It is difficult to see on what grounds Miss Loane implies--if she does mean to imply--that the poor would do well to exchange their own order of the virtues for the other order. Christianity certainly affords no such grounds, nor does any other philosophy or religion, except utilitarianism perhaps.
The poor, one comes to believe firmly, if not interfered with by those who happen to be in power, are quite capable of fighting out their own salvation. A clear ring is what they want--the opportunity for their "something in them tending to good" to develop on its own lines. (When I say "a clear ring" I do not mean that one side should have seconds and towels provided and that the other side should be left with neither.) That their culture, so developed, will be different from our present middle-cla.s.s culture, is certain; that it will be superior is probable. The middle cla.s.s is in decay, for its reproductive instincts are losing their effective intensity, and it is afraid of having children; its culture, that it grafted on the old aristocratic stem, must decay with it. When the culture derived from the lower cla.s.ses is ready to be grafted in its turn upon the old stem it is possible that mankind"s progress will go backwards a little to find its footing, and will then take one of its great jumps forward.
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[Sidenote: _THE SOCIO-POLITICAL PROBLEM_]
The socio-political problem turns out, on ultimate a.n.a.lysis, to be a wide restatement of the old theological Problem of Pain. Suffering does not necessarily make a fine character, but the characters that we recognise as fine could not, apparently, have been so without suffering. It is possible to say, "I have suffered, and though I am scarred and seared, yet I know that on the whole I am the better for that suffering. I do not now wish that I had not had that suffering. I even desire that those I love shall suffer so much as they can bear, that their conquest may be the greater, their joys the fuller, and their life the more intense." Nevertheless, the very next moment, the same man will try by every means possible to avoid suffering for himself and for those he loves. That is the dualism which dogs humanity in the ma.s.s no less than in the individual. That lies at the core of domestic politics. But it may be that the part of our nature which finds reason to be grateful for past suffering is higher than that part which seeks to avoid it in the future.
Waste of the benefits of suffering is waste indeed.
IX
SEACOMBE, _December_.
1
We hired a drosky--one of the little light landaus that they use with a single horse in this hilly district--and thus we came down from the station. On the box were the coachman (grinning), a cabin trunk, a portmanteau, a gaping gladstone bag, and a rug packed with sweaters and boots. On the front seat, a large parcel of books, a typewriter, a dispatch case, a grubby moon-faced little friend of Tommy"s, Tommy himself, and Jimmy. On the back seat, Straighty, Dane and myself. The small boy stood up on the seat, and Dane squatting on his haunches, overtopped us all.
Down the hill we drove, swerving, wobbling, laughing--a May party in leafless winter. Dane, in his efforts to lick the children"s faces, tumbled off his perch. We helped him back to his seat amid a chorus of happy screams. The grubby boy was just too astonished to cry, just too proud of travelling in a carriage. He screwed up his face--and unscrewed it again. Every now and then Tommy sat back as far as he could from the disorder, the collection of jerking arms and legs, in order to adjust the Plymouth spectacles, of which he is so proud, on his small pug nose. As we pa.s.sed the cross-roads, Straighty was trying to s.n.a.t.c.h a kiss. While we drove along the Front, the children waved their hands over the sides of the drosky, and shouted with delight.
"Twas a Baccha.n.a.l with laughter for wine. The Square turned out to witness our arrival. "Her"s come!" the kiddies cried. Dane leapt out first, found a rabbit"s head and bolted it whole. The rest of us scrambled out. The luggage was piled up in the pa.s.sage. Hastening in his stockinged feet (he had been putting away an hour) to say that he was on the point of coming up to station, Tony bruised a toe and barked a shin. But it was no time to be savage. I wonder where else the two shillings I paid for the drosky would have purchased so much delight.
Or rather, the delight was in ourselves, in the children; the two shillings served only to unlock it.
[Sidenote: _CHILDREN_]
What precisely there is of difference between these children and those of the middle and upper cla.s.ses has always puzzled me. That there is a difference I feel certain. A few years ago, when I had so much to do with the boys and girls of a high school, they liked me pretty well, I think, and trusted me, but they did not take to me, nor I very greatly to them. They went about their business, and I about mine. If I invited them for a walk, they came gladly, not because it was a walk with me, but because I knew of interesting muddy places, and where to find strange things. Their manners to me were always good: good manners smoothed our intercourse. But in no sense were our lives interwoven. We were side-shows, the one to the other. I was content that it should be so, and they were too.
Here, on the other hand, my difficulty is to get rid of the children when I wish to go out by myself. They follow me out to the Front, and meet me there when I return, running towards me with shouting and arms upraised, tumbling over their own toes, and taking me home as if I were a huge pet dog of theirs. "Where be yu going?" they ask, and, "Where yu been?" Jimmy regards me as a fixture. "When yu goes away for two or dree days," he says, "I"ll write to "ee, like Dad du." I cross the Square, and some child, lolling over the board across a doorway, laughs to me shrilly and waves its arms. If by taking thought, I could send such a glow to the hearts of those I love, as that child, without thinking, sends to mine.... But I cannot. I can only wave a hand back to the child, and be thankful and full-hearted. Often enough I wish I could have a piano and find out whether my fingers will still play Chopin, Beethoven, and Bach; often I hanker after a sight of a certain picture or a certain statue in the Louvre or Luxembourg, for a concert, a theatre, a right-down good argument on some intellectual point, or for the books I want to read and never shall. Yet, all in all, I am never sorry for long. This children"s babble and laughter, these simple, commonplace, wonderful affections, are a hundred times worth everything I miss.
It is not that I buy the children bananas or give them an infrequent ha"penny. When bananas and ha"pence are scarce, their love is no less.
It is not that I am always good-tempered and jolly. Sometimes I snap unmercifully, so that they look at me with scared, inquiring eyes. It is not that they are always well-behaved. Frequently they are very naughty indeed. The causes of our sympathy lie deeper.
They are more nave than the children who are in process of being well-educated; more independent and also more dependent. They feel more keenly any separation from those they love; they cry l.u.s.tily if their mother disappears only for an hour or two; and nevertheless they can fend for themselves out and about as children more carefully nurtured could never do. Less able to travel by themselves, they do travel alone, and in the end quite as successfully. They make more mistakes and retrieve them better. Affection with them more rapidly and frankly translates itself into action. They laugh quickly, cry quickly, swear quickly. "Yu"m a fule!" they rap out without a moment"s hesitation; and I suppose I am, else they wouldn"t want to say so. Perhaps I overvalue the physical manifestations of love, but if a child will take my hand, or climb upon my knee, or kiss me unawares, then to certainty of its affection is added a greater contentment and a deeper faith. The peace of a child that sleeps upon one"s shoulder, is given also to oneself.
The appurtenances of love mean much to me; nearness, warmth, caresses.
But I cannot make the advances; I was bred in a different school where, though frankness was encouraged, _navete_ was repressed; and I am the more grateful to these children for taking me in hand--for being able to do so.
[Sidenote: _MANNERS_]
Tommy has returned from the Plymouth Eye Infirmary much quietened down in many respects and, as most people would say, much better mannered.
He is neater and a better listener to conversation. He puts his shoes under the table, does not throw them. But he has brought back also some of the nurses" exclamations of surprise--"Oh, I say!" "Not I!" "You don"t say so!" "What idiocy!" and the like. No doubt those expressions sounded quite proper among the nurses, but on Tommy"s lips they seem curiously more vulgar than his natural and rougher expletives. It is, besides, as if one were eavesdropping outside the nurses" common room.
Much of the charm of these children, and of the grown-ups too, lies in the fact that, apart from a few points on which etiquette is very strict, they have no manners. I don"t mean that they are bad-mannered; quite the contrary; what I mean is that their manners are not codified.
Having no rules for behaviour under various circ.u.mstances, they must on each occasion act according to their kindliness and desire to please, or the reverse. They must go back to the first principles of manners.
What they are, that they appear. What they feel at the moment, that they show. The kind man or child is kindly; the brutal or spiteful by nature are brutal or spiteful in manner. Elsewhere, among people of breeding, manners make the man--and hide him. Here, the man makes his own manners, and in so doing still further reveals himself.
I have known a professional man who was rather well-spoken of for his good manners, fail lamentably so soon as he found himself in surroundings not his own. His code of manners did not apply there, and outside his code he had no manners. He was excessively rude. He showed at once that his customary good manners were founded on rules well learnt, and not on any real consideration for other people"s feelings.
The incredible impertinence of clergymen and district visitors furnishes plenty of cases in point. Their manners, no doubt, are pretty good among themselves. Yet it is a common saying here, "What chake they gentry"ve got!" A "district lady" entered Mrs Stidson"s cottage without knock or warning, just when Mrs Stidson was cleaning up and wanted no visitors of any sort. "What"s the matter with your eye?" asked the district lady. Mrs Stidson refused to answer. ("Untidy, intractable woman!") But a neighbour upspoke and said, "Tis her husband, mam, as have give"d her a black eye." At which the district lady exclaimed, "My good woman, why don"t you leave him. You _ought_ to leave him--at once!" Mrs Stidson has a number of young children.
[Sidenote: _TONY"S FOOT IN IT_]
It might have been expected, on the other hand, when Tony and myself went on holiday up-country, stayed at a largish much-upholstered hotel, and dined out several times as he had never done before, that he would have been like a fish out of water, very awkward, and would have committed a number of bad _faux pas_. Nothing of the sort. He was nervous, certainly, and the numerous knives, forks and gla.s.ses somewhat confused him at first. But Tony"s good manners are not codified. He is sensitive, kindly, desirous of pleasing, quick to observe. On that basis, he invented for himself, according to the occasion, the manners he had not been taught. At the same time he remained himself. And he was a complete success. n.o.body had any reason to blush on Tony"s behalf. Except once; when he remarked to some ladies after dinner that he found Londoners very nice and free-like; that a pretty young lady had stopped him in the Strand the evening before, and had called him Percy; that he hadn"t had time to tell her she"d made a mistake, and that, in fact, he might have knowed her tu Seacombe, only he didn"t recollect.
There was a bad pause.
Tony doesn"t think ill of anybody without cause. _Honi soit qui mal y pense_ might very well be _his_ motto.
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News has come along from Plymouth that the boats there have fallen in with large shoals of herring. The air here has since been charged with excitement--the excitement of men who earn their livelihood by gambling with the sea. The drifters have fitted out. Most of the boats are up over--lying on the sea wall--but a few days ago many busy blue men slid the big brown drifters down their shoots to the beach. Looking along, one saw a couple of men standing in each drifter and, with the leisurely haste of seamen, drawing in their nets. It gave a peculiar savour, a hopeful animation, to the blank wintry sea. It was as if the spring had come to us human beings prematurely, before it was ready to seize on nature.
[Sidenote: _ON THE CLIFFS_]
Yesterday afternoon I felt too unwell to lend a hand in shoving off the boats. So I climbed to the top of the East Cliff. The air was cool and still--so still that all the Seacombe smoke hung in the valley and drifted slowly to seawards and faded there. While the sun was setting behind a bank of sulky dull clouds, some woolpacks, faintly outlined in white against the grey, rose almost imperceptibly in the western sky.
Everything, the sea itself, seemed very dry. Nothing moved on the cliffs, except some small birds which flittered homelessly among the black and twisted burnt gorse. They were very tiny and pitiful against, or indeed amid, the solemn gathering of the great slow clouds. On looking down from the edge of the cliff, a slight mistiness of the air gave one the impression that there was, lying level above the sea, a sheet of gla.s.s that dulled the sound of the water yet allowed one to discern every half-formed ripple, and even the purple of the rocks beneath. Five hundred feet below and a quarter of a mile out, were three boats. They also, like the birds, seemed pitifully tiny. But, unlike the birds, they did not seem purposeless. It was evident they were moving, though one could not see rowers, oars, or splashes, for they progressed in short jumps and above the dulled rattle of a billow breaking on the pebbles, the faint click-thud of oars between thole-pins was plainly audible. I had an odd fancy that the six men were rowing through immensity, into eternity, to meet G.o.d; and that they would so continue rowing, eternally.
This morning, very early, the crackle of burning wood in the kitchen fireplace awoke me. Then I heard the sea roaring; then Tony"s bare feet on the stairs. "Wind"s backed an" come on to blow," he said. "They"ve a-had to hard up an" urn for it. Two on "em"s in, an" one have a-losted two nets. I told "em "twasn"t vitty when they shoved off. "Tis blowing hard. I be going out along to see w"er t"other on "em"s in eet."
The sea was angry, the moon obscure. The dead-asleep town stood up motionless before the madly-living breakers. It seemed as if a horrible fight was in progress; loud rage and dumb treachery face to face in the semi-darkness; and between the livelong combatants, little men ran to and fro, peering out to sea.
Presently the third boat ran ash.o.r.e. Its bellied sail hid everything from us who waited at the water"s edge. It was hoisted on a high wave, and cast on land. The sea did not want it then. The sea spewed it up.
The sea can afford to wait, even until the clean bright little town is a ruin on a salt marsh.
Returning in house, we made hot tea, and laughed.
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We had, as it were, said _Good-Night_ to the town, though it was only half-past three in the afternoon. Most lazy we must have looked as we sailed off to the fishing ground with a light fair wind, NNW. John"s young muscular frame was leaning against the mainmast, like a magnificent statue dressed for the moment in fishermen"s rig. Tony aft was lounging across the tiller. He fits the tiller, for he is older and bent and his eyes are deeply crowsfooted with watching. Both of them showed the same splendid contrast of navy-blue jerseys against sea eyes and spray-stung red and russet skins. I was lying full length along the midship thwart. We lopped along lazily, about three knots to the hour.
[Sidenote: _HERRING DRIFTING_]
As we lounged and smoked, each of us sang a different song, more or less in tune. It sounded not unmelodious upon the large waters. At intervals we asked one another where the "gert bodies of herrings" had gone off to. Eastwards, westwards, to the offing, or down to the bottom to sp.a.w.n?
So near the land we were, yet so far from it in feeling. There, to the NE. was the little town, sunlit and brilliantly white, with the church tower rising in the middle and the heather-topped cloud-capped hills behind. There around the bay, were the red cliffs, crossed by deep shadows and splotched with dark green bushes. The land was there. We were to sea. The water, which barely gurgled beneath the bows of the drifter, was rushing up the beaches under the cliffs with a myriad-sounding rattle. Gulls, bright pearly white or black as cormorants, according as the light struck them, were our only companions. The little craft our kingdom was--twenty-two foot long by eight in the beam,--and a pretty pickle of a kingdom!
Mixed up together in the stern were spare cork buoys, rope ends, sacks of ballast and Tony. Midships were the piled up nets and buoys. For"ard were more ballast bags and rope ends, some cordage, old clothes, sacks, paper bags of supper, four bottles of cold tea, two of paraffin oil and one of water, the riding lamp and a very old fish-box, half full of pebbles, for cooking on. All over the boat were herring scales and smelly blobs of roe. It"s sometime now since the old craft was sc.r.a.ped and painted.
But the golden light of the sunset gilded everything, and the probable catch was what concerned us.
We chose our berth among the other drifters that were on the ground. We shot two hundred and forty fathom of net with a swishing plash of the yarn and a smack-smack-splutter of the buoys. We had our supper of sandwiches and tatie-cake and hotted-up tea.