a mixture of herbs (mainly parsley), one sliced onion and breadcrumbs, the whole made sticky with a morsel of dripping. Round about the saucer put a layer of large peeled potatoes, and on top of all, the joint. Set the baking tin on the hob and into it pour just enough warm water to run over the rim of the saucer. Soon after the water boils, transfer the whole to a fairly quick oven. When the meat is brown outside, slow the oven down. Serve piping hot from the oven, placing the tin on a folded newspaper and the joint, if large, on a hot plate.
To dish up hot bake in the ordinary way would be to let the nature out of it. The smell is a wonderful blend, most hunger-provoking. True, the joint, unless pork or veal, is apt to be a little tough, but the taties are a delicious shiny brown, their soft insides soaked through and through with gravy. Bake is a meal in itself. Pudding thereafter is a work of supererogation--almost an impertinence.
Mrs Widger"s cookery, though sometimes a little greasy for one who does no great amount of manual labour and undergoes no excessive exposure, is far from bad.
[Sidenote: _FOOD_]
Food reformers; patrons of cookery schools where they try, happily in vain, to teach the pupils to prepare dishes no working man would adventure on; physical degenerates who fear that unless the working man imitates them, he will become as degenerate as they are, and quite unfit to do the world"s rough work--forget that whereas they have only one staple food, if that, namely bread, the poor man has several staple dishes which he likes so well that he is loth to touch any other.
One day we did have at my suggestion a rather fanciful supper. Tony tasted, ate, and cleared the dish. Then he asked: "An"t "ee got nort to make a meal on, Missis? no cold meat nor spuds?" He believes in the theory that good digestion waits on appet.i.te rather than on digestible or pre-digested foods; that the meal which makes a man"s mouth water is the best to eat; and that solid foods give solid strength. And if the same dish can make his mouth water nearly every day in the week, how much more fortunate is he than fickle gourmets!
When I first came here, I used periodically to run after the flesh-pots. I used to sneak off to tea at a confectioner"s. Now I seldom feed out of house--simply because I don"t want to. We start the day about sunrise with biscuits and a cup of tea which I make and take up myself. (Mam Widger and Tony look so jolly in bed, her indoor complexion and white nightgown beside his blue-check shirt and magnificently tanned face, that I"ve dubbed them "The Babes in the Wood.") For breakfast, we have fried mackerel or herrings, when they are in season; otherwise various mixtures of tough bacon and perhaps eggs (children half an egg each) and bubble and squeak.[14] Sometimes the children prefer kettle-broth,[15] but they never fail to clamour for "jam zide plaate." Bake, hot or cold, and occasionally (mainly for me, I think) a plain pudding, or on highdays a pie, make up the dinner that is partaken of by all. But before the pudding is eaten, Tony and myself are already looking round to see that the kettle is on a hot part of the fire, and when the children are gone off to school, Mam Widger throws us out a cup o" tay each, with now and then a newly baked gentry-cake. Tony, who would like meat or a fry of fish for tea, has usually to content himself with bread and b.u.t.ter. The children go off to bed with a biscuit or a small chunk of cheese, and we may eat the same with pickles, or else fried or boiled fish if there is any in the house.... Supper, in fact, is the meal of many inventions, including all sorts of crabs, little lobsters, and such unsaleable fish as dun-cow [dog-fish], conger, skate or weever, together with dree-hap"orth, or a pint, of stout and bitter from the Alexandra. Just before turning in, Tony and myself have a gla.s.s of hot grog.
[14] Fried mixed vegetables.
[15] Bread broth with b.u.t.ter, or dripping, and water instead of milk. A dash of skim milk is sometimes added.
[Sidenote: _DRINK_]
From such a list of our fare, it would seem as if we over-ate ourselves as consistently as the _en pension_ visitors at the hotels. (Mrs Widger, who has done a good deal of waiting, frequently tells us how manfully the visitors endeavour to eat their money"s worth at the _tables d"hote_). Tony"s appet.i.te--his habit of pecking at the food after a meal is over and the way he, and the children too if they have the chance, mop up pickles and Worcester sauce--is a continual joy to me. We do not drink much alcohol. On the other hand, the children are curiously discouraged from drinking cold water. Skim milk, tea, stout, ale, or even very dilute spirit is considered better for them--a prejudice which dates probably from the days before a pure water supply. Since, however, I who am known to possess a contemptible digestion, have been seen to drink down several gla.s.ses of cold water daily, and to take no hurt, the ban on it has been more or less removed.
The above-mentioned goodies are distributed, it is true, over a good many days in the year, and I fancy that my being here drives up the scale of living somewhat. At all events, we do not go short. Waste on the one side, mainly arising from small eyes being bigger than small stomachs, is more than counterbalanced by a wonderful ability to swallow down gristle, rinds and hard bits without apparent harm.
Granfer, indeed, says that he "wouldn"t gie a penny a pound for tender meat that don"t give "ee summut to bite at." The children clamour always for "jam zide plaate." Without that or the promise of it, they often refuse to eat anything. They do not believe me when I tell them that they have more food than ever I did at their age; that I had to eat a piece of bread and a potato for each slice of meat; that jam and b.u.t.ter together was not thought good for me except on birthdays and Sundays. "G"out!" they say. "Ye lie!" Sometimes their mother is irritated into calling them "cawdy li"l devils." It does seem almost a pity that they have not had any of the discipline of starvation. The Yarty children who go half the day, and only too often whole days, on empty stomachs, are certainly as happy as ours: they never cry because dinner is not so good as they expect, and if we give them half a pie their earth is straightway heavenly. Tony thinks now and then how hard it will go with his children if the money runs short, as it has done and may easily do again. "I mind the time," he says, "when I used to come in hungry and kneel down beside me mother wi" me head across her lap, crying! Her crying too; mother "cause her hadn"t got nort to eat in house, and me "cause her didn"t get nort, and "cause her cuden"t get nort, not even half an ounce o" tay, not havin" no money in house to get it with. An" then I used to go out an" try an" earn something, twopence maybe, just to stay us on."
And that it is which has helped to make Tony the man he is.
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[Sidenote: _A SUDDEN STORM_]
Seldom does one catch the exact moment of an abrupt change in nature.
Yesterday, however, I watched a wonderful thing--the oncoming of a sudden storm.
Uncle Jake had been holding forth on the beach. "Us ain"t had no equinoctial gales thees year, not proper like us used to. This season"s going to break up sudden and wi" thunder, an" when it du, look out! I"d rather be here now than out in the offing, for all the sea"s so calm.
Ah!" pointing to a dinghy that was shoving off the beach, "they bwoys "ould laugh in me faace if I was to go an" say, "Don" go. "Tisn"t fit."
But _I_ knows."
I left him gazing seaward over the stern of his drifter, and walked up to the Western Cliffs. The air, scarcely a breath from the north-east, was oppressive in the extreme; very warm, too, for autumn. The sea was almost unruffled; the sky to westward magnificently heaped up with what Uncle Jake calls wool-packs. A fog crept over all the southern horizon, dimming with its misty approach the eastern headlands and making the sea like a dulled mirror. I felt, rather than heard, distant thunder.
The fog lifted. It hung low in the sky, a sulky blue cloud. Beneath it, the sea, still unruffled, was of a dense blue that, so it seemed, would have been black altogether but for its transparency and the refracted light within it.