"It"s going too fast for sight," thought Rogers; "I can"t keep up with it. Even the children have toppled off." But he still heard Daddy"s laughter echoing down the lanes of darkness as he chased his pattern with yearning and enthusiasm.
The huge structure with its towers and walls and platforms slid softly out of sight. The moonlight sponged its outlines from the sky. The scaffolding melted into darkness, moving further westwards as night advanced. Already it was over France and Italy, sweeping grandly across the sea, bewildering the vessels in its net of glamour, and filling with wonder the eyes of the look-out men at the mast heads.
"The fire"s going out," a voice was saying. Rogers heard it through a moment"s wild confusion as he fell swiftly among a forest of rafters, beams, and shifting uprights.
"I"ll get more wood."
The words seemed underground. A mountain wind rose up and brought the solid world about him. He felt chilly, shivered, and opened his eyes.
There stood the solemn pine trees, thick and close; moonlight flooded the s.p.a.ces between them and lit their crests with silver.
"This is the Wind Wood," he remarked aloud to rea.s.sure himself.
Jimbo was bending over the fire, heaping on wood. Flame leaped up with a shower of sparks. He saw Monkey rubbing her eyes beside him.
"I"ve had a dream of falling," she was saying, as she snuggled down closer into his side.
"_I_ didn"t," Jimbo said. "I dreamed of a railway accident, and everybody was killed except one pa.s.senger, who was Daddy. It fell off a high bridge. We found Daddy in the _fourgon_ with the baggages, writing a story and laughing--making an awful row."
"What did _you_ dream, Cousinenry?" asked Monkey, peering into his eyes in the firelight.
"That my feet were cold, because the fire had gone out," he answered, trying in vain to remember whether he had dreamed anything at all.
"And--that it"s time to go home. I hear the curfew ringing."
Some one whistled softly. They ought to have been in bed an hour ago.
It was ten o"clock, and Gygi was sounding the _couvre feu_ from the old church tower. They put the fire out and walked home arm in arm, separating with hushed good-nights in the courtyard of the Citadelle.
But Rogers did not hear the scolding Mother gave them when they appeared at the Den door, for he went on at once to his own room in the carpenter"s house, with the feeling that he had lived always in Bourcelles, and would never leave it again. His Scheme had moved bodily from London to the forest.
And on the way upstairs he peeped a moment into his cousin"s room, seeing a light beneath the door. The author was sitting beside the open window with the lamp behind him and a note-book on his knees.
Moonlight fell upon his face. He was sound asleep.
"I won"t wake him," thought his cousin, going out softly again. "He"s dreaming--dreaming of his wonderful new story probably."
CHAPTER XXII
Even as a luminous haze links star to star, I would supply all chasms with music, breathing Mysterious motions of the soul, no way To be defined save in strange melodies.
_Paracelsus_, R. BROWNING.
Daddy"s story, meanwhile, continued to develop itself with wonder and enthusiasm. It was unlike anything he had ever written. His other studies had the brilliance of dead precious stones, perhaps, but this thing moved along with a rushing life of its own. It grew, fed by sources he was not aware of. It developed of itself--changed and lived and flashed. Some creative fairy hand had touched him while he slept perhaps. The starry sympathy poured through him, and he thought with his feelings as well as with his mind.
At first he was half ashamed of it; the process was so new and strange; he even attempted to conceal his method, because he could not explain or understand it. "This is emotional, not intellectual," he sighed to himself; "it must be second childhood. I"m old. They"ll call it decadent!" Presently, however, he resigned himself to the delicious flow of inspiration, and let it pour out till it flowed over into his daily life as well. Through his heart it welled up and bubbled forth, a thing of children, starlight, woods, and fairies.
Yet he was shy about it. He would talk about the story, but would not read it out. "It"s a new _genre_ for me," he explained shyly, "an attempt merely. We"ll see what comes of it. My original idea, you see, has grown out of hand rather. I wake every morning with something fresh, as though"--he hesitated a moment, glancing towards his wife-- "as if it came to me in sleep," he concluded. He felt her common sense might rather despise him for it.
"Perhaps it does," said Rogers.
"Why not?" said Mother, knitting on the sofa that was her bed at night.
She had put her needles down and was staring at her husband; he stared at Rogers; all three stared at each other. Something each wished to conceal moved towards utterance and revelation. Yet no one of them wished to be the first to mention it. A great change had come of late upon Bourcelles. It no longer seemed isolated from the big world outside as before; something had linked it up with the whole surrounding universe, and bigger, deeper currents of life flowed through it. And with the individual life of each it was the same. All dreamed the same enormous, splendid dream, yet dared not tell it--yet.
Both parents realised vaguely that it was something their visitor had brought, but what could it be exactly? It was in his atmosphere, he himself least of all aware of it; it was in his thought, his att.i.tude to life, yet he himself so utterly unconscious of it. It brought out all the best in everybody, made them feel hopeful, brighter, more courageous. Yes, certainly, _he,_ brought it. He believed in them, in the best of them--they lived up to it or tried to. Was that it? Was it belief and vision that he brought into their lives, though unconsciously, because these qualities lay so strongly in himself?
Belief is constructive. It is what people _are_ rather than what they preach that affects others. Two strangers meet and bow and separate without a word, yet each has changed; neither leaves the other quite as he was before. In the society of children, moreover, one believes everything in the world--for the moment. Belief is constructive and creative; it is doubt and cynicism that destroy. In the presence of a child these latter are impossible. Was this the explanation of the effect he produced upon their little circle--the belief and wonder and joy of Fairyland?
For a moment something of this flashed through Daddy"s mind. Mother, in her way, was aware of something similar. But neither of them spoke it. The triangular staring was its only evidence. Mother resumed her knitting. She was not given to impulsive utterance. Her husband once described her as a solid piece of furniture. She was.
"You see," said Daddy bravely, as the moment"s tension pa.s.sed, "my original idea was simply to treat Bourcelles as an epitome, a miniature, so to speak, of the big world, while showing how Nature sweetened and kept it pure as by a kind of alchemy. But that idea has grown. I have the feeling now that the Bourcelles we know is a mere shadowy projection cast by a more real Bourcelles behind. It is only the dream village we know in our waking life. The real one--er--we know only in sleep." There!--it was partly out!
Mother turned with a little start. "You mean when we sleep?" she asked. She knitted vigorously again at once, as though ashamed of this sudden betrayal into fantasy. "Why not?" she added, falling back upon her customary non-committal phrase. Yet this was not the superior att.i.tude he had dreaded; she was interested. There was something she wanted to confess, if she only dared. Mother, too, had grown softer in some corner of her being. Something shone through her with a tiny golden radiance.
"But this idea is not my own," continued Daddy, dangerously near to wumbling. "It comes _through_ me only. It develops, apparently, when I"m asleep," he repeated. He sat up and leaned forward. "And, I believe," he added, as on sudden reckless impulse, "it comes from you, Henry. Your mind, I feel, has brought this cargo of new suggestion and discharged it into me--into every one--into the whole blessed village.
Man, I think you"ve bewitched us all!"
Mother dropped a st.i.tch, so keenly was she listening. A moment later she dropped a needle too, and the two men picked it up, and handed it back together as though it weighed several pounds.
"Well," said Rogers slowly, "I suppose all minds pour into one another somewhere--in and out of one another, rather--and that there"s a common stock or pool all draw upon according to their needs and power to a.s.similate. But I"m not conscious, old man, of driving anything deliberately into you--"
"Only you think and feel these things vividly enough for me to get them too," said Daddy. Luckily "thought transference" was not actually mentioned, or Mother might have left the room, or at least have betrayed an uneasiness that must have chilled them.
"As a boy I imagined pretty strongly," in a tone of apology, "but never since. I was in the City, remember, twenty years--"
"It"s the childhood things, then," Daddy interrupted eagerly. "You"ve brought the great childhood imagination with you--the sort of gorgeous, huge, and endless power that goes on fashioning of its own accord just as dreams do--"
"I _did,_ indulge in that sort of thing as a boy, yes," was the half- guilty reply; "but that was years and years ago, wasn"t it?"
"They have survived, then," said Daddy with decision. "The sweetness of this place has stimulated them afresh. The children"--he glanced suspiciously at his wife for a moment--"have appropriated them too.
It"s a powerful combination. After a pause he added, "I might develop that idea in my story--that you"ve brought back the sweet creations of childhood with you and captured us all--a sort of starry army."
"Why not?" interpolated Mother, as who should say there was no harm in _that_. "They certainly have been full of mischief lately."
"Creation _is_ mischievous," murmured her husband. "But since you have come," he continued aloud,--"how can I express it exactly?--the days have seemed larger, fuller, deeper, the forest richer and more mysterious, the sky much closer, and the stars more soft and intimate.
I dream of them, and they all bring me messages that help my story. Do you know what I mean? There were days formerly, when life seemed empty, thin, peaked, impoverished, its scale of values horribly reduced, whereas now--since you"ve been up to your nonsense with the children--some tide stands at the full, and things are always happening."
"Well, really, Daddy!" said the expression on Mother"s face and hands and knitting-needles, "you _are_ splendid to-day"; but aloud she only repeated her little hold-all phrase, "Why not?"
Yet somehow he recognised that she understood him better than usual.
Her language had not changed--things in Mother worked slowly, from within outwards as became her solid personality--but it held new meaning. He felt for the first time that he could make her understand, and more--that she was ready to understand. That is, he felt new sympathy with her. It was very delightful, stimulating; he instantly loved her more, and felt himself increased at the same time.
"I believe a story like that might even sell," he observed, with a hint of reckless optimism. "People might recognise a touch of their own childhood in it, eh?"
He longed for her to encourage him and pat him on the back.
"True," said Mother, smiling at him, "for every one likes to keep in touch with their childhood--if they can. It makes one feel young and hopeful--jolly; doesn"t it? Why not?"
Their eyes met. Something, long put aside and buried under a burden of exaggerated care, flashed deliciously between them. Rogers caught it flying and felt happy. Bridges were being repaired, if not newly built.