"Robbie South"et"s wife has been up to t" brow, and says that Mercy"s laal thing is gone."
Hugh did not lift his eyes.
"Is that the last?" he said.
"Nay, but wa.r.s.e. The la.s.s herself tore the bandage frae her eyes, and she"s gone stone blind, and that"s foriver."
Hugh"s head bent closer over the table.
"Good-night, Oglethorpe," he said.
Gubblum backed out, muttering to himself as he returned to the shaft, "A cool hand, how-an"-iver."
The moment the door closed, Hugh Ritson tramped the floor in restless perambulations. What had he thought of doing? Delivering himself to justice as a perjurer? Had he, then, no duty left in life that he must needs gratify his revenge in a kind of death? What of the woman who had suffered for him? What of the broken heart and the wretched home? Were these as nothing against the humiliation of a proud spirit?
Never for an instant, never in his bitterest agony, did Hugh Ritson lie to his own soul and say that the resolution he had formed was prompted by remorse for what he had done to Paul Ritson; not revenge for what he had suffered from Paul Drayton. To be a saint when sick; to find the conscience active when defeat overwhelmed it--that was for the weak dregs of humanity. But such paltering was not for him.
On the one hand revenge, on the other duty--which was he to follow? The wretched man could come to no decision; and when the fingers of his watch pointed to one o"clock he lay down on the couch to rest.
It was not sleep that he wanted; sleep had of late become too full of terrors; but sleep overcame him, nevertheless. His face, when he slept, was the face of a man in pain; and dreams came that were the distorted reflections of his waking thoughts. He dreamed that he had died in infancy. Calm, serene, very sweet, and peaceful, his little innocent face of childhood looked up from the white pillow. He thought his mother bent over him, and shed many tears; but he himself belonged to another world of beings, and looked down on both.
"It is better so," he thought, "and the tears she weeps are blest."
At this he awoke, and rose to his feet. What soft nothings men had said of sleep! "Oh, sleep, it is a gentle thing, beloved from pole to pole!"
Gentle! More tyrannous than death. The melancholy perambulation ended, and he lay down once more. He slept and dreamed again. This time he had killed his own brother. A moment before they had stood face to face--vigorous, wrathful, with eyes that flashed, and hands uplifted.
Now his brother lay quiet and awful at his feet, and the great silence was broken by a voice from heaven crying, "A fugitive and a vagabond shalt thou be on the earth!"
He started to his feet in terror. "Mercy, mercy!" he cried.
Then he drew his breath hard and looked about him. "A dream--only another dream," he said to himself, and laughed between his close-set teeth. The lamp still burned on the table. He rose, drew a key from his pocket, opened a cupboard, and took out a small bottle. It contained an opiate. "Since I must sleep, let my sleep at least be dreamless," he said, and he measured a dose. He was lifting the gla.s.s to his lips, when he caught sight of his face in the gla.s.s. "Pitiful! pitiful! A mere dream unnerves me. Pitiful enough, forsooth! And so I must needs hide myself from myself behind a bulwark like this!" He held the drug to the light, and while his hand trembled he laughed. Then he drank it off, put out the light, and sat on the couch.
The dawn had fretted the sky, and the first streaks of day crept in at the window, when the lamp"s yellow light was gone. Hugh Ritson sat in the gray gloom, his knees drawn close under his chin, his arms folded over his breast, his head bent heavily forward. He was crooning an old song. Presently the voice grew thick, the eye became clouded, and then the head fell back. He was asleep, and in his sleep he dreamed again. Or was it a vision, and not a dream, that came to him now? He thought he stood in a room which he had seen before. On the bed some white thing lay. It was a child, and the little soul had fled. Beside it a woman cowered, and moaned "Guilty, guilty!" Her eyes were fixed on the child, yet she saw nothing; the sightless...o...b.. were bleached. But with her heart she saw the child; and she saw himself also as he entered. Then it seemed that she turned her blind face toward him, and called on him by name. The next instant she was gone. Her seat was vacant, the bed was empty; only a gray-bearded man sat by a cold grate. With an overpowering weight pressing him down, it seemed to Hugh that he threw up his head, and again he heard his name.
He leaped to his feet. Big beads of cold sweat stood on his forehead.
"Mercy is dead," he whispered with awe. "She has gone to put in her plea of guilty. She is in G.o.d"s great hand!"
The next moment a voice shouted, "Mr. Ritson!"
He listened, and in the gray light his stony countenance smiled grimly.
"Mr. Ritson!" once more, followed by the rap of a whip-handle against the door.
"Tommy the landlord," said Hugh, and he broke into a harsh laugh. "So you were my angel, Tommy, eh?"
Another harsh laugh. The landlord, sitting in the dog-cart outside, heard it, and thought to himself, "Some one with him."
Hugh Ritson plunged his head into the wash-basin, and rubbed himself vigorously with a rough towel. "My last sleep is over," he said, glancing aside with fearful eyes at the couch. "I"ll do this thing that I am bent upon; but no more sleep, and no more dreams!"
He opened the door, threw a rug up to the landlord, put on an ulster, and leaped into the dog-cart. They started away at a quick trot. A chill morning breeze swept down the vale. The sun was rising above Cat Bells, but Hugh Ritson still felt as if he were traveling toward the deepening night. He sat with folded arms, and head bent on his breast.
"Hasta heard what happened at auld Laird Fisher"s this morning?" said the landlord.
Hugh answered in a low voice:
"I"ve heard nothing."
"The la.s.s has followed her barn rather sudden"t. Ey, she"s gone, for sure. Died a matter of half an hour ago. I heard it frae the parson as I coom"t by."
Hugh Ritson bent yet lower his drooping head.
CHAPTER XII.
At 2 o"clock that day Hugh Ritson arrived at Euston. He got into a cab and drove to Whitehall. At the Home Office he asked for the Secretary of State. A hundred obstacles arose to prevent him from penetrating to the head of the department. One official handed him over to another, the second to a third, the third to a fourth.
Hugh Ritson was hardly the man to be balked by such impediments. His business was with the Secretary of State, and none other. Parliament was in session, and the Home Secretary was at the afternoon sitting of the House. Hugh Ritson sought and found him there. He explained his purpose in few words, and was listened to with a faint smile of incredulity.
The secretary was a stolid Yorkshireman, who affected whatever measure of bluffness had not been natural to him from birth. He first looked at his visitor with obvious doubts of his sanity; and when this suspicion had been set at rest by Hugh"s incisive explanation, with an equally obvious desire to feel his b.u.mps.
But the face of the Yorkshireman soon became complicated by other shades of expression than such as come of distrust of a man"s reason or contempt of his sentimentality.
"Hadn"t you better sleep on it, and come to see me at Whitehall in the morning?" he said, with more respect than he had yet shown. "Then if you are still of the same mind, I will send for the Public Prosecutor."
Hugh Ritson bowed his acquiescence.
"And can I have the order for Portland?" he said.
"Probably. It will be against the new regulation that none may visit a convict prison except prison officials and persons interested in prison discipline. But we"ll see what can be done."
That night, Hugh Ritson called at the Convent of St. Margaret. It was late when he entered, and when he came out again, half an hour afterward, the lamps were lighted in the Abbey Gardens. The light fell on the face of the lay sister who opened the door to him. She wore a gray gown, but no veil or scapular, and beneath the linen band that covered her hair her eyes were red and swollen.
Hugh Ritson hailed a hansom in the Broad Sanctuary, and drove to Hendon.
The bar of the Hawk and Heron was full of carriers, carters, road-menders, and farm-laborers, all drinking, and all noisy. But, despite this evidence of a thriving trade, the whole place had a bankrupt appearance as of things going to wreck. Jabez served behind the counter. He had developed a good deal of personal consequence, and held up his head, and repeatedly felt the alt.i.tude of a top-knot that curled there, and bore himself generally with the c.o.c.kety air of the young rooster after the neck of the old one has been screwed. Mrs. Drayton sat knitting in the room where Mercy and the neighbor"s children once played together. When Hugh Ritson went in to her, the old body started.
"Lor"s a mercy, me, sir, to think it"s you! I"m that fearsome, that I declare I shiver and quake at nothing. And good for nowt i" the world neither, not since my own flesh and blood, as you might say, disowned me."
"Do you mean at the trial?" asked Hugh Ritson.
"The trial, sir!" said the landlady, lifting bewildered eyes, while the click of the needles ceased. "My Paul weren"t there. c.u.mmerland, sir--and you heard him yourself what he said of me." A corner of her house-wife"s ap.r.o.n went up to her face. "Me as had brought him up that tender! Well," recovering composure, "I"ve lost heart, and serve him right. I just lets the house and things go, I do. I trusts to Providence; and that Jabez, he"s no better nor a babby in the public line."
When Hugh Ritson left the inn, the old body"s agitation increased. She had set down the knitting, and was fidgeting, first with her cap and then her ap.r.o.n.
"Listen to me," said Hugh. "To-day is Friday. On Monday you must go to the convent where you saw the mother of Paul. Ask for Sister Grace. Will you remember--Sister Grace? She will tell you all."
It was hard on eleven o"clock when Hugh Ritson returned to town. The streets were thronged, and he walked for a long hour amid the crowds that pa.s.sed through the Strand. In all that mult.i.tudinous sea of faces, there was not a countenance on which the mark of suffering was more indelibly fixed than on his own.