"Life is too short to discuss Aspatria. I remember one day at Redware being sharply requested to keep silence on that subject. The wheel of retribution has made a perfect circle as regards Aspatria! I shall certainly tell Ria that you have made her the heroine of your disagreeable matrimonial romance."
"No, no, Sarah! Do not say a word to her. I must wait until nine, I suppose? And I am so anxious and so fearful, Sarah."
"You must wait until nine. And as for the rest, I know very well that in the present age a lover"s cares and fears have
Dwindled to the smallest span.
Do go to your hotel, and get clothed and in your right mind. You are most unbecomingly dressed. Good-by, old friend, good-by!" And she left him with an elaborate courtesy.
Ulfar was now in a vortex. Things went around and around in his consciousness; and whenever he endeavoured to examine events with his reason, then feeling advanced some unsupported conviction, and threw him back into the same senseless whirl of emotion.
He had failed to catch the point which would have given him the clew to the whole mystery,--the ident.i.ty of Brune with the splendidly accoutred officer Sarah avowed to be her intended husband. Without taking special note of him, Ulfar had seen certain signs of birth, breeding, and a.s.sured position. In his mind there was a great gulf between the haughty-looking soldier and the simple, handsome, but rather boorish-looking young Squire of Ambar-Side.
The two individualities were as far apart in social claims as the north and south poles are apart physically.
And if this beautiful woman were indeed Aspatria, how could he reconcile the fact with her education at St. Alban"s, her friendship with such exalted families, her relationship to an officer of evident birth and position? When he thought thus, he acknowledged the impossibility; but then no sooner had he acknowledged it than his heart pa.s.sionately denied the deduction, with the simple iteration, "It is Aspatria! It is Aspatria!"
Aspatria or not, he told himself that he was at last genuinely in love. Every affair before was tame, pale, uninteresting. If it was not Aspatria, then the first Aspatria was the shadow of the second and real one; the preface to love"s glorious tale; the prelude to his song; the gray, sweet dawn to his perfect day. He could not eat, nor sit still, nor think reasonably, nor yet stop thinking. The sun stood still; the minutes were hours; at four o"clock he wished to fling the timepiece out of the window.
Aspatria had the immense strength of certainty. She knew. Also, she had Sarah to advise with. Still better, she had the conviction that Ulfar loved her. Perhaps Sarah had exaggerated Ulfar"s desperate condition; if so, she had done it consciously, for she knew that as soon as a woman is sure of her power she puts on an authority which commands it. She was now only afraid that Ulfar would not be kept in suspense long enough, that Aspatria would forgive him too easily.
"Do make yourself as puzzling as you can, for this one night, Aspatria," she urged. "Try to outvie and outdo and even affront that dove-like simplicity he used to adore in you, and into which you are still apt to relapse. He told me once that you looked like a Quakeress when he first saw you."
"I was just home from Miss Gilpin"s school in Kendal. It was a Quaker school. I have always kept a black gown ready, like the one he saw me first in."
"No black gown to-night. I have a mind to stay here and see that you turn the Quakeress into a princess."
"I will do all you wish. To-night you shall have your way; but poor Ulfar must have suffered, and--"
"Poor Ulfar, indeed! Be merry; that is the best armour against love.
What ruins women? Revery and sentimentality. A woman who does not laugh ought to be watched."
But though she lectured and advised Aspatria as to the ways of men and the ways of love, Sarah had not much faith in her own counsels. "No one can draw out a programme for a woman"s happiness," she mused; "she will not keep to its lines. Now, I do wonder whether she will dress gorgeously or not? What did Solomon in all his glory wear? If Aspatria only knew how dress catches a man"s eye, and then touches his vanity, and then sets fire to his imagination, and finally, somehow, someway, gets to his heart! If she only knew,--
"All thoughts, all pa.s.sions, all delights, Whatever stirs this mortal frame, Are but the ministers of Love, And feed his sacred flame!""
A little before nine, Ulfar entered Sarah"s drawing-room. It was lighted with wax candles. It was sweet with fresh violets, and at the farther end Aspatria stood by her harp. She was dressed for Lady Chester"s ball, and was waiting her chaperon; but there had been a little rebellion against her leaving without giving her admirers one song. Every person was suggesting his or her favourite; and she stood smiling, uncertain, listening, watching, for one voice and face.
Her dazzling bodice was clasped with emeralds; her draperies were of damasked gauze, shot with gold and silver, and abloom with flowers.
Her fair neck sparkled with diamonds; and the long white fingers which touched the strings so firmly glinted with flashing gems. The moment Ulfar entered, she saw him. His eyes, full of fiery prescience, forced her to meet their inquiry; and then it was that she sat down and filled the room with tinkling notes, that made every one remember the mountains, and the merry racing of the spring winds, and the trickling of half-hidden fountains.
Sarah advanced with him. She touched Aspatria slightly, and said: "Hush! a moment. This is my friend Sir Ulfar Fenwick, Ria."
Ria lifted her eyes sweetly to his eyes; she bowed with the grace and benignity of a queen, and adroitly avoided speech by turning the melody into song:--
"I never shall forget The mountain maid that once I met By the cold river"s side.
I met her on the mountain-side; She watched her herds unnoticed there: "Trim-bodiced maiden, hail!" I cried.
She answered, "Whither, Wanderer?
For thou hast lost thy way.""
Every word went to Ulfar"s heart, and amid all the soft cries of delight he alone was silent. She was beaming with smiles; she was radiant as a G.o.ddess; the light seemed to vanish from the room when she went away. Her adieu was a general one, excepting to Ulfar. On him she turned her bright eyes, and courtesied low with one upward glance. It set his heart on fire. He knew that glance. They might say this or that, they might lie to him neck-deep, he knew it was Aspatria! He was cross with Sarah. He accused her of downright deception. He told her frankly that he believed nothing about the soldier and his sister.
She bade him come in the morning and talk to Ria; and he asked impetuously: "How soon? Twelve, I suppose? How am I to pa.s.s the time until twelve to-morrow?"
"Why this haste?"
"Why this deception?"
"After seven years" indifference, are you suddenly gone mad?"
"I feel as if I was being very badly used."
"How does the real Aspatria feel? Go at once to Ambar-Side."
"The real Aspatria is here. I know it! I feel it!"
"In a court of law, what evidence would feeling be?"
"In a court of love--"
"Try it."
"I will, to-morrow, at ten o"clock."
His impetuosity pleased her. She was disposed to leave him to Aspatria now. And Aspatria was disposed on the following morning to make his confession very easy to him. She dressed herself in the simple black gown she had kept ready for this event. It had the short elbow sleeves, and the ruffle round the open throat, and the daffodil against her snowy breast, that distinguished the first costume he had ever seen her in. She loosened her hair and let it fall in two long braids behind her ears. She was, as far as dress could make her so, the Aspatria who had held the light to welcome him to Ambar-Side that stormy night ten years ago.
He was standing in the middle of the room, restless and expectant, when she opened the door. He called her by name, and went to meet her.
She trembled and was silent.
"Aspatria, it is you! My Life! My Soul! It is you!"
He took her hands; they were as cold as ice. He drew her close to his side; he stooped to see her eyes; he whispered word upon word of affection,--sweet-meaning nouns and adjectives that caught a real physical heat from the impatient heart and tongue that forged and uttered them.
"Forgive me, my dearest! Forgive me fully! Forgive me at once and altogether! Aspatria, I love you! I love none but you! I will adore you all my life! Speak one word to me, one word, my love, one word: say only "Ulfar!""
She forgot in a moment all that she had suffered. She forgot all she had promised Sarah, all her intents of coldness, all reproaches; she forgot even to forgive him. She just put her arms around his neck and kissed him. She blotted out the past forever in that one whispered word, "Ulfar."
And then he took her to his heart; he kissed her for very wonder; he kissed her for very joy; but most of all he kissed her for fervent love. Then once more life was an "Interlude in Heaven." Every hour held some sweet surprise, some accidental joy. It was Brune, it was Sarah, it was some eulogium of Ulfar in the great London weeklies. He had fought in the good fight for freedom; he had done great deeds of mercy as well as of valour; he had crossed primeval forests, and brought back wonderful medicines, and dyes, and many new specimens for the botanist and the naturalist. The papers were never weary in praising his pluck, his bravery, his generosity, and his endurance; the Geographical Society sent him its coveted blue ribbon. In his own way Ulfar had made himself a fit mate for the new Aspatria.
And she was a constant wonder to him. Nothing in all his strange experience touched his heart like the thought of his simple, patient wife, studying to please him, to be worthy of his love. Every day revealed her in some new and charming light. She was one hundred Aspatrias in a single, lovable, lovely woman. On what ever subject Ulfar spoke, she understood, supplemented, sympathized with, or a.s.sisted him. She could talk in French and Italian; she was not ignorant of botany and natural science, and she was delighted to be his pupil.
In a single month they became all the world to each other; and then they began to long for the lonely old castle fronting the wild North Sea, to plan for its restoration, and for a sweet home-life, which alone could satisfy the thirst of their hearts for each other"s presence. At the end of June they went northward.
It was the month of the rose, and the hedges were pink, and the garden was a garden of roses. There were banks of roses, mazes of roses, walks and standards of roses, ma.s.ses of glorious colour, and breezes scented with roses. b.u.t.terflies were chasing one another among the flowers; nightingales, languid with love, were singing softly above them. And in the midst was a gray old castle, flying its old border flags, and looking as happy as if it were at a festival.
Aspatria was enraptured, spellbound with delight. With Ulfar she wandered from one beauty to another, until they finally reached a great standard of pale-pink roses. Their loveliness was beyond compare; their scent went to the brain like some divine essence. It was a glory,--a prayer,--a song of joy! Aspatria stood beside it, and seemed to Ulfar but its mortal manifestation. She was clothed in a gown of pale-pink brocade, with a little mantle of the same, trimmed with white lace, and a bonnet of white lace and pink roses. She was a perfect rose of womanhood. She was the glory of his life, his prayer, his song of joy!
"It is the loveliest place in the world!" he said, "and you! you are the loveliest woman! My sweet Aspatria!"
She smiled divinely. "And yet," she answered, "I remember, Ulfar, a song of yours that said something very different. Listen:--