"Heaven knows, I have!"
"Why?"
"Do you really wish to know?" in a voice new to her ear. "Do you wish to know why I want money, lots and lots of it?"
She dropped her arms and turned. The tone agitated and alarmed her strangely. "Why, yes. With plenty of money you could devote all your time to writing; and I am sure you could write splendid stories."
"That was not my exact thought," he replied, resolutely pulling himself together. "But it will serve." By George! he thought, that was close enough.
She did not ask him what his exact thought was, but she suspected it.
There was a little shock of pleasure and disappointment; the one rising from the fact that he had stopped where he did and the other that he had not gone on. And she grew angry over this second expression. She liked him; she had never met a young man whom she liked more. But liking is never loving, and her heart was as free and unburdened as the wind. As once remarked, many of the men with whom she had come into contact had been bred in idleness, and her interest in them had never gone above friendly tolerance. Her admiration was for men, young or old, who cut their way roughly through the world"s great obstacles, who achieved things in pioneering, in history, in science; and she admired them because they were rather difficult to draw out, being more familiar with startling journeys, wildernesses, strange peoples, than with the gilded metaphors of the drawing-room.
And here were three of them to meet daily, to study and to ponder over.
And types as far apart as the three points of a triangle; the man at her side, young, witty, agreeable; Cathewe, grave, kindly, and sometimes rather saturnine; Breitmann, proud and reserved; and each of them having rung true in some great crisis. If ever she loved a man . . . The thought remained unfinished and she glanced up and met Fitzgerald"s eyes. They were sad, with the line of a frown above them.
How was she to keep him under hand, and still erect an impa.s.sable barrier! It was the first time she had given the matter serious thought. The joy of the sea underfoot, the tang of the rushing air, the journey"s end, these had occupied her volatile young mind. But now!
"I am dull," said he gloomily.
"Thank you!"
"I mean that I am stupid, doubly stupid," he corrected.
"Cricket will be a cure for that."
"I doubt it," approaching dangerous ground once more.
"Let"s go and talk to Captain Flanagan, then."
"There!" with sudden spirit, "the very thing I"ve been wanting!""
It was of no importance that they both knew this to be a prevarication about which St. Peter would not trouble his h.o.a.ry head nor take the pains to indite in his great book of demerits.
But all through that bright day the girl thought, and there were times when the others had to speak to her twice; not at all a rea.s.suring sign.
CHAPTER XVIII
CATHEWE ADVISES AND THE ADMIRAL DISCLOSES
One day they dropped anchor in the sapphire bay of Funchal, in the summer calm, hot and glaring; Funchal, with its dense tropical growth, its cloud-wreathed mountains, its amethystine sisters in the faded southeast. And for two days, while Captain Flanagan recoaled, they played like children, jolting round in the low bullock-carts, climbing the mountains or b.u.mping down the corduroy road. It was the strangest treasure hunt that ever left a home port. It was more like a page out of a boy"s frolic than a sober quest by grown-ups. That danger, menace and death hid in covert would have appealed to them (those who knew) as ridiculous, impossible, obsolete. The story of cutla.s.s and pistol and highboots had been molding in archives these eighty-odd years.
Dangers? From whom, from what direction? No one suggested the possibility, even in jest; and the only man who could have advanced, with reasonable a.s.surance, that danger, real and serious, existed, was too busy apparently with his b.u.t.terfly-net. Still, he had not yet been consulted; he was not supposed to know that this cruise was weighted with something more than pleasure.
Fitzgerald waited with an impatience which often choked him. A secret agent had not so adroitly joined this expedition for the pleasure of seeing a treasure dug up from some reluctant grave. What was he after?
If indeed Breitmann was directly concerned, if he knew of the treasure"s existence, of what benefit now would be his knowledge? A share in the finding at most. And was Breitmann one who was conditioned of such easy stuff that he would rather be sure and share than to strike out for all the treasure and all the risks? The more he gave his thought to Breitmann the more that gentleman retracted into the fog, as it were. On several occasions he had noticed signs of a preoccupation, of suppressed excitement, of silence and moroseness.
Fitzgerald could join certain squares of the puzzle, but this led forward scarce a step. Breitmann had entered the employ of the admiral for the very purpose for which M. Ferraud had journeyed sundrily into the cellar and beaten futilely on the chimney. It resolved to one thing, and that was the secretary had arrived too late. He was sure that Breitmann had no suspicion regarding M. Ferraud. But for a casual glance at the little man"s hands, neither would he have had any. He determined to prod M. Ferraud. He was well trained in repression; so, while he often lost patience, there was never any external sign of it.
Besides, there was another affair which over-shadowed it and at times engulfed it.
Love. The cross-tides of sense and sentiment made a pretty disturbance. And still further, there was another counter-tide. Love does not necessarily make a young man keen-sighted, but it generally highly develops his talent for suspicion. By subtle gradations, Breitmann had shifted in Fitzgerald"s mind from a possible friend to a probable rival. Breitmann did not now court his society when the smoking bouts came round, or when the steward brought the whisky and soda after the ladies had retired. Breitmann was moody, and whatever variance his moods had, they retained the gray tone. This Fitzgerald saw and dilated upon; and it rankled when he thought that this hypothetical adventurer had rights, level and equal to his, always supposing he had any.
In this state of mind he drooped idly over the rail as the yacht drew out of the bay, the evening of the second day. The glories of the southern sunset lingered and vanished, a-begging, without his senses being roused by them; and long after the sea, chameleon-like, changed from rose to lavender, from lavender to gray, the mountains yet jealously clung to their vivid aureolas of phantom gold. Fitzgerald saw nothing but writing on the water.
"Well, my boy," said Cathewe, lounging affectionately against Fitzgerald, "here we are, rolled over again."
"What?"
Cathewe described a circle with his finger lazily.
"Oh!" said Fitzgerald, listless. "Another day more or less, crowded into the past, doesn"t matter."
"Maybe. If we could only have the full days and deposit the others and draw as we need them; but we can"t do it. And yet each day means something; there ought always to be a little of it worth remembering."
"Old parson!" cried Fitzgerald, with a jab of his elbow.
"All bally rot, eh? I wish I could look at it that way. Yet, when a man mopes as you are doing, when this sunset. . ."
"New one every day."
"What"s the difficulty, Jack?"
"Am I walking around with a sign on my back?" testily.
"Of a kind, yes."
Cathewe spoke so solemnly that Fitzgerald looked round, and saw that which set his ears burning. Immediately he lowered his gaze and sought the water again.
"Have I been making an a.s.s of myself, Arthur?"
"No, Jack; but you are laying yourself open to some wonder. For three or four days now, except for the forty-eight hours on land there, you"ve been a sort of killjoy. Even the admiral has remarked it."
"Tell him it"s my liver," with a laugh not wholly free of embarra.s.sment. "Suppose," he continued, in a low voice; "suppose--"
But he couldn"t go on.
"Yes, suppose," said Cathewe, taking up the broken thread; "suppose there was a person who had a heap of money, or will have some day; and suppose there"s another person who has but little and may have less in days to come. Is that the supposition, Jack? The presumption of an old friend, a right that ought never to be abrogated." Cathewe laid a hand on his young friend"s shoulder; there was a silent speech of knowledge and brotherhood in it such as Fitzgerald could not mistake.
"That"s the supposition," he admitted generously.
"Well, money counts only when you buy horses and yachts and houses, it never really matters in anything else."
"It is easy to say that."
"It is also easy to learn that it is true."
"Isn"t there a good deal of buying these days where there should be giving?"
"Not among real people. You have had enough experience with both types to be competent to distinguish the one from the other. You have birth and brains and industry; you"re a decent sort of chap besides,"
genially. "Can money buy these things when grounded on self-respect as they are in you? Come along now; for the admiral sent me after you.