"I gave him all I could, but he was insatiable. Finally he would come to me drunk and strike me when I could not meet his demands for thousands upon thousands.
"It was then that in my desperation, when I knew I was to be a mother soon, I confided all to Don Juan d"Alta, and by so doing perhaps saved my life and my child"s."
CHAPTER XXIII
THE QUEEN"S ATONEMENT
"Yes, but for the intervention of Don Juan d"Alta, my Chancellor at that time," continued the old lady, "my life might have ended in despair.
"From the very first, although he did not tell me so then, he saw that I had been simply _exploited_ by this heartless and unprincipled scoundrel, Prince Adalbert of Rittersheim. But your father," she proceeded, turning to Dolores and placing her hand on hers, "your father, my dear, by his self-sacrifice and the pure affection which he bore me, saved me.
"He realised that he had to do with a villain whose object was plunder, and who at that time dominated the situation. He foresaw that a liberal outlay of money was the only thing that would rid me of this fiend. He went to Prince Adalbert and simply asked him his price.
"He named at first an exorbitant sum, _and the diamonds of my late father contained in the steel safe_.
"This was refused. Don Juan at last brought him to his knees by defying him and telling him to do his worst.
"Then he agreed to a yearly pension of one hundred thousand dollars, which would be paid to him on condition that he left me unmolested.
"He made a fight for the custody of the child which was coming, as I doubt not he thought that he could have a greater hold over me if he had it, but this request was flatly refused, and he sailed away from Aquazilia the richer by a great income, but bought at the price of a loving woman"s happiness."
The old queen stopped and wiped the tears from her eyes.
"Do not go on, your Majesty," urged Dolores, half dazed at the disclosures; "you distress yourself."
The old lady brightened at once and pressed her hand, putting away her handkerchief.
"No," she answered; "I prefer to tell you _all_ and _now_.
"By the aid of Don Juan and the Baroness d"Altenstein, who was broken down with grief at the course affairs had taken, my condition was concealed, and arrangements were made for my accouchement under circ.u.mstances of the greatest secrecy. Don Juan had abandoned all hope from the outset of legitimatising the child; his one object was to conceal my shame. This he succeeded in doing. I gave birth to a boy, and my love for him has been the great solace of my life."
"And he is living, madame?" I ventured to ask.
"Yes, living," she answered, the sweet smile playing about her lips again--"living, and the greatest comfort G.o.d has given me in my trials.
"From his babyhood he was the one thought I had; his training, his education, the fostering of good in his receptive mind that he might grow up a good man. And he has repaid me a thousandfold.
"But in those years great troubles came upon me. Prince Adalbert, known as one of the greatest roues and spendthrifts in Europe, had succeeded his father two years after he left me, and was now Grand Duke. His first wife had been taken back again--or he never could have faced his people--and had borne him a son. This son was fated to be the scourge of my life hereafter.
"Meanwhile, in the throes of a continental war, the Grand Duchy of Rittersheim was absorbed into the neighbouring great state, and the Grand Duke Adalbert, deposed and impoverished, became simply a pensioner, and a most importunate blackmailer of myself.
"His one great object in life--and later he confided this secret, with the story of our marriage, to his son--was to obtain possession of the great fortune in diamonds, still locked in the steel safe bequeathed me by my father, and which I had steadfastly refused to part with, nay, even to withdraw a single stone from.
"But the value had, in the drink-distorted mind of the Grand Duke Adalbert, become immensely exaggerated. The safe was believed by his son Waldemar to contain diamonds to the value of five millions of English pounds!"
Hence his intense rapacity in later years; for when my boy was twenty-five his father, the Grand Duke Adalbert, died, and was succeeded in the t.i.tle only, for the power was gone, by his son Waldemar, but two years younger than my own.
"This Waldemar appears to have been evilly disposed from boyhood, and embittered against mankind in general, first by the loss of his Duchy, and in addition by the destruction of an eye which he suffered in some low fracas, for his delight was to mingle and drink with the lowest of mankind. On his father"s death he came to Valoro and demanded that the pension paid to the late Duke by me should be continued to him!
"This was refused.
"Then he had the impudence to try and bargain with me, offering to keep silence for a certain sum. Finally he laid claim to the diamonds in the steel safe, which he stated were his father"s property. My answer to his requests and fraudulent claims was to have him placed on board a steamer bound for Europe.
"Then he threatened me with his life-long vengeance. Leagued with a professional agitator named Razzaro, he commenced to undermine my authority with great subtilty, till in the end my simple people who once had loved me and my family grew to hate me, and to look upon Waldemar, even the Royalists, as a much-wronged person.
"You know the rest; it is written in the history of the world. My people rose in rebellion. I was dethroned, and with one single faithful companion, the Baroness d"Altenstein, fled to Europe in the warship of a friendly nation.
"But before the storm burst I had sent to Europe the steel safe and its precious contents, the diamonds.
"For some reasons, I have many times since wished that it had sunk to the bottom of the Atlantic.
"For years I lived in one of the fairest cities of Europe with my faithful d"Altenstein, and for those years the Duke Waldemar left me in peace, being, I suppose, occupied in some other villainy.
"But suddenly he commenced his importunities again, and made one dastardly attempt, through others, to steal the safe from the bankers"
vaults in which it lay, but this was frustrated.
"Harried to death by his persecution, I consulted a learned English judge whom I met in Society in Paris, Sir Henry Anstruther, your father," she added, turning to me, "and it has always seemed to me a providential coincidence that in my need I should also have turned to you.
"I asked this good English judge, without disclosing my secret, what he considered the most effectual mode for a woman to adopt to hide herself entirely from the world and her friends. I said I was very curious to know what his long experience had taught him in that respect.
"He seemed amused at my question, and thought for some time before replying, little guessing what was running in my mind. He answered me at last, and said that he thought that a person could be best hidden and lost to the world by living just a fairly ordinary life in a quiet way in one of the larger towns in England. That was his experience during his long life as a lawyer.
"I treasured his opinion, and formed a scheme in my mind upon it.
"Just then poor Carlotta d"Altenstein, a widow without friends, my dear companion, was seized with her mortal illness, and then I saw my scheme complete before me.
"By the lavish use of money, of which I had more than I needed by far, for my father"s private fortune invested in Europe was very great, I contrived that I should change places with the Baroness d"Altenstein.
"To the public it was _I_ who was ill; to the world at large, even to Don Juan, it was _I_ who died. It was then that, pa.s.sing as the Baroness d"Altenstein--in England as plain Mrs. Carlotta Altenstein--I went to the city of Bath, which had been recommended, and also offered certain devotional advantages to me, for I intended to give the remainder of my life to religion and the poor.
"There in Monmouth Street, where you saw me, Mr. Anstruther, amusing myself with philanthropic literature, I succeeded for ten years in hiding myself from the Duke Waldemar of Rittersheim, who had in a manner reformed himself and become a philanthropist too, _in public_; in secret his life was worse than ever. In that little room in which you found me, I was foolish enough to keep the steel safe, hidden away in a receptacle cut in the stone wall of the house. But the safe no longer contained all the diamonds. I had been gradually selling them and devoting the proceeds to the poor of the world. This convent, a refuge for aged men and women, and orphaned children, was founded with part of the money.
"But to my horror, at the end of the ten years, I met the Duke Waldemar, face to face, coming out of the Pump Room at Bath, where quietly and un.o.btrusively I had gone to take the waters. That was on the morning of the day I spoke to you, for I knew then that my refuge was a refuge no longer.
"I intended on the morrow to have asked you to help me remove what remained of the diamonds to a place of security and leave the safe behind. Perhaps I might have even encroached on your kindness to have asked you to escort me here, but it was arranged otherwise.
"During the night and early morning, I became aware that something was taking place in the next house, which up to then had stood empty. I connected it in my mind with some plot of the Duke, who I doubted not had had me followed home. The sequel proved I was right.
"This fear so worked upon me that, towards morning, I rose and commenced to write the letters to you and Don Juan, and to make them up in packets.
"The letter to the latter, in which I told him I should come here if I lived, of course I placed in the ebony casket with something else that was worth more to me than all the diamonds in the world; it was the certificate of my marriage to Prince Adalbert of Rittersheim at the little church of the remote mountain village in Aquazilia.
"I was far more fearful of losing that than all my fortune. It was the certificate of my honour and my son"s birthright. I knew that if the Duke Waldemar once got it into his possession he could demand any price from me for its return.
"It was late in the morning, a dull foggy November morning, when I had finished sealing the packets and locked them away in the steel safe with my own key. The one I had given you was the only duplicate in existence; they both bore my father"s initial C, he was Carlo the Third of Aquazilia.