She laid her work down in her lap.
"I"m afraid that by nature I am a monopolist," she said. "And as I could never descend into the arena of life to struggle to keep what I have, if others desired to take it from me, I am inclined jealously to guard it."
She took up her work again.
"I"ve been thinking that I am rather like the dog that buries his bone,"
she added, bending once more over the embroidery.
"Are you thinking of--of your husband?"
"Yes, and of Vere. I isolated myself with Maurice. Now I am isolating myself with Vere. Perhaps it is unwise, weak, this instinct to keep out the world."
"Are you thinking of changing your mode of life, then?" he asked.
In his voice there was a sound of anxiety which she noticed.
"Perhaps. I don"t know."
She glanced at him and away, and he thought that there was something strange in her eyes. After a pause, she said:
"What would you advise?"
"Surely you are happy here. And--and Vere is happy."
"Vere is happy--yes."
He realized the thoughtlessness of his first sentence.
"But I must think of Vere"s development. Lately, in these last days, I have been realizing that Vere is moving, is beginning to move very fast. Perhaps it is time to bring her into contact with more people.
Perhaps--"
"You once asked my advice," he interrupted. "I give it now. Leave Vere alone. What she needs she will obtain. Have no fear of that."
"You are sure?"
"Quite sure. Sometimes, often, the children know instinctively more than their elders know by experience."
Hermione"s lips trembled.
"Sometimes," she said, in a low voice, "I think Vere knows far more than I do. But--but I often feel that I am very blind, very stupid. You called me an impulsive--I suppose I am one. But if I don"t follow my impulses, what am I to follow? One must have a guide."
"Yes, and reason is often such a dull one, like a verger throwing one over a cathedral and destroying its mystery and its beauty with every word he speaks. When one is young one does not feel that one needs a guide at all."
"Sometimes--often--I feel very helpless now," she said.
He was acutely conscious of the pa.s.sionate longing for sympathy that was alive within her, and more faintly aware of a peculiar depression that companioned her to-night. Yet, for some reason unknown to him, he could not issue from a certain reserve that checked him, could not speak to her as he had spoken not long ago in the cave. Indeed, as she came in her last words a little towards him, as one with hands tremblingly and a little doubtfully held out, he felt that he drew back.
"I think we all feel helpless often when we have pa.s.sed our first youth," he answered.
He got up and stretched himself, towering above her.
"Shall we stroll about a little?" he added. "I feel quite cramped with sitting."
"You go. I"ll finish this flower."
"I"ll take a turn and come back."
As he went she dropped her embroidery and sat staring straight before her at the sea.
Artois heard voices in the house, and listened for a new one, the voice of Peppina. But he could not distinguish it. He went down into the tiny garden. No one was there, and he returned, and pa.s.sing through the house came out on its farther side. Here he met Gaspare coming up from the sea.
"Good-evening, Gaspare," he said.
"Good-evening, Signore."
"I hear there"s a new-comer in the house."
"Signore?"
"A new servant."
Gaspare lifted his large eyes towards heaven.
"Testa della Madonna?" said Artois.
"Signore?"
"Have a cigar, Gaspare?"
"Grazie, Signore."
"Is she a good sort of girl, do you think?"
"Who, Signore?"
"This Peppina."
"She is in the kitchen, Signore. I have nothing to do with her."
"I see."
Evidently Gaspare did not mean to talk. Artois decided to change the subject.
"I hear you had that boy, Ruffo, sleeping in the house the other night,"
he said.
"Si, Signore; the Signorina wished it."
Gaspare"s voice sounded rather more promising.