"No, because a wronged body means something to a sensitive soul."
"If you look at such a small thing in a light so important, you had better take your breakfast alone. Good-morning!"
CHAPTER IV
FOES IN THE HOUSEHOLD
She was ill for some hours, and all day much troubled at the circ.u.mstance. In her proposed fight against the hatred of her husband"s family she had lost the first move, for she could well imagine the triumphant mockery of her mother-in-law over her weakness and squeamishness. In the afternoon she asked for the carriage, as she wished to do some shopping, and was told Mrs. Campbell was intending to use it. Then she sent for a cab and while she was dressing, Christina came into her room wearing her street costume.
"Isabel is going out with mother," she said. "Can I go with you, Theodora?"
The proposal was not welcome, but without hesitation Theodora answered: "I shall be obliged if you will. I have some shopping to do, and you can tell me the best places to go to."
"I certainly can; I know all the best shops. I always do the shopping. I like to shop; Isabel hates it. She says the shopmen are not civil to her. Isabel is so particular about her dignity."
"That is rather a good quality, is it not?"
"I don"t know--with that kind of people--shopmen and the like--it is rather a daft thing to do."
"Daft?"
"Silly, I mean. They have to wait on you, why should you care how they do it? I don"t."
"I am ready. Shall we go now?"
"I am ready. What will you buy first?"
"Linen--sheets, pillow-cases, table-cloths, napkins, etc. We shall want a linen draper."
"Then tell cabby to drive us to Smith and McDonald"s. It is perfectly lovely to be with you, and without mother and Isabel to snub me. I feel as if I were having a holiday."
"Perhaps I might snub you."
"I am sure you will not. I believe I am going to have a happy afternoon."
And she really had a few hours that perfectly delighted her. Theodora asked her advice, and frequently took it. Theodora bought her gloves and lace, and after the shopping was finished, they went into McLeod"s confectionery and had ices and cakes, lemonade and caramels. For once in her life, Christina had felt herself to be well-informed and important.
She had told several funny stories also, and Theodora had laughed and enjoyed them; indeed, she felt as if Theodora considered her quite clever.
"I have had such a jolly afternoon," she said as they parted. "Thank you for taking me with you! I cannot tell you how happy I have been."
But to Isabel"s queries, she answered with an air of ennui: "You know well, Isabel, what shopping means. We went here and there, and bought linen of all kinds, and wine and cakes, and then we went to the large furniture store, and selected a bookcase; for it seems that Robert, with all his carefulness, forgot one."
"Did you like her?"
"She is good-natured enough. Everywhere we went the shopmen fell over each other to wait on her. My! but it is a grand thing to be beautiful."
"Do you really think her beautiful?"
"Every one else does. It matters little what the Traquair Campbells think. She is rather saucy, but she is so pleasant about it you can"t take offence."
"Was she saucy to you?"
"Yes."
"What did she say?"
"She said she would be much obliged if I would tap at the door before entering her room."
"The idea!"
"Oh, she is nice enough! I wish mother was not so set against her. I know she plays and sings, and I adore good music."
"You will be adoring her next."
"No, I will not, but I intend to use her when I can."
"What for?"
"To give me a little pleasure--to show me how to dress--to lend me books and music, and take me with her when she goes calling and shopping."
"I would not receive such favors from a person mother disliked so much."
"Mother never finds any one she likes, except the Campbelton people--frowsy, vulgar things, all of them; and I do think it was a shame to use Dora"s dresses and furs and jewelry the way they did."
"Mother said it was right, and Robert seemed to think so also--that is, after mother had explained the subject to him."
"Whatever mother thinks, Robert finally thinks the same. He is more afraid of mother than we are. I despise a man who can"t stick to his own opinion."
"But if his opinion is wrong?"
"All the same, he ought to stick to it; I should. I think Dora is a lovely woman, and good, and clever. Mother ought to be proud of her new daughter."
"Mother had a high ideal for Robert"s wife."
"One that n.o.body but a Traquair Campbell--or a Jane Dalkeith could fill."
"Jane might have pleased her."
"No one pleases mother! If you gave her the whites of your eyes, she would not be pleased."
"You must not forget, Christina, that she is our mother, and that the Scriptures command us to honor her."
"Sometimes, and in some cases, Isabel, that command is a gey hard one--I might say an impossible one."
"Perhaps, but the Holy Word makes no exceptions--good or bad, wise or foolish, they are to be honored. Dr. Robertson said so, in his last sermon to the Sunday School."