It came then, through the clouds of smoke, though Minks failed to realise exactly why it was--so important:
"So that if I thought vividly of anything, I should. actually create a mental picture which in turn might slip into another"s mind, while that other would naturally suppose it was his own?"
"Exactly, Mr. Rogers; exactly so." Minks contrived to make the impatience in his voice sound like appreciation of his master"s quickness. "Distance no obstacle either," he repeated, as though fond of the phrase.
"And, similarly, the thought I deemed my own might have come in its turn from the mind of some one else?"
"Precisely; for thought binds us all together like a network, and to think of others is to spread oneself about the universe. When we think thus we get out--as it were--into that medium common to all of us where spirit meets spirit---"
"Out!" exclaimed Rogers, putting down his pipe and staring keenly, first into one eye, then into the other. "Out?"
"Out--yes," Minks echoed faintly, wondering why that particular word was chosen. He felt a little startled. This earnest talk, moreover, stirred the subconsciousness in him, so that he remembered that unfinished sonnet he had begun weeks ago at Charing Cross. If he were alone now he could complete it. Lines rose and offered themselves by the dozen. His master"s emotion had communicated itself to him. A breath of that ecstasy he had already divined pa.s.sed through the air between them.
"It"s what the Contemplative Orders attempt---" he continued, yet half to himself, as though a little bemused.
"Out, by George! Out!" Rogers said again.
So emphatic was the tone that Minks half rose from his chair to go.
"No, no," laughed his chief; "I don"t mean that you"re to get out.
Forgive my abruptness. The fact is I was thinking aloud a moment. I meant--I mean that you"ve explained a lot to me I didn"t understand before--had never thought about, rather. And it"s rather wonderful, you see. In fact, it"s _very_ wonderful. Minks," he added, with the grave enthusiasm of one who has made a big discovery, "this world _is_ a very wonderful place."
"It is simply astonishing, Mr. Rogers," Minks answered with conviction, "astonishingly beautiful."
"That"s what I mean," he went on. "If I think beauty, that beauty may materialise---"
"Must, will, does materialise, Mr. Rogers, just as your improvements in machinery did. You first thought them out!"
"Then put them into words; yes, and afterwards into metal. Strong thought is bound to realise itself sooner or later, eh? Isn"t it all grand and splendid?"
They stared at one another across the smoky atmosphere of the London flat at the hour of one in the morning in the twentieth century.
"And when I think of a Scaffolding of Dusk that builds the Night,"
Rogers went on in a lower tone to himself, yet not so low that Minks, listening in amazement, did not catch every syllable, "or of a Dustman, Sweep, and Lamplighter, of a Starlight Express, or a vast Star Net that binds the world in sympathy together, and when I weave all these into a story, whose centre somehow is the Pleiades--all this is real and actual, and--and---"
"May have been projected by another mind before it floated into your own," Minks suddenly interposed almost in a whisper, charmed wholly into the poet"s region by these suggestive phrases, yet wondering a little why he said it, and particularly how he dared to say it.
His chief turned sharply upon him.
"My own thought exactly!" he exclaimed; "but how the devil did you guess it?"
Minks returned the stare with triumph.
"Unconscious transference!" he said.
"You really think _that_?" his master asked, yet not mockingly.
Minks turned a shade pinker.
"I do, indeed, sir," he replied warmly. "I think it probable that the thoughts of people you have never seen or heard of drop into your mind and colour it. They lodge there, or are rejected, according to your mood and the texture of your longings--what you want to be, that is.
What you want, if I may say so, is emptiness, and that emptiness invites. The flying thought flits in and makes itself at home. Some people overflow with thoughts of kindness and beauty that radiate from them, of love and tenderness and desire to help. These thoughts, it may be, find no immediate object; but they are not lost. They pour loose about the world of men and women, and sooner or later find the empty heart that needs them. I believe, sir, that to sit in a chair and think such things strongly brings comfort to thousands who have little idea whence comes the sudden peace and happiness. And any one who happens to be praying for these things at the moment attracts them instantly. The comfort, the joy, the relief come---"
"What a good idea, Minks," said Rogers gently, "and how helpful if we all believed it. No one"s life need be a failure then. Those who want love, for instance, need it, crave it, just think what an army they are!"
He stared thoughtfully a moment at his little secretary.
"You might write a book about it, you know--try and make people believe it--convince them. Eh? Only, you"d have to give your proofs, you know. People want proofs."
Minks, pinker than before, hesitated a moment. He was not sure how far he ought to, indulge his private theories in words. The expression in his chief"s blue eyes apparently encouraged him.
"But, indeed, Mr. Rogers, the proofs are there. Those moments of sudden strength and joy that visit a man, catching him unawares and unexplained--every solitary man and woman knows them, for every solitary man and woman in the world craves first of all--to _be_ loved. To love another, others, an impersonal Cause, is not enough. It is only half of life; to _be_ loved is the other half. If every single person--I trust, sir, I do not tire you?--was loved by some one, the happiness of life would be enormously greater than it is, for each one loved would automatically then give out from his own store, and to receive love makes one overflow with love for every one else. It is so, is it not, sir?"
Rogers, an odd thrill catching him unawares, nodded. "It is, Minks, it is," he agreed. "To love one person makes one half prepared to love all, and to be loved in turn may have a similar effect. It is nice to think so anyhow."
"It is true, sir----" and Minks sat up, ready with another deluge.
"But you were saying something just now," interrupted the other, "about these sudden glimpses of joy and beauty that--er--come to one-- er--inexplicably. What d"ye mean by that precisely?"
Minks glowed. He was being listened to, and understood by his honoured chief, too!
"Simply that some one, perhaps far away--some sweet woman probably-- has been thinking love," he replied with enthusiasm, yet in a low and measured voice, "and that the burning thoughts have rushed into the emptiness of a heart that needs them. Like water, thought finds its level. The sudden gush--all feel it more or less at times, surely!-- may rise first from her mind as she walks lonely upon the sh.o.r.e, pacing the decks at sea, or in her hillside rambles, thinking, dreaming, hoping, yearning--to pour out and find the heart that needs these very things, perhaps far across the world. Who knows? Heart thrills in response to heart secretly in every corner of the globe, and when these tides flood unexplained into your soul---"
"Into _my_ soul---!" exclaimed his chief.
"I beg your pardon, sir," Minks hurried to explain; "I mean to any lonely soul that happens to crave such comfort with real longing--it implies, to my mind at least, that these two are destined to give and take from one another, and that, should they happen to meet in actual life, they will rush together instantly like a pair of flames---"
"And if they never--meet?" asked Rogers slowly, turning to the mantel- piece for the matches.
"They will continue to feed each other in this delicious spiritual way from a distance, sir. Only--the chances are--that they will meet, for their thought already connects them vitally, though as yet unrealised."
There was a considerable pause. Rogers lit his pipe. Minks, feeling he ought to stand while his master did so, also rose from his chair. The older man turned; they faced each other for a moment, Rogers putting smoke violently into the air between them.
"Minks, my dear fellow," he observed, "you are, as I have always thought, a poet. You have ideas, and, whether true or not, they are rather lovely. Write them out for others to read. Use your spare time writing them out. I"ll see to it that you have more leisure."
With a laugh the big man moved abruptly past his chair and knocked his pipe on the edge of the ash-bowl. His eye, as he did so, fell upon the pile of letters and papers arranged so neatly on the table. He remembered the lateness of the hour--and other things besides.
"Well, well," he said vaguely with a sigh; "so here we are again back at work in London."
Minks had turned, too, realising that the surprising conversation was over. A great excitement was in him. He did not feel in the least tired. An unusual sense of antic.i.p.ation was in the air. He could not make it out at all. Reviewing a dozen possibilities at once, he finally rejected the romantic one he had first suspected, and decided that the right moment had at last come to say something of the Scheme.
He had worked so hard to collect data. All was in perfect order. His chief could not feel otherwise than pleased.
"Then I"ll be saying good-night, Mr. Rogers," he began, "for you must be very tired, and I trust you will enjoy a long night"s rest. Perhaps you would like me to come a little later in the morning than usual."
He stood looking affectionately at the formidable pile of correspondence, and, as his chief made no immediate reply, he went on, with more decision in his voice:
"Here," he said, touching the papers he had carefully set on one side, "are all the facts you wanted referring to your great Scheme---"
He jumped. His master"s fist had come down with a bang upon the table.