"But you will like to go inside and see it all for yourself--alone,"
the Vicar said at length. "My housekeeper has the keys. I"ll send a boy with them to the lodge. It won"t take five minutes. And then you must come up to the Vicarage for tea--or dinner if you"re kept--and stay the night. My married daughter-you remember Joan and May, of course?--is with us just now; she"ll be so very glad to see you. You know the way."
And he moved off down the country road, still vigorous at seventy, with his black straw hat and big square-toed boots, his shoulders hardly more bent than when his mischievous pupil had called every morning with Vergil and Todhunter underneath one arm, and in his heart a l.u.s.t to hurry after sleepy rabbits in the field.
"My married daughter--you remember May?"
The blue-eyed girl of his boyhood pa.s.sion flitted beside his disappearing figure. He remembered the last time he saw her--refusing to help her from a place of danger in the cedar branches--when he put his love into a single eloquent phrase: "You silly a.s.s!" then cast her adrift for ever because she said "Thanks awfully," and gave him a great wet kiss. But he thought a lot of her all the same, and the thoughts had continued until the uproar in the City drowned them.
Thoughts crowded thick and fast.
How vital thinking was after all! Nothing seemed able to kill its eternal pictures. The coincidence of meeting his old tutor again was like a story-book, though in reality likely enough; for his own face was not so greatly altered by the close brown beard perhaps; and the Vicar had grown smaller, that was all. Like everything else, he had shrunk, of course-like road and station-master and water-works. He had almost said, "You, too, have shrunk"--but otherwise was the same old fluffy personality that no doubt still got sadly muddled in his sermons, gave out wrong hymns, and spent his entire worldly substance on his scattered parish. His voice was softer too. It rang in his ears still, as though there had been no break of over two decades. The hum of bees and scythes was in it just as when it came through the open study window while he construed the _Georgics_. ... But, most clearly of all, he heard two sentences--
"You have come back to your boyhood," and "The empty place has not forgotten you, I"ll be bound." Both seemed significant. They hummed and murmured through his mind. That old net of starlight somehow caught them in its golden meshes.
CHAPTER IV
A Spirit gripped him by the hair and carried him far away, Till he heard as the roar of a rain-fed ford the roar of the Milky Way: Till he heard the roar of the Milky Way die down and drone and cease.
Tomlinson, R. KIPLING.
The boy presently came up in a cloud of dust with the key, and ran off again with a shilling in his pocket, while Henry Rogers, budding philanthropist and re-awakening dreamer, went down the hill of memories at high speed that a doctor would have said was dangerous, a philosopher morbid, and the City decreed unanimously as waste of time.
He went over the house from cellar to ceiling...
And finally he pa.s.sed through a back door in the scullery and came out upon the lawn. With a shock he realised that a long time had intervened. The dusk was falling. The rustle of its wings was already in the shrubberies. He had missed the tea hour altogether. And, as he walked there, so softly that he hardly disturbed the thrushes that busily tapped the dewy gra.s.s for supper, he knew suddenly that he was not alone, but that shadowy figures hid everywhere, watching, waiting, wondering like himself. They trooped after him, invisible and silent, as he went about the old familiar garden, finding nothing changed.
They were so real that once he stopped beneath the lime trees, where afternoon tea was served in summer, and where the Long Walk began its haunted, shadowy existence--stood still a moment and called to them--
"Is any one there? Come out and show yourselves....!"
And though his voice fell dead among the foliage, winning echoes from spots whence no echoes possibly could come, and rushing back upon him like a boomerang, he got the curious impression that it had penetrated into certain corners of the shrubberies where it had been heard and understood. Answers did not come. They were no more audible than the tapping of the thrushes, or the little feet of darkness that ran towards him from the eastern sky. But they were there. The troop of Presences drew closer. They had been creeping on all fours. They now stood up. The entire garden was inhabited and alive.
_"He has come back!"_
It ran in a muted whisper like a hush of wind. The thrill of it pa.s.sed across the lawn in the dusk. The dark tunnel of the Long Walk filled suddenly to the brim. The thrushes raised their heads, peeping sideways to listen, on their guard. Then the leaves opened a little and the troop ventured nearer. The doors and windows of the silent, staring house had also opened. From the high nursery windows especially, queer shapes of shadow flitted down to join the others.
For the sun was far away behind the cedars now, and that Net of Starlight dropped downwards through the air. So carefully had he woven it years ago that hardly a mesh was torn....
_"He has come back again...!"_ the whisper ran a second time, and he looked about him for a place where he could hide.
But there was no place. Escape from the golden net was now impossible....
Then suddenly, looming against the field that held the Gravel-Pit and the sleeping rabbits, he saw the outline of the Third Cla.s.s Railway Carriage his father bought as a Christmas present, still standing on the stone supports that were borrowed from a haystack.
That Railway Carriage had filled whole years with joy and wonder. They had called it the Starlight Express. It had four doors, real lamps in the roof, windows that opened and shut, and big round buffers. It started without warning. It went at full speed in a moment. It was never really still. The footboards were endless and very dangerous.
He saw the carriage with its four compartments still standing there in the hay field. It looked mysterious, old, and enormous as ever. There it still stood as in his boyhood days, but stood neglected and unused.
The memory of the thrilling journeys he had made in this Starlight Express completed his recapture, for he knew now who the troop of Presences all about him really were. The pa.s.sengers, still waiting after twenty years" delay, thinking perhaps the train would never start again, were now impatient. They had caught their engine-driver again at last. Steam was up. Already the blackbirds whistled. And something utterly wild and reckless in him pa.s.sionately broke its bonds with a flood of longings that no amount of years or "Cities"
could ever subdue again. He stepped out from the dozing lime trees and held his hat up like a flag.
"Take your seats," he cried as of old, "for the Starlight Express.
Take your seats! No luggage allowed! Animals free! Pa.s.sengers with special tickets may drive the engine in their turn! First stop the Milky Way for hot refreshments! Take your seats, or stay at home for ever!"
It was the old cry, still remembered accurately; and the response was immediate. The rush of travellers from the Long Walk nearly took him off his feet. From the house came streams of silent figures, families from the shrubberies, tourists from the laurels by the scullery windows, and throngs of breathless oddities from the kitchen-garden.
The lawn was littered with discarded luggage; umbrellas dropped on flower-beds, where they instantly took root and grew; animals ran scuttling among them--birds, ponies, dogs, kittens, donkeys, and white mice in trailing swarms. There was not a minute to spare. One big Newfoundland brought several Persian kittens on his back, their tails behind them in the air like signals; a dignified black retriever held a baby in his mouth; and fat children by the score, with unfastened clothes and smudged faces, many of them in their nightclothes, poured along in hurrying, silent crowds, softer than clouds that hide a crescent moon in summer.
"But this is impossible," he cried to himself. "The multiplication tables have gone wrong. The City has driven me mad. No shareholder would stand such a thing for a minute!"
While, at the same time, that other voice in him kept shouting, ever more loudly--
"Take your seats! Take your seats! The Starlight Express is off to Fairyland! Show your tickets! Show your tickets!"
He laughed with happiness.
The throng and rush were at first so great that he recognised hardly any of the pa.s.sengers; but, the first press over, he saw several bringing up the rear who were as familiar as of yesterday. They nodded kindly to him as they pa.s.sed, no sign of reproach for the long delay in their friendly eyes. He had left his place beside the lime trees, and now stood at the carriage door, taking careful note of each one as he showed his ticket to the Guard. And the Guard was the blue-eyed girl. She did not clip the tickets, but merely looked at them. She looked, first at the ticket, then into the face of the pa.s.senger. The glance of the blue eyes was the pa.s.sport. Of course, he remembered now--both guard and engine-driver were obliged to have blue eyes. Blue eyes furnished the motor-power and scenery and everything. It was the spell that managed the whole business--the Spell of the Big Blue eyes --blue, the colour of youth and distance, of sky and summer flowers, of childhood.
He watched these last pa.s.sengers come up one by one, and as they filed past him he exchanged a word with each. How pleased they were to see him! But how ashamed he felt for having been so long away. Not one, however, reminded him of it, and--what touched him most of all--not one suspected he had nearly gone for good. All knew he would come back.
What looked like a rag-and-bone man blundered up first, his face a perfect tangle of beard and hair, and the eyebrows like bits of tow stuck on with sealing-wax. It was The Tramp--Traveller of the World, the Eternal Wanderer, homeless as the wind; his vivid personality had haunted all the lanes of childhood. And, as Rogers nodded kindly to him, the figure waited for something more.
"Ain"t forgot the rhyme, "ave yer?" he asked in a husky voice that seemed to issue from the ground beneath his broken boots. "The rhyme we used to sing together in the Noight-Nursery when I put my faice agin" the bars, after climbin" along "arf a mile of slippery slaites to git there."
And Rogers, smiling, found himself saying it, while the pretty Guard fixed her blue eyes on his face and waited patiently:--
I travel far and wide, But in my own inside!
Such places And queer races!
I never go to them, you see, _Because they always come to me!_
"Take your seat, please," cried the Guard. "No luggage, you know!" She pushed him in sideways, first making him drop his dirty bundle.
With a quick, light step a very thin man hurried up. He had no luggage, but carried on his shoulder a long stick with a point of gold at its tip.
"Light the lamps," said the Guard impatiently, "and then sit on the back buffers and hold your pole out to warn the shooting stars."
He hopped in, though not before Rogers had pa.s.sed the time of night with him first:--
I stand behind the sky, and light the stars,-- Except on cloudy nights; And then my head Remains in bed, And takes along the ceiling--easier flights!
Others followed quickly then, too quickly for complete recognition.
Besides, the Guard was getting more and more impatient.
"You"ve clean forgotten _me_," said one who had an awful air of darkness about him; "and no wonder, because you never saw me properly.
On Sundays, when I was nicely washed up you couldn"t "ardly reckernise me. Nachural "nuff, too!"
He shot by like a shadow, then pulled up a window with a rattle, popped his dirty head out, and called back thickly as if his mouth was full of smoke or pudding:--